"Xu Botao, I used to think that you are selfish. Unexpectedly, you are not only selfish, you are too cruel!"

She roared at him in a dumb voice. As soon as the sound fell, tears began to pour out.

Unwilling to stay a little longer or face him again, she wiped away her tears and strode away

Xu Botao looked at the information in his hand, and then he understood why she was like this.

There is an old saying: paper can't hold fire

Lies, how can be exposed.

No matter how much he wanted to hide it, there was a day when it would be revealed. However, at this moment, he felt a little relieved

Finally

Don't lie to her, at last.

Finally, he didn't have to bear such a heavy pressure in his heart and worry about how she would hate herself one day. Although he had prepared for her reaction, he still felt so miserable when the day came

There are always variables in things, and the plan can never catch up with the changes. In the future, no matter how perfect his design is, there will be a moment when such a beautiful dream will be completely disillusioned.

Xu Botao looked to the direction she left. At this moment, he realized that some things he really completely lost

Perhaps, there is already an arrangement, so when he comes to this step, should he face his next life calmly.

******

in the ward, Ling Yun opens the lunch box and sees the carrot on it showing the pattern of bear. As soon as she looks at it, she knows that it's the masterpiece of the two kids in the family.

A smile rose on her lips. However, when she thought of what Siyin had just said to her, she felt a surge of acid in her nose.

"I don't know where I learned that my father was ill, so I yelled to get carrots with my sister, saying It's their father who said that we need to eat more carrots to be healthy and not get sick. "

The two kids didn't like carrots at all, even a little bit against carrots.

Gu Hongxuan then said such words to them, let them not allow partial food.

Ling Yun didn't expect that the two little ones would still remember

She smiles tearfully, feeling that the two little hearts are sweet, but also feel that they are too small, too pure, in their world, they still don't understand, maybe they will never see Dad, so they can also show a smile, inadvertently say something that makes your heart warm but sad.

Lingyun looks at Gu Hongxuan and unexpectedly finds that his eyes are turning slightly.

Surprise surged into her heart. She quickly put the lunch box in her hand aside and carefully observed Gu Hongxuan's reaction. Her heart became tense. Not to mention he looked at him for a moment, for fear that it would be another illusion and an empty scene.

He frowned slightly, his eyelashes trembled a few times, opened his eyes slightly and looked at Lingyun.

From blurred vision to clear vision, I saw the person in front of me with tears in his eyes, and his face was filled with joy, but he was crying and laughing.

Lu Lingyun has mixed feelings. She is so glad that he can wake up.

Obviously, she should smile, but she can't suppress the sour tears that almost drown all her senses, so that the tears gushed out uncontrollably.

If you want to say something, you can't say a word. It turns into a lump in your heart.

She squeezed his hand and pressed the button to inform the doctor that he had woken up.

His face was still pale, but he had woken up.

This seems to make her tense heart of despair, get a temporary relaxation.

He felt like he had a dream. It was so beautiful that he didn't even want to wake up

Looking at her crying and laughing, he opened his lips to say something, but felt tired and hoarse.

Lingyun shook his head at him. "Don't talk. Don't say anything now. The doctor will come right away."

As soon as her voice fell, the attending doctor rushed over to check his condition. Lingyun waited anxiously until the doctor called her out. He thought his condition would improve, but he didn't expect that. The doctor sighed, "although he has woken up, the situation has not improved. It is suggested that he should stay in the hospital for observation and treatment."

Lingyun's heart fell into the abyss again. When the doctor turned to leave, she quickly grabbed the doctor's arm and asked, "is there really no hope?"

Although he has experienced countless patients and said this kind of words many times, the doctor still feels cruel and sighs, "if he has any unfulfilled wishes, help the patients to complete them as much as possible."

At the end of the speech, he walked away, and the sound of the footsteps was like a hammer, beating Lu Lingyun's heart.

She clenched her lips, blinked her eyes, forced her tears back, took a deep breath, and made herself strong

"Lingyun..."

Hearing his voice, she quickly adjusted her mood, pushed open the door of the ward, raised a smiling face, smiling at him, walked over and asked softly, "what's the matter? Is there something wrong? Or... "

Although her smile curved eyes, he still can see through her mood, her red eyes have already been exposed.He felt distressed, but he could do nothing

Can only hold her hand, raised a weak smile, "I did not suffer, just want you to accompany me."

"I'm by your side, aren't I?" She smile, a sour nose, forced himself to raise the corner of his mouth, forced himself to hide his mood to smile at him, but the husky voice, the red eyes, but already her sad mood at the moment, Lingyun afraid he see his mind, slightly lowered his head, continued, "I will never leave you."

"Sorry..."

Gu Hongxuan's voice is very weak, pale

Lingyun looked at him, tears in Yingying's eyes, and knew what he meant by sorry, just because he understood, he felt more sad.

Clenching her trembling lip, she smiles and says playfully, "do you feel sorry for me? So don't scare me like that next time. "

Playful tone, listen to relaxed, she was clearly laughing, but he reached out for her to wipe the wet face, bitter smile, "it seems really scared."

He affectionately wiped the moisture on her face and showed a smile, "I didn't find you so timid before."

Lingyun grabbed his hand, let his palm close to his cheek, feel the temperature of his palm, feel his existence, really exist beside her.

The doctor's words seemed to be written in his ear, and could not be ignored.

Even if she is no longer willing to admit and accept it, now she has to accept the cruel reality.

The reality is: no miracle

There was no sign of a turnaround. She was just like the fish that was brought ashore, struggling to death.

Knowing that there was no hope to live in the water again, knowing that there was little or no hope, she was still struggling until she was dying, until she was dying, she realized the cruelty of real life.

Not everyone can have a miracle. While waiting for a miracle day by day, she exhausted the only hope candle left in her heart

The doctor said that he needed enough rest and could not have emotional fluctuations. Thinking of this, Ling Yun immediately restrained his lost mood and raised a smile. "You have a good rest. The doctor said that you are not suitable to say too much at this time."

With a bitter smile, he was afraid that he would not have a chance to say it again.

But he did not show his mind, but nodded, watching her busy for himself, listening to her smile to tell him the two little funny things.

As time goes by, Gu Hongxuan has been awake for nearly a week.

She's been around all week.

Every day when she came to the hospital, she was smiling and talking to him with a smile on her face. Every day, she told him repeatedly that the doctor said that she would get better

She told him not to think. He didn't speak with a smile. How could he not understand his physical condition.

He is just distressed, distressed, she is clearly sad, but also forced to smile in front of him, just to not affect his mood.

Gu Hongxuan feels that he really owes too much, but he can only pay back in his next life.

During the treatment in the hospital, the two children occasionally come. As long as they come, the ward will be full of excitement. Looking at their innocent smiling faces, he also thinks it is a kind of happiness.

In their minds, death is still vague.

Maybe they don't know that Dad will leave forever

It's not a business trip, it's not temporary, it's completely never coming back.

When Xiaoguai naively asked him, "Dad, when can you go home, when can you live with us?"

When he heard the words, he felt the pain of gasping, but he could only smile and say, "maybe dad can't live with you."

Little darling a listen, askew head to ask, "why?"

Looking at his dark eyes full of doubts, Gu Hongxuan's chest tingles, he dotes on the kneading of the head, "because dad wants to go far away."

Mengmeng immediately came over with a smile, lying beside the bed, "then we'll wait for you to come back."

At the end of the speech, he looked at the little girl and said, "you know what? Let's wait for Dad to come back with mom."

Then Mengmeng asked, "Dad, where are you going and how long will it take?"

Gu Hongxuan couldn't answer immediately. He didn't know how to tell them.

Listening to this conversation, Gu Siyin's eyes were already red. Seeing that Gu Hongxuan couldn't answer, she waved to the two little guys, "darling, Mengmeng, come here."

Gu Siyin thinks it's really cruel to tell the children the truth.

However, looking at their confused appearance, her heart is also like a needle.

Holding the two children together, she said with a smile, "Dad needs a rest. Shall we go home?"

"We've only been here for a while," he said

"Didn't we pull the hook before we went out? I can't make dad rest, so my aunt will bring you here next time. If Mengmeng and Xiaoguai can't keep their promise, my aunt will... ""Well, well, let's go back."

Xiaoguai immediately covered Gu Siyin's mouth and said unhappily, "Mom won't bring us. If my sister-in-law doesn't bring us, then we can't come to see Dad."

Seeing the little girl's loss, Gu Siyin couldn't bear to see them sad.

Her sister-in-law loves these two children from the bottom of her heart.

Maybe it's because of special reasons that she loves them more. She wants to give them all the best things in the world, because they are worth having. Whenever she has time, she will go back to play with them

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