Use My Life For Your Happiness

I never thought that Qiao Dongcheng would come.

He seldom came to our gatherings in the past. After all, we are all enjoyment people. We are boastful and idle. There are so many shortcomings. They are the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich people. It's good to have a nominal career to do things. What's not exquisite.

But there's one thing I don't touch, that's playing with men.

I always feel that it's out of fashion, and I'm rooting in Miaohong. I'm tightly controlled at home, and I don't like it.

Qiao Dongcheng is different. Qiao Dongcheng is a few years older than us, and he joined the army, so he is upright, calm and old-fashioned. He is very serious and doesn't like to play crazy, so he seldom takes part in such activities.

"East city." Jingzhi, who was sitting at the door, said hello.

He said with a smile, "it's so early. I'm late."

I squatted on the table to eat the buffet, picked up the bean sprouts to eat with relish, fried snails and so on, put a lot of pepper, very much my heart, but the throat is not comfortable, also dare not indulge in eating.

Now the academic so heavy, which will be the least bit of presumptuous, more care for their own body.

Qiao Dongcheng came up to me and sat down with a lot of drinks on the table. He reached for the champagne and still had the ring on his ring finger.

After eating a paper towel handed over, I took wipe mouth: "thank you."

"Can I keep up with my study now?"

"Not bad."

Even if I regret that I would not marry him, I still don't feel embarrassed sitting with him.

After all, I've known each other for so many years, and I've been getting along like this.

"How is Joshua now?"

"Can you come with me later?"

I was a little surprised. With Qiao Dongcheng's character, he would never say these words. It can be seen that Qiao Shibo's health is not good.

"Good." I'm supposed to.

After a while, Dongzi Jingzhi's girlfriends all came, more and more lively, eating, drinking, singing and gambling.

"Qiao Dongcheng, why don't you go now." My throat is itchy and I always want to cough.

Tell them, just go out with Qiao Dongcheng, the elevator goes straight down the parking lot, I see Ji Xiaobei's Hummer.

Love now, here also open Hummer, let Li Hong smashed once, also open out, Ji Xiaobei began to save.

If it wasn't for Qiao Dongcheng, I'd like to go there and play twice.

It's a bad habit. Anyway, when I see his car, I feel like I want to kick it. I can't help laughing.

When I got on his car, I didn't go to the villa on the mountain, but to a real estate in the center. It's very high-rise, not far from Chang'an Street. I think Qiao Shibo lives here now, and he mostly wants to see more.

Tiananmen Square, great hall and forbidden city are all the characteristics of Beijing.

But it was a little late. When I went in, I saw that he wanted to take medicine, and the nurse was standing by with water.

Wearing a hat, I think the hair began to fall off a lot, look not very good, very haggard.

When he saw me squinting, he was very happy: "Chihiro."

"George." I went up and said, "I'm sorry, Joe. I've come to see you so long."

"I'm an old bone, and I don't need to come to see you all the time. You young people have their own business."

"I'm sorry, Joe. I'm..." I sighed: "I have no fortune to be your daughter-in-law."

"Don't say that, just come. Dongcheng, get water for Qianxun. "

I sat next to him, his thin hand patted my hand: "everything is life. It's not up to people at all. Qianxun, it's your fate that is not enough now, so you can't force it. Shibo knows it, and Shibo knows it. Good boy, no matter what you do, Shibo won't blame you. He just feels ashamed. For your parents, they were busy in the officialdom a few years ago. Don't neglect you. They think your aunt Qiao will take good care of you, but they don't know. " He gave a long sigh.

"Shibo, you said, let's not talk about the past. People should look forward and not backward."

He said with a smile, "I just like you. You can remember what Shibo said."

Qiao Dongcheng poured warm water for me and gave me a box of Medicine: "take some."

It's for relieving cough. I coughed a few times in the car just now.

"Thank you," he said

"Qianxun, if you feel uncomfortable, you should go to see a doctor earlier. Don't be like Shibo. You can't be free and busy all the time. In the end, you really can't do it, that is, you can't do it."

It made me sad: "you're going to get better, Joe."

"Mr. Joe, it's time for you to go to bed." The nurse came up to remind me.

He was a bit sleepy, so I said, "go and have a rest, Joe."

"Well, Chihiro, although the bad old man is not good-looking, I still want you to come and have a look."

"Joe, I'll come to see more. I'll come without class."

"I've also heard from Dongcheng. Well, it's time to learn something. It's also good for you, young man. Don't stop."

The nurse pushed him in to have a rest. I was a little disappointed.

Qiao Dongcheng sat down and said: "Dad went home and had a quarrel with mom. I blame mom for not treating you like that. Mom took me to my mother's home in Suzhou, so dad moved here and said to have a look. I don't know when I can't see it."

I'm biting my teeth. I feel bad.

"Dongcheng, I shouldn't have quarreled with your mother, otherwise it wouldn't be like this." Let an old man who is about to die, quarrel with his relatives, and come here alone, I feel very sad.

"It's none of your business." Qiao Dongcheng held my hand: "Mom and dad think differently, there must be a quarrel, and which couple didn't quarrel."

I looked up at him, he comforted with a smile: "really don't think so much, also don't let these things upset, you still have to learn, it's late, I send you back."

"Good."

He took me back to my apartment, and I said, "stop here, I'll go up."

He still went to park the car and said, "I can't rest assured until I send you up."

So he went up and opened the door. He didn't mean to come in, but said, "Chihiro, I'll go back. If you have anything, you can call me."

"All right."

"Chihiro, there's one thing I always think about. I don't know whether to say it or not."

"Just say it."

"My mobile phone was set by Lin Jing. She set your number as a blacklist. I didn't know until you came back from France. Chihiro, did I miss a lot of things?"

I heard my voice as light as a feather: "No."

It's no use talking to me now.

It's really been a long time. If we investigate again, what can we recover.

Squeeze out a smile: "then you go back and drive slowly."

Go in and close the door, slide on the cool floor, the darkness of a room is like the mood now. In France, if you get a call from me, Jotun City, I won't be like this. Maybe my mother won't die.

Before I left Beijing, I told you that I would not marry you. Dad's will is ridiculous. I hate him to death, so I don't want to.

So you also said, you will not marry me, if I need anything, you will try your best to help me.

On the plane, I repeatedly looked at the mobile phone number you gave me, but I remembered it.

I don't have any memory, and I'm not sensitive to numbers. When I arrived in France, we stayed in a hotel first, and then rented a house. My mother started to look at the house and paid a deposit. Unfortunately, our bank card was frozen, and then everything in the rental room was looted. Even the police would not help us in France, where we were not familiar with the land.

I forgot the number of Lin Duan. There are several distant relatives in one of my mother's newsletters, so we beat them and lowered our face to borrow money everywhere.

I called your home, your home directly hung up, I dare not tell my mother, I am afraid she is sad. I told her that your phone was out of order, so I called your mobile number.

It was Haichao who answered the phone for the first time.

I said timidly, "I'm looking for Qiao Dongcheng."

She laughed: "east city."

Then I didn't say any more. Instead, I pressed the call button and let me listen to your friendly voice. I hung up angrily. The second time I called, it was Lin Jing who answered. Lin Jing said you were busy. I'll call later. Then I'll call your cell phone again, and it won't work any more.

It turned out that people set up a blacklist to stop foreign calls.

Covering his face, tears came out of his fingers.

Qiao Dongcheng, this can't blame you, also can't hate you, but my mother no longer, and I, is also a dirty.

How can you feel, all the pain, can't blame others, this is life.

What if I don't know, that's it, or what if I don't?

Crying in the dark, I don't know how sad I am. It's better to live alone, even if I'm a little lonely, but no one can see the pitiful bottom of my heart.

Crying all night, nothing can be retrieved, pain all night, nothing can be done.

I was so tired that I took the book by the bed and couldn't read a word. Suddenly I didn't want to go downstairs with the book in my room. It was so noisy there. People came and went, laughing and making noise.

Riding a tricycle to sell a variety of vases, as well as small potted plants, so good-looking. The peddler, who is crying and drinking, looks around with his eyes, fearing the appearance of Chengguan. There are all kinds of famous brand bags, clothes, shoes, pineapples, yoghurt and trinkets. In Beijing, no matter who you are, they can tolerate. There are not only people who spend money every day, but also mediocre people. I squat in the flower garden to see them, and they are also looking at me.

An umbrella covered my head. I looked up and saw Lin Xia. I gave him a weak smile: "brother Lin Xia."

"How do you squat here?"

"I feel tired all of a sudden. It's here."

"Get up." He helped me up.

Hand to touch my forehead: "a little hot, is not a fever."

"No, I've been squatting here for a long time."

"Ice cream, please." He asked me softly.

I can't stand the temptation: "yes."

He helped me to go to the ice cream shop. The little green things on the tricycle were very good-looking. After seeing them twice, Lin Xia went to buy a pot of lucky grass for me.

"It's four leaf lotus, also called lucky grass. Just water it more."

I reached for him and followed him silently.

It's better after two servings of ice cream.

Looking at Lin Xia, some embarrassed smile. The four leaf grass on the table is so cheerful in the cold air, flapping its green leaves.

I should not let too many things in the past affect my mood. I have got rid of the past and I have lived a new life. I don't think of Lin Duan any more. I don't think about him any more. It's hard to fall asleep every night.

The same, those past things, but also to forget.

"Any more?"

I shook my head: "no, brother Lin Xia."

"What's the matter?"

"No

He sighed, and his clean eyes looked at me: "Chihiro, I know your little problems. You are not happy. When you are in trouble, you will eat them like this."

"Brother Lin Xia." I bit the lip to smile: "do not ask good, I will not be sad, I promise."

"Well, if you don't say it, I won't ask. Seeing you squatting there, I feel very sad. I didn't want to get out of the car, so I looked at you from a distance. "

I coughed twice, and he said, "if you don't go to see a doctor, you always have to take some medicine. Last night you had a sore throat."

"Good."

Maybe I was sick, maybe I was very sad, I didn't refuse his approach.

I went to the pharmacy next to the supermarket to buy medicine with him. He removed a new heat detector and asked me to measure the low temperature under my arm.

Take out a look, it's not high, the pharmacy doctor said it's just a low fever, it doesn't matter, take some medicine, sweat, sleep will not matter.

By the way, I went to the supermarket. I was too lazy to walk. He pushed a trolley over and picked me up.

I almost didn't cry out: "Lin Xia."