Unrequited Love

"Didn't you ask him how he was doing well last time? I tell you, he has a good life, and seems to like a girl, they should be together soon."

"impossible."

"Xu Riqing, I never knew you were so messy."

"It's not that I'm messing around—how many times do you want me to say that, even if I am wrong, I treat you as a way to approach him, but is he really that innocent?"

"Innocent?" Zhang Mingrui looked at the aggrieved and angry face opposite, "Don't tell me, he seduce you."

He didn't know whether he was expecting a positive or negative answer.

However, the girl moved her lips, did not answer, and lowered her head slumped.

"Whatever you think. I can't tell, anyway, I know you don't understand."

Zhang Mingrui suddenly felt very annoyed. The girl opposite seemed to be not the bright and cheerful Xu Riqing she had known at the beginning.

"Can you **** be more sober, stupid or not! He doesn't like you, so you are so awkward with yourself? Why didn't I know you were so confused?"

Xu Riqing became excited, a little incoherent: "Zhang Mingrui, I know I am very unreasonable in your eyes. But you don't understand, there are many things you can't understand, and many feelings do not need to be expressed clearly. I just know, I just know that he likes me. Yes, even if he is playing tricks on me, then it is not my own passionate conjecture. Even if he hasn’t said anything, even if I don’t know if he is true or false, but he is indeed...he is indeed him, and he made me misunderstand Yes, he made me unable to let it go. He has nothing to do with him—how long does he like that girl? The scholastic? Are you sure?"

"What are you talking about?"

Zhang Mingrui stood up, he felt as if he understood, as if he didn't.

He threw Xu Riqing in the cafeteria and went out to see Sheng Huainan and Luo Zhi walking side by side.

Luo Zhi lowered his head, his hair curled up loosely, a lock of hair fell, and his smile was charming and shy. Sheng Huainan, who was next to him, lowered his head slightly, walked extremely slowly, and spoke happily.

A pair of bi people.

Xu Riqing is far more prettier than Luo Zhi. If the position beside Sheng Huainan is replaced by Xu Riqing, it seems to be more worthy of these four words.

Of course, it was Xu Riqing who was confident and assertive before.

Zhang Mingrui turned to look at the mirror at the entrance of the third cafeteria. He is also a popular man in high school. He has good grades and good popularity. Although he is not so handsome, he is also politely called a handsome boy. He is also well-mannered and he plays well in football, although he is in the final. Over Own, but in the end he scored two goals to get the score back-but why, these messy flashes added together still make him so dark? For a long time, his shoulders have drooped a little.

Zhang Mingrui still insists that he truly regards Sheng Huainan as a friend, and he is not jealous.

If you go back in time and go back to the beginning, facing Xu Riqing, he will still promise her without hesitation: "Others are very good. If you want to meet, let me introduce."

He really does not regret it. Many things are destined. Although people always have to fight for or avoid them, what is destined is destined.

In fact, how could he have no hunch?

"Your school...I've heard of a person named Sheng...Yes, Sheng Huainan... Our law school and your biology school debate team are warming up for a model debate. I know this name."

He felt strange then. No one would remember Sheng Huainan's name so vaguely after being in contact with him. They face-to-face modelling and arguing. Sheng Huainan can only shock her so much that she will never forget it in her life. How could she be so understated and hesitant?

But he was never used to thinking too much. He still maintained the enthusiasm and focus when talking to her, and said carelessly: "Is it super handsome? Our 521 Yi Cuiyuan's top card."

"521 Yi Cuiyuan?"

"Our dormitory number is 521, hehe, is it particularly romantic?"

She smiled, and her smile always reminded him of the red cuckoos all over the mountains—don’t know why, but he hadn’t seen what cuckoos looked like.

He told her about all kinds of interesting things in the dormitory, his good buddy Sheng Huainan, and he had eaten Sheng Huainan's vinegar when he was chasing his sister-in-law...

"Actually, as a roommate, I think he is just a normal person," Zhang Mingrui shook his head, "I am not belittle or jealous of him. You know, boys and buddies are very normal when they are together. Others are very easy-going and uncomfortable. Love, don't pretend. However, after walking out of the dormitory, I can really feel that he is different from us."

She smiled so brightly, and the azaleas bloomed one after another, and he naively thought it was because of his good eloquence and big measure.

Later, after Zhang Mingrui broke off diplomatic relations with her completely, she stopped texting and no longer meet. He went to the BBS to track her ID, searched for any clues she left on the Internet, Baidu her name, and Google any news that might be related to her, and eventually found her private blog with few visitors.

I heard the sound of flowers blooming.

He didn't dare to look at him straightforwardly, his eyes only moved down inadvertently after looking up at the teacher, glanced at him, and then moved away. Unexpectedly, he looked at me suddenly, and the eyes that I had been floating on him suddenly couldn't hide. Knowing that I must blush, I quickly lowered my head.

When he looked up again, he had already lowered his eyes, writing in the notebook earnestly, and quickly remembering the teacher's comment on the analogy just now. However, I saw an inexplicable smile on the corner of his mouth, which was incredible.

He saw it, maybe even understood it. He is so smart.

I recalled for a long time, that smile was infinitely magnified in my heart, and was given various meanings, so that I was not even sure when I lay in bed last night-did he smile?

The whole text is "He". At that time, Zhang Mingrui would never figure out who the "he" was referring to.

When they first met, they sat at the same table in a crowded cafeteria, and the TV in the cafeteria was actually showing the MV of "Two Butterflies". The two people pouted at the TV at the same time, grinned, and then turned to see each other.

Such a vivid expression, so natural acquaintance.

Zhang Mingrui has to look back and think about it before discovering that Xu Riqing’s enthusiasm for him indeed began at the moment he introduced himself, from the freshman year of Shengyuan, and when he said, “Sheng Huainan is our 521 Yi Cui The first card of the hospital". However, how could he think so far back then? They study together, play badminton together, eat snacks together at Huguo Temple, and while walking on the road, she takes the initiative to shade him with an umbrella, but then mumbles that your skin color will not affect whether it is sun-dried or not...

Zhang Mingrui couldn't remember how the three of them got together. Who made him promise at the beginning: "Sheng Huainan, my buddy, Tetie, is it not easy to get to know him?"

In fact, when the three of them were together, he and Xu Riqing said the most things, but he could feel that Xu Riqing was packed with a sense of tension, carefully weighing each sentence, trying to make a good line of words.

Everything was too similar. The moment he saw Luo Zhi in the teaching class, his dull intuition finally broke out. Even though Luo Zhi’s disguise was far more natural than Xu Riqing, and deeper and more difficult to understand than Xu Riqing, but he was convinced that he had learned from her. Xu Riqing understood in his eyes.

That day, at the library, Xu Riqing woke up, got up from the table, looked at Sheng Huainan suddenly and thoughtlessly, and asked, "Hey, look at my face, are there folds?"

They looked at each other, and Sheng Huainan said, "Well, it's not."

Xu Riqing confessed that night, cruelly confessing to Sheng Huainan through Zhang Mingrui. Xu Riqing said: "Sheng Huainan likes me. I saw everything in his eyes today. I didn't understand his hint, but now I understand."

Zhang Mingrui stiffly joked: "You're sick, and you're narcissistic, what did he suggest to you?"

Xu Riqing didn't get entangled, and smiled contemptuously and said, "Okay, I'll talk about it myself."

Zhang Mingrui's prospective girlfriend went to confess to Sheng Huainan. He returned to the dormitory, without saying a word, punched Sheng Huainan in his right eye.

The buddies in the dormitory were all blindfolded, and quickly grabbed them both. No one knows why, and until now, Zhang Mingrui has never spoken to anyone other than Luo Zhi. However, he later frankly apologized to Sheng Huainan. Because Xu Riqing has never been able to give any evidence to prove that inexplicable love. Sheng Huainan smiled and said, "It's okay."

People are magnificent, they don't care, they look at Xu Riqing, who is generally succumbed to the evil, and say: "Can you stop making trouble, wake up and go to class. I am not qualified to teach you for him, but you respect yourself."

"Zhang Mingrui, if it weren't for you..." That was the last sentence left to him by the indignant Xu Riqing.

He told Luo Zhi to listen to it at the time, but Luo Zhi smiled and said, "That girl is so happy, she has the ability to see everything as she wants to see."

Then solemnly said: "Zhang Mingrui, you are a nice boy. You are very angry."

He is not atmospheric. When he first saw Luo Zhi, what flashed through his mind was defense and revenge against Sheng Huainan. No matter what kind of person Luo Zhi is, at least this time he made a clear preparation for starting and chasing. Although he didn't know the **** logic of these ideas.

However, that day, when he saw Luo Zhi in the class in the mist, he suddenly felt very sorry.

She is a good girl and should not be hurt. Not only by him, but also by Sheng Huainan.

Zhang Mingrui began to frequently push Sheng Huainan towards her.

He looked back at the cafeteria, and Xu Riqing was still sitting at the table in the distance.

He knows that Sheng Huainan’s smile is always meaningful. Sheng Huainan will use sleek language to save face for girls, and cleverly introduce boring topics to a better place so that everyone can continue; he will give it to her when Xu Riqing is asleep Put on a coat—but I will choose Zhang Mingrui's coat more carefully to put on her, but forget to consider that Xu Riqing is probably just pretending to sleep—it doesn't matter whose coat is, the important thing is who put it on her.

If she had already concluded, then all actions can be understood as having ulterior motives. Zhang Mingrui didn't want to guess whether it was Sheng Huainan's chaos or Xu Riqing's narcissism.

What about him?

He looked at the glass coldly, then strode back to the cafeteria.

The hall is a bit empty, and the sky is already very cold. Xu Riqing only wore a thin knitted sweater and sat there with his head down.

Zhang Mingrui took off her coat and put it over her. Xu Riqing raised his head, looking at him a little dull.

Why do you want to make things to this point? Zhang Mingrui frowned and turned his face and sighed for a long time: "Can you leave yourself a little room? If I were your captain, I wouldn't let you play. During the debate, how could you... , Xu Riqing, is he really that good? Lost his life if he doesn't get it? Do you have no other hope in this life?"

Xu Riqing said bluntly: "I'm sorry."

Zhang Mingrui froze for a long time.

"Damn, I didn't mean me..." He sat down opposite her: "How long will it take you to understand, I'm not talking about letting you give up on him and accept me. What I mean is, if you want to drive, you have to understand What are you doing. Otherwise you will regret it later."

Xu Riqing smiled weakly.

"I really can't control it. It's disgusting, if you really love it, you will know."

"Am I really in love?" Zhang Mingrui suddenly sneered, "In fact, there is a saying, I wanted to ask you a long time ago."

He looked at her steadily, and kept seeing her eyes flickering.

"Xu Riqing, did you die because of love, or because you couldn't swallow this breath?"

Zhang Mingrui walked out of the canteen again when Xu Riqing thought about his words in shock.

He felt that he had said everything he should have said, so let's retreat coolly.

As soon as he left the house, he was full of cold wind, and he was so excited that he remembered that the clothes were still on him. He actually wanted to put on her clothes in a good temper and accompany her back to the dormitory.

It's not that I want to touch her. He gave up long ago.

It hurts. After all, the bright red cuckoo once opened in his heart.

Damn, forget it, no more clothes. He put his hand under his armpit and walked in the direction of the dormitory tremblingly. Suddenly, his brain was excited, he quickly put his hand down and fumbled everywhere-wallet, mobile phone-oh, put it in his trouser pocket, nothing was in his jacket pocket.

Zhang Mingrui was very depressed. It takes so hard to play handsome once, and he really doesn't have the life of the protagonist.

He had rarely thought about the sense of existence, if it hadn't been in the library that day—

He sat on Xu Riqing's left hand, and Sheng Huainan sat opposite them. A few of Xu Riqing's classmates passed by, winked gossiping at her, and slammed in the direction of Sheng Huainan, asking, "Who?"

by. Only this voice was particularly clear in Zhang Mingrui's heart. Is he so bad? Ignored directly, without even the chance of being misunderstood?