Dream of Ding Ding lively jump with his hand to fly a kite, the little guy is very happy, smile up to show two small tiger teeth, very lovely, there are Gu Mingjun, the family and the picture is really the same, let her not want to wake up from the dream.

However, the dream, after all, is a dream.

Wake up, nothing.

Often, the dream is always the opposite. The next day, she watched Dingding roll on the bed and was sent to the emergency room. Her heart ached faintly. After Dingding entered the emergency room, she held Gu Mingjun's hand all the time. She felt her trembling, helplessness and fear. He held her hand hard, hoping to give her courage, but still couldn't restrain it The panic in her heart.

After Ding Ding came out, the attending doctor asked his family members to come to the office. The doctor was tired and said, "now I can't find a bone marrow donor. Do your parents really not consider having a child? If you delay, the child's condition will turn malignant, and it will be too late for you to regret it. Moreover, if you continue to delay, you can only use chemotherapy to treat it. Ordinary adults can hardly bear the pain of chemotherapy, which is even more unbearable for children. "

The stream heard two words of malice, and the whole body began to chill from the bottom of its feet.

Malignant, it means that she will often watch her child be sent to the emergency room, and then life is on the line

If one day we can't rescue it

Xiaoxi doesn't dare to think about that possibility. Her legs are weak. When she comes out of the office, Gu Mingjun supports her all the time.

She doesn't speak all day, silently guarding in front of Ding Ding's bed. Gong Xiaolin painfully urges her to go back to rest, and she shakes her head. Finally, when she is tired to sleep, Gu Mingjun takes her out of the hospital and takes her home to lie on the bed.

In the evening, the stream woke up and found itself lying at home.

The room was dark. Her big eyes were staring at the ceiling without focus. She thought of Ding Ding's pain and he cried, "Mommy, I hurt..."

Her heart aches at the thought of this.

She can't watch her children face that kind of pain

If Ding Ding and Ming Jun want to leave themselves, what's the point of her being alive?

Two wipe clear tears from the corner of the eye quietly slide, into the pillow towel, wet a large.

If Shen Xiaoxi saw that her mother had not been able to survive the cold surgery, she would have to wait for her mother's death , shivering.

If she procrastinates, she will one day

She clenched her lips and tried no matter what the future would be.

She can't watch Ding Ding being sent to the emergency room again and again.

At this time, Gu Mingjun pushed the door in, saw her wake up, came and sat on the side of the bed, the dark eyes were full of worries about her, "wake up?"

Thinking that she didn't speak all day, his heart was pulled up and hurt.

He reached out to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes and sighed, "don't worry too much. Our son will be fine."

Although he is not sure, but to say these words to comfort her, he really can't bear to see her sad, but if one day even Ding Ding is not around her, what should she do?

The brook holds his hand, let his warm big hand stick on his cheek, looking at him, in the heart breeds an impulse idea.

She sat up, leaned against his arms, put her hand around his waist, and said in a low voice, "Mingjun."

"Well?"

"Shall we have another baby?"

Smell speech, he a Zheng, hold her double shoulders, open each other's distance, bow down to see her eyes only a little bit of hope, "stream, you are more rational."

"You know it's not allowed."

Stream wry smile, "can I still have reason now?"

Tears hit, the heart of acerbity, such as surging tide, fierce hit, occupied her whole heart.

She held his hand tightly. "This is the only way to save Ding Ding. I can't give up. Ming Jun, promise me, promise me, OK?"

She's going to have another child

She wants to save Ding Ding.

Gu Mingjun can't help but frown. The pain is written between his eyebrows. He touches the wound in her eyes. He gets up, grits his teeth and says, "no! I can't promise you! "

How can he infect her with his own disease and make the family suffer?

Is she crazy?

"Do you really want to see Ding Ding die?"

She was so excited that she couldn't help yelling at him.

Gu Mingjun's chest undulating, he bent down and clenched the stream's shoulders, "Shen Xiaoxi, be rational!! Do you understand that this is not to save Ding Ding, this is only temporary! Temporarily saved him, but there will be more pain waiting for him!! And you... "When he mentioned her, his throat became tight, his voice became hoarse, and his eyes were filled with water vapor. "And you, too, will get this disease, brook. Do you understand how much the consequences will be?"

Jingying's tears fell from her eyes, and she murmured helplessly, "I know, but I really have no way. If you and Ding Ding leave me, what should I do? What's the point of my being alive? Have another baby to save him. Ding Ding can at least stay with me for a long time... "

She ran Kui of cry, that kind of helpless, cry let a person listen to tear heart crack lung.

Gu Mingjun tightly wrapped her in his arms and hugged her tightly. Her wet and hot tears moistened a large area of his shirt and his whole heart. They were sad tears.

Another child, this road is a dead end!

He won't let her go that way, never

Gu Mingjun finally comforted her to fall asleep. Looking at her red and swollen eyes, his curly eyelashes were still stained with crystal clear tears. His heart was so painful that he couldn't suffocate. He reached out to wipe away her tears and let her lean on her arms and hold her all night.

People will know regret only when they taste the unbearable consequences.

Wrong step, wrong step

At the beginning, he recognized the wrong Savior, then loved the wrong person, and then because he was drunk, he took Anne as a stream, and had a relationship with her only once, just once!!

Once he was doomed to a helpless situation at this moment.

***

as soon as Shen Xiaoxi came to the door of Dingding's ward, he saw that the bed in the next ward was empty.

At that moment, her heart was a little empty.

Push open the door, see the little guy sitting on the bed, drooping face, as if very unhappy.

She raised the corner of her mouth and sat beside him. She looked at him with her head tilted and pinched his face. "What's the matter?"

Ding Ding lifted her eyes, tears in her eyes.

When the stream saw this, it felt suffocated. It quickly reached out and stroked the little guy's face. Its voice was soft. "What's the matter? Honey

Shen Dingding bit his lip and his eyes were red. After choking for a long time, he asked, "Mommy, will I die like brother Xiaodong in the ward next to me?"

Smell speech, her in the mind spreads astringent meaning, the language stops of looking at the question on the little guy's face.

Then, I heard the little guy say, "sister nurse said, brother Xiaodong is suffering from the same disease as me. Because he has no money for treatment, he delays the treatment time, so he will die. Mommy, will I die?"

The word "death" is like a sharp knife in the little bit of lingchi her heart, her flesh and blood

She put the little guy in her arms and said in a hoarse voice, "don't say that word again. Do you know? You won't be like brother Xiaodong. I believe Mommy, our Ding Ding will get better, grow up healthily and stay with mommy forever. "

The small Ding Ding shriveled shriveled mouth, the tear hangs in the eyelid place, "that I can leave hospital, here is very terrible, every day someone dies."

Looking at the fear in the little guy's eyes, and the crystal tears, the brook reached out and gently wiped away the tears on his face, "baby, you only stay in the hospital, we can get better faster, understand? Isn't Shen Dingding a little man? Huh? A man should be very brave, isn't he? "

Ding Ding looked at the tears in her eyes, stretched out a small hand to help her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, nodded, "well, I believe in Mommy."

The sentence "I believe in mommy" is like a huge stone, pressing on Shen Xiaoxi's chest.

When she goes to work, it's easy for her to make mistakes when she thinks of Ding Ding. For example, when she goes to pour water, the hot water overflows, but she doesn't feel it. She doesn't wake up until the hot water burns her hands.

Shen Xiaoxi is sitting behind his desk, rubbing his temple. On the shining computer screen, there is information about the treatment of children with leukemia

She read the news and knew that some families had another child to save the sick child, and this method was very effective

Dong Dong

Tong Hua knocked on her desk. Xiaoxi raised her head and found that she was standing in front of her desk. Tong Hua put the information on her desk and looked at her anxiously. "Manager Shen, your face looks very bad. Do you want to go back to rest early?"

Stream reluctantly smile, "I'm ok."

"Oh, pay more attention to yourself. I think you've been absent-minded recently, and you look very pale."

"Then I went out to work."

Tonghua turned to go, the stream suddenly stopped her, "Tonghua!"

"Well?"

Tong Hua spins and looks at her suspiciously.

Shen Xiaoxi looks at her, the look in her eyes changes, so that Tong Hua can't guess what she wants to say. She sees Xiaoxi hesitates, and it seems that it's a little difficult to say. She smiles and asks easily, "manager Shen, if you have any questions, just ask."

"You Er You know... "

Xiaoxi thinks of the sex medicine he wants to ask, and his face is feverish!Tong Hua blinked, "what am I?"

Shen Xiaoxi puffed up and said, "didn't you say last time that you had a friend who was selling drugs to improve sexual desire? Can you take me to buy it? "

As soon as the words came out, Tonghua's smile was stiff. I didn't expect manager Shen to ask this.

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