"I have lived with hatred since I was a child, and my grandmother is far away from me. For a long time, I didn't feel the feeling of being cared for and taken care of, and someone waiting to go home. Later, I got used to that kind of life, but since I married you, I have seen your smile, your grievances, and your tolerance. I am always afraid that I will be influenced by you and give up what I have been pursuing. ”

when he talks about the past, his tone is always bitter, and his mind will inevitably come up with pictures of the past.

Every time he came home, no matter how tired and depressed she was, she would smile and ask him: have you had dinner? Is the work going well?

Even if he doesn't answer a word indifferently, she will still quietly hide her emotions, smile and give her his favorite Pu'er tea

People are made of meat. How could he never know her grievances?

I'm just afraid that I will be soft hearted, so I turn a blind eye to it

"Remember that time when you were almost hit by the falling glass curtain downstairs?"

In view of this, the picture of the day came to Lingyun's mind

At that time, she was desperate from the bottom of her heart.

Her lips raised a bitter smile. She didn't want to recall the past. She said coldly, "it's all in the past. What's the matter with these again?"

She knew that the people he reached out to save were concerned about

People say that in times of danger, the person who subconsciously wants to save most is the person who cares most in his life.

It was her stupidity that she didn't see at the time.

"It's getting late. I'm going to work."

She said, about to leave, but heard him say, "I want to stretch out my hand that day is you!"

He didn't know why he held out his hand and the person who held it was caring

They stand so close, he is too flustered, a hand to pull over people, but is concerned, looking at her eyes and face of panic, he is the first time to feel uncomfortable.

Lingyun's steps stopped, his lips raised a contemptuous smile, "things have been so long, you can say whatever you want, it doesn't matter to me any more."

"You still don't believe it."

Even if he knew the answer, he couldn't control the pain in his heart.

Perhaps, God has already doomed them to miss, from his hand to pull the wrong person, he is doomed to miss her for a lifetime?

Xu Botao endured the loss in his heart, stepped forward and forced out a smile, "it doesn't matter if you don't believe it, go back to work, the weather is getting cold, later Wear more when you go out in the morning. "

At the end of the speech, step away, leaving her a deep back.

******

three months is more difficult for Lingyun than those three years.

Maybe living in the same city makes her feel so tired?

She wanted to hide far away, but she didn't want to make fun of people like this. It happened that she ran into this man who always stabbed her heart.

It was as if she could run into him anywhere.

Supermarket can meet, even to the restaurant to eat, she just walked to the elevator door, also can run into him.

When the elevator door opened, Lingyun could almost see him standing in the corner.

The elevator was crowded. Although they were in the same narrow space, they never said a word.

This time, she went to the wedding banquet of her college classmates, and didn't want him to show up.

Lingyun didn't want to participate, but he ran into the bride in the street. How could he not come if he agreed in front of her face?

Had to entrust the children to Aunt Zhang care, she put on the dress and rushed to the wedding banquet scene.

How do you know, she rushed to the scene in a hurry, but she didn't know when the necklace fell off.

She always carries the necklace with her wedding ring, which seems to have become a habit. Instead of throwing it away or throwing it in the corner, she uses it as a necklace and wears it on her at any time.

Walking into the wedding banquet, she didn't expect to see Gu Hongxuan!

His voice, she is too familiar with!

Following her reputation, she saw that he was really talking to someone. She noticed that he wanted to see her. She was nervous and turned around to get away, but she accidentally bumped into someone else, knocked over the glass in the other person's hand and spilled red wine on the purple dress.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

She bowed her head and apologized, her face full of embarrassment, and her dress was not like wine.

The movement on this side immediately attracted a lot of eyes. Even with her back to him, she seemed to feel his burning eyes falling on her back.

The other side is also a depth of self-restraint, did not care, said with a smile, "nothing, but you."

Looking at her dress, "go and change."

Lingyun tried to squeeze out a smile, "thank you."

She felt that some steps were approaching behind her, and she could not care that the wedding banquet was not over, so she had to walk quickly to the door.

She walked fast, straight to the bathroom.

Looking at herself in the mirror, she was in a bad mood. Why is the city so small?Can you meet him on such an occasion?

Is it really a bad relationship between them?

She thought bitterly that fate was really a joke. With a gloomy sigh, Lingyun took out the rubber band from her bag and tied up her long hair at will.

Long hair up, revealing the white sexy clavicle, she can almost see his neck empty.

Heart clapping, she touched the empty neck, looked around, her necklace!

Ling Yun anxiously looks around, but doesn't see her necklace.

Forcing herself to recollect calmly, she secretly clenched her lips, thinking that she must have been too anxious to come to the wedding banquet scene just now, so that she could not feel the loss of things carelessly.

So if something valuable is really lost, how can it be returned to her if it is found by others?

She followed the place she had just passed and looked around, but to no avail.

The heart is empty, a little sour.

That kind of sour feeling is like the surging tide, almost drowning her whole heart, making her eyes sparkling.

She had tried many times to get rid of the ring

Or it's all lost

But always can't control of find back.

She thought that she wanted to leave the ring. After all, it's so valuable. What a pity to lose it?

Has been carrying, until it has become a habit, she gradually do not care about the necklace, the wedding ring on the necklace.

But, today really disappeared, she just understood, in own heart sour is why.

All the time, she never put it down.

Go to the outdoor fountain, she tried to suppress the mood, took a deep breath, advised himself: lost lost it, it should not belong to you, people lost, and so care about the ring.

The blue light of the fountain shone on her, reflecting the loss on her face, so obvious.

Occasionally, everyone's jubilation for the new couple formed a strong contrast with her mood at this time, so it also made her feel very dull.

She sighed, thinking that there was no need to look, and turned to go back.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I turned around, I saw Gu Hongxuan coming from the corner.

Two people separated from a certain distance, looking directly at each other, there is no place to escape.

Gu Hongxuan stood upright in the same place, and his eyes fell on her.

On such an occasion today, there are so many beauties, but his eyes can only see her.

He only wore a thin dress, showing his thin, tender and white shoulders. In the cold wind, he felt a little weak, which made him want to I want to come up and hold her.

At this time, the staff came to Lingyun and said, "I'm sorry, we didn't find what you lost. If you are in a hurry, please follow me to see our manager and leave your contact information, OK?"

Lingyun then pulled back his thoughts and looked at the staff, saying bitterly, "no, thank you."

When the other party sees that she refuses three times, she doesn't say anything more. Lingyun realizes that Gu Hongxuan's eyes are always on her face. She secretly grasps her bag and is ready to leave indifferently.

Just a few steps away, I heard his deep but powerful voice behind him, "wait a minute."

She stopped, knowing that she should not stop.

Feel he came up to her, she tried to keep the face of indifference, until he reached out, slowly grasp her hand, and spread her palm

Lingyun looks at him suspiciously. He is about to withdraw his hand, but unexpectedly sees Gu Hongxuan putting her lost things in her hand.

"You're looking for this?" He looked at her, black as midnight eyes, with complex feelings, a bit of surprise, but also a bit distressed, helpless or explore?

Seems to be exploring her mind, hidden in the bottom of my heart.

Looking at him, she almost felt that she was about to be seen through by him.

Don't open your eyes in a hurry. She doesn't know what to say or do for a moment.

At this moment, she was like a transparent person in front of him.

He can see through her so easily

Lingyun worked hard to keep calm and alienated on his face, squeezed out a smile and said, "thank you."

It's useless for her to make any explanation at this time.

It's better not to say anything

However, to her surprise, Gu Hongxuan did not ask. He just looked down at the necklace in her palm, and then whispered, "recently How are you

Such a distant question made her feel a little disappointed.

Since when, they have become such a relationship?

Strange asked: How have you been recently?

She covered up the sour heart, efforts to smile, "very good."

She didn't really like the feeling that she was so embarrassed to face the man she once loved. Even though there was no waves on her face, her lip biting and deep breathing revealed her depressed mood.This atmosphere, let a person feel depressed, she can't stand it after all, a good false smile appeared on her face, "I still have something to do, go first."

As soon as the voice fell, she turned and left. Every time she took a step, she felt even more sour in her heart.

Big wave of melancholy into the heart, she is very hard to suppress, in his eyes, step by step away.

She knew that he would never come again

Never again

******

Why did they become like this?

After years of bumping and bumping, the sweet picture seems to have happened yesterday, but now, he is just like a stranger

They are alienated and have nothing to say.

Maybe, it's the best state to not disturb each other in this way

Ling Yun sat in the back of the taxi, looking at the neon lights of the city all the way, holding the ring tightly in his hand.

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