Use My Life For Your Happiness

Lin Duan came back and invited me to dinner.

The private restaurant is a quiet place. The potted plum blossoms are gorgeous, and the pink is gorgeous. It's like a ball. The bead curtain became soft and hazy with the impact of heating.

Lin Duan has ordered the dishes. His dark suit makes him look very smart and more powerful. When I go in, he just closes the menu and smiles at me: "here we are."

I answered, took off my coat and put it on the chair. Lin Duan gave me the recipe: "Chihiro, order something you like now, maybe you didn't like it before."

"No, just order. It's snowing in Beijing now. Are you used to it when you come back from Singapore? "

I rubbed my hands, a little red with cold.

"Cold?" He gave me the hot water bag beside the chair with a smile: "I told the waiter to prepare one. You are afraid of the cold."

With a smile, I took the hot water bag, covered my cold fingers, grasped and kneaded them, and slowly warmed them up.

When I fell in love with Lin Duan before, it was the same in winter. His fingers were so cold that he would always take a small hot water bag with him. He would charge it wherever he went and cover it for me. Otherwise, he would put my hands in his pocket to keep me warm.

All the hot dishes are on the table, which I used to like.

"Lin Duan, why do they order so many dishes?"

"It's rare to have a meal with you. I used to be short of money. If I want to order a lot of food for you, I have to think about my money bag. You are a kind person, and I will never make it difficult for me to do it."

I smile: "then what you mean now is that it is developing well."

"It's very good. I found an investor in Singapore, Chihiro. After that, I will do more and more things myself. I will take root in the capital and never go anywhere."

"I'll always be invited to dinner in the future."

On the clear soup, he put some scallion for me, and sprinkled some coriander in the small dish: "you don't like coriander, but it still tastes better."

"Thank you."

He picked up the soup and drank more than half of the bowl, smashing his mouth: "it's delicious, the taste is almost unchanged."

For many years, we also eat soup here.

He put some vegetables into my plate: "eat more, you are always so thin."

I've tasted it for many years, and the taste has never changed.

After eating tea and drinking a cup of qingqingxin, Lin Duan said, "I didn't want to tell you just now. I'm afraid you have no appetite to eat."

"Now tell me, aren't you afraid I can't digest it?"

"Chihiro, now he is with Lin Xia, isn't he?"

I nodded, "yes."

He closed his eyes and the pain in his heart came to his face.

I reached over and patted him: "forget it, don't think much about it. I think you know Lin Xia's kindness to me. He will never hurt me. He will give me the best I want. Mom is right. She said that if you love someone, you may not get along with that person. You don't have to worry too much about me, and I'm fine now. "

"Chihiro, how do you love someone? No one knows better than me, Chihiro. It's a pity that when those things happened, I was not in Beijing. The drug hiding in Ji Xiaobei's car caused a stir. Chihiro, you will never leave because of him. I know very well what you do to Lin Xia. Although he is good to you, you don't love him. Everything is fake. All the good things will become your burden. "

Lin Duan is really a person who knows me very well. I finished my tea and looked at him with a smile: "Lin Duan, love is also a very hard thing. It's better not to love each other. It's better to let people love each other and maybe be happier. My business has passed, so don't mention it or think about it for me. Everything is settled. Although I love Ji Xiaobei very much, the road will be very difficult. Although his parents also acquiesce, there are many differences between us. Who can guarantee that we will love like this? No one can, can't they? We are good now, but we can't be sure that in a few years there will be no result. Forget it, really forget it. I will be an obedient woman beside Lin Xia. "

Lin Duan is very uncomfortable: "I love you, Chihiro."

"I'm very good. I'm afraid I don't love you more than Lin Xia, but there's something I want you to do for me."

"What's the matter?"

I took out the small brocade bag from the bag and gave it to him: "Lin Duan, help me put this ring in the safe. The money in this card is used to pay for the expenses. I don't want Lin Xia to know about this. So you are the only one that can be entrusted. "

Lin Duan holds the brocade bag: "this is from Ji Xiaobei."

"Ha ha, Lin Duan, you are the one who knows me best. It's from him. It's not convenient for me to deal with these things."

He asked painfully, "is Lin Xia very strict with you?"

"No, he is a careful man. If I do it, he will know. Don't think too much about it. You call me and he'll listen. Then you tell me to go out and get dressed. "

"Take the card back."

I hold the card smile: "Lin Duan, use my money to keep this ring. I bought it in Tibet. It's not worth much money. I just want to keep it in mind."

He sighed, "OK, I'll do it for you."

He took my hand and was very sad: "Chihiro, Chihiro, if I didn't leave in France, everything would not hurt you so much."

"Don't say that. Many things are predestined. Lin Duan, you should never carry such a burden. I really don't want to. My life is my own and the road is my decision. How can it be related to you?"

He closed his eyes and nodded heavily.

I don't like him blaming himself for the past. It's not worth it.

Even if it is remorse, even regret, even if it is to think more, it is impossible to change the fact now.

Lin Duan seems to be developing very well. It's good. I'm happy for him.

"This period of time will be very busy, a lot of things are developing."

"Well, one day, Lin Duan will live his own life." It doesn't have to be changed because of who or what.

With a smile, he said helplessly: "Lin Xia is really insightful. He knows Qianxun is a treasure. I found it early in the morning, but I lost it carelessly. I can't find it if I want to find it back."

"Cut."

A warm smile in my heart, many people look down on me, but I am still very happy, because many people also regard me as a treasure.

So much doting and pampering make up for what I lack.

"If you have time, you can invite me out for dinner and play basketball."

"Play games or not?"

"Good."

I'm happy to take a taxi to the game room. For many years, those places haven't changed much. However, in the era of Internet, the game room is very cold. In the past, people had to wait in line and let the police seal it up.

Now it's good. The space is tight. One person takes one machine, and they fight. Unfortunately, I'm not as good as Lin Duan.

Obviously, he was the one who was damaged by me. He used to play Tetris, then billiards, and also play twirling wood. Anyway, I have a headache. Lin Duan is smart. He turns well after a turn.

Straight on the snow outside, I still like to step on the clean snow, and I am very happy to hear the sound of the broken snow.

Lin Duan held my hand, I carefully stepped on the fence above the flower garden, creaking step by step, Dong really laughed: "Lin Duan, my youth is really not in vain, before I was reckless, enjoying, doing bad."

"Look, now it's not growing up, it's converging, it's a lady."

"Ha ha." I jumped down with a smile: "fake lady, it's still very bad at heart. Where's your car?"

"Just ahead."

"It's very good, Audi A8. This series is very popular with young elites."

"Let you drive."

"Yes, but don't worry. My driving skills are much better now. It won't be the same as before."

Lin Duan answered with a smile: "is that right?"

"Well, of course, why do I cheat you? I've been driving a taxi in Beijing for nearly three years. With my eyes closed, I almost know the way. I know how many minutes the traffic lights at each intersection take."

Lin Duan was a little sad: "Chihiro, you had a hard time in those days."

"Ha ha, no, I think it's very good. It's the training of my willpower and independence. At that time, you all said if I could not be willful and sensible. Now I've finally learned that growth comes at a price, so it's nothing. " Grab his car key: "Ju said the car is a man's wife, but I want to see your wife."

I opened the door and went in. The car didn't like the famous car that those people wanted to give me, but I felt more practical when I was sitting in it.

My younger generation are either the second generation of officials or the second generation of rich people. They can afford to play, send, spend, and eat. They are all accumulated by Laozi. They all make money in the capital through Laozi's relationship. Lin Duan earns it through hard work. He is down-to-earth and has no one to help him.

It's very easy to drive. The performance is very good. I dare not drive too fast in such a heavy snow. I slowly walked on Chang'an Road.

Tiananmen Square, snow, guards are still guarding, visitors are still so much, no matter how cold Beijing is so busy.

He took me back and drove away by himself. I got on the bus. Lin Xia was not there. The old lady was wiping the floor. When I came back, she said, "Mr. just went out."

"Well."

Go to the study to surf the Internet to pass the time. There is an invitation on the desk. Lin Xia's things are never secret to me.

Open to see, those words are stinging eyes.

Mr. Lin Xia is invited to join Ji Xiaobei and Li Feier's engagement banquet on February 2 at yunshang hotel.

Fingers to caress Ji Xiaobei three cold words, Xiaobei, you are engaged, good, I wish you can be happy, a lifetime because of simple and happy.

With me, I can't give you too many things, it's too aggrieved.

He closed and sighed.

Open the game, play over and over again, but did not pass a pass, it is very sad.

As soon as Lin Xia came back, he picked me up and let me sit on his feet, holding my waist in both hands and laughing: "can't you play?"

"Yes."

"Come on, let's take our time."

"Oh, it's just a boring game. Don't play it."

"Well, don't hurt your brain too much. You're still a little angry. Just now, I was at the door looking at you, and I thought you wanted to smash the computer. What did Lin Duan and I eat at noon, right

I'll open it again, at least it will make me more conscious.

While playing, he said, "it's OK. I don't like the braised meat there. I'm tired of it."

"There's a soup stew in the kitchen now. Drink a little later."

"Tonic soup again?" I stepped down a face.

Lin Xia said with a smile: "you can see that you are very thin now. If you don't mend it, you can't be good. Winter is the best time to mend your body. If you mend it well, your body will be warm. It won't be as cold as snow in winter."

"Why are you at home so early today? Don't you have to work on the company now? "

He put his face on my back: "this is Saturday, Chihiro."

"Oh, it's Saturday. I don't even remember. I don't know the day of the week if I don't have class."

In fact, I know that I don't care about him enough, but I can't help it. My heart hasn't revolved around him yet. I want to do a lot of things, but forgive me, I really can't.

"Do you want a tutor to teach you English?"

"No, by the way, Lin Xia, tomorrow Sunday, I have to see Moyan."

He said softly, "well, do you want to go alone or..."

"I'll just go."

"Chihiro, my kind Chihiro." He laughs: "grow up really, sensible, also know how to deal with some feelings."

But I found that, no matter how grown up and sensible I am, I will be just like this.

"It's nice to hold you like this, Chihiro."

I didn't answer, but fortunately I opened the game and could take my mind away.

He held my hand: "here, kill these two first, and then get out of the encirclement. If you use the encirclement method to kill from the outside, you don't need to prompt at one time. You can't get through without waiting for it to shuffle."

"Really."

He put his face on my shoulder with a smile and said, "try it."

I'll follow what he said. Sure enough, it's a one-off.

Lin Xia, Lin Xia, is so smart. If you take a second look, you will see through the whole complicated frame game. So at the beginning, I was also seen through.

If I don't love anyone, I'll go all the way.

But, I love, love so crazy.

"It's over." He laughs: "press next close."

"If I don't play, the more I play, the more difficult it is. Ha ha, if I don't pass the test at one time, I won't be interested in playing any more. Lin Xia, if the soup is ready, I feel like drinking it."

"It should be OK." He picked me up, carried me all the way to the dining room, put me on the chair: "wait a minute, I'll put a bowl out."

Very fresh soup, hot bowl to drink.

He laughs: "still want not, bowl gives me, drink a bowl again."

"Well. Lin Xia, don't you drink it? It's very good. "

"It doesn't matter to watch you drink like I did."

When I had half a bowl more, I was already full. Lin Xia finished the rest of the bowl. When the old lady went to take a nap, he carefully washed the bowl in the kitchen and put it into the disinfection cabinet. The bowls in the cabinet were arranged in order, that is, if the design and color of the cup were not arranged properly occasionally, he would move it a little bit.

Lin Xia's request is so perfect, even has the cleanliness mania, but I am not clear, why to me so good and persistent.