Use My Life For Your Happiness

I sent a message to Qiao Dongcheng: I'm back in Beijing. Let's break the engagement.

He also sent me a message: see you at Tianxiang Pavilion.

Ji Xiaobei went back to his home. I went to see Qiao Dongcheng. He asked the driver to take our luggage to the courtyard.

Get out of the taxi and go to Aizhu road. Inside the round arch is Tianxiang Pavilion. The Magnolia in Tianxiang Pavilion, green leaves, and antique temple buildings, have a unique flavor of antique. They are quiet in the downtown.

The tea here is unique, just selling tea, but the business is so good that you have to make an appointment. There are only six tea rooms, which are quiet and private everywhere. They are very popular with some stars, so the business has always been very good.

The waiter in Qipao led me in. The fragrance of jasmine was very clean and sweet.

Push open the door to go in, Qiao Dongcheng sits upright on the seat, is blowing tea, the cream white shirt, softened the fierce soldier breath on his body.

When I came in, the waiter asked me to sit down. Qiao Dongcheng slowly took a sip of tea and put it down. Then he said, "you're back. Is Xi'an fun?"

They're amazing. They all know where I've been.

Like I live in their cloth scene, they all know what I think and do.

But also, check my card, call the airline to check, you know, He Qiao East city is not a common people, want to check what, where can't find the truth.

He'll find out what he wants to know.

Ji Xiaobei and I are in Xi'an, and we can't hide it from him.

He said generously, "it's a fun, grand and fashionable old city."

"Enough of it. It's time to go home. It's September." He said.

Like I was a willful child, clearly something, but nothing left everything to go out to play.

It's September. We have a wedding date.

Invitation set, is a pair of little people holding hands, wedding cake set, all kinds of taste. We've tried it ourselves, wedding rings, everything.

And I left.

"I'm sorry." I looked up and said lightly, "Dongcheng, I can't marry you."

He was not very angry or shocked. Maybe the moment he knew I was in Xi'an, he knew I would not marry him.

His voice was a little sad and helpless: "just because my mother said something to you that made you hurt?"

"In fact, you and I know very well that we have no feelings for each other, and this marriage is not blessed, so why? Qiao Dongcheng, do you think so? "

He said with a sad smile, "are you so sure that we don't have any feelings for each other? You can be sure of you, can you be sure of me? "

"But I can't marry you just because of this. I'm sorry. Maybe I really want to rely on you and get back the memories in your family. Warmth is also my selfishness."

Don't question me, I don't want to affirm you, but I'm sure I don't want to marry you. At least for now, I really don't want to.

I promise Ji Xiaobei that I will make it clear to you.

He gave me eight treasure tea, I drank a mouthful of sweet Qinpi, especially comfortable.

Frankly said: "Qiao Dongcheng, I do not want to hide from you, I like Ji Xiaobei."

He drank all the tea and grasped the cup: "Chihiro, wake up, Ji Xiaobei won't marry you."

"It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter whether he marries me or not. If I don't, he won't marry me all his life." With his words, it's better than sweet words.

It doesn't matter whether we are together or not, whether we need a legal protection or not.

I'm single, he's single, we're all free, we all belong to ourselves.

On Qiao Dongcheng's face, he was extremely disappointed.

Looking at me quietly: "Qianxun, why are you still like this? Why are you still so simple? You believe what you say you love and what others say. I never thought that you were still so naive. "

"It's good to be happy. Sometimes, you may know that you will get hurt, but there's no way." When I am lonely, he will be by my side.

"Look at this survey." He bent over and gave a bag of documents from the chair beside him: "have a good look."

I untied the rope and looked through the document. My fingers trembled“ How is that possible? "

"There's not a word to deceive you. If you don't believe it, you'll go to the mall and check it yourself."

How can I believe what I see is true, but Joe won't lie to him. He's not that mean.

Put the copy back: "OK, I know, but I still don't want to marry you. When I see Qiao Shibo, tell me I'm sorry. I can't bring any benefits to you Qiao family, and I can't make you Qiao family's face shine."

"Enough." He interrupted me in a loud voice: "don't say these words in front of me, don't say a word, Mo Qianxun. It's me who married you, not Qiao family, not my mother, not my father. When did I tell you that I want your things, I want you to add some face to me."

He's really angry. I feel guilty. What he said is true.

Mobile phone in the pocket, constantly shaking, must be Ji Xiaobei urged me, he wanted to accompany me to see Qiao Dongcheng, for fear that I will be soft hearted, but his mother's business is important, I must not be because of these things to occupy him.

I also promised him that I would make it clear with Qiao Dongcheng.

Tired to stand up: "Dongcheng, but I really don't fit you, although marriage is two people's business, and life is not like this, moreover, I have no feelings for you, such a marriage will not be happy, I'm a little selfish, I now began to greedy from the word happiness. Forget it, you are so good, many famous families want to be your wife. "

"The bitterness of life, the pain of reality, I think you know more than I do. No one in Ji family will look up to you, Chihiro. If you are happy, I wish you well, but I am worried about your heartache. I'll take the ring first. I'll wait for you to come back. "

I didn't speak, he was too right, the pain of life, the pain of reality, just like a knife in front of my eyes, a step forward will be bloody.

I was a bit faltering. I went out of Tianxiang Pavilion and called a taxi. I called Qin Rui and asked him to pay attention to the general apartment for me.

Qin Rui immediately said: "Qianxun, it's a coincidence. I did something in Chaoyang District a few days ago. I'll call you and ask."

"Qin Rui, it's very kind of you." Never ask me why aggressively, but always do a lot of things for me.

He laughed: "your voice is so tired, Chihiro. I'll treat you to dinner."

"Help me find a house first, and I'll make you a delicious meal."

He said happily, "that's good. I'll drive over and have a look now."

"Qin Rui, don't find me too expensive, and you're not allowed to be a second-hand landlord."

"Well, I see."

Hang up the phone and lean on the back seat. I feel a little dizzy. I feel like I'm out of breath. I grew up in Beijing, but I'm not used to it. It's really strange.

"We can't get a taxi in here, miss." Outside the courtyard, the driver is sorry.

"Thank you. I'll just walk in." He gave me the change. I went in with the loose money and bought ice cream in the chic kiosk retail department of this noble community. I walked and ate all the way.

Sweet taste, or let the heart very uncomfortable.

When I was a child, I loved eating very much. When I was sad, my mother threw me an ice cream. I didn't know how happy I was when I ate it. This habit has grown up and continued.

Lin Duan said that girls who eat too much are not good, so they control me and don't let me eat. When they are with him, they seldom worry about me. My character is not very good, but I can't help him.

In this Siheyuan community, stone lions are guarding the front door of every household, and the doors are closed.

If it wasn't for friends, I don't think these doors would open for people to get in and out. Walking behind the tree, you can see the water swimming, the water is green, and the fish are swimming happily.

At the gate of Ji Xiaobei's Siheyuan, I sat on the steps above the ditch, with my feet soaking in water and eating ice cream.

Qiao Dongcheng's words, let me some confused reason, gradually returned.

In Xi'an, I didn't think about the opinions of different families, or whether we will live forever, or just play crazy.

He took me everywhere to play, to eat snacks, he has no identity, I have no identity, back to Beijing, everything has to return to reality.

Dream, no matter how beautiful, is not very long.

"Guess who I am?"

A pair of big hands cover my eyes, and there is a familiar fragrance between my fingers. The warmth of the palm makes my heart soft.

Leaning back in his arms, enjoying the warmth of his chest.

"Ice cream again." He was not happy, took the last point in my hand, put it all into his mouth, and ate it: "it's a disobedient girl who wants to be punished physically or mentally."

"Ha ha."

"It's no use laughing. I only accept money, not beauty."

"I've been fond of ice cream since I was a child."

Ji Xiaobei announced wildly: "in the future, I will take charge of you. You can't eat any more, unless you get my permission."

"So overbearing, I don't want to be in your charge."

He picked me up and said, "don't soak too long. You can't stand the cold."

"Ji Xiaobei, my shoes."

"Oh." He looked back. Bigfoot kicked my shoes into the ditch, looking like a ruffian: "look, it's gone."

Really enough hooligans, I hugged his neck: "strangle you, Ji Xiaobei."

After entering the siheyuan, mother Zhang has already prepared the meal and is putting it under the Begonia tree in the courtyard.

Precious Begonia tree, only a few flowers, Qingqing elegant.

The desks and chairs used under the trees are imitations of the antique furniture we saw in Xi'an.

"Isn't it good?" He asked triumphantly.

"Of course."

"Seriously, have you retired from your marriage to Qiao Dongcheng?"

"When I left, I gave him the ring and everything. Now that I've made it clear, he won't embarrass me." Qiao Dongcheng is a gentleman.

Ji Xiaobei said: "then I have to step up to get rid of the unruly girl Li Hong."

"How's your mommy?"

"It's not very good. I have to change my heart, but I haven't found a suitable one yet."

I was curious: "if you find it, people won't give it to you, what will you do?"

After all, it may be fatal. No one will give his life to a person easily.

Ji Xiaobei patted my hand and lowered his eyes to cover the evil black light inside: "don't worry about it. There are still many ways in the world."

"Xiaobei, don't use too many means. It's not good."

"Let's eat. I'm tired of talking." He caught a shrimp, shelled it and put it in my small bowl: "eat more."

Before finishing a meal, Qin Rui called.

"Chihiro, the house has been found. When are you going to live here?"

"Tonight."

"Well, I'll ask the housekeeping to clean up now. There's a large shopping mall downstairs. I'll buy you something to use."

"That trouble you, Qin Rui, you see the house I also rest assured, you send the address to me."

"Good."

I hung up the phone, only to see Ji Xiaobei with a black face, no longer eat.

He was not happy, and his cold anger was a little frightening.

But I've been with him for a long time, and I'm not afraid of his bad temper.

I pushed the bowl back and gave him a smile: "it's still early now. I'll go there first. Xiaobei, you're tired too. Have a rest early."

He covered his forehead: "Chihiro, what do you mean?"

"Xiaobei, I want to live by myself. I don't depend on you. It's my humble self-esteem. I really don't want to live in anyone's house any more." I have no sense of security.

I don't want to come out of Qiao's house with a big box.

Go to kiss him: "I have no other meaning, Xiao Bei, don't think about it. I just want to be independent. If you miss me, you just call me."

My things were in the bedroom, and I went in and carried the big box out.

Ji Xiaobei is angry. I don't want to help when I carry such a heavy box.

Sitting in a tree, I watched coldly. I dragged out the gate and dragged out all the way.

I stopped a taxi outside the community and went straight to Chaoyang District.