Use My Life For Your Happiness

"I don't know what's going on."

"How can such a coincidence be explained by your clothes?" The more he said, the more angry he was. It was just like a boyfriend asking about his girlfriend's private life.

I was also annoyed: "Lin Xia, our clothes are right. What's the matter? What do you want to ask? Do you have a phone call with Ji Xiaobei?"

He said, "did you call him?"

I sneer: "you say, you ask me now, don't you already have this idea in your heart? Lin Xia, you don't believe me. Why do you come and what kind of answer do you want? " I say, it's not appropriate, so don't try any more.

He bit his teeth, closed his eyes and patiently swallowed all his anger. Then he said, "Chihiro, forget it. These magazines are also chasing the wind and making shadows."

I didn't say a word. Fortunately, it didn't come out.

Otherwise, Lin Xia didn't know what to think.

"Chihiro, come home to dinner with me tonight. There is no one at home, just my father and her."

"Go back by yourself. I'm not in the mood to accompany you."

"Chihiro, are you angry about what happened just now?"

"What's so angry? I won't go home to eat with you no matter whether there's such a thing or not. I'll try my best to be your qualified girlfriend, but Lin Xia, I'm still rational. We're just trying now, and we haven't reached that point."

He was really angry. His eyes were full of disappointment and pain.

The weather in Beijing is still hot just now. In a twinkling of an eye, it will soon become overcast. The heavy rain is coming. Ji Xiaobei and I are so intimate in the magazine. He and I are smoking on the terrace. The reporter below is taking photos. He betrayed me and deliberately let these people Scribble and let Lin Xia quarrel with me.

But quarrel, what is it, and between him, there is no kind of love, more rain and wind, he will know between us is how inappropriate.

From small to big, how many opportunities do you have to like him, but none of them, right?

The wind blows the curtain so much that it seems to be full of bows. I watch it quietly. It finally blows away and flies in the hall.

That is not a strange phone number to come in again, feel some incredible.

I sat on the purple sofa and looked at the blue numbers. They were like magic. I reached for them.

But he armed himself again: "are you calling now to laugh at me? I read magazines and I read news. "

Over there, his voice is very rough.

"Mo Qianxun, did my elder brother say something to you? Did he not allow you to be with me, did he?"

The last three words are almost roared out.

I bit my lip, and he yelled again, "don't you tell me?"

"Yes, he said your father didn't allow us to be together." It's better to say so.

I can't decide everything about you selfishly. If you insist on knowing, I'll tell you. Also let you see clearly how I am a person, how imperfect.

Ju said that when you want to know someone, you want to be together, and you want to separate because of understanding.

In fact, I don't tell you because I'm a little selfish. I think I can leave a good memory in your heart.

"Chihiro, how can you be like this? I said that no matter how many obstacles, I will be there. I said that."

"Little north." I whispered, "where are you? I'll see you."

"It's downstairs."

"I'll be right down."

I ran out without my slippers on and the door closed. I only thought about him at this moment.

Walking barefoot on the floor, those cold trying to stop me from moving forward, trying to make my calm a little bit more, and now, I don't want this calm at all.

The elevator goes down one by one. I'm still sleeping in my clothes. My hair is still a little messy, but I'm so persistent.

Dark wind, whistling to blow, pedestrians run fast, no one will be so silly, standing in place waiting for the wind and rain swept.

Except for Ji Xiaobei, he was standing in the dark sky. The lightning flashed over his head and the wind blew everything.

I walked towards him and held him in the wind.

Nothing to say, he bowed his head to kiss my lips, kiss so urgent, kiss so fierce, kiss I can no longer breathe, he gently let go of me, hoarse and tired to say: "stop it, baby."

Tears, in such an instant slide down.

I stroked his face and looked into his eyes. "Don't you want to know why? Well, I tell you, Ji Xiaobei, after my father's accident, I went to France with my mother. We had a hard time. I sold myself to others in France. "

He yelled at me: "I don't care who you were before. You have your past, and I have mine."

Good Ji Xiaobei. How many men can think of this.

"But that man is your big brother, Ji Dabei."

His hand holding my waist froze, his face couldn't believe it, that kind of surprise, that kind of expression like a knife, hard to my heart.

Tell him that he's worried about it, and it will be.

I bear the pain, gently pull his hand from my waist: "your big brother came back, I also know it's him, so Ji Xiaobei, you say how we can continue, so Ji Xiaobei, you will give up, don't embarrass yourself, don't embarrass me again."

Wind with big drops of rain, hit on the head, face and body, which is not painful, which is not numb.

No matter how crazy the tears are, you don't have to worry about how many people will see them in the rain.

I heard the sound of sighing, mixed in the wind and rain, so fierce, such as I turned away, in the heavy rain carefully go forward.

My life is just like I am now. I have lost my fairness long ago. I walk barefoot in the rain. How slippery it is. It's easy to fall. I will hurt if I fall.

Raised his sleeve to wipe tears, looked up at the wind and rain with a smile.

Rain hit in the eyes, how painful ah, pain tears do not stop.

The people who took shelter from the rain looked at me with terrible eyes. I just wanted to find a place to hide myself. I ran up to the room with the door wide open and wrapped myself in a quilt.

It's so cold. It's always very cold on rainy days.

I don't want to stay in Beijing any more. I don't want to wait for Lin Xia any more. I'll put on my clothes, turn off my mobile phone and leave immediately.

Hiding in a place where no one can find me, I lick my wound and come out again. I lift my wound and let Ji Xiaobei see it. I think I don't care. It's so painful.

Wet barefoot in the car, a shake, I opened my eyes to see, afraid of missing the platform.

I'm always like this, stumbling to get hurt, but it's not worthy of sympathy. I'm always like this, always like this.

After sleeping for two days, the rain made me have a high fever for two days. No one could find me. I ran back to this pupa to shrink.

I drank all the water I bought, and my mouth was very dry. After eating a box of donuts, I squatted on the side of the road to eat. Passing vehicles sprayed dust everywhere.

I eat very seriously, and when I finish eating, all my wounds will be crushed down.

Just give yourself a time to bury those wounds.

I have already lost the qualification of willfulness, just as I lost the qualification of withdrawing Jiao, I took the coach and changed all the way to w City.

When I got to Angel Hotel, I had already cleaned up all my mood.

"Miss Mo, here you are."

I nodded and the security guard came up to pick up my luggage.

"I'm a little tired."

"Manager Cen said that there was a room for Miss Mo on the 13th floor."

"Yes, thank you."

He went up in vain and entered the room he had prepared. The room with the word "Fu" and various kinds of dry flowers was like home. The warm color of beige and the dry blue stars filled the sky. After a deep breath, it seemed that it was still contaminated with the fragrance it once had.

The room is also light blue. It's not the design of the hotel room. There are dolls all around. If I climb into bed and have a hard sleep, it will be night. Then I have to work hard.

Even if I have nothing, I am still my own. I said that I would never give up. I held my mother's ashes in France and said that I would love myself after moqianxun.

Wake up a spirit coruscate, call a person to send a suit of work clothes, good management, from go down.

CEN Fei drove back and looked at me and said, "Miss Mo, why don't you have such a bad spirit? Why don't you have a good rest tonight and have a look at the hotel tomorrow? Anyway, it's off-season now."

"I've had enough rest."

Drink a cup of bitter coffee, bitter let me some uncomfortable.

CEN Fei smiles: "it's better to have more rest. By the way, some of your friends called the hotel the first two days and asked if you were in the hotel."

"Oh. It's OK. There's something wrong with my mobile phone, so I didn't call them. They just care about it. They know I'll be here in the summer vacation. " I gave him a smile: "Cen Fei, thank you for the room you prepared for me. It's very beautiful. It makes me feel like I'm back in my girlhood. At that time, I was madly in love with these dolls."

"Ha ha, it's rare that Miss Mo will like it."

"I'm sorry you're here so late."

He said with a smile: "Miss Mo, I work for you. Why do you mind these things?"

"Please have dinner with my wife some other day."

He said faintly: "she ah, people who can't be on the table, don't spoil Miss Mo's interest. The night market has started, but there are not many tables. Recently, it's like this. Business is not good."

"It doesn't matter. There are always off-season and peak season."

Let him go back to rest first, and then return to the hotel. The guests don't know any of them. They are all like elders. They yell and yell, and they will tease when they see the beautiful waiters.

With a sigh, I went to the manager on this floor and asked the waiter to serve.

Although we are hotels and waiters, we also work and have dignity.

I thought it was Lin Xia, but I was wrong about the high-heeled shoes and the delicate face.

Most of the time, I always think what I think is right. In fact, it's just my own idea. How wrong is it?

"Chihiro." She called my name and looked at me with a smile.

I went forward and said with a smile, "aunt Lin."

"Less than our Chihiro, she is also a powerful woman. This hotel is really good. Young people want to do something for the country and society like this."

Her speech, or a tune on TV, is all official.

This is also a talent for foreigners. Facing Lin Xia, she doesn't know how indulgent and submissive she is.

Lin Xia's mother died early. Uncle Lin married his assistant, and now he is also a leader in officialdom. Like a beautiful Iron Butterfly, even the prime ministers of other countries praise her as an iron butterfly.

"Do you have time? Chihiro, let's talk. "

"Well, aunt Lin, there is a coffee shop on the first floor. It's very quiet."

She looked at her watch gracefully and said tactfully, "Chihiro, I've only been here for ten minutes. There's a meeting in w City now. You know I'm not a person who likes to be late."

"Well, here it is."