Unrequited Love

The coffee cup looks familiar.

Suddenly I remembered that when I was a child, my mother was on the verge of being laid off in the first light bureau, and took her to give gifts to auntie XX in the personnel department. She was sitting in the little sister's room at the aunt's house, holding a cup of high Lego, and rubbing the cup in circles.

"Does the cup look good?" the young lady asked with her lips curled.

She nodded politely.

"It looks good? Can't you afford it? This set is valuable. If it is broken, you will pay for it!" The young lady raised her head, snorted and walked out, hanging herself in the house.

"Good-looking fart," Xiao Luozhi whispered to the ceiling, "It's obviously like shit."

"It's really like poop." The grown-up Luo Zhi said to himself Wentong. The coffee cup in my hand is dark brown and spiral.

Sheng Huainan was obviously unable to resist, choked on water, laughed, and awakened Luo Zhi.

He took a breath and asked, "You said the cup? The shape or the color?"

Luo Zhi was silly for a while, then slowly reacted.

"Both." She also smiled with crooked eyes.

"Actually, I thought the same way when I first saw this cup. They insisted that I was low-level."

"Are you trying to say I am low-level?" Luo Zhi couldn't laugh or cry.

The atmosphere eased without knowing how.

They chatted casually about the classmates and teachers they knew together, and evaluated the public classes they had chosen, but they didn't talk about gossip. They were always polite and cautious, and they answered wisely and did not leak.

I'm afraid of being cold, and I'm afraid of losing too much.

The person in the light is divided clearly and deeply by light and shadow. When Luo Zhi faced him, he couldn't laugh naturally. In fact, he has always been a little distracted, and one-third of his attention is missing. She can feel it.

When he said that he liked violin music, Luo Zhi was very excited, and began to tell him in a whisper that he didn't practice violin well when he was a child, and he even arranged piano scores and piano stools at home to fake the scene of cheating his mother. Halfway through the conversation, he suddenly stopped, because his eyes diverged for a while, he smiled bitterly, then shook his head, and finally smirked.

She stopped, and for a long time, he was still immersed in his own world, putting on various smiles.

At that moment, she felt a little angry and insulted, but soon, her sight was filled with Sheng Huainan, who was rendered golden by the sun, his peaceful breathing and a happy smile on the corners of his mouth.

She didn't know how she felt. The embarrassment and annoyance of trying to bring up the topic but being ignored, attracted by the handsome and quietness of the other party, do not know the happiness of southeast, northwest, or just the humble happiness of being able to sit on the opposite side?

She kept watching him with a wry smile, until he woke up, tilted his head to look at her, and she couldn't say a word.

He looked like he was too fascinated by playing PSP (handheld game console) in class. He looked up and found that he was staring at him. He was embarrassed, a little flustered, and he didn't dare to take any action—who knows that the teacher just discovered himself So the number is reminded with his eyes, or is it called to answer the question? Luo Zhi thought, should he complain, "Did you listen to me at all?", at least give him an apology.

But she just raised her hand to call the waiter to check out.

"Thank you, don't make a mistake." She smiled so sincerely and cheerfully.

She is best at disguising sincerity.

Stop here. she thinks.

"Send you back to the dormitory." Sheng Huainan scratched the back of his head and said with an embarrassing smile, "Which building do you live in?"

"No, in fact I just went out for a while. I don't plan to go back yet."

Having said that, a black boy came to face him and punched Sheng Huainan and said: "Who is your boy dating secretly, who is this?"

"The instant noodle man?" Luo Zhi remembered that this man was the boy who was eating instant noodles while riding a bicycle on the road.

The two boys looked at her with bewildered faces at the same time, and she waved her hands and said, "Go, goodbye."

"No, I interrupted your date? Beauties, you continue, I will disappear immediately!"

The anger that Luo Zhi had been suppressing in his heart seemed to have finally found an outlet. She raised her eyes and stared at the boy's laughing face, gently raised her hand to cover her nose, and said calmly: "I also think you should disappear. Your sweat is like braised beef."

Sheng Huainan laughed. The black boy was pierced by the expression in her eyes. He froze for a long time before grabbing the front of the T-shirt and leaning under his nose, smelling and smelling: "I just changed my clothes..."

After a long time, he smirked and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Then he ran away. Sheng Huainan focused very much attention on her this time, Luo Zhi's eyes were sharp and calm.

Sheng Huainan paused for a while, as if thinking about something seriously, before saying, "I'm sorry."

Luo Zhi shrugged, and the sharpness when facing the black boy disappeared at this moment. She was a little tired, just smiled and said, "Thank you for the treat. Goodbye."

She turned and walked a long way, then suddenly looked back.

Sheng Huainan's back was still upright and upright, and a few light hairs swayed slightly in her vision.

It seems to be a little different from the back figure that walked in front of him every morning in high school, but it seems to be no different.

"Sheng Huainan."

Luo Zhi heard her voice clearly, and she finally called his name to his back.

Today is a historic day, although it is not a happy one.

"Thank you for inviting me to drink coffee, but I blackmailed this coffee. Actually, I deliberately went to relieve the siege. I think you are in a stalemate, so I just take the risk and take the lead. Fortunately, you remember who I am. Otherwise, I really might have to play a faceless nymph to strike up a conversation with you. Next time you encounter this kind of thing, it's best not to solve it at the entrance of the supermarket, people come and go. Although you are calm, it is not good for that girl. Even if she is impulsive and doesn't mind, she would be embarrassed to be watched by so many people. Looking back on it, she will definitely regret it. Of course, I am not qualified to warn you, just to explain why I appeared. I hope you don't mind. "Luo Zhi poured out a thought, and smiled calmly at him after speaking.

This is her only real and comfortable smile today.

Sheng Huainan's smile was obviously more sincere: "Thank you."

"No thanks," she said with a smile, "you are your own cleverness. Your excellent reaction ability is the accumulation of many actual battles."

His smile was even brighter, but he didn't refute her, and he said unrelatedly: "It's a pity that I didn't know you in high school."

When Luo Zhi heard these words, he constricted a smile.

Unfortunately, there are many more things. She didn't speak, and turned to leave neatly.

Sheng Huainan stood there and looked at her back for a while, then looked at her stupidly with his hands in his pockets for a while, not even noticing that the girls coming and going in and out of the dormitory were stealing glances at herself with the light. Then he blew a whistle, shrugged and turned to the direction of the supermarket-the washing powder has not been bought yet.

After two steps, I stopped, took out my phone and turned to the contact list, typed "L", and the screen immediately displayed a long list. He found "Luo Zhi".

When I entered the school, I borrowed the list of Zhenhua Alumni Association from my senior sister, and recorded the phone numbers and email addresses of all the P students he didn't know.

Anyway, it will be used someday.

Luo Zhi felt the phone vibrate. "A new message comes from Shenghuainan."

"I asked for your number from a classmate who knew you. This is my mobile phone number. Sheng Huainan"

Luo Zhi sighed softly.

In fact, she had known Sheng Huainan’s cell phone number for a long time. When she enrolled, she ran to the school sister’s dormitory and borrowed the list of Zhenhua Middle School’s alumni association. At that time, she blushed and explained to the school sister that she wanted to know more students from Zhenhua who came to P. I can help each other in the future-in fact, they didn't care what she said, and while gnawing on the apple, they pulled it out of the shelf and handed it to her.

She only left a call from one person. This number has never been used, but it is listed as a group in the contact list.

The thought of Sheng Huainan asking other people for their mobile phone numbers makes her a little happy—would people tease him and ask him: "Hey, what are you doing? Are there any attempts?" However, the happiness at that moment was quickly lost. A deep sense of loss overwhelmed.

That's how we met.

She waited so long, imagined so long, but she was not happy now. Luo Zhi raised his head and looked at the high sky without a trace of clouds in the autumn, thinking to himself, this is how my dream came true.

When she realized her dream, the other party was distracted.

So far, forget it.

Is it really a drama of "I love you but has nothing to do with you"?

Luo Zhi always felt that this was a literary and clever excuse that saved the face of countless people, including her.

She saved the text message, put the phone back in her pocket, and did not reply to the text message.

However, after returning to the dormitory, after thinking about it, she cautiously stepped on the chair and quietly stood the bottle of black tea that "would rather die than surrender" on the top of the cabinet, almost touching the ceiling. Then, she jumped off the chair and looked up silently at the bottle body that was slantingly reflected by the setting sun and looked like an amber bottle, her heart wet.