"Is that ok?"

A rare joy finally appeared on her face.

She has never been to a crowded place since she can't see.

He didn't answer her, just opened the door, came to her side, took her hand, "come on, get out of the car."

As soon as I got out of the car, the breeze blew her hair and gently brushed Yin Han's cheek, making his heart lake ripple. Mu Niannian stood beside him, letting him hold his hand and go straight ahead.

She couldn't help asking, "where are you going?"

He did not answer, quietly took her to those chrysanthemums, took her hand to touch, mu Niannian this just know that he wanted to take her to see the flowers.

What's the use of feeling the existence of flowers but not seeing their gorgeous beauty?

She drew back her hand, and the smile on her face became bitter. She lowered her head and tried to control her emotions. "Actually You don't have to do that. "

She choked and continued, "what's the use of touching, feeling, and not seeing?"

"You'll see it."

He said firmly, but she raised the corner of her mouth bitterly, "don't give me hope, OK?"

"Do you know that if there is hope for the impossible, you will be more disappointed in the future?"

She took a deep breath, suppressed the surging sour tide in her heart, and said, "I'd rather you were honest and cruel to me. At least I'll learn to adapt to the present life. One day I can live a good life without you."

"But now, I can only rely on you. Without your help, I can't go anywhere. I can't do it. Yin Han, I feel like a waste. I can't do anything just by breathing every day. I need Aunt Li to help me take me to the bathroom."

"I don't know if I can live without you one day?"

She said sad place, tears and several times to fall, but she stifled.

Yin Han see her sad, and began to regret his own ideas to take her to see flowers, he thought she can feel happy, he did wrong?

No matter what he does, it will make her sad.

He couldn't help reaching out and stroking her cheek, rubbing his palm on her cheek. Seeing her helpless, he didn't know what to do. "Tell me, what should I do?"

How can she be happy.

How to do, she can optimistic believe that they will get better.

How to do, his heart will not be so painful.

Looking at her pain and helplessness, Yin Han really wants to do something to make her feel better.

Sometimes I really hope that she can look at herself without fear as before. Even if he mocks and despises her, she can still contradict him like a hedgehog.

But now, she is more and more helpless, and her health is worse and worse.

Mu Niannian wry smile, slightly side face to avoid his gentle action, "you don't have to do anything, we have no relationship, you don't have to do anything for me."

"Do we really have nothing to do with each other?"

He asked her, eyes straight lock her expression, want to see what, he did not know what he wanted to see in the end, but the heart is not willing, not willing to really as she said, really has nothing to do with it?

He's asking her, and he's asking her back.

Mu Nian laughs, and only he can know the bitter taste, "otherwise? Do you think there is anything else between us besides the relationship between superiors and subordinates? "

"We're not even friends."

She said bitterly, turned to the other side with a sigh, and sighed, "I can understand your feelings. It's really annoying to be entangled by a woman I don't like, not to mention that I gave birth to Tongtong on my own, which made you and Shen Xiaoxi miss so many years. Of course, you will hate me. It's because I'm too stupid to think that as long as I work hard, I think it's enough As long as I work hard, I can move you. Today, I know that love can't be forced, and it's not enough to work hard. If you don't love, you don't love. "

"Aze's thing is that I misunderstood you. Now everything has been explained clearly, and we are even."

As she spoke, her lips opened a bitter radian, which made him feel as if he had been pierced by an ice cone. It was very painful

After a long time, Mu Nian said, "Tong Tong..."

When it comes to Tong Tong, her heart tingles.

But she had to say that she was forced to smile and said, "if the child does something wrong or disobeys, you can tell her better than scolding her. In the future, Tong Tong It's up to you. "

She knew that her eyes would never be better.

She can't even take care of herself, so why fight for Tong Tong's custody and let her suffer with herself?

Tongtong would rather live a good life with Yin Hanji, because her mother can't do anything to give her a good life.Over the years, she has been struggling because of her daughter. Today, it is this result.

I always think that as long as I work harder and stay stronger, I will soon meet Tong Tong again, and I will be able to go back to the past days. Mother and daughter depend on each other.

But she can't wait until that time, suddenly gave up to go back to her daughter, her heart seems to be under pressure Boulder, dull pain.

Yin Han smell speech, side head straight looking at her.

Looking at her eyes flashing tears, lip camouflage smile, his heart is very uncomfortable.

"Are you willing?"

"Willing to give me Tongtong, no longer care about her?"

"Where's mu Niannian, who was desperate to take custody of Tong Tong with me? Aren't you ready, with a lawyer, for a long fight with me? Why did you give up? Do you really give up your daughter so easily? "

He said painfully, with helplessness and sadness in his voice.

Tears fell from the corner of her eyes. She wanted to raise her hand to erase them, but his big hand held her wrist tightly and stopped her movement.

Pull her shoulders, let her face themselves, clench her hands, do not allow her to wipe the tears on her face, forced to ask, "why cry?"

"Can ruthlessly abandon Tong Tong, why cry?"

"Are you not willing? Since I'm not willing to give up, why should I give up so easily? "

"What else? What can I do? "

She burst into tears, tears to the question, "what can I do? I can't even take care of myself. How can I take care of Tong Tong? How to train him? "

"I know you are all comforting me and telling me that I can get better, but Yin Han, I'm not a fool. I have feelings. Can my eyes get better? I have feelings myself!! What can I do to fight with you? What can I do to support Tong Tong, let alone take care of her. "

She said the pain in her heart, and tears fell silently.

He knew her helplessness and helpless panic. He pulled her into his arms and held her tightly, listening to her crying in his arms. This time, he could not say the same words of comfort and deception.

Because she is smart enough, he said too much, can not change the cruel reality.

Arm contraction, tightly holding her, her grievance tears wet his shirt, those hot and humid tears seem to be able to penetrate his skin, slowly sliding through the heart, leaving the doctor can not erase the traces and pain.

His lips against her ears, whispered, "and I, and I, Tongtong can't do without you, do you understand?"

He wanted to tell her the importance of her.

Want to let her cheer up by Tong Tong, let her get rid of that negative idea.

But why is it that the tighter he holds her, the harder it is for him to really feel her?

That kind of feeling, just like the quicksand in his hand, disappearing little by little, how should he change his idea of quicksand and let it stay in his own hands.

This scene is sad in their eyes, but in the eyes of outsiders, they think it's a deep embrace.

Like in Wen Tian's eyes!!

Behind them, ten meters away, Wen Tian stood there, looking at the man she was thinking of so tightly holding other women. For a moment, she felt that she was even breathing and her chest was aching.

How can he hold other women?

Wen Tian's eyes not only hurt, but also hate.

Extreme love, paranoid love has been deeply rooted in her heart, completely unchanged.

She doesn't allow other women to rob Yin Han. For so many years, she has been pursuing for so many years and insisting on for so long. The result she wants is not to watch him fall in love with other women.

If one day, he really falls in love with another woman and must live with that woman, Wen Tian doesn't know what she will do to that woman, and she doesn't know

Only the burning hatred in her heart can guide her to do the next thing.

She squeezed her hand tightly, fingernails deeply embedded in the palm, leaving a deep mark, but she did not know the pain.

Because hate has covered all the feelings in the body.

She is paranoid that what she has paid should be rewarded, and her love should be responded. Is there anyone in the world who can compare her feelings for Yin Han? Who can be as crazy about love as she is?

He can only be her, can only be!!

***

life goes by so fast that in a twinkling of an eye, it is the night when Tong Tong participated in the piano competition.

Tong Tong appears excited and nervous, and keeps sitting there practicing. Mu Niannian accompanies her to practice with her. She feels that her daughter is so nervous that she repeatedly plays several wrong keys. She holds Tong Tong Tong's hand painfully, "Tong Tong, don't play."

Reach out to touch her daughter's face, smile and say, "I believe Tong Tong can perform very well on stage. In Mommy's eyes, you are the best, so don't be nervous, just like playing to mommy at home. If you are afraid, don't watch the audience. The game is not only better than you play, but also very important.""Mommy, are you nervous when you go to a fashion show?"

The little girl recently read the magazine that mu Niannian appeared in Milan fashion week, and also pointed to the people on it with pride, showing off to the children, "this is my mommy."

Mu Niannian smiles and touches the girl's head. "Of course, there will be tension, but Mommy will tell herself that if you miss the opportunity because of tension, you will lose more. And when Mommy is nervous and afraid, she will think that the audience below doesn't exist, or you can imagine them as something else, so she won't be afraid."

"Hee hee, can I think of the judges and the audience as ants? Ants are so small that I don't have to be afraid. "

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