Use My Life For Your Happiness

"It's OK. I can still be a bridesmaid calmly. I can't put a lot of things down, but it has become the past. I have my life and he has his life." They are on their own.

"Qianxun, are you very close to Ji Xiaobei now?"

"No, we live our own lives." They didn't live together.

Fortunately, the original choice was right, otherwise I would be more upset, from his family, from all directions.

He said faintly: "if you believe me, you don't go too close to Ji Xiaobei. Qianxun, I don't want you to be hurt again. No matter what the cost, I want to protect you and not make you sad."

"Ha ha, thank you brother Lin Xia. I'm living very well now, and I know how to take care of myself now that I'm such a big person."

"I don't mean that. It's just that if you get closer to him, you'll regret it and you'll get hurt."

So sure, it's psychology.

I'll laugh it off. It's not the same thing.

Try jewelry and so on, it's almost the same, a lot of things are taken care of by the wedding company, just tell us how to go, other don't care.

I have to stay with the bride to be in the hotel that night. The hotel is full of joy.

There is some sadness in my heart. When will I put on my wedding dress and marry the person I like? Then we have a family. We will take care of him aboveboard and use Jin to restrain him. We will only have me and love me. No matter when, we will not leave me and leave me. We will support each other.

I want to have a home, not a home for one person.

Mom and dad know me best, so their last wish is to let me marry Qiao Dongcheng, so I have a family.

I'm in love with Ji Xiaobei. I don't know when I will be the first one. I envy Feiyan. Tomorrow I can marry Lin Duan and become Lin Duan's lawful wife.

Call Ji Xiaobei, the box is noisy again.

"No more noise. Turn off the sound and everything." Ji Xiaobei yelled over there, and the mobile phone was quiet, without any noise.

He called with a low smile: "baby, how do you think of me?"

"Yes, I'll call you when I think of you now."

"Baby, is it fun to be a bridesmaid?"

"It's not fun."

"Do you want to be a bride? I don't know what you want to be. Now I'm sad! I told you not to, but you didn't listen. You don't care what so many relatives do. "

"Ji Xiaobei, I'm not calling you because I feel bad. Just because you're busy now, I'll hang up if I don't worry about you."

I just want to tell you that I miss you so much.

I want to say more, I want to be your bride, but I can't say it.

Once something is said, it will be more uncomfortable.

When will I be your bride, Xiao Bei.

In the corridor, Elvin said something loudly in English.

Then the waiter knocked on my door. When I ran to Feiyan, it was empty. There was a letter on the table. She escaped her marriage.

That's for Lin Duan. Call Lin Duan and tell him that sister Feiyan has escaped from marriage.

Lin Duan on the other end of the phone was silent.

I was anxious: "Lin Duan, look for it quickly. It's still time."

He was quite tired and said: "Lin Duan, sister Feiyan loves you very much. She just, I think you should go to persuade her. Now it's useless to say anything. Hurry to find her. She's not very familiar with Beijing. Otherwise tomorrow's wedding, how can it be without a bride? "

Lin Duan said softly, "Qianxun."

"I'm here."

He called again: "Chihiro."

"What's the matter, Lin Duan? Tell me quickly." Before the elevator came, I was so anxious that I pushed the door of the stairs open and went downstairs in a hurry.

He said, "Chihiro, tomorrow, would you like to be my bride, my bride of Lin Duan?"

I stopped, still holding the escalator in one hand.

It's summer vacation. My mother won't let me go out and play with Lin Duan, but I can't close it. She's watching TV on the first floor, so I open the window. Lin Duan is next to me. I jump down and hold him down.

One of the escape, I said: "Lin Duan, your hands are bleeding. Fortunately, it's not your face. If you break your face, it's not good."

"Didn't you marry me?"

"Go, you didn't propose to me. Why should I marry you?"

He said with a smile, "Chihiro, would you like to be my bride? I'm Lin Duan's bride. "

I bit his hand with a smile: "OK, just be your bride. This is the mark. Remember what you said, I remember. Don't meet the more beautiful and excellent one at that time. What do you say? I made up my mind for you, Lin Duan."

He finally proposed to me, but at an inappropriate time, he said such an appropriate thing.

I hung up my cell phone and grabbed it, Lin Duan. I missed the time.

They asked the people in the hotel lobby if they had seen the flying smoke go out. They said they didn't know. There were too many people coming and going in a day and they didn't remember.

I called her cell phone, but it was turned off.

Now it's so late, where has she gone? She is a stranger here. How can I put my heart into it.

I called a taxi and told him to pull over and drive slowly along the side of the road. I called Lin Xia and told him not to worry and to look for him right away.

When the taxi driver heard what was going on, he suggested, "Miss, it's hard to find a way to escape from marriage. If you're not happy, you'll want to vent your anger and get drunk. It's probably easier to go to the nightclub."

"I'll trouble you."

When I got off the bus, I looked everywhere. After searching the bar street, I still didn't see sister Feiyan. I began to go to more advanced places.

Fly smoke elder sister didn't find, but saw Ji Xiaobei.

There was no hugging. There was only a woman with a hot figure. The woman was so charming and beautiful that people couldn't move their eyes. I was sitting in a taxi and he was standing in front of the nightclub. The driver drove his car and the woman got on his car.

"Miss, are you going to come in here and look for it?"

"No, please help me to follow the car in front of me. Don't follow too fast." Ji Xiaobei is a very smart man. He will find out.

"Miss, it's time to hand over." He didn't want to.

I pulled a few pink bills out of my bag: "driver, please."

He said nothing more, stepped on the gas and followed.

The place he went to was the big luxury house in the city he took me to before. He watched the car drive in.

I also got out of the car and followed in, looking at him embracing the woman. Women love Jiaodi also embrace him, but also stand on tiptoe to kiss his face.

All this, such as a knife general cut in the heart of pain.

I thought he would love him as much as I did. Just like I did to him, I only love him.

He pressed his cell phone and he answered.

I asked him, "Xiao Bei, where are you?"

"What's the matter? What's the matter? "

Care or still, or so soft words.

"It's nothing. I've escaped my marriage, Xiaobei."

He said: "I'm not free now. I'm with my brother. We're doing some preparatory work in the KTV. I'll call you later."

Resolutely turned to leave, and then see what the meaning, they entered the elevator, followed, and then knock on the door, and then catch the traitor? Who am I? Who am I?

Leave him and walk under the neon light.

Is I too believe in the only love, or I am too stupid too naive.

Now I want to get drunk.

Can't do this cheap own body, can't stand alcohol and drunk.

When I go home by car, it's dark without turning on the light. I go to the sunshine and look down. It's one o'clock in the morning. There are still so many cars coming and going. What are they busy about? Where are they going? Do they want to go home?

My home, I'm not in, it's quiet enough, I'm in, it's quiet enough.

Turn on the TV, let the sound accompany me, then go to take a bath.

There is a message in the mobile phone. It's actually from sister Feiyan.

"I know that Lin Duan loves you, always you, always you. No matter in the past, now, or in the future, he loves you. Chihiro, I'll give him back to you. Lin Duan didn't love me. He was forced to marry me. Don't ask why, but I really can't bear to go on like this. He loves you too much. I leave because I love him. "

The time of sending the message was just when I was taking a bath. I called her cell phone and still turned it off.

Call to Lin Duan, Lin Duan said softly: "Chihiro, don't look for it, go back to rest, I will look for it."

"Lin Duan." I call him by his name.

"What's the matter? Chihiro, are you crying? What's the matter? " He became nervous.

"Nothing's wrong, Lin Duan. Don't look for sister Feiyan. You can't find her, and she's sober now. She's OK."

Lin Duan sighed and said softly, "did she say something to you?"

"Lin Duan, can you tell me why you want to marry Feiyan? It's because, just to replace, or to be responsible. "

He said, "don't ask. I won't tell you. Chihiro, don't be sad."

"But Lin Duan, even if sister Feiyan escaped, we can't go back to the past."

He was extremely sad: "I know."

"Sorry, Lin Duan."

Hung up the phone, quietly digesting the words of flying smoke.

Is that Lin Xia? Is it Lin Xia who wants Lin Duan to marry Fei Yan? If Lin Xia knew about me in France, only Lin Duan knew at that time. When he scolded me, Lin Jing called and only heard a little.

From Shanghai to Beijing, Lin Duan's family relies on Lin Xia's family. When Lin Duan and I were together, Lin Duan's father must be happy. At that time, my father was a big official, but he never thought that Lin Xia's love was hidden so deeply. Finally, Lin Duan moved out of the compound. Soon after, Lin Duan's father was also transferred. Then Lin Duan had been in the United States for so many years, didn't he want to come back, or couldn't he come back? I believe Lin Xia has that ability.

Lin Duan came back to work in a company in Beijing. I heard that he was very idle. Is it Lin Xia's company?

I don't want to think about it. I don't want to turn on the light at all. I took a bath in the dark, but I couldn't sleep when I lay down on the bed. Now Ji Xiaobei and the charming woman are going through the ups and downs. I'm jealous, and I feel uncomfortable.

Love, in the end is what, like Lin Xia, or like Lin Duan, or like Xiao Bei, I thought I experienced a lot, but still can't think of a clue.

Until dawn, if it wasn't for the sound of the doorbell again and again, I didn't want to get up at all.

Barefoot went to open the door: "Lin Duan, did you find sister Fei Yan?"

He looked tired: "no, today's wedding is cancelled."

"Ah, your face." It's red and swollen.

He felt: "your aunt broke it."

"Come on in, I'll get the ice."

Take it and put it on him. Look at the clock on the wall. It's ten o'clock. Hurry to comb out: "Lin Duan, I accompany you to find Feiyan elder sister, you think you come back to take her to where to play?"

He lowered his eyes and looked at the shoes: "go with her everywhere."

I squatted in front of him to see him: "Lin Duan, do you work in Lin Xia's company?"

He nodded, I said: "Lin Duan, you have been in the United States for so many years, you have to go to France to find me, to go back to China to find me."

"Yes."

Tears welled up: "Lin Duan, I always think that you are not a ruthless person."

He covered the ice's hand, cold to the bone, stroked my cheek: "Qianxun, I'm starting a business, wait for me for two years, I'm Lin Duan, is an independent Lin Duan."

I shook my head: "I don't wait for you, Lin Duan. We've gone too far away from each other. We can't wait any longer. I only know that you've never let me down. It's very good. Sister Feiyan really loves you, but love can't be forced. Lin Duan, if you see her, you must say sorry to her."

"I will, Chihiro. I'll make you breakfast. "

"No, I'll do it. It's very hard in France. I wash dishes, serve dishes, dance thigh dance and so on. Eating is the most fundamental thing. When I get back to Beijing, at Qiao's house, I just want to get married with Qiao Dongcheng. However, it's hard to expect that I can't rely on others. If you come back then, I'll follow you even if you have nothing."

I've been waiting for you for years.

He wry smile: "I think, holding all the rich to you, let you do my princess."

With a bitter smile, he still rolled up his sleeve and went to the kitchen to eat for me. When he moved out, I often went to him. I was Miss Qianjin who was not touched by yangchunshui, but I was willing to learn to cook for him. Every time I failed, Lin Duan made it himself, and then he made it.

Cut tomatoes, put eggs, vegetables, noodles taste across the years of gully, never changed.

"Don't blame Lin Xia. We have no ability. We have to rely on his family."

I said softly, "I don't blame him, but Lin Duan, I won't like him." I don't like men who play tricks.

"Lin Duan, my business in France..."

"It's always a secret."

Astringent smile: "thank you."

I really don't want anyone to know what a disgraceful past those are.

"At that time, if I asked you more, it was not to blame you. It would not be the same. It was because I didn't protect you. It was because I didn't deserve to have you, Chihiro."

At that time, we were all too young, I would only cry, you would only blame, and then we had a quarrel, we ran things.

The schoolwork is tight. Ji Xiaobei called me several times and told me to go to his company to find him on Sunday, but he didn't want to go at all.

My aunt said that she would come back to China sooner or later to let Aiwen stay in Beijing and learn more languages. She asked her to live with me. I politely refused, saying that I was willing to rent a house for Aiwen at 2000 yuan a month, so my aunt took Aiwen back to the United States.

She said that 2000 yuan would do for a meal, a karaoke, or a dress.

In fact, 2000 yuan was not bad. When I was driving a taxi, my monthly rent for water, electricity and food never exceeded 1000 yuan. I had no obligation to let her live well in Beijing. Qiao Dongcheng of ziyunxuan signed tens of thousands of yuan for a table without blinking an eye. Ji Xiaobei signed more than 100000 yuan for the revolving restaurant. All these have nothing to do with me.

An autumn rain, brought cold, Beijing's autumn this year came a bit late, but after all, still came, class organization everyone to Xiangshan maple.

I choose sports shoes in the supermarket. I can't wear high heels in mountain climbing. I try a pair of them. I think it's good, but the softness is not enough. I don't know if I will hurt my feet after walking for a long time.

"Try these on!"

I saw it just now. It's very expensive. I don't think it's worth trying.

Ji Xiaobei squatted down, took down what I just put on, and then put on what he brought: "it's very suitable, baby, you see how careful I am to you, even what size shoes you wear. Come on, take two steps to try."

"No."

"It's wayward again, isn't it? We need this pair. He hooked his fingers and said to the watcher standing on one side," write a list. "

"Ji Xiaobei, you are so overbearing. Why do you like it as you say and impose it on me?"

"Oh, the baby is angry. Are you angry that I haven't come to see you for so many days and asked you to live with me, but you won't, otherwise you don't see them every day. Where are you going to buy these shoes?"

"Climb the mountain."

"Good exercise, the more to walk, the body will be strong, take two steps to see."

I stand up and walk two steps, he praised me: "good, our baby wear any shoes are very good-looking."

Call so intimate, that day the soft and charming woman he threw to the clouds?

"OK, just this pair. You have to buy water to climb mountains. Many of the water in those places is of poor quality."

He took my hand again and went to the piece he was eating.

"Do you want potato chips?"

I shook my head. "No."

He still threw a bag out of the shopping cart: "girls eat snacks, put them in backpacks, do you have backpacks?"

"No

"Buy one."

"Ji Xiaobei is mountain climbing. There are so many things for you to do. We have lunch together at noon."

"Where to eat."

"I don't know. It's near Xiangshan."

He sighed: "it's a real lady's temper. I don't care about anything."

Ignore him, continue to move forward, water really don't want to take, what's the need, it's not that you don't have to buy, why so heavy.

He went to get two bottles of water, put them down and pulled the cart: "baby, you are angry. Tell me why I'm angry. If you don't, I won't let you go

I'm not laughing or crying. Can I do this.

But his expression was serious, so I leaned on the shelf and said to him, "Ji Xiaobei, Lin Duan didn't get married. The bride escaped."

He said faintly: "so you feel that Lin Duan is very good to you, and you want to have a relapse."

I shook my head, pushed the car and left.

Anger is not this, but I don't know how to say it.

He followed up and hugged me from behind: "Chihiro, don't look back."

"Xiaobei, do you regret that you love me?"

"No

He said so firmly, I smile: "I don't look back, no meaning."

He was relieved: "that's good. I'll take you to buy some food, but I don't want to fight."

Shaking his head and laughing, he pinched my face: "it seems that I want to watch you closely, too many people want to make your idea."

"Be nice to me. I won't run all my life."

"All right. Just treat you well, spoil you and love you. Later, you are wrong. It's not your fault. It's all my fault. "

Oh, I'm not as unreasonable as he is.

When choosing something, his cell phone rings, "what's the matter?"

"Very good, then you go to..." He didn't seem to want me to know, so he said as he walked.

When he came back from the phone, his face was full of relaxed smiles.

"Chihiro, baby, Chihiro, baby."

I reached out to touch his forehead, he pulled down my hand: "I did not burn, is happy, good baby, very happy, very happy."

Ji Xiaobei is rummaging through my textbook, seriously checking whether I have completed all kinds of homework and so on. He said that his mobile phone downloaded a new game and asked me to play it.

In a disguised form, let me check the meaning of his mobile phone.

Many men don't like women to check their mobile phones. They think it's privacy, and they deliberately share it like this. They think it's a way of showing concern. That's what Ji Xiaobei thinks.

Holding his mobile phone, he lay on the sofa playing and watching, fighting one game at a time. Ji Xiaobei's hand followed my hair and caressed my forehead. When I was excited, Ji Xiaoyi's phone rang in. I gave him my mobile phone: "your phone."

He reached over and pressed hands-free: "let's listen together."

"Second sister."

Ji Xiaoyi's voice was a little anxious: "Xiaobei, you're coming to the hospital. Mommy fainted again."

"Second sister, don't worry."

He took the phone, hands-free, put it in his ear and said, "the right heart has been found."

Ji Er Jie didn't know what to say. He said, "don't worry. I won't handle anything anyway. I don't know anything."

Hung up the phone, he gave me a kiss: "baby, I'm going to the hospital."

"Then you can go. Don't drive too fast later."

"It's guaranteed not to hit the red light." He saluted: "how."

"Go ahead, there's so much nonsense."

He hugged me, bit me on the corner of my lip, and then gave me a kiss: "baby, remember to miss me."

"Well."

Send him out, and then come back to pack up the things one day.

Go to school early in the morning and take the bus to start together. Although I'm older, I still have to be gregarious. Otherwise, I won't be shown the exam.

But today, my eyelids are jumping wildly, like something bad will happen.

Autumn wind dyed maple leaves red, the students in the class kept shining with cameras.

"Mo Qianxun."

I look back, is already to take a picture, I smile to continue to move forward.

He caught up: "you are not tired with so many things on your back, let us boys carry them for you."

"Oh, thank you. No more."

"You are so different." "You probably don't know my name yet," he said with a smile

Sweat, I really do not know, but still maintain the etiquette of the smile.

"Chen Jingjing." He said.

I suddenly realized: "monitor." Long time no see, long time no see, I only know the name, I don't know the person.

He laughed and had white teeth: "mountain climbing is tiring. Do you want to drink water?"

"Thank you. I brought water." Ji Xiaobei has been bought.

"I'll take more pictures of you."

Refuse again, it's really out of place. More smile: "good."

The more you shine, the more disorderly you are. The more you play, the more happy you are.

He said: "Mo Qianxun, in fact, you get along well."

"It is."

"But the students are very afraid of you. They say you have a backstage and are very powerful."

"Did you say it was dark?"

He scratched his head and grinned sheepishly, "it's not."

The maple leaf of Xiangshan is really beautiful.

I picked some good ones and put them in the transparent bag. Then I put them into the bag. Lunch was in the restaurant above Xiangshan. If the class fee was not high, I ordered them.

As soon as we got in, the waiter took us to a high-level place. Chen Jingjing was afraid of making a mistake and went up to ask.

The waiter said with a smile: "classmate, there's no mistake. It's a Mr. Ji who ordered it for you. It's already free of charge."

I went in with a smile. Ji Xiaobei, you really have a mind. You can find it.

The dishes on the table were all good. After eating and leaving, the monitor came back to his senses: "it seems to be true."

If you go down the mountain and take the bus, you will go back to school. Otherwise, you can go shopping separately. Some students are from other places. If you want to go shopping in other places, I want to go back earlier and do some sanitation.

There are a lot of cars parked on the side of the road. I have to go to the opposite side to stop a taxi.

Suddenly someone took my hand and fell back. A car rushed past where I was standing just now. If I slowed down, I would be bloody on the spot and sweating all over.

Chen Jingjing swallowed: "it's really dangerous."

Yeah, it's really close.

"Moqianxun, what can I do for you?"

"No

"It's really dangerous. The car almost hit you and ran so fast." Ji Jingjing looked back and said to his classmates, "do you see the license plate number?"

"No, they don't seem to have any cars."

Black car, also hit me, is it Li Hong? Last time I opened the Hummer of Ji Xiaobei, she had people want to beat me. This woman is very rampant in Beijing, relying on her father's high officials.

"It's too dangerous." "Don't leave yet," he said

My mobile phone rings. I see that it's Ji Xiaobei again. I'm a little annoyed. When I answer the phone, I yell: "this time, did you tell me to run and run away?"

He said: "Chihiro, I'm sorry, you don't go, ask your classmates to accompany you don't go, I'll come right away."

"Ji Xiaobei, we have called the police."

"I'll be right here. Wait for me