On that day, he learned that she almost died of dystocia and nearly lost her life near the villa. He rushed to the hospital and even went to the door of her ward. However, holding the doorknob, he had no courage to push it away.

At that moment, anything she did would ignite her expectation for him.

He stayed outside the hospital until she was discharged. That day, she called him and asked him to take things. In fact, they all knew that if the clothes really didn't matter, they would lose them.

However, she was still vaguely looking forward to seeing him again.

But he knew her expectation, but he couldn't give up. At last, he saw her eyes looking at him with expectation. His voice choked and said, "brook, Annie's child is mine."

As soon as the voice fell, he succeeded in seeing that her expectation for himself in her eyes was extinguished and became dim.

He was very glad that he didn't have a substantial relationship with her in those days, but he was still not at ease. Until she gave birth to Ding Ding, he asked the doctor to check her to make sure that she really didn't have infection, so he was relieved.

It is the so-called long pain is better than short pain. Her self-confidence and happiness now confirm that his original decision is correct. But people are strange animals. They would rather her hate him, but every time they see her misunderstandings about him, or hate him, his heart is still very painful.

But when she saw him drowning that day, she wanted to save him

He knew that there was no foam in the way of AIDS transmission, but he always had gum bleeding recently. He was afraid that a little negligence would make him regret for a lifetime. Although there was only a very small possibility of infection, he did not dare to try

Subconsciously, he thinks that he is a pathogen. If he doesn't pay attention, he will infect her, so he doesn't dare, he doesn't dare to get close to her, he doesn't dare to save her

I'm afraid no one can understand that feeling. When he can only watch Fu yiten do artificial respiration for her, when he can only watch her smile to another man, the pain in his heart makes him even feel pain in breathing.

Gu Mingjun dropped his eyes. His thick long eyelashes covered the bitterness in his eyes. He turned and walked away.

***

when xiaodingding came home from school, carrying a small schoolbag, he went back to the door and found an old man standing at the door. The little guy looked at him with his head tilted and asked, "old man, why are you standing at my door?"

When Shen Qinhai saw it, he knew it was his grandson.

Looking at this little thing, Shen Qinhai was very happy. He raised his smiling face and squatted down, "are you ding ding?"

Shen Qinhai looked at the handsome little boy in front of him. He was overjoyed. He squatted down to look at him, but the little boy seemed familiar.

Ding Ding tilted his head and wondered how the old man knew his name. He nodded, "I am, grandfather. How do you know my name?"

Shen Qinxi smiles and touches his head, "because - because I'm your grandfather."

"Grandfather?"

Xiaoxi seems to have told himself that he has grandparents. His grandfather's name is Shen Qinhai. The little guy looked at him warily and asked, "you say it's my grandfather. Can you tell me your name and birthday?"

Shen Qinhai praised the child's cleverness and replied happily. Then he said a lot about Shen Xiaoxi. Ding Ding believed that he was his grandfather. At this time, the nanny and aunt came to open the door. They were going to go out in a hurry to meet Ding Ding downstairs, but as soon as they opened the door, they saw him standing at the door.

Instead, Shen Qinhai looked at the nanny and said with a straight face, "the child leaves school at five o'clock. If you don't go down there and wait for the kindergarten car to send him back, he's still so young. In case of being abducted by a trafficker, can you afford to pay?"

Nanny aunt was scolded, or by strangers, immediately turned a white eye to Shen Qinhai, "meddle in, where are you the old man?"

When Shen Qinhai heard this, his face became darker, and he pulled Ding behind him, "what's your attitude? Am I wrong? In addition, I tell you, I'm the grandfather of the child, and I'm absolutely qualified to say you. It's no business. If you lose my grandson, I'll never end with you. "

Old people, character has changed a little bit, Shen Qinhai will never quarrel with people for small things before, but today saw ding ding a person carrying a schoolbag back, he was full of fire.

It's the same with the stream. Ding Ding is not taken care of, so I'll take it home.

He is idle at home anyway. It would be nice to have Ding Ding with him.

As soon as the nanny heard that she was the child's grandfather, she was not confident enough. She blushed and explained, "I just delayed a little time before I went late. It's not like that every day."

Shen Qinhai couldn't bear to see it. He sighed and pulled Ding Ding into the room.

He looked around, the house is good, simple two rooms and a hall, what furniture is complete, but where is this comfortable to live at home? Shen Qinhai didn't know their current address until he found Gong Xiaolin. He wanted to come and have a look.

At this time, the door opened.

Then Shen Xiaoxi just came in and took off his shoes and cried with a smile, "Shen Dingding, come and see what I bought for you."Shen Ding Ding ran out, "stream, grandfather is coming."

"Grandfather?"

Shen Xiaoxi was stunned. Then he saw Shen Qinhai come out of the hall. He was surprised. He was stunned there for a while, and then he cried, "Dad?"

Shen Qinhai's heart swelled with bitterness. Thinking of her daughter's sufferings abroad, he could not help but reddened his eyes and said in a thick voice, "do you know how to call dad? I haven't seen you for so long. Come back and have a look. "

Xiaoxi smiles, puts on his shoes and walks in, "Dad, I want to wait for a while..."

Shen Qinhai sighed, "I know you don't want to see your sister. You have your own troubles. I don't blame you."

He looked at Ding Ding and said with a smile, "this kid is pretty and smart. He's a Lilliputian."

Hearing father praise Ding Ding, Xiaoxi smiles a little and can't help rubbing Shen Ding's bangs.

In recent years, every time Shen Xiaoxi thought of his father, he would like to call to say hello, but every time he picked up the phone, he couldn't press the number. As time goes on, he didn't get in touch for more than three years.

She talked with her father a lot that night, only to learn that they have moved in recent years. Shen's mother gave all her family savings to Annie and lost a lot of money in buying stocks. Fortunately, they both have pension, but they have no worries about food and clothing.

Xiaoxi knows that her father's 60th birthday will be in a few days. Since she is in C City, there is no reason why she won't go back.

When Shen Qinhai was sent downstairs, Shen Qinhai was very happy to see her in good condition. "You really should thank your mother..."

"Ah?"

"What? Dad, what are you talking about? "

Xiaoxi asked suspiciously, but he frowned. Shen Qinhai knew that he had missed his mouth and quickly changed his mouth. "I'm old, and I always make mistakes. I mean, you should thank Mrs. Yin. She really cares about you."

Xiaoxi smiles. "I understand that. If she didn't help me in London, I don't know how I would survive."

Smell speech, Shen Qinhai bitter smile, think of their mother and daughter because of various reasons and can't recognize each other, his heart is not good.

Gong Xiaolin once told him that Xiaoxi's face changed every time he talked about his own parents. He even said: since they abandoned me, I have no parents.

Gong Xiaolin is afraid to tell her the truth, afraid that she will hate herself, afraid that now the warm together will no longer exist.

Shen Qinhai wanted to talk and stopped. After thinking about it, he just said, "you go back, I should go back too."

When Shen Qinhai leaves, the stream turns around and is about to go back, only to find a familiar car in the distance.

She knew that it was Gu Mingjun's car.

Xiaoxi didn't want to see him frequently downstairs, so she went up and knocked on the window. Across the window, she faintly saw him lying on the steering wheel. After a long time, the window came down. Xiaoxi looked at his pale face, and her heart suddenly choked.

She went up and knocked on the window.

Waiting for a moment, the window came down. Shen Xiaoxi was full of sarcastic words. When he saw his pale face, he choked in his heart and couldn't say it.

I saw his face was very bad, there were small beads of sweat on his forehead, and his brow was locked, which seemed very uncomfortable.

The brook withdrew his sympathy and asked, "what do you mean now? Follow me? Or watch me? "

She has seen his car parking downstairs more than once. Isn't his behavior like surveillance?

Shen Xiao brook will know what he has been doing all day, and he will be angry and look at him with his face. "Or are you too busy? So stay down here? Don't think that if you do this, I will think that you care about me. Gu Mingjun, Shen Xiaoxi three years ago might have that kind of careful thinking. Now I just feel troubled. Do you understand? "

Gu Mingjun's stomach is very uncomfortable, enduring pain, push open the door and stand in front of her, "I have no other meaning."

He didn't know where he was going. He drove here unconsciously every time and stopped for several hours.

"I don't care what you mean, it doesn't matter to me. I just hope you don't watch my life any more. You will only make me hate you more. We'd better not interfere with each other. I won't interfere in your life, and please don't always appear in front of me!"

During the day, because of the unexpected work, she can't help it.

But now?

Does he park here to enjoy the moon, or does he come to enjoy people?

Shen Xiaoxi knows that she's asking too much. After all, it's not her territory. She's asking him not to appear in front of her eyes, which is a bit too much

Gu Mingjun touched the disgust in her eyes, wry smile, "you really do not want to see me?"

"Do you think I'll be looking forward to seeing you?"

She asked in a cold voice, and showed her answer and attitude very well.

Gu Mingjun drooping eyes, bitter answer, "will not."

The bitterness and sadness in his eyes made the stream feel strange. She didn't know why he put such an expression in front of her. She thought of what he had done and the hurtful wordsThinking of this, she felt that he was hypocritical. What's so sad about him now? He kept saying that he would be responsible for Annie and the child. She helped him, let him be responsible, and let him get out of his own world

She sneered. "Now that you know it, isn't it a joke to ask? Gu Mingjun, do you particularly like wandering between two women? "

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