Use My Life For Your Happiness

Stretched hand to open the door, I went up: "you have a holiday today, too."

"Yes," he said lightly

"Qiao Dongcheng, I don't think you are very happy."

He turned to me with a smile: "you've always been like this? It's very serious, so many people don't dare to be close to me. They don't care to talk and laugh, so many people will stay away from me and won't tell me everything. "

"Oh, it's a little irritating. Is it aimed at me?"

"No He said with a smile: "I used to be what I said. Chihiro, when the florist arrived, I went to pick some flowers."

I also went down, Joe east city chose the white lily, also chose a bunch for my father: "that's it, fruit I'm ready, in the trunk."

"Qiao Dongcheng, isn't Shibo's body? It's very bad now."

"No," he said

"The old man?"

"Chihiro, don't ask so many questions now. I'm a little confused now."

"All right." I won't ask more if you don't say it.

However, there must be something very bad that worries Qiao Dongcheng. With his calm temperament, he won't be like this. Moreover, when he is young, he can achieve his present official position. In addition to his father's help, he also has his own excellence. He has also seen a lot of big things, not a little things like this.

There are a lot of people in the cemetery. They can't find a place to park when they drive in. The car he's driving in now has a military license plate. Many of the second generation of officials in Beijing will pull it and park it at will. It's just convenient for them, no matter how many others.

The transportation department just turned a blind eye to these cars.

He is a very regular person. After parking far away, he goes to carry fruits and flowers, and has to walk for a long time.

The cemetery is very busy today. Qingming Festival is the time to sweep the tombs and mourn the bereaved relatives.

He presented the flowers to his father: "Dad, Chihiro has come to see you. Dad, Chihiro doesn't hate you. Chihiro really loves you. "

How nice to have your mother with you now. I would rather I am lonely than you are lonely.

I want to tell him a lot.

But can't say, but hope father afterlife, I can be your daughter, in the palm of your hand pamper.

Here's your favorite wine.

I also sent flowers to my mother. That photo is so beautiful.

Mom, now Chihiro has grown up. It's not the same as in the past. Mom, those haze Chihiro will come out. I'm not afraid. When I grow up, I won't be so afraid of getting hurt.

Chihiro doesn't blame you for suicide, but you leave me alone.

God wants to temper me, always give me pain to eat, it doesn't matter, before we enjoy how good life, but do not know to cherish, now we suffer, we know how to cherish, to know what they want.

Tears, or can not help but drop by drop to slide down.

Qiao Dongcheng gave me a handkerchief: "wipe your tears."

"Thank you."

Sitting in front of my mother's tomb, watching her quietly, mom, you live and die for love all your life. It's very happy. But love, I think I really can't get, mom, without love and life is very good.

In addition to these, there are many, friendship can also warm me.

"Big brother Joe."

Is Mo Yan clear voice: "you come to see my father again."

Lin Guimei came with crutches in her hands. She was wearing long trousers and covered a prosthetic leg. Her face also looked good. Maybe she went for plastic surgery.

Mo Yan also saw me and laughed: "Mom, you see, how can there be such a funny thing? She hasn't seen her father for several years. It's a pity that her father loves her so much and leaves so much money to her."

"People are different from us, Yan'er. Take out what your father likes to eat, and tell your father your test scores."

"One hundred marks for Chinese, one hundred marks for mathematics, one hundred marks for English, ninety-five marks for writing and evaluation."

"Moyang, you can hear that our daughter is so excellent. In the future, I will let her go to study abroad. You like opera, and Yan'er will learn it. Our daughter is our pride. No matter how hard she is, I will never give up her daughter. The daughter from the poor can bear hardships and teach her well."

In her words, the movie and TV show my mother.

My mother didn't want to survive again. She was a bit decadent when she was abroad. When she went out, she met with some unpleasant things and even thought about China. She thought that her father used to shield us from the wind and rain. She jumped down and signed a contract with the landlady to let the landlady contact the black doctor. After she died, she gave her organs to them and they gave me a sum of money to let me live.

My mother didn't die. I couldn't help it. Even if I did it again, I would not regret it.

"Qiao Dongcheng, let's go back."

What Lin Guimei does now has nothing to do with me.

No matter how good you are, if you teach your daughter again, I will look down on you.

She should have a good life now, even if there is no luxury house, but my father always gives their mother and daughter life.

You can cheat me once, but you can't cheat me forever.

Turning to leave, Lin Guimei stopped me: "Chihiro, you can leave later. I want to talk to you alone."

"I don't think there's anything to talk about between us. It's all over, isn't it?"

She sighed: "talk about it, in front of your father's grave, Mo Yan, will you go out with brother Qiao for a while?"

Mo Yan has always been a child who listens to her. She immediately says to Qiao Dongcheng, "elder brother Qiao, shall we go there?"

Qiao Dongcheng took a look at me, nodded to me and took the hand of Mo Yan out.

She sat down and said, "Chihiro, the hospital said I had a brain tumor."

"Ha ha, Aunt Mei, you are the best joker." Do you think I'll believe it?

"Whether you believe it or not, I haven't told Mo Yan that I could recover better after a plastic surgery, but if I didn't adapt, I went to check and found out that it was a brain tumor. The doctor said that I didn't have much time, so the plastic surgery can't continue. When you drove into me, some blood accumulated in the brain, and it became a blood tumor after a long time, Now it's pressing on the nerves

She stretched out her hand and groped behind her for a while: "the function of the body has begun to be disordered. If you think I'm cheating you, you can see that the underwear is full of milk. You have to change it two or three times a day, and then maybe more things will happen."

"I have no money." It's all invested.

"I don't want your money, but Aunt Mei still has some. I'm most worried about Yan'er. I think you can help me take care of her. After all, in this world, you are the only one who has some blood relationship with Mo Yan. In front of your father's grave, every word I say is true. Your father loves Moyan and Chihiro very much. If it wasn't for these things, I would not have found you. I have my pride. "

Deliberately pick today to say it, light said: "sorry."

I can't take care of myself, but also help you take care of your daughter, I'm sorry, I don't want to, even if I have the ability, I don't want to, I'm sorry for my mother.

Go out to Qiao Dongcheng to see me come, stop, wait for me to come up and walk together for a while, then ask me: "what's the matter?"

"Nothing. Go back. It seems to rain. It's very hard to rain on Qingming Day."

A drizzling rain falls like tears on the Mourning Day; The mourner's heart is going to break on his way.

As a result, before I got to the car, the rain really began to fall. He took off his coat and put it on my head: "don't worry, go slowly."

"Qianxun, my birthday, will you come?"

I shook my head: "Dongcheng, I don't want to go. I'm sorry." That day was my father's death day, he chose to give up his life, took a lot of sleeping pills.

I still remember that at that time, I was still at Qiao's home, and it was Qiao Dongcheng's birthday. I danced with him, and I didn't want to go. But my father told me to go. When he called Qiao's home, he went to the hospital in panic, and my father was in the rescue. The doctor came out and said the rescue was invalid, so I fell to the ground.

He won't embarrass me. I won't go. He respects me. He's just disappointed.

I went back to find a suitable gift for him.

He doesn't want to talk about the things that make him tired. There is a gift area in the building. I don't know what to choose.

Tie, too intimate, shoes, clothes? He's much better dressed than here.

I chose a pair of expensive Cufflinks and asked the clerk to wrap them up. Then I gave them an address and asked them to send them on the date I set.

Life is like the old class, Dad's death day that day, class full, that day is still lost, still painful, but can be brave to face.

When Qiao Dongcheng called me, I answered and said softly, "happy birthday, Qiao Dongcheng."

"Hello, Miss Mo, I'm not Qiao Dongcheng."

"Who are you?"

"We're in a bar. Your friend is drunk and has to call you on his cell phone. Come and get him. He's so drunk now. "

"Well, where is it?" It's incredible. Serious Qiao Dongcheng will get drunk.

When the people in the bar gave the address, I went down and took a taxi out in a hurry.

His birthday, every year there will be a party, today may be gone, because the Qiao family is now in decline, but also last year today, I met Ji Xiaobei, and then began to tangle with him.

The night is like a black net, quietly net us in its palm, for a long time no news of Ji Xiaobei, this night, whether he still remember the beginning with me, this night, who is with him.

When you get to the bar, give me to the driver and run in.

Qiao Dongcheng was lying on the bar. Fortunately, the bar was quite formal. I helped him up: "Qiao Dongcheng."

He opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile: "Qian Xun, Mo Qian Xun."

"It's me. What's the matter? I'm so drunk today. Today is your birthday. How can I be alone?"

He opened his eyes wide and said with a smile, "why am I alone? Why am I alone, wine? I want wine

"Don't drink. You're drunk. I'll take you back."

"He hasn't paid yet, miss."

"Well, how much?"

"Two thousand seven hundred."

He drank a lot. The man was surprised to see my face. He quickly said, "this gentleman drinks a lot. Miss, we are regular operators. Let me show you the wine he drinks. The list is so long. He can drink it. As soon as he comes in in the evening, he will sit and drink one by one."

"Can I swipe the card?" I don't have so much cash with me.

"Yes."

I took out the card and gave it to him: "please, there is no password set."

After paying the bill, I helped him out. Qiao Dongcheng was extremely heavy. I felt for the car key in his clothes and pressed it. When I saw the light on, I took him there.

He shoved me away and squatted on the side of the road, throwing up.

Turn out the tissue and wipe his lips when he's finished vomiting.

"Chihiro."

"I'm still a little sober, and I can know who I am. Otherwise, if I sell you, you don't know. Be careful, you'll get on the bus."“ Chihiro, I feel like vomiting. "

"Then go to the trash can and spit."

I opened the door of his car, looking for some tissues and water for him.

Looking back, he fell on the ground, scared to run over: "Qiao Dongcheng, Qiao Dongcheng."

He was pale and miserable, and I called out.

I didn't know until I got to the hospital that it was alcoholism.