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when Lingyun got home, he lifted up his trousers and took off his shoes. His ankles were swollen.

She rubbed and took a deep breath.

Want to find some medicine to wipe, but found that there is no medicine at home, want to burn hot water to soak, but how can not burn gas, she just moved here, nothing to buy complete, she sat on the sofa, in this moment, suddenly feel desolate.

Twenty three year old woman, after two failed marriages, is in a mess. When others are injured, they should be taken care of by a caring husband and accompanied by a clever and sensible baby. But what does she have?

Nothing

After a derailed marriage, she didn't learn a lesson. She foolishly got into someone else's shoes and became a puppet manipulated

Lingyun thought of the past, and suddenly began to smile. With a desolate smile, he laughed at his own pitiful and stupid.

Thinking of her decision to marry Gu Hongxuan at that time, I feel a little guilty

The better he treats her, the more guilty she will be, because her marriage to him is not love, but request from him. He not only helps her to investigate Xiaobei's affairs, but also gives in to her, makes her feel grateful, and then gets used to his existence

She didn't know that from the very beginning, from the time they met, he regarded her as a prey in the circle, looked at her pain, looked at her helplessness, and then pretended to be a good person to lend a helping hand and let her fall into the trap like a fool

The past, like black-and-white movies, keeps showing in my mind.

She sat there with a numb expression. Her eyes were sore. She wanted to cry, but there were no tears

Clenching her trembling lip, she takes a deep breath and bears the pain of her ankle. She stands up and prepares to put on her coat and go downstairs to buy some medicine. At this time, she can only rely on herself, can't she?

Foot on the ground, sprained place pulling pain unceasingly, let her even dare not put her left foot on the ground, but she had no way, can only endure the pain, put on clothes, go out in a hurry.

Her foot seems to be more and more serious, so she did not dare to put her left foot on the ground, carefully down the stairs, went to the drugstore to buy medicine for sprain.

When she came out of the drugstore, the cold wind hit her and made her shiver. She walked back with difficulty step by step. She never thought that she was so afraid of pain that she could endure it for so long

Passers by in a hurry, bright lights, a prosperous, only her heart lonely.

Lu Lingyun went up the stairs and had to take out the key to open the door. After a long time, he couldn't find the key.

Suddenly I thought that I had just left in such a hurry that I forgot to take the key.

Her long sigh must have made it impossible for her to get in tonight.

The corridor lamp is induction lamp. If the corridor is quiet, it will be dark.

Frustrated sitting at the door, the mobile phone did not take, the key did not take, so little change on the body, enough for her to go where?

Even if it's a simple hotel, I'm afraid we can't stay.

The face buried in the knees, her whole person hidden in the dark, only a little moonlight, let her appear more sad and cool.

At this time, only she would be so depressed, right?

Care takes everything away, and will smile happily. Xu Botao gets what he wants, and his career is booming. Although Gu Siyin has a car accident, Ou Junyan can accompany her. Yilan is working hard to recover, and Zhang Wei is running there all day. It's not lonely

Where will Gu Hongxuan be at this time?

With that woman?

Think of this, sour and painful feeling overflowing heart.

As far as he is concerned, she may have something or nothing, or he just wants her to be like a puppet, a puppet very like Li Caijie, and stay with him obediently.

If not, she is nothing.

Sadly, she lives in the shadow of others every day.

Maybe she was so absorbed in her thoughts that she didn't notice the sound of footsteps approaching.

Until the induction light suddenly came on, until she really felt a familiar breath nearby.

Looking up, he stood on the stairs and cast his eyes on her lonely figure

The light went out again.

She couldn't see his face, couldn't see his eyes.

Gu Hongxuan decided to ignore her even though she gritted her teeth, but she just saw her go out all the way to buy medicine. No matter how cold her heart was, it had already turned into a pool of soft water.

He smoked several cigarettes downstairs, but he didn't see the light in her room. Then he stepped up.

Gu Hongxuan stepped forward. The sensor light sensed the movement around and lit up again. He had come to her and squatted in front of her on one knee. "Where's the key?"

"In it."

She should, stupidly looking at him, her eyes flushed, tears flashing, but did not drop a drop of tears.

He was so worried that he didn't dare to look her in the eyes.

Sigh, stretch out hand to hold her cold hand, Wu in big hand, "66, you this is why?"? Stay by my side. You don't have to suffer at all. "She grinned bitterly and realized that with him by her side, she could really get rid of these hardships.

But

Smile full of hurt Chu, voice hoarse, "everyone's pursuit of things are different, I can't always live in the shadow of others."

She can't accept to share his marriage with other women

He stared at her still stubborn attitude, sighed in his heart, no longer continue this topic, bitter way, "go back to live tonight, tomorrow."

Then he picked her up from the ground.

"What kind of broken house is this? You're not afraid that there's no elevator and the induction light is broken?"

"Just get used to it."

She let him hold her, her face was numb, her head was almost empty, and she was very tired, so she didn't want to think about anything.

All the way down the stairs, the lights go off and on, especially unsafe.

Fortunately, his steps were steady and the floor was not high. In a moment, he came out with her in his arms and let her sit in the car.

He got into the car and looked at her ankles. Instead of rushing to drive, he asked her to lift her feet.

It's very inconvenient to sit in the car. Ling Yun didn't want to, but he bent down to hold her calf, lifted her leg up and let her sit with her back against the door.

Her calves were on his legs, and his hands were on his ankles. She nearly burst into tears with pain.

Reflexively, he wanted to pull back, but his big hand held her calf tightly and stopped her movement.

Warm palm has the same hot temperature as the fire, finger belly gently rubbed her ankle, took the medicine she bought, smeared it with force, a bit of numbness spread all the way from the ankle, sprain medicine with a burning feeling, coupled with the temperature of his palm, her heart a little numb.

But with it comes sadness.

She knew that if she stayed with him, she would get all his care

But when she thought of him with other women, she felt bitter and choked.

For a moment, he was red in his eyes and burst into tears.

If she had not tried her best to resist, she would have cried bitterly.

"Should be twisted to tendon, it will take a while to recover."

He looked at her and was surprised that her eyes were glistening with tears. His hand stopped moving and asked busily, "do I hurt you?"

Lingyun shakes his head and lowers his head. He doesn't want to see his mind clearly.

But no matter how well she disguised it, he could see it clearly. He felt choked in his heart, pursed his lips tightly and kneaded it for her silently. After a long time, he said, "I'm sorry for that."

As soon as his voice fell, Lu Lingyun's bitterness swept back again. His nose was sour and he almost burst into tears.

The voice became choked, "stop it."

She pulled her legs back, sat down, looked out of the window and tried to look expressionless.

"Lingyun, I promise it will be the last time! I was not awake at all that time... "

The more he explained, the more confused he felt, "that day I had a fight with you, and then I got angry for a moment..."

She listened and sneered, "so it's my fault?"

His tone seemed to blame her for quarreling with him

"I don't mean that, Lingyun. Let's not quarrel all the time about this, OK?"

Lu Lingyun looks at him, and his heart is filled with bitterness. Is it in his heart that even if he is cheating, she should not quarrel with him

Moving away from her eyes, she bullied her chest and burst into tears in her eyes. She clenched her trembling lips and restrained herself from crying. "Don't worry, I won't quarrel with you, because it's unnecessary."

"When you get married, you should tell me, let me know what position I am in, and I won't quarrel with you like this today."

If you don't hide his original intention from the beginning, then she won't fall in love with him.

Love, and how can bear betrayal?

But in his eyes, as a puppet, she really shouldn't stand with him for so long.

Gu Hongxuan fidgeted to take out the cigarette box, want to smoke, but found no smoke, stuffy will cigarette box lost, each other silent for a long time, he is trying to speak, but see her eyes closed mechanically, cold way, "don't say anything, I'm very tired."

She is really tired

I haven't slept well for several days. I am supported by high concentration bitter coffee every day. Sometimes I feel as if something is going to rush out of the top of my skull like smoke

The atmosphere became very stiff. Gu Hongxuan clenched his thin lips, silently started the engine, and the car drove steadily.

Back to the home that didn't belong to her, Gu Hongxuan wanted to help her, but she refused, "I'll do it myself."

Step by step into the difficult, at this moment she just want to quickly, quickly go upstairs, fell asleep on the bed immediately, nothing to think, don't listen, don't see.

She didn't want him to help her at all. He could only follow her to make sure she didn't fall. Watching her limp up the road, Gu Hongxuan had all kinds of feelings in his heart.He once thought that as long as he was kind to her, he would not hurt her

But he forgot that she was too stubborn. If he knew that he was good to her because of Caijie, he would never accept his kindness again.

Why does she make things so complicated when they are very simple.

Is she too greedy, or is he selfish

As long as she is willing to come back, he is willing to be good to her as always, or even better

But why did she leave stubbornly.

Caijie will never come back, no one can replace her present position, why does she have to insist on leaving?

The night I spent with Xia Zi has become a reality.

He can't change

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