Use My Life For Your Happiness

Pull up the quilt and cover your head. Do you feel pain now? I'm in pain now. Just come out, Xiaobei. I've never regretted it.

As long as you are safe, even if it is life, I will not frown.

As soon as I woke up, I saw Lin Xia's warm smile. He sat on the head of the bed and looked at me with a smile: "sleeping so well, is it a good dream?"

"No dream."

"It's good to wake up. The skin is red and people want to take a bite." His fingers gently stroked my face: "hungry?"

"Well."

"Get up. I've got your clothes ready. Let's have a meal."

"But I still want to sleep. Can I stop eating out?" I don't want to go out. I have no strength.

He reached for my forehead and said, "it's a little hot."

"It's OK. Maybe it's warm in bed."

"Yes, you can sleep a little longer. I'll call you when the meal is ready. In the future, we'll invite a cook and an old lady to take care of your meals and clean up the house."

I just smile and don't want to say anything. I'm thirsty in my throat.

After that, I will follow Lin Xia. I don't need to do anything. I just want to please him.

I long sigh, also like this, don't think much.

After a while, Lin Xia came in again, carrying a white porcelain cup: "Qianxun, come and drink a glass of water before you sleep."

Water with honey, clear and sweet, very throat.

"Are you more comfortable?"

"Well, it's much more comfortable. I'll sleep a little longer. I don't really want to eat."

He said in a soft voice, "it doesn't matter. You can sleep a little longer and eat when you wake up."

He just sat on the sofa in the room, flipped through the books and looked at me from time to time.

His eyelids were heavy, but he soon fell asleep again.

I had a dream. My mother sighed to me gently and said, "Qianxun, this is not happiness. Lin Xia will treat you so well all her life."

I asked her, "Mom, if he is good to me, am I good?"

My mother just told me with a smile: "the happiest thing for a woman is not to marry the one she loves the most, but to marry the one who is the best to herself."

But mom, I haven't seen through it yet, it's already such an ending.

He had enough sleep during the day, but he didn't want to sleep at night. After Lin Xia had a hot meal cooked, he read a book in his arms: "Qianxun, read these poems to me."

I took the book and read in a soft voice: "Guan suijiu, on the river island, my fair lady, a gentleman is very kind. It's a kind of beautiful lady. "

He sighed: "how many years, do you remember?"

I shook my head: "I don't remember."

"At that time, you were still very young. When you read the book of songs in the courtyard, a magnolia tree fell on your side. You didn't even find that you were the lady in your mouth. You looked up at the flowers and looked at them with your eyes dripping. Then you threw the book of songs and shook the tree. Then you grabbed the Magnolia and put it in your ear. You were very happy. The warm sunshine is inferior to you. "

"I don't remember a lot of things before."

I don't want to live in the past. I don't want to remember many things. Moreover, my mother forced me to read the book of songs. I don't like it at all. How can I remember it.

"Beautiful words, like you."

"I'm not good." I don't deserve these beautiful words at all.

He closed the book in my hand: "Chihiro, you are not allowed to say that in the future. You are always the best in my heart. It's getting late. Take a bath and have a rest early. You have to go to class tomorrow morning. "

Looking back at him, I was surprised.

He gently smile: "what's the matter, don't you want to go?"

"No, it's just... Lin Xia, can I do something I like?"

"Of course."

While taking a bath, he came in, too.

I know what he wants, he is a normal man, holding me under the water lingering.

He held me tightly when he raised to the top: "Chihiro, you are my first woman."

I can't believe that Lin Xia has always been a normal man. He is a virgin who is four years older than me and 28 years old.

In the end is to love how deep, will be so guarded.

If I don't accept him all the time, he will be so stupid all the time.

Love, in the end is not madness, no reason to desperate.

I am, Lin Xia is, Xiao Bei can be.

I had enough sleep during the day. He didn't sleep well. I put the pillow in his arms and got up, looking for my computer.

A lot of memories, probably here.

The screen is still a half naked picture of Ji Xiaobei. He smiles so happily that he looks at it like a child, obsessed with it, but he has no choice but to change the picture to a traditional desktop.

The photos we took in Xi'an and at home are very kind. Those in Tibet are very touching. We don't have to have our pictures, but we have our memories.

I looked at all these photos, opened a document again, put it up, and added the password, which only I knew.

The news on the Internet is very fast and complete.

Ji Xiaobei's transportation of drugs has come to a conclusion. A customs officer put him in his car in an attempt to escape the customs step by step.

Naturally, the inspection of Childe Ji's car was not strict. It was so smooth that it was not inspected on the road.

The customs officer also confessed, but also along his line, cracked a drug trafficking dens associated with foreign countries. Several people were arrested and dozens of Jin of heroin was seized.

Ji Xiaobei didn't do anything, and someone came to him to accompany him.

No more, I didn't see it.

"Chihiro." Lin Xia knocked on the door: "I still don't sleep. It's more than two o'clock."

"Well, just sleep." I'll turn it off.

He waited for me to come out, took my hand and rubbed it: "it's so cold, why don't you turn on the heating and air conditioning?"

"I forgot for a moment. Go back to sleep. I'm a little sleepy."

He called me up in the morning. He had already cleaned up and gently woke me up with a smile: "Chihiro, it's nine o'clock. If you don't get up for a while, you'll be late for the first class."

"Ah, so late? You should have told me to get up

"Let you sleep more, I know you may feel bad for a while, but Chihiro, I really like you very much."

I asked for a lot of leave, but I'm going to have an exam soon, and I've lost a lot of homework. Even if Lin Xia helped me with my tutoring, I still feel very hard.

He comforted me and said: "it doesn't matter, always can pass, one exam a day, you just need to remember well, tomorrow's exam, it's always OK, I'll give you a key out."

"But my head is not smart, and I can't remember many things." Unlike him, he is a master and doctoral student, and only takes a few years. Lin Xia, who graduated with the best grades, has always been like a fairy.

Ten lines at a glance is just a matter for him.

"After the test, what do you want to do? Where do you want to play? "

"Just arrange it."

"Tell me about it."

"I don't want to go anywhere."

"Well, then don't go there either. Take a good test. Take a look at all these. Don't be too nervous tomorrow. I always have a way to let you pass."

I smile: "that's not necessary."

He peeled the melon seeds and sent them to my mouth. I shook my head and laughed, "No."

He is still so stubborn, I had to open my mouth to eat, so while watching while eating, I see 12 o'clock, he accompanied until 12 o'clock. As soon as twelve o'clock arrived, he took away my book: "it's said that we should have a rest after twelve o'clock. It's not good if we don't sleep enough."

I've done a lot of tests this year. I used to do it in the morning, in the afternoon, or in a few days. This year's test is so well arranged that every other day is a subject.

He would send me in every day, so careful.

Lin Xia had a meeting in the afternoon. He said he couldn't pick me up. He asked me and my classmates to relax.

I know the university life very well. I always cry "hooray 60 points" as soon as I finish the exam, and then I go to revelry.

Our class is no exception, in fact, already in the planning.

Before the test, Chen Jingjing announced: "after the test, we'll have a happy meeting and have a drink, and then we'll sing K. We all know where we are. No, for the happy meeting on XXX Road, those who know will go first, while those who don't will wait in the class, and then we'll start together."

I know that place. It's very close to where Qin Rui lives.

Lin Xia's emphasis is really amazing. He doesn't grasp much, but he is very accurate. He is afraid that I can't remember a lot, but he shortens a lot, but it is absolutely OK to be qualified.

It began to rain outside, there was Lin Xia's umbrella in the bag, I held it up, beautiful and elegant colors, in the mushroom sky, how beautiful it would be.

No matter what he does, he is so careful.

I wish I had the best things in the world.

Stepping out of the campus, we are going to have the winter vacation tomorrow. I used to think that this winter vacation, I would have a crazy time with Ji Xiaobei. We can play all over the world.

A lot of times, plans can't keep up with changes.

I sighed and stopped a car at the gate of the campus. I went to the back of the building and looked up. Qin Rui's balcony was really high.

He must be angry with me now. Lin Xia called him that day, and he never contacted me again.

The grass is withered and yellow now. I went in and looked up at it. That day, Lin Xia threw my ring from the balcony. Can I get it back?

The diamond ring is relatively bright, which may be picked up by people, but the silver ring style is too common, and you can see that it is not a good thing.

I look down in the grass, yellow grass hidden a lot of garbage, melon seed shell and so on.

Above the roots, under the fallen leaves, the silver ring is there, lonely one.

Still, it's still there. I can still find it if Lin Xia leaves it.

Pick it up and let it warm up in the palm of your hand.

This ring, witnessed our favorite time, I will hide well, maybe no one cares about its significance, but I just know.

I don't need to be acknowledged.

Time is still early, I went to buy an ice-cream to eat, no one cares about me, eat as much as you like, but after eating, I don't have much fun.

Lin Xia called and asked me in a soft voice, "the exam is over."

"Yes, they're all finished."

"How was the test?"

"It's very good. I think it's OK to be qualified. By the way, Lin Xia, after dinner, the class said that they would go to sing K, so I'll go back later."

He said with a smile: "well, you have a good time. If you sing wine, just call me. I'll pick you up with you. Don't come back by car alone, you know?"

"I see."

Many students are from the north. Eating and drinking is a pleasure, fragrant and spicy.

I think it's good to have dinner with them. Every face is so happy.

After eating, they yelled to sing K, and a class of students took a taxi to their destination.

Chen Jingjing laughs happily: "this year our class fee is sufficient, so come to such an expensive place and spend it hard. Here I want to praise one of our classmates, you, Mo Qianxun." I sat in the corner with a smile: "monitor, what do you thank me for?"

"As a volunteer in our class, you are more brave."

"Nothing to thank. I'm very happy to do something for my class."

The atmosphere is very warm, singing, dancing, playing and so on.

I'm older than them, and I don't have any speechless classmates in my class. It's a bit out of place to sit.

The smoke lingered around and made me feel uncomfortable.

In every room in the corridor stood a waiter. As soon as I went out, I politely asked, "what can I do for you, miss?"

"No, just to get some air. Do you have ice cream here?"

"Yes."

"Give me a strawberry flavor."

"Just a moment, miss."

I just stood at the door and waited. I just watched Ji Xiaobei holding a woman in her arms. That woman was so tender that she could drip water. I remember her. She was Ji Xiaobei's former lover.

He was followed by several waiters, who came here all the time. At the end of the room was the VIP room, most of which was there.