Gu Hongxuan looked down at her, and saw that her cheeks were red, her eyes were closed, and she didn't know what to say.

"Lingyun?"

She seemed to be able to hear him calling her. She gave a vague reply and frowned, "HMM..."

Looking at her in a daze, Gu Hongxuan's heart was soft. He reached for her to make her comfortable

She is really drunk

If not, will not be sad tears, will not cry to say the feelings of the heart.

She said in a low voice, "it's hard..."

"Gu Hongxuan, I feel so bad..."

Listen to her say uncomfortable, he asked nervously, "where uncomfortable?"

"Here..."

She took his hand, pressed it on her chest, frowned and said vaguely, "it's hard here!"

As soon as his voice fell, his eyelashes were wet, and the crystal tears fell from the corners of his eyes and dropped onto the back of his hand

Listening to her cry, he felt that his whole heart was pulled up. He reached out and held her tightly in his arms. His voice was slightly trembling and coaxed, "it won't hurt for a while."

"Go to sleep. It won't hurt when you fall asleep."

He coaxed her and held her tightly. He could clearly feel her hot tears wet his clothes

"Gu Hongxuan, why are we like this? Why? "

She said drunk, hand tightly grasp his clothes, as tightly grasp his heart.

He took a deep breath, but he couldn't ease the pain.

It was a long night. He held her all night until she fell asleep, no longer talking drunk, no longer crying

She slept soundly, but he didn't sleep all night.

There was a clear light in the distant sky, and the early morning light covered her face.

He looked at her sleeping deeply and rubbed her eyebrows, eyes and lips with his fingers

It's all over

He never thought that they would get divorced.

Who says divorce is because you don't love each other?

He is willing to let go, willing to divorce, not love

Can't afford a good promise, can't accompany for a lifetime, he can only let go, in order to complete her wish, let her leave him forever

Remember, he said at the beginning: you want a divorce, unless I die!

Unexpectedly, it has become a reality now.

When I think about it, I feel sarcastic

Honey, let's divorce.

******

Lingyun sleeps very deeply. When he wakes up, he feels headache.

Slowly think of last night's things, and then look around, already did not see his figure.

The bedside table left his car key and a note: I promised you that I would let you go. I'll get the divorce certificate sometime. I'll leave the car for you. It will be more convenient for you to drive back.

I'm afraid no one will sympathize with you if I know there will be no result.

Lingyun clenched the car key in his hand, with a bitter smile on his lips. His heart was empty.

Back to city B, is equal to back to their lives, no longer intersection, no longer disturb.

On the day she just went back, she was even not used to it. She always felt that there was something missing in her life. When she listened to the children talking about Gu Hongxuan, her heart would be filled with disappointment.

She can only paralyze herself with her work. On the other hand, she helps Xu Botao suppress the company's affairs first, and contacts the local famous experts. She tries to persuade him to accept treatment, but he is unwilling to cooperate. Every time she wants to speak, he stops in advance, or changes the topic with a smile. "Don't talk about it, Lingyun. I don't want to talk about the illness every day Side

He said with a bitter smile, "people will die. Instead of being afraid all day, I'd better face and accept it calmly."

Hearing that he accepted death, she said hastily, "maybe if you accept treatment, you will be OK."

"Now that medicine is so developed, everything will turn for the better and miracles will happen."

"I never believed in miracles."

He reached out and patted her on the shoulder and said bitterly, "if you still treat me as a friend, just accompany me through this period of time. I just want to complete some wishes in the last time, and don't leave with too many regrets."

"Lingyun, I know very well about my own body. My illness didn't form in a day or two, and it's not a miracle that can change it at this time."

Gu Hongxuan's tone seemed to have seen through everything, waiting for death to come.

Lingyun still did not give up and insisted on persuading, "as long as you can survive, you have more time to do what you want to do!"

Thinking that he would leave and feeling his negative attitude towards death at the moment, she suddenly felt sad. Her eyes were hot. She clenched her lips and said chokingly, "I really don't want to see you die. Promise me that you will go to the hospital with me next week to see the experts and start treatment.""In the past, Xu Botao was not afraid of anything? Why are you flinching now? "

"It's not like you at all. Have you ever thought that if you work hard, you might survive?"

Lingyun's constant persuasion and tears in his clear eyes filled Xu Botao's heart with love. He held her gently with a sigh and said helplessly, "I really don't know whether it's right or wrong for you to know."

"It's the greatest luck for me that you can face me again, but Lingyun, I don't want you to feel sorry for me or worry about my affairs."

"I've done too many things that I'm sorry for you. Why do you pay attention to me?"

He gently hugged her, sighed and said, "at this moment, you can accompany me by my side, is God's best gift to me, I don't want to make you sad and worried."

"Then promise me!"

She said with tears, "promise me to accompany me to the hospital for treatment next week!"

She is too insistent, and he can not bear to refuse, can only temporarily promise, helpless should a, he was not sure of the answer, but in exchange for her smile, see her lips smile, tears in her eyes, "I will accompany you."

That sentence: I will accompany you

He understood that it was out of sympathy for his old friends

He also knows very well that the reason why she can help him these days is because they once met each other, and she can't turn a blind eye.

That kind of feeling is like a friend you once knew. When you know that he is in trouble and ill, you will feel sad, and then you will be willing to do all you can to help each other

Isn't that what she is doing to him at this moment?

Xu Botao's heart is very clear, but he is still sentimentally attached to her.

People always understand each other's good and how important things they have lost after losing

Even if at this time she is out of sympathy for him or poor, he just want to have her good at the last moment.

She was so kind to him that he didn't want to leave the world

She will accompany him to visit his grandmother's grave, and accompany him to the places they have been to

Life becomes rich in an instant. She will take the children to watch movies with him, cook for them in person, and sometimes come to his room and help him clean up, giving the whole family a warm taste

But even though she did so many things for him, he couldn't see the real smile on her face.

There was always something in her smile that made him feel sad

He still remembers that day when she asked him what he wanted to eat, he didn't think it was necessary to be so troublesome. There was only spaghetti in the house, so he said spaghetti. However, her face was transient. When he asked again, she forced out a smile and said it was ok

If she's really OK, she won't get red eyes when making spaghetti in the kitchen

Seeing her eyes red, his heart was stabbed by something sharp.

But she explained with a smile, "I got pepper in my hand and rubbed my eyes carelessly, so..."

What a terrible explanation!

And he can only cooperate with the nod, "pay attention, get the eyes will be very uncomfortable."

Although the face with a smile, the heart is laughing?

There is a kind of smile, worse than crying

There is a kind of smile that makes you feel that the air has become sour and you just want to cry.

He thought, is he too selfish, he thought he should do something for her?

But what can he do for her at this moment?

But Xu Bo Tao couldn't do anything for her except his smile

I really want to ask her what she thinks. I really want to know what happened to her and Gu Hongxuan.

However, when he saw the disturbance about Gu Hongxuan and Li Caijie in the newspaper, he did not dare to mention the name in front of Lingyun for a moment!

The night is too deep, and it's rainy.

He would drive her back, along the way through the places are so coincidental that she and Gu Hongxuan have been together.

When she was at the bottom of her life, Gu Hongxuan gave her a positive look. He took her to too many places, and he taught her many things later

She once thought that it was difficult to fall in love with others. She once thought that her feelings for Gu Hongxuan were nothing but a terrible habit.

She's used to being held to sleep late at night. She's used to his taking the initiative to admit his mistakes. She's used to having him with her in everything she does

He taught her how to taste wine, he brought her to mahjong places, and he taught her to play golf. When her work went wrong, he would come over and pet her head first, and then patiently ask, "what's the big deal worth my wife's scowl? Show me. "I still remember that Valentine's day that year, he approached her three or four times in order to spend the festival with her, but she scolded her. It was the first time that she was afraid that he would not go home. She also thought for the first time, what would she do if this man no longer obeyed her in the future?

After all, she was afraid that she would lose his kindness in an instant, so she held her heart tightly, so she was indifferent to him, hid her mind from him, and pretended to be strong to him

She admits that she is a timid woman, who hopes for love, but is afraid of losing her original self because of excessive love. She does not dare to pay too much, and the reality is stagnant. In Gu Hongxuan's eyes, she must think that she has never loved him deeply.

He chose someone else, maybe she really shouldn't blame him.

Raindrops meandering down the window, neon flashing, the window reflects her face full of worries, the clear eyes are illuminated by the light.

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