Use My Life For Your Happiness

Cast aside a lot of secular, a lot of sharp contradictions, if you can find the shadow of my mother in Qiao's home, aunt Qiao and my mother are classmates and friends after all, they know too many habits.

After eating the litchi, the servant brought the boiled herbal tea, bitter and astringent, a bit of home flavor.

I think, I know why my parents always want me to marry Qiao Dongcheng, because I am a homesick child. The former home, long gone, more memory of the place, is mostly Qiao's.

"Chihiro, there's a performance in the army tonight. I'll show you."

"Go ahead, you young people. We are old." Qiao Shibo said with a smile: "East City, take care of Qianxun."

"Dad, I see." Qiao Dongcheng took my hand and went out.

For the first time, he took me out and into a part of his life.

The car was driven up the mountain, and the street lamp was very dim under the thick leaves.

Straight up to the top of the mountain, there is a viewing platform, surrounded by high hurdles. When you look down, the city is full of bright lights and water, the mountain wind is as cool as water, the hair is blowing, and the fragrance is flashy.

"My dad, he's going to retire in a few months."

Qiao Dongcheng, holding the railing in both hands, seemed a little sad.

"I'm sorry."

He stretched out his hand and slightly spoiled my hair: "it's none of your business. I'm sorry. You don't understand politics. If you don't stand in the right line, you will be abandoned, just like your father. "

I like it. He rubs my hair so gently.

Just like when I was a child, he would take care of me like this. My parents would be happy when they saw it.

"Dad, he's used to officialdom. Maybe there will be a lot of things happening in Qiao's family after retiring. Chihiro, I know you are disappointed with me, but this time, I want to ask you to marry me and fulfill my dad's wish. His latest medical report came out He was very sad: "the doctor suggested to go to review."

I think it's a big deal, otherwise it wouldn't be like this.

I took his hand and said, "well. Joe has always regarded me as a daughter, and I don't want to hurt his heart. "

He clenched my hand: "I will, seriously, well, do a fiance, after a husband, care for you, love you, do not let you sad."

I didn't really look forward to that.

Qiao Dongcheng, standing on the human level, always feels sad when he whispers these words, such as seeing my shadow. Dad was in decline at that time. I also talked to Lin Duan like this. I said Lin Duan, if our family is not as good as it is now, will you take care of me.

Lin Duan just said I was stupid, I was really stupid, stupid to believe in eternity.

"Chihiro, if you don't want to go through these gloomy and depressed difficulties with me, I won't force you. After all, Lin Duan is back."

"Oh, when do you know about me and Lin Duan?"

The wind was a little cold. Seeing this, Qiao Dongcheng took off his coat and put it on my shoulder: "I knew it a long time ago. Lin Jing told me." He looked down at the fireworks, his eyes are covered generously lazy and light injury: "you have your world, so I respect your choice."

I leaned on the fence and said with a faint smile, "Lin Duan is going to get married when she comes back. Do you remember my cousin Feiyan? No, she went to America when we were very young. She is Lin Duan's bride."

He was a little surprised: "I don't know, Dongzi, they didn't say."

"You are not a gossip person. You are different from them. Qiao Dongcheng, I'd like to spend time with you. Anyway, I'm alone. And Joe loves me like a daughter. "

There are not many people who really care about me.

I fell on Qiao Dongcheng's body, gently hugged him: "anyway, I am also a person."

He turned and hugged me: "you don't know, you've never been. Chihiro, it's cold here. Go down the mountain. "

"Go back so early, Uncle..."

He bowed his head and lifted my hair behind his ears with his slender hands: "the army really has a performance. Go and have a look."

Driving to the army, it's already performing. It's very formal, and it's a real performance. There's no fancy and hush.

He took my hand and sat down on the side. Someone immediately said with a low smile, "Mr. Qiao, this is my sister-in-law. It's really beautiful."

"Don't flatter. Go backstage and find a shawl. The night will be cold."

"Yes, sir Joe."

Looking for a shawl, he put it on me: "it's not like a concert."

"It's very good-looking. It's a good sketch. It's also a good song and dance." He tilted his head and said something to a little soldier. After a while, the little soldier brought the tea to him: "Sir, eight treasures tea."

"Thank you." He smiles.

Push the tea in front of me, gently open the lid, sweet taste, red jujube has six, I always like to put so many, blow blow up to drink, clear sweet, sugar should be only put three small, my favorite taste ah.

After sipping half a cup, my heart warms up and I sit beside him and watch the song and dance carefully.

His cell phone rings. He looks at it and presses it off. He frowned and pressed it off.

I said faintly: "you pick it up."

He just laughed and turned off his cell phone to watch the show with me.

This performance is also very wonderful, high * tide constantly, the soldiers of the army all applauded, with a kind of vigorous spirit.

It's more than ten o'clock after watching. The night wind is really cold, and it's raining.

Qiao Dongcheng took an umbrella, and they didn't want to be very close when they walked. The umbrella moved to me, and the rain on the umbrella fell on his hair.

On the bus, he pulled out a military uniform from the back seat and gave it to me: "put it on, so as not to catch a cold."

"Thank you."

"He said with a smile:" in the end or with me

Starting the car, slowly followed several cars with military plates out of the army.

All of a sudden, I feel that Qiao Dongcheng is something I have never known. Before, when I was with Lin Duan, I would not take a serious look at him. When I came back from France, I was as timid as a mouse. I just wanted to find a way to rely on him. He was always busy, and I was still adjusting myself. I always felt that I was inferior in their Qiao family. I didn't dare to say a lot about him, let alone ask more.

When we got back to Qiao's house, they were all asleep, but there was a light left in the hall. We went upstairs with light steps, said good night and went back to our rooms to clean up.

After washing the hair, blow it dry with a hair dryer, turn it around, but with a puff, it's still.

The owners of Qiao's family are all asleep, but Qiao Dongcheng doesn't, so he wants to borrow him.

The door didn't close. It seemed that he had to go out to get something. He squatted on the bedside table, rummaging through the papers and talking on the phone.

"Don't call again. I think I've made it very clear to you. Whatever you think, it's over. " He hung up his cell phone, threw it on the bed, took out the documents, turned to see me, and asked gently, "Chihiro, what's the matter?"

"The hair dryer in my room doesn't work."

"Wait a minute." He put down the document, went to the hair dryer: "blow dry point to sleep."

He does things in a methodical way and has some fine traditions of being a soldier.

The next morning, Qiao's house began to be busy.

Joe, it seems that he is really going to retire. There are more things he brought back in the living room. I didn't care about them before.

Ready to go to worship the fruit cake, there are flowers, but the mood is depressed.

If I am alone, I don't know how to face it.

Today's wind and rain, aunt Qiao some cold did not come, the driver took Qiao Shibo, Qiao Dongcheng took me to the cemetery in the suburbs.

I remember that when I came back from France and took my mother's ashes to be buried, Qiao Dongcheng was also carrying me that day. It was such a heavy rain that my tears never stopped.

Things have changed, but now the heart is still so heavy, how some pain.

The brush of the car is very fast and slow. The rain makes the love and hatred of the world confused.

The car drove into the cemetery, and it was raining heavily. Qiao Dongcheng took the raincoat and put it on for me, and the three of them went in with things.

Father's picture, let the rain so fuzzy, I watched quietly, but Qiao Shibo said: "brother Yang, I came to see you."

In this way, tears can not stop sliding down.

Dad, I came to see you. Chihiro came to see you.

Dad... Biting his lips, tears in the flow, the heart was too uncomfortable to think of anything.

"Old brother, I'll come to see you when I have time. Shaoxing daughter Hong, which you like to drink, is here for a few drinks."

Qiao Shibo probably also because of the official bad luck, quite a lot of sadness, sitting in front of his father's stone, poured two glasses of wine, one on the ground, one drink down: "this wine, or that taste, old brother, we are going to become relatives, Qianxun and Dongcheng want to get married, you don't have to go with regret, come on, we don't get drunk today."

Qiao Dongcheng gave me a bunch of white lilies: "Qianxun, go and see your mother."

Mother's photo, still smile so happy, carefree like a princess, fingers touching her eyebrows, but can not feel her warmth.

As she was dying, she told me: "Qianxun, go back and marry Qiao Dongcheng, marry Qiao Dongcheng... Marry Qiao Dongcheng."

I can't help it, big big hot tears slide down, crying loudly.

"Mom, I've come to see you. Mom, I'm going to marry Qiao Dongcheng. Mom, mom..." she called again and again, and she would never answer me again.

Even if I tell her now that I'm going to marry Qiao Dongcheng, she won't smile at me, but mom, I've finally fulfilled your wish.

Qiao Dongcheng came and hugged me in his arms: "Chihiro, don't cry, your mother will be more pleased that you are very strong."

But at this time, I don't want to be strong. I really miss my mother. If she is here, I will pay what kind of price.

Chihiro can be independent, Chihiro can not cry, Chihiro can not hate dad, mom.

"Aunt Guo, I will take good care of Qianxun in the future."

After crying for a long time, Qiao Shibo walked along with Qiao Dongcheng powerlessly. Qiao Shibo was also wet, and he kept talking to my father about something.

Qiao Dongcheng sighed: "my father is really old."

Red eyes, looking up at the roof, a lot of things in the past, always in memory. Three people are all wet, went back to Uncle Joe's mother let people cook ginger soup: "all drink a bowl, immediately go to take a bath to change clothes, our whole family ah, can not catch a cold together."

After pouring ginger soup, Qiao Dongcheng took me upstairs: "hurry up, go to take a bath and change clothes right away."

"Don't worry, I'm tired."

He's from the army. I'm a person who hasn't exercised much. I can't catch up with him by running stairs.

Uncle Qiao's mother was downstairs, laughing and crying: "Dongcheng, you should watch Qianxun. Don't run fast. After a shower, you'll come down to eat."

It's like the feeling of home, the taste of home.

Just get married, just get married, I'll get married with Qiao Dongcheng! Many thoughts, urge me to think like this.