His world, as if at that moment, stopped. Yin Han looked around at strange faces. No matter how far he looked, he could not see her

His chest seems to be blocked by something, and his throat is also blocked. He can't make a sound, and his heart aches when he gasps

Back at the hotel, I found a note on the bedside table.

He immediately picked it up and looked at it:

"don't look for me, never look for me, let me leave quietly, I don't want to see you when I leave this world, then I will be more painful and reluctant to leave

I know, the reason why you say you like me is because of my illness. I know all about it. Yin Han, I don't want your charity. Forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. Forgive me for not taking good care of Tong Tong Tong. Please promise me that no matter what happens in the future, please treat Tong Tong Tong well Don't tell her about me for the time being. I'm afraid she can't bear it. She's still so young.

Before I leave, I will still think, Yin Han, if I die, can I win the weight of Shen Xiaoxi in your heart? Do you think so? "

The sun dazzled and fell on him. Yin Han only felt his legs softened. Sitting on the sofa, he only remembered one sentence in his mind: if I die, can I win Shen Xiaoxi's weight in your heart?

Think of this sentence, his chest is very painful, painful depression, painful body every cell is crying.

She's gone

She has become so sick that if she leaves him at this time, she will choose to die and give up treatment

Think of this result, think of her last words, Yin Han just feel the whole world collapsed, pale fingers tightly holding the paper.

She is really cruel, with his lifetime of pain to remember her.

With a lifetime of Miss, to prove that she won!

Let him live forever in the regret and pain of losing and missing.

******

"regret it?"

Li Qibin looked at the side crying like a tearful mu Niannian, painfully asked.

The bus leading to the expressway will soon arrive at the airport. After walking for an hour and a half, she has been crying since she got on the bus

She cried very quietly. As long as he didn't look at her, he couldn't feel it at all.

However, the smell of her tears in the air made his heart sour.

Mu Niannian shakes her head, but she can't stop her tears. Thinking that she can't see it in her life, her heart really hurts.

She didn't have time to say goodbye to Tongtong. On the day she went to the resort, she wanted to say goodbye to Tongtong, but that day Tongtong went to piano class early

What will her baby daughter look like in the future?

How sad would she be if she knew that mommy was no longer alive and could never come back to her again?

And he, seeing the note she had written, would he look for her

Thinking of this, she felt she couldn't make it.

Why did God make such a joke on her?

If it's just a matter of eyes, she can still stay by his side. However, when she heard him talking to the doctor in his study that morning, she was silly.

She never thought that one day, she could no longer breathe

One day, she will really leave the world.

She finally understood why he was so afraid of her sleeping. She often felt very tired in those days. When she closed her eyes, she lost consciousness. That was the symptom of her aggravation

Fear, for the first time, she felt that death was so close to her that she could feel it by her side.

She was even more afraid to stay with them and let them watch her die

She was afraid that she would resent the cruelty of heaven, and she was reluctant to keep her last breath

She doesn't have the courage to hear her daughter's cry. She would rather leave one for her to let Tong Tong know that as long as she is happy, one day Mommy will come back

She wanted to go to the snow mountain, wanted to go with him, so that she had no regrets in her life, but she failed in the end.

The last silent voice, after I die, helps me to come back again

There is him, there is brother, there is Tong Tong

When they were all there, she didn't feel lonely.

If she dies, please bring her back here, so that she won't be lonely

Sitting on the plane, mu Niannian thought of too many things. She thought of the first time she left the city. At that time, she only stood in front of him in order to have a better capital. She had known him for eight years, but she really spent less time together

What did she do in those eight years?

If you know that you will not live long, why don't you cling to him like a dead face? Maybe you can move his heart a little earlier?

She didn't know that between them, a moment's miss is a lifetime

****

one month later.The night is dark. When Yin Han comes home, Tong Tong has already gone to bed.

He came to Tongtong's room and sat by the bed to see his daughter's sleeping face. He sat for an hour.

Always feel that Tong Tong is a bit like her.

Looking at Tong Tong, I think of the pictures of these days and the gratitude and resentment of these years

He still remembers that she often sits in her current seat and tells stories to Tong Tong.

He still remembers that she would try to get up earlier in the morning, even if she couldn't see her, she still tied her hair with her hand

Her every expression, a smile, I do not know why he remembered so clearly.

At that time, it seemed that he didn't deliberately look at it, didn't deliberately stay in his mind, why do you think so clearly at this moment?

The doctor said that her illness can only last for one month, so where is she now?

He didn't believe that she would die, but after 30 days, he tried his best to find her, but he couldn't find any news from her

Think of this, the heart of the place, as if to crack the same, pain he breathless.

Suddenly the mobile phone vibrated and pulled back his thoughts. Yin Han got up and took the mobile phone to the corridor.

"Hello."

"Mr. Yin, I have news. I found Miss mu in XX Hospital in New York..."

"OK, help me get my ticket to New York right away."

When I hung up my cell phone, I couldn't hide my joy.

Is he going to see her?

This time, when he saw her, he would never let her go

Yin Han took the first flight straight to New York, and then rushed to the hospital.

He was full of joy and expectation, but just arrived at the hospital and consulted the doctor here, but the doctor said with regret, "we have been looking for her family, but I'm sorry, it's too long. She left half a month ago, so we have to cremate her body."

Yin Han's heart thumped and sank silently.

"What did you say..."

The other side is very sorry to say sorry, repeating what Yin Han can't believe!

His eyes were filled with tears and red silk floated up. He tried very hard to control his emotions and persuade himself, but he still couldn't help yelling at the medical staff, "impossible! impossible! She can't die! "

His roar was mingled with heartbreaking grief, and the medical staff closed their mouths sympathetically and left with a sigh.

Yin Han sat outside the ward where she had lived all night

With his head down, no one can see his expression, but there are traces of tears on the ground

He didn't believe it. Did she really leave?

Do you really want to say goodbye?

If he knew that this time he came, he would rather not come

So, there is still a little thought and expectation, at least no one told him that she is no longer in this world.

He will always believe that she is alive, maybe by his side.

But now?

When the doctor brought those relics, he really couldn't convince himself that she was still alive.

In his hand, he tugged at what she had left and buried his head in his knees. His shoulders heaved heavily. Something moistened his clothes and blinded his eyes

Why are you so cruel?

Even the last side can not be seen!

She's taking revenge on him, isn't she? She's taking revenge on him for years when he didn't know how to cherish, didn't know how to own her, and even did everything to hurt her, so she just took revenge on him?

I can't help thinking of that sentence: if I die, can I win Shen Xiaoxi's position in your heart?

The more he thought of this sentence, his heart seemed to split.

She punished him with her death, retaliated against him, and made him realize why he was so heartbroken and regretted all his life

Once he despised her, once he even wanted her to disappear forever, but at this moment he knew that when she really disappeared completely, he would be at a loss

In my heart, it's like being poached, empty, no longer complete.

If she is merciless, how can she use death to make him realize that Yin Han not only hates himself at this moment, but also hates this cruel woman inexplicably.

That night, he sat there, feeling that he would be trapped in regret for the rest of his life.

If he could know how to cherish earlier

If, that night, he could make his own voice clear, he could distinguish her importance earlier

So, will the result be different?

He didn't know how to explain to Tong Tong after he went back

Before he came, he promised Tongtong to take her back, take her mother back

However, he could only take her ashes back.

Yin Han doesn't have the courage to face his daughter's sad tears, let alone the future lifeAfter dealing with the affairs in New York, Yin Han returns to city C. the car stops outside the villa, but he doesn't dare to drive in.

The servant said that Tong Tong was always asking when Daddy would come back

Will you come back with Mommy?

Hearing this, he silently hung up the phone, heart pain as if to tear the hard.

He stayed in the car for several hours until late at night.

But I just went upstairs.

The little figure at the entrance of the stairs hurt his eyes. Tongtong was standing at the entrance of the stairs with her hair scattered and her doll in her arms. Her watery eyes looked like her mother, so innocent and clean

But he was afraid to see these eyes.

Tong Tong looked behind him, his eyes filled with disappointment.

He thought that she would ask and make trouble, but

But she silently lowered her head, turned around and went to the room with the baby in her arms.

"Tong Tong."

He cried, a hoarse voice, sore throat, very sour.

When she came up, Tong Tong had already returned to her room, sitting on the bed with a picture of mummy in her hand.

He stood at the door, seeing this scene, his eyes were blurred by something. He would rather her cry

This kind of depressed pain, he is too distressed.

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