When she called Gu Hongxuan at the airport, her mobile phone was in Li Caijie's hand. She quietly answered the phone and even asked aloud, "do you really want to marry me?"

Hearing the confirmed voice inside, she really died.

Never think, that is just he promised Li Fu, in order to appease her not to commit suicide, said against his will.

All this, how ridiculous

One after another misunderstandings made them separate for such a long time. That year, he was busy with his work and neglected her. He thought that she would wait for him to finish his work and explain. However, she spent all her patience and decided to leave while waiting for his explanation day by day

In that year, they could only see the surface of things, resulting in layers of misunderstanding and parting ways

Over the years, she has always thought that what she saw and heard with her own eyes is the truth, but she has no choice but that some things are not the same, and the whole thing has another truth.

As Lingyun sat in the taxi, he thought of what Li Caijie had said, and his tears fell down

For nearly four years, she almost missed him all her life

Every time he tried to explain, he would be mercilessly interrupted by her.

Recalling the pictures of these days, her heart is like a needle, full of holes.

Tears, raging

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't wipe away the pain in her heart.

She has never hated herself so much and her self righteousness. If she is willing to believe him once, will they miss less

Now, however, he is seriously ill.

She finally understood why he suddenly decided to let go. She finally understood why he held her tightly that day and asked her to find a good man

I still remember that day, Gu Hongxuan was lying in the hospital bed and asked her, "66, do you still love me?"

She looked at his black eyes, but unfeeling to say against the heart of the answer.

At that time, he should have just been checked out of heart problems, but she said such heartless words to him

The tears that had just been wiped out came out again. What did she do these days? There is no doubt that there are several deep stabs on his wound

Lingyun looks out of the window with tears in her eyes. Her mobile phone rings at this time. She looks at Gu Hongxuan's number and holds it tightly. She slightly raises her head to let the tears flow back to her heart. After taking several deep breaths, she presses the connection tremblingly. She is afraid that she will make a whimpering sound. She covers her mouth tightly with her hand and bites his lip to hear him The voice came from the mobile phone, "I have already arrived at the Civil Affairs Bureau. How long do you have to wait for me to arrive?"

Smell speech, crystal clear tears fall down

Her throat seems to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, how can not make a sound, and afraid of their own mouth will cry.

"Lu Lingyun?"

Aware that something was wrong with her, he pretended to call her full name indifferently, but he could not hide his worry.

Lingyun couldn't control her tears. She couldn't talk to him as if nothing had happened. She hung up the phone in a hurry. At this moment, tears completely broke the dike

That end keeps calling, the frequency of mobile phone vibration seems to show his urgency and worry.

She shivered back to the message: I'll be right there.

It was the first time that the taxi driver met such a passenger. His heart was about to melt when he cried. He took out the tissue paper and handed it to Lingyun. He sighed, "as soon as you get on the bus, you've been crying all the time. Don't you feel uncomfortable?"

The driver is afraid that she is not feeling well. In case of an accident in her car

Lingyun took the tissue paper and said thank you. His voice was hoarse and said, "master, go to the Civil Affairs Bureau."

The driver turned around and drove in the direction of the Civil Affairs Bureau.

Lu Lingyun tries to adjust her mood. She knows that he doesn't want to let her know his things, and she doesn't want to let him know his sadness.

If he knew that she was so sad, would she suddenly disappear

Lingyun saw him waiting at the door from a distance. She secretly took a breath, squeezed out a smile to make herself look OK, and strode towards him. Gu Hongxuan looked at her, noticed her eyes were slightly red and frowned, "are you ok?"

"Nothing." She laughed, but her voice trembled.

Gu Hongxuan concealed the worried color in his eyes and said in a low voice, "let's go."

As he stepped in, Lingyun grabbed his hand in a hurry, "wait a minute!"

He doesn't understand and looks at her. Then he looks at the hand that she is holding his arm. He waits for her to go on in silence, but Lingyun doesn't know what to say at the moment

Said she understood everything?

Said she didn't want to divorce him?

There were too many words to say, but for a moment she didn't know what to say. She choked for a long time. Under his puzzled gaze, she said, "I I I forgot to bring my marriage certificate. "

"Can you Another day? " She really wants to say, can you leave

But she can only say another day at the moment. Looking at him with expectation in her eyes, Gu Hongxuan always felt strange, but didn't say anything. She nodded slightly, pulled her hand coldly, and said in a cold voice, "tomorrow."At the end of the speech, he wanted to walk to the car, but she came forward and grabbed him, "wait a minute!"

Her abnormal behavior aroused his suspicions. She frowned and asked, "Lu Lingyun, are you ok?"

How much she wanted to be alone with him, she said, "it's hard to get a ride around here. Can you give me a ride?"

Gu Hongxuan frowned and looked at her. He only felt strange and heard her say anxiously, "I'm in a hurry."

Then he sighed, "get in the car."

Seeing that she arrived at the company immediately, she felt very complicated when she thought that they would be separated again.

She tried her best to hold back the sadness in her heart, but when she thought that he deliberately pretended to be indifferent in order to let her break her feelings for him, she felt that she was deeply distressed.

The atmosphere in the car was very depressing. For a moment, it was breathless.

The car melts in the sea of cars and moves forward slowly.

They have their own thoughts.

For Gu Hongxuan, at this moment, he just wants to finish earlier, even if he is reluctant, but he would rather she hates him.

He didn't want to leave her around because he didn't have the courage to face her tears and make her haggard for himself. He had no choice but to let her leave with hatred for him

His heart ached at the thought that she would hate him.

Once upon a time, he thought that if he did not love, hate is also good, at least let her remember him, deeply remember.

He can not care about her hate him, but did not expect that the original let her hate their own feelings, did not imagine relaxed and do not care.

Now, all he can do for her is to leave

He will try his best to hide it. After leaving here, he has ordered Siyin to enter the child's alimony into her account every month. The nominal alimony is to make her think that he is still alive and living in a certain corner of the world. After thirty or fifty years, she will know that it may not be so painful.

Since we met, he has always made him sad. He hopes that she can live well and find someone who won't make her cry

Looking out of the window, Lingyun seemed to be able to feel what he was thinking. His heart was slightly astringent: everyone knows that finding someone who won't make him cry may be happy, but is that really happiness? That person doesn't even have the capital to make you cry for him, how can you walk into your heart?

How many people, really choose this life to let you not shed tears?

When the car arrived downstairs, he pursed his thin lips and kept silent, as if waiting for her to leave. However, Lu Lingyun sat in the car and did not move.

Too much to say

I'm afraid to say it, and I'll shed tears, which makes him more uncomfortable.

She knew that he would not like to see her tears. In the future, she would learn to be strong and smile

Squeeze out a smile, smile full of look at him, "by the way, two children want to see you, when you have time, go to see them?"

Gu Hongxuan frowned slightly, with a smile on her face, wondering why she suddenly changed.

But her throat choked, and his lips almost moved.

Even decided to let go, why entangle?

He was cruel and could not bear to look forward to her face, refused, "I have no time."

"Can't you just have a meal?"

"Shall we have dinner together? I heard that the restaurant in central is very good. I I'll be waiting for you there with the kids, at seven in the evening. "

Just as she was afraid that he would refuse, she didn't give him any chance to speak. After that, she pushed the door open and left quickly.

Gu Hongxuan looked at her back, with doubts flashing in her black pupil.

Usually he wants to be alone with her, but she doesn't want to, but now

He secretly clenched the steering wheel, eyebrow wrinkles gradually deepened, eyes complex looking at the direction she left.

The vibration of the mobile phone drew his attention back. He regained his emotion and put on his earphone. "Hello, who is it?"

"Hongxuan, it's me!"

Realizing that he was going to hang up, Li Caijie said quickly, "will you listen to me?"

"This may be the last time I call you. Can you hear me out?"

Feeling his silence, she said with tears in her throat, "I know you know in your heart that I will have today. Maybe in your heart, I am responsible. No matter what you think of me, I just want to say, live well and let me know that my choice is right."

She didn't want to see him leave. The reason why she let go was not just to wake up, but to survive

No matter how many words she had choked, she couldn't cry. There was a sob she tried to bear on the phone.

Gu Hongxuan was just about to say something more when a beep came from his mobile phone.

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just and awe inspiring Public Security Bureau.

Li Caijie looks inside, and the corners of her lips outline a bitter radian.

She can't watch her father plead guilty for herselfMy father is old and has broken his heart for her affairs. How can she let him take the place of her crime and let her live happily outside?

Such she, is impossible to be really happy, she will live day and night in the suffering of guilt.

For more than 20 years, she has never really fulfilled her filial piety as a daughter.

Instead, she let her father sacrifice so much for herself. Thinking of these, her eyes gradually became wet and her tears sparkled.

Maybe she was really wrong. She was wrong at the beginning, but she didn't want to admit it or admit defeat.

I always think that if I work harder, I may win Gu Hongxuan's heart.

Perhaps with the guilt of the past, he was used by her again and again simply to help her, and thus mixed with scheming love, and finally lost his tolerance and trust.

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