Ungrateful CEO's Love

However, God was so cruel that he killed his own child

Remorse is like a vine, tightly holding his heart, so that he can not breathe.

That's his guilt for her, because he, she lost the chance to be a mother, lost forever.

She said she didn't want to have a baby. She didn't think it was right now. He said he was willing to wait

She said it must be painful to have a baby, he said he would accompany her into the delivery room

She said: why don't you ask others to give birth to your children? He said that Gu Hongxuan's children only count when she gives birth to them

Gu Hongxuan thought of the unformed child, with red blood in his eyes

His hands cut off the child's life.

It's getting light. He looks at Lingyun who is still sleeping in the ward. He doesn't know how to face her when she wakes up?

The child came unexpectedly, but also left unexpectedly

If today's dispute did not happen, he did not know how happy he would be, and she promised him that if he was pregnant, he would have a baby.

Unfortunately, the baby left

*******

Ling Yun was so careless that she didn't know she was pregnant.

When he woke up the next day, Gu Hongxuan saw that she was awake and didn't want to talk to her. He asked her if her hand still hurt and she didn't speak. He was helpless and threatened to go out and buy her some breakfast

After he left, Ling Yun thought that he just had a slight fracture of his arm. He didn't need to be hospitalized, so he told the nurse that he would be discharged. The nurse told her what happened yesterday, and she learned that she had not only injured her arm, but also lost an unformed child.

When Lingyun knew that she would never have the chance to be a mother, she was stunned.

For a long time, I can't come back.

Until Gu Hongxuan bought breakfast from outside and came back, he saw her sitting there, staring at the front without focus. His heart was pulled tight, but he pretended that nothing had happened. He went in and sat beside her, opened the porridge he just bought, and whispered, "it's your favorite porridge. Your hands are inconvenient. Come on, I'll feed you."

He said, then scooped up a spoonful to pass, but she did not respond.

Crystal tears fall from the corner of my eyes

Gu Hongxuan's heart a tight, put down the breakfast in the hand, both hands clench her cold hand.

Lingyun didn't struggle. He held her hand, but she couldn't feel the temperature.

"Are you going to keep it from me for the rest of your life?"

She asked coldly. If the nurse hadn't mentioned it and told her to be sad, she still didn't know what she had experienced

Heart, bitter.

Even though she didn't want to give birth to that child, it was her child after all. So she left suddenly, and her heart was still a bit painful.

Gu Hongxuan clenched her hand. Her tears hurt him. He reached out to wipe away the hot and humid tears. He said hoarsely, "wife, I'm sorry, I'm not good It's me. Don't be sad. OK, kid We'll have it in the future. "

She raised a bitter sneer, "will there be?"

"Yes! There will be. Believe me, we will have another baby. "

He held her tightly in his arms, but she didn't respond. After a long silence, she said softly, "Gu Hongxuan, God also thinks that I shouldn't have a baby with you. That's why the child left in such a hurry."

Smell speech, his heart a burst of tight, pain shaking

Listen to her painful smile, then said, "just, I don't want to have your child, God also helped me, never have your child again."

Her words are like a curse that he will never have a baby with her in his life

The tone was gentle, but it was like a huge stone hitting his heart. At that moment, he was so painful that he didn't even have the strength to hold her tightly

Her words are like a curse that they will never have children in their whole life

Gu Hongxuan can only allow himself to hold her hard, hold her cold body, whispered, "I don't allow you to say that, don't say that!"

He knew that she was in pain, and she was sad

But she cursed them with mean words, and cursed herself with sarcasm and pretending to be relaxed

Gu Hongxuan holds her tightly in his arms. He holds her so tightly, but he can't feel the slightest bit of her dependence. If she used to lean on his shoulder, her body would be a little bit soft in his arms

But today, she is like a piece of ice, stiff body sitting there, no noise, no expression, like a doll without soul.

Suddenly, she gently pushed him away, light way, "you go, I'm tired."

The tone pushed him thousands of miles away

Gu Hongxuan looked at her shrinking in the quilt and closed her eyes. She didn't want to look at herself. Her pale face was distressing.

"I feel worse than you for losing this child. It's my fault that leads to your injury. Lingyun, I don't ask you to forgive me, but don't resent with yourself."She still has no response, Gu Hongxuan sighs, he knows she can hear, just don't want to pay attention to.

He got up and said, "I asked Aunt Zhang to take care of you."

At the end of the speech, he turned and walked away.

*****

Ling Yun needs to be hospitalized temporarily for this injury, and her hands are inconvenient. Aunt Zhang has been taking care of her these days.

Gu Hongxuan never appeared

If Aunt Zhang wants to mention him, she will stop him immediately, and Aunt Zhang will have to stop mentioning Gu Hongxuan's name.

She didn't see him for days.

She didn't know where he had gone, and she didn't want to know, but there was still some loss in the bottom of her heart.

The nurse asked, "and your husband? When he came to the hospital with you in his arms that day, he was so nervous that he called for the doctor in such a loud voice that the whole hospital could hear him. "

Lingyun grinned bitterly, "he is very busy."

"No matter how busy I am, I should come to see you. You just lost your child. How could he not be with you? I think he was very nervous that day, didn't you? "

In the face of the nurse's words, Lingyun's lips stirred up a bitter smile.

She has no weight at all in his heart, but the flag he used may not mean that he wants a child, and it has something to do with using her

The body gets better day by day, but the heart seems to be empty.

Occasionally, she would think of the child in her stomach. If he was still there, would she like to be born?

Ling Yun wants to see the lovely babies. When he comes to the place where the baby takes a bath, he sees Gu Hongxuan standing by the glass window, watching the nurse in the room bathing the baby and letting the baby swim in the water.

There was a bitter smile on his lips. If his baby was still there

As if aware of her eyes, he looked at her, four eyes opposite, but Lingyun immediately looked away, turned around and left.

Seeing her leave step by step, he didn't catch up with her in the end.

Until she disappeared in the corner, his black eyes stained with a layer of loss, she was still complaining about him.

Naturally, she would not know that every night he would sit downstairs in the hospital, and it would be daybreak

Every time I just came to the door of her ward, I heard her stuffy cough, heard her stop Aunt Zhang not to mention him, his steps always hesitated at the door, and finally did not go in

On the day Lingyun was discharged from hospital, Aunt Zhang helped her. As soon as she came out of the hospital, she saw Gu Hongxuan's car parked outside.

He leaned on the side of the car with a cigarette in his hand. When he saw them coming out, he immediately lost the cigarette in his hand. He came up to take the luggage from Aunt Zhang and the things from her hand. "Here, I'll help you. You can't carry heavy things at this time."

He reached for it, but Lingyun avoided it and tried to leave without expression.

She walked so fast that she had to stop a taxi when she went out.

Aunt Zhang hurriedly took things from Gu Hongxuan's hand and urged, "go after them quickly. What are you doing here?"

Gu Hongxuan heard the speech, two or three steps to catch up, see she is about to get on the taxi, he rushed forward, seized the taxi door, then bent down to the driver sorry to say, "master, don't go."

When you're done, close the door.

Lingyun watched the taxi he had managed to stop go like this. He was angry, but he didn't want to take care of him. He went forward and reached for his hand to stop the taxi.

Gu Hongxuan came to her and said, "OK, let's go home and stop making trouble, OK?"

He snatched the luggage from her hand and reached out to pull her, but Lingyun dodged.

In the face of her silent neglect and indifference, Gu Hongxuan felt frustrated.

"Lu Lingyun, what else do you want from me?"

"I've said sorry many times. As long as you go back, I'll make it up to you. You're angry and don't want to see me. OK, I won't bother you. I'd rather stay downstairs in silence. You tell me, what else do you want me to do to forgive me and ignore me? Can you talk to me? Can you be so silent? "

Seeing that she still ignores himself, he sighs helplessly, grabs her hand, pinches it tightly in the palm of his hand, and says, "wife, don't do this, OK?"

"You talk to me?"

"Beat me and scold me. Don't say a word to me."

"Lingyun..."

His voice is almost hoarse. How can he feel better these days?

She suffered, he knew

She didn't know if he was suffering.

It was their common child. He also felt that a hole had been gouged out in his heart. Coupled with her resentment towards him, he could not calm down and think about anything these days, just thinking that as long as she could forgive him

He is willing to do anything as long as she can take care of him.

Lu Lingyun lowered his eyes and didn't want to look at him more. He reached out to open his hand, but he yanked it and held it tightly.

As if afraid that she would disappearHe hugged her tightly, hoping to rub her into his body, low voice with a strong sense of guilt, "you can beat me, punish me to do anything, don't ignore me."

"I feel the same pain as you when I lose this child, wife. Shall we go home? Come home with me. "

Hearing that he came home, her eyes were flushed and hurt by the wind, so tears appeared.

He gave her a home

The warm home she wants to rely on

But cruel let her know, it is not home, it is just a trap, a beautiful trap, with the name of "home".

She doesn't know when this man is good to her, is deliberate, when is sincere?

He was kind to her with a purpose.

Lingyun endured the pain of his heart, and finally said the first words to him in so many days, "Gu Hongxuan, let me go. I want to be alone. Don't force me."

Don't force me to say that. It chokes his heart.