Undying Patient

"What's wrong?" When he noticed that the body of his body suddenly froze, Xie Shu thought that Su Jinzhi was uncomfortable, and immediately turned to look at him, whispered to his ear and asked him, "Are you unwell?"

"Nothing" Su Jinzhi lowered his eyes to avoid Xie Shu's sight, then raised his head and looked at Mu An and Liu Wei who were still speaking on the stage, and arbitrarily talked about the topic, "I just think they look happy."

Xie Shu could hear Su Jinzhi's perfunctory self, but he thought that the youth was envious of Mu An and Liu Wei, so he clenched his hands and coaxed him in a low voice: "If you like, we can also do one. "

Su Jinzhi turned his head and stared at Xie Shu with a quivering glance, looking at his dark gray eyes.

"Are you really not uncomfortable?" Xie Shu frowned after he met his gaze. The youth's emotions were still very high when he went out today. Why did he suddenly fall down?

Su Jinzhi didn't speak, but suddenly he hugged Xie Shu and buried his head on the side of his neck. After a long while, he answered lowly, "No."

Xie Shu stretched out his hand to embrace his waist, and stroked the soft hair of the youth with the other hand. He noticed that the youth's mood was not right, but he didn't know where the youth's depressed mood came from, so only Being able to hug him like this gives him all the warmth he can bring.

After Mu An and Liu Wei wore each other's rings, Su Jinzhi still couldn't adjust his emotions. He broke open Xie Shu's arms and said to him, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Xie Shu embraced him in vain and asked him, "Would you like me to go with you?"

Su Jinzhi looked up and smiled at Xie Shu: "Just go to the bathroom, I'll do it myself."

Xie Shu looked at him without a word, his eyes were deep, his lips were pursed tightly, his expression was difficult to distinguish, and he suddenly said something strange and strange: "You need to come back soon."

Su Jinzhi didn't pay too much attention, and said scribbled, "Well."

After arriving at the bathroom, Su Jinzhi quickly turned off the faucet and poured a handful of cold water on his face. The cold drops of water dripped along his chin under the pull of gravity. Some of them wet his clothes, and others slipped over his neck and fell into the collar. He hit a thriller. He looked up and looked at himself in the mirror. The red around his eyes was not sure whether it was stimulated by cold water or by himself.

"Master, you have completed the task!" No. 0 spoke again, but immediately afterwards, its voice weakened again, and carefully asked Su Jinzhi, "Are you unhappy?"

Su Jinzhi licked his lips, and found that his throat was too tight to say a word. He was afraid that when he opened his mouth, he would have a crying tone. It was really shameful. He only cried for Xie Shu. How could he show weakness in front of No. 0 or No. 1?

"Are you unhappy?" After a long absence of Su Jinzhi's answer, the person who asked again became the number one, "Fifth world, you finally saved all the targets before you died, your Klein- Levin's syndrome will not be committed again. You can enjoy the rest of your life in this world. When you are dead, I and Zero will pick you up to the next world. "

"What about Xie Shu?" Su Jinzhi said astringently, his voice was obviously better, but now his voice was as husky as it was when he was not good.

why?

Probably because he has saved all the target characters, which means that Xie Shu does not need to save him anymore, and he has no excuses and reasons to continue to be with Xie Shu.

If he was asked in the first world, what was he most afraid of, and Su Jinzhi would probably answer without hesitation: fear of death.

But now ask him this question again, then he will definitely say: He is afraid of separation.

Separated from Xie Shu, from the person he loves-whether it is life or death.

No. 1 did not answer his question, and No. 0 remained silent.

Su Jinzhi suddenly didn't want to hear the answer of either of them, because he felt that they would not want to hear the answer they said.

Xie Shu, Xie Shu.

Su Jinzhi madly wanted to see Xie Shu at this moment. He didn't even have time to dry the drops of water on his face and ran out. He ran back to his original seat, but Xie Shu was not there.

"Xie Shu Xie Shu?" Su Jinzhi looked forward, looking for Xie Shu's figure in the crowded hall, but still couldn't find him.

Su Jinzhi rushed to Su Changdong and asked him, "Brother, have you seen Xie Shu?"

"Xie Shu? What Xie Shu?" Su Changdong's face looked puzzled. "Who is he? Crisp, why haven't I heard you before?"

Su Jinzhi looked at Su Changdong in disbelief: "Xie Shu, my boyfriend, he came with me and just sat beside me!" Speaking, Su Jinzhi turned back to his seat, but he was horrified. It was found that there was only one vacant place there, and there was only one set of tableware. There was a glass of boiled water next to the bowl, and that was his cup.

That glass of water was poured out when Xie Shu thought he might be uncomfortable, but now that glass of water is still there, Xie Shu is gone.

"Did you sleep?" Su Changdong smiled and touched Su Jin's forehead. "Return to boyfriend, where did you get your boyfriend? You just came with me."

Su Jinzhi took a few steps backwards. He looked at Su Changdong who smiled at him with a pampered face, and looked at Mu An and Xie Shu who were smiling happily on the stage. He turned around and glanced at everyone around him. Like an absurd nightmare.

He was trapped in a dream, and there was no Xie Shu in this dream.

Su Jinzhi quickly turned and ran out of the hotel, away from the crowd, ran to the side of the road and stumbled, and glanced at the passing people one by one, hoping that he would meet the familiar face.

but.

He didn't know how long he had walked, only that the streets around him were unfamiliar to him and he didn't know them.

"Where's Xie Shu?" Su Jinzhi asked Zero and One in his head. "Where is Xie Shu!"

Zero didn't respond, and No. 1 answered him lightly, "He's gone."

"You lied to me!" Su Jinzhi yelled, and he even yelled out, but the pedestrians passing by him seemed to hear his voice and turned a blind eye to him as a whole. "How could he leave me? Yes Are you right? It's all your ghost! "

"You have been forcing me in every world like this, and you will never make me feel better." Su Jinzhi's eyes were red, and tears slipped in a straight line from the sides of his cheeks. Suddenly, he had no energy in his whole body, and was relieved Kneeling on the ground, "You return Xie Shu to me"

"I didn't make a ghost." No. 1's voice was still so faint, without any emotion, "Are you sad?"

Su Jinzhi smiled softly, blinked his eyes, and hit his eyes heavily on the ground: "Do you think I'm sad?"

No. 1 said: "Also, if you are suddenly dropped, you will be sad. If I tell you that he left on purpose, will you hate him?"

Su Jinzhi shook his head: "No, he will not go on purpose, he will not leave me on purpose."

"Actually I don't think it's okay for him to leave. You can forget him and enjoy it in this world." No. 1 advised him, "You will meet in the next world anyway."

"Well." Su Jinzhi cried back to the number one.

"You found it, too?" No. 1 laughed, not answering his answer just now, and asked him again, "You haven't thought about it, why have you always been the one to save the total goal?"

Su Jinzhi knelt on the spot.

He certainly found it. He found some signs in the fourth world. What Reeves said to him in the fire was so intriguing, and he didn't believe it. In so many worlds, the same faces, the same The voice, and so many of the same habits and actions are just coincidences.

In every world, he has always been the one to save, and he is the one to be saved.

But why is this?

Su Jinzhi's forehead suddenly hurt, and his tears still couldn't be absorbed. It seemed that something extremely sad in his heart had been tormenting him, making him feel guilty, and he was upset.

"I don't want to forget him"

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it." Su Jinzhi covered her face, tears kept flowing down her fingers, he repeatedly apologized, but didn't know why he apologized, "I think I also want to"

Su Jinzhi choked and finally said that sentence: "I want to be with you too"

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I don't want to forget you, I don't want to be separated from you, I want to be with you forever.

Number One sighed softly and asked him, "If I said, you wait for a while, Xie Shu will come back, will you wait?"

Su Jinzhi raised his head from the palm of his hand, his eyes were still red, and his long eyelashes were wet into tears. He wanted to believe, but he couldn't believe it completely. He carefully asked No. 1: "Xie Shu will come back?"

"Yes, as long as you want to," Number One said, "because he loves you very much."

"But I don't know when he will return, it may be tomorrow, it may be a few years later, or you may not wait to return to him until you die." No. 1 added.

"I'll wait." Su Jinzhi stood up from the ground, and because of his long kneeling, the pain in his left knee came from the sequelae. "I will wait forever because I love him too."

No. 1 snorted coldly, as if to say to himself: "Let's not get into the drama too deeply, none of you will listen"

Its voice was too light. Su Jinzhi didn't hear what No. 1 was talking about. He was embarrassed now because he was crumpled at the dress to attend the wedding banquet of Mu An and Liu Wei, and his face was dry. Tear marks, and both eyes were very swollen.

If Xie Shu were here, he would be very distressed to wipe his tears.

But now there is no Xie Shu, Su Jinzhi rubbed his eyes with the back of his hands, wiped away the remaining tears, and limped up from the ground and walked back.

As a result, as soon as he turned around, he saw Xie Shu standing near him.

Xie Shu wore a suit with that scar on his face. He was surrounded by people who looked like bodyguards, and he was guarded in the middle. He looked like a great man.

His eyebrows and his eyes were still familiar to Su Jinzhi, but the sight of those dark gray eyes was strange, as if he did not know him at all.

A person standing next to him saw Xie Shu staring at him, carefully approached Xie Shu: "Boss, he has been watching you."

The man asked Xie Shu: "Do you know him?"

This scene is extremely familiar, and it quickly overlaps with a fuzzy memory picture in my mind, as if someone had asked him like this-"He has been watching you."

"do you know him?"

And how did he answer?

"do not know."

Yes, this seems to be the answer.

"I don't know him." A familiar voice came from not far away, and Xie Shu glanced at him again, then looked away.

Su Jinzhi stared at him in dismay, and the joy of reunion retreated, replaced by inexplicable grievances and sadness.

How can you forget me

We obviously love each other so much

But it ’s okay, you forget me, we can re-know; you do n’t remember loving me, it ’s okay, I will always love you, love you forever, you just need to love me again when we meet .

Su Jinzhi courageously wanted to come forward and talk to Xie Shu, but Xie Shu didn't look at him, and entered a black car under the protection of the bodyguards around him.

Su Jinzhi was stuck in place again. After three seconds of grievance, he quickly wrote down the license plate number and planned to go back to check.

As a result, the car did not drive away immediately, but slowly moved to his side, and the dark window fell down to reveal Xie Shu's face.

One of Su Jin stared at him without blinking.

Xie Shu asked him: "Have we met before?"

Su Jinzhi nodded quickly: "Have seen!"

"Oh." Xie Shu responded lightly, and the dark window was raised.

Then Su Jinzhi watched the black car drive away.

Su Jinzhi's eyes were flushed, and the feelings of grievance were almost overflowing, sadly watching Xie Shu's car disappearing at the end of his eyes, and then he lowered his head and turned to walk to the hotel where Mu'an and Liu Wei were married. .

However, after a short walk, the black car drove back to him and the windows were lowered.

The corners of Xie Shu's mouth were sloping, his deep gray eyes were full of smiles. The scary face that looked so fierce to others, was so handsome in Su Jinzhi's eyes at the moment, he asked with a smile: "Xiao Something, you have been staring at me, do you like me? "

"No." Su Jinzhi shook his head. "I love you."

Xie Shu was amused by him at once: "Will you always love me?"

Su Jinzhi's eyes narrowed and she said with certainty: "Yes, I will always love you."

After he said this, Xie Shu watched him for a few seconds. Then he suddenly opened the door and stood in front of him with his long legs. He squeezed his chin and leaned directly on his lips. "You are so cute, be my boyfriend."

Su Jinzhi raised his hand and hugged him, and pursed his lips and smiled gently: "Okay."

The author has something to say: In accordance with the foregoing and the title, Brother Xie: Ah, he has a crush on me, he is so cute.

Isn't this ending abusive?

As mentioned earlier, all the worlds are metaphors, and metaphors have happened in reality. The dark lines have already been paved halfway. Everyone can more or less guess what has happened to Gong and Xiaoxiaosu before?

In fact, there is still this behind, but the subject matter will not be expanded, because it is the indescribable description of Dao Dao and the wealthy children. If you have a will, it may expand into the undescriptable emotional history of the big brother and rich children. After writing this book, I will give it to everyone as a foreign welfare, Mozha.

-In the end, no one wrote me a long comment qaq. I always thank the angel who wrote the long comment.

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-Thank you for the mine you cast for mine, love you 啵啵 啵 = 3 =

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