Because the top of the mountain is a little closer to the stars.

They are poor and have no money to buy telescopes or any kind of star watching equipment.

So a zhe wisely said that he could go to the top of the mountain, so that he was a little closer to the stars. Although this statement is so ridiculous and untenable, mu Niannian is also used to accompanying his brother up the mountain to see the stars at this time of year.

Fortunately, every year on this day, stars, especially beautiful.

Once the picture became the pain at the moment, she thought of ah Zhe's smile, the scar in her heart was like being torn open, faint pain.

Yin Han looks at her red eyes and tears. His heart suddenly seems to be pricked by a needle. There is so much guilt that he doesn't know what to say to comfort her.

He knew that he had no position or qualification to comfort her.

His only surprise was that she would mention her dead brother in front of him.

Mu Nian raised her head slightly. Although she couldn't see it, the memory of the past was still in her mind. The starry night sky and her brother's smiling face clearly appeared in her mind, as if she saw all this again.

She bent her mouth, but her eyes were wet.

No longer speak, just sit in silence, want to sit a little longer, a little longer to feel the existence of my brother.

Although she did not cry, did not use any words to express their pain, Yin Han can feel her body sent out of grief, he reached out and held her hand, her hand is very cold, no temperature, he held it, choked for a long time before opening, "it's cold outside, go back to the house, OK?"

"I want to sit down a little longer."

He saw her so determined, sighed, had to sit quietly with her.

After a while, she suddenly asked, "how do you know that you have something to do with my brother?"

She remembered that he didn't admit it when he died.

How can you suddenly admit it again?

Yin Han smell speech, look to her, "want to hear me explain?"

He always wanted to explain clearly, but her emotion was always very excited, and she resisted him so much that he didn't dare to speak

For fear of arousing her emotions, for fear of affecting her condition.

Mu Niannian didn't answer. He waited for him silently. He released her hand, took out a cigarette box from his trouser pocket, took out one, put it in his slender finger, and slightly lowered his head to light a cigarette. Unexpectedly, she coughed a few times.

Hearing this, Yin Han took a look at her and put the cigarette away. After a long time, he talked about what happened in those years.

After his brief overview, the truth of the past appeared in front of his eyes. After he finished, he looked at her for a long time and then said, "I thought it was me. Why didn't I call the police?"

At that time, he was so cruel to her, leaving no face at all. How could she do that?

His eyes locked the expression on her face, as if to see something, but the bitter smile on her face hurt his eyes and made him frown. Then he said, "regret?"

Mu Nian didn't answer. After a long silence, he said softly, "things have passed. I don't want to talk about them any more."

At the end of the speech, she stood up and wanted to leave, but her eyes couldn't see. She didn't know where to go. Yin Han came up to hold her and said in a low voice, "there are steps at the foot. Slow down."

He helped her walk slowly into the room, no longer asking anything. When she came into the room and lay down, he was ready to leave. When he came to the door, he turned to see her again and wanted to say something. But he saw her turn over and turn her back to him. No matter how much she said, he choked in his throat.

He closed the door in silence and looked at the door in a daze.

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the days are like flowing water. Seeing Tong Tong Tong's legs getting better and going to school, mu Niannian can't feel his eyes getting better.

Vaguely, her heart is still a little uneasy.

I don't know where this uneasy feeling comes from. I feel that something is wrong with me recently.

Often weak sleep very late, sitting on a stool in a daze will also feel sleepy.

She lives in this family, can't see other people's expression, and naturally won't know that when she has breakfast every day, Yin Han will always look at her as if it were nothing, and even silently put things into her bowl. She smiles and thanks Aunt Li. Aunt Li wants to deny it, but Yin Han shakes his head and signals Aunt Li not to say anything.

Sometimes, when he passed her door, he could not help but stop. His outstretched hand wanted to knock on the door several times, but he took it back.

Sometimes, see she is helping Tong Tong with feel braid, his in the mind can gush a kind of inexplicable feeling.

When she comes home from work, she always thinks, will she be happy to see him come back?

Tong Tong said that several times, Mommy would ask when Daddy would come back,

he would think, can he understand that, in fact, she also wanted to see him?

I'm used to going home early. When I go home, I always remember to bring something for Tongtong. I came back two days after my business trip. Naturally, he didn't forget his daughter's gift. But who can tell him that when he saw the beautiful clothes in the clothing store, he bought a lot of them, and they were all her sizes.Yin Han couldn't find his own reason. He looked at the scenery along the way out of the car window and knew that he was going to get home soon. But this time he came back, his mood seemed to add a dose of tension.

Back home, Tong Tong ran out, hugged him, smiling, "Daddy, you're back."

"Where's my present?"

Yin Han sniffed the words, smiling and pinching the little girl's cheek, "are you looking forward to your gift or are you really happy that daddy is back?"

"Hee hee, of course I want Daddy back. "

The little girl's mouth is sweeter than honey, and her small appearance is especially pleasing.

Yin Han smiles and gives the gift to the little girl. Tong Tong can't wait to open it. Yin Han picks up the remaining paper boxes and goes upstairs to her door. He wants to lift his hand and knock on the door, but finds that her door is not closed. He gently pushes the door open and finds that she is sitting on the couch on the balcony, as if asleep.

She walked in gently, put things aside, and saw her sleeping face so quiet.

Yingbai face exposed to the sun, according to her curly eyelashes under a faint shadow.

Yin Han brought her a blanket to cover her. When he bent down slightly, he saw her sleeping face from a close distance. For some reason, his heart thumped and changed subtly. His eyes couldn't help aiming at her lips

Even though he didn't apply any lip gloss, his full lips were full of attractive red color, which made his throat tight and his heart itch. For a few moments, he couldn't help kissing

It's not strange to kiss her.

But why, this time in the heart so palpitation and groundless tension?

It's like the young man in his first love wants to kiss his beloved girl secretly, so nervous, his heart lake seems to be disturbed, with layers of ripples, no longer calm.

Seeing her frown, he wandered from this throbbing mood and realized his impulse just now. He couldn't help but sneer at himself. What's the matter with him?

Haven't you touched a woman for a long time?

So there's no resistance to women?

She didn't even do anything, so he felt hot in his heart and dirty in his mind. He would think of some physiological needs.

He straightened up and saw that she was awake. He coughed a few times to let her notice his existence. Then he said, "I bought you a gift. Do you want to try it?"

Gifts?

She frowned, wondering if she was hearing something.

Will he buy her a present, too?

Yin Han saw the surprise and disbelief on her face, and explained with a wry smile, "if you think it's suitable for you, you'll buy it. In addition, there's a piano competition next week in Tongtong. If you go together, you don't have any clothes here, so..."

Smell speech, mu Niannian that just appeared the mood of small exultation and like the tide receded.

Originally, I bought it for my daughter's piano competition?

Afraid that she'll lose his face because she's badly dressed?

Mu Niannian pursed her lips and said, "thank you."

Unable to get the reaction he thought, he frowned at her and continued to ask, "do you want to try?"

Mu Niannian got up, groped to the bedside and said in a cold voice, "no, even if it's good-looking, I can't see it. Now for me, no matter how good-looking it is, it's meaningless."

No matter how beautiful the clothes were, she would never see them again.

When mu Niannian thought about this, she felt lost and climbed to her heart. She remembered that when she was studying design, her favorite thing to do was to go to the scene of fashion show, sit down and silently watch the finished products and painstaking efforts of top-level design, and fantasize about when she could open her own fashion show in Paris or Milan?

This should be a dream of all fashion designers.

Can her dream, still have a chance to come true?

She sat down beside the bed in a bad mood. "Don't you have anything else to go out with? I want to rest. "

"What's the matter?"

He still can't help but ask, see her face covered with loss, know she is not happy.

He also thought that she liked clothing so much and would like to wear beautiful clothes. Was she not happy when he bought her a gift for the first time?

Mu Niannian shook his head, "nothing, just a little tired?"

"Tired? You don't look well. Do you want me to call a doctor? "

"Did you take the medicine today?"

"Doctor Li is coming here these days..."

"I'm really tired!! Can you go out? "

She interrupts him. Her mood is a little out of control. If her condition doesn't get better, she is often upset and angry. She is afraid that she will never get better. She is afraid that she will live like this all her life.

Especially in such a mood, when she mentioned the doctor and heard his words that seemed to care about her, her mood was even more puzzling.

Sometimes, I hate myself like this.

Once the light is lost, she's like a parasite and has to live here and rely on him.It's not that she doesn't want to rely on her, it's that she knows that he will leave soon, and it's not because of love. The longer she stays here, the more lost her heart will be until she is hopeless.

Yin Han's words were interrupted, deep eyes looked at her face full of irritability, knew that her interruption would be very difficult.

He said nothing more and sighed, "then have a good rest."

Turn around and leave

"Why!"

"Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden? Yin Han, it's not like your style. Can I ask you not to be nice to me and not to care about me so inexplicably? You will make me feel uneasy. "

She couldn't help saying what she felt in her heart and stopped him from leaving.

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