Use My Life For Your Happiness

The nurse pushed me back to the ward. As soon as I got to the door, I saw Ji Xiaoyi standing there, holding a bunch of taro in her hand, with red eyes.

"Little sister Yi." I cried with a smile.

She said with a smile, "Chihiro."

"Come in, oh, this is the ward, and there's nothing to greet you. Xiaoyi, please sit down."

"Chihiro." She called in a low voice, tears also slide down: "how can this happen?"

"Oh, sister Xiaoyi, how can you know so soon?"

"I received an express yesterday. I opened it and went to the hospital to find out."

I don't want to say that again. What a heavy topic.

Looking at the sea taro she bought: "it's so beautiful. I like it very much."

"The night Xiaobei was arrested, there were a lot of sea taros in the car. I think he wanted to give them to you. You must like them."

"Thank you, little sister Yi."

"Chihiro, I'm really sorry about a lot of things before."

"What do you say? Has Mrs. Ji been better recently?"

She covered her mouth with one hand and cried, nodding.

I sighed and gave her the tissue: "sister Xiaoyi, don't cry. Don't tell Zhixian about it so quickly. Sister Xiaoyi, I beg you for something. In the future, on the anniversary of Xiaobei's death, help me offer a bunch of Taros in his tombstone."

She cried and nodded. I comforted her: "OK, don't cry. After a while, Lin Xia will come in and be unhappy that others are crying in the ward. "

I'm still alive, so I don't need to cry. That's his theory.

She wiped away her tears: "Chihiro, you must persist."

"I know, a lot of things, a lot of reasons, let me try to hold on."

"Chihiro, what can I do to cure you?"

"Don't worry, maybe I can live longer, when the baby can be born, the baby's umbilical cord blood can save me." It's the doctor who told me today that the child is very healthy. Maybe he can save my life.

But there is also a possibility that I may let the child not be born.

It depends on whether we are really so lucky.

Take her out for a while, and it's back.

I'm really afraid that I can't open my eyes any more. Every time I live, I cherish and feel it.

Lin Xia, they are more and more crazy, looking for matching bone marrow everywhere. I pasted a Donald Duck in the bottle.

Look at the eyes a little sour, Xiaobei, I am not going to accompany you soon, there is really no pain, no sorrow.

Xiaobei, do you remember me then?

I leave in Beijing, China, you are in Switzerland, can we meet again?

I think a lot, in the dark of confusion, I am heavy and floating, can not find the way to wake up, to come back.

Seeing Ji Xiaobei waving to me, I ran over and cheerfully called, "Xiaobei, Xiaobei."

He raised his face and called to me, "where are you going?"

"Ha ha, I don't know." I smile with him coquetry: "Xiaobei you don't be so fierce to me, I really miss you."

Ji Xiaobei also smiles at me: "fool, follow me. Remember to keep up with me, but you can't lose it. Do you know?"

"All right."

I grabbed his clothes and went: "Xiaobei, where are we going?"

"Are you afraid to go with me?"

"No, I'm not afraid even if you take me to the meeting."

He laughs. He walks slowly, as if he's afraid that I'm not the same as me, and he's also a little lost, bumping and bumping. It's dark everywhere, and he's very tired. I said, "Xiao Bei, I'll take a rest. I'm very tired."

He is a bit stubborn: "no, get up and go."

"Xiaobei."

"Go."

I had to drag the corner of his clothes, continue to follow him stumbling, and finally out of the dark, the bright light shining on the pupil are some pain.

I squinted and slowly saw everything in front of me.

There is no Xiao Bei, only Lin Xia's anxious face, bearded, and what I hold tightly in my hand turns out to be the sheet.

It was a dream. I had a dream of Ji Xiaobei. You said take me away, but why can't I see you when I wake up?

Lin Xia said to me hoarsely, "Chihiro, you almost didn't wake up. You scared me to death."

I smile and I don't know what happened to me.

He took water and moistened it with a cotton swab. He moistened it on my lips and said, "Chihiro wants to be more aggressive. The doctor said that the baby can be dissected when it is seven months old, and then the umbilical cord blood can treat you."

"Lin Xia, can I live to seven months?"

He nodded vigorously: "I said yes, just can, Mo Qianxun, without my permission, you can't take my baby, you listen, you promised me you would listen to me."

Muddled, years in circulation, Mo Yan there who to persuade, who to ask is also of no help, she said not to refuse, this also reluctantly.

In strong words, what's the meaning? They always owe their mother and daughter to live.

The disease is getting worse and worse, and I don't know how many pieces of danger notice have been received, all of which are thrown in the waste paper.

I don't want to know, I don't want to guess, but every time I wake up, the first person I see is Lin Xia. Except for Lin Xia or Lin Xia, he stays by my side and doesn't go anywhere. He doesn't care about anything. The chance to get bone marrow from other places is too small. He just takes good care of me and makes me strong and save my baby with umbilical cord blood.

September sweet scented osmanthus, vaguely back when I was a child, I sleep in the hall, so cold, the wind makes me shrink, I wipe my eyes up, see everywhere is blood, mom and dad also sleep in bed.

"Mom." I said softly, "Dad, I'm sleepy."

Climbing into bed to sleep with them, my mother opened her eyes and looked at me softly: "Qianxun."

"Mom, I'm so sleepy."

"Baby, you are going to be a mother now. Be stronger."

"Mom, I really want to sleep. It's cold outside."

She urged me: "go outside, there is sun outside, you see sweet scented osmanthus beautiful, you go to pick some sweet scented osmanthus to make a cake for your mother, OK? Good boy

"Mom, I don't want it." I am very willful to call: "I want to sleep, I want to sleep."

"Don't be bad."

"I hate mom."

"Go outside. Listen, who's calling you outside. Get out. It's warm outside. If you want to sleep, just go out and sleep."

So I still like my father, so I have to go out with my eyes open. There are so many osmanthus trees beside the yard, which used not to be so big. Now there are so many branches, one two, twenty-seven.

I smile sweetly under the tree. If I sleep here, I can have a sweet dream.

"Ah." I screamed and a doll hit me on my head. It was a wooden doll I used to play with when I was a child. My mother stood at the window and looked at me.

"Mom, you hate it. It's killing me. I'm going to tell Dad."

When I push the door again, I can't open it. Looking up at the window, my mother is already gone, but my head hurts and I'm sleepless.

Lin Xia called me. I answered and ran.

After running out of the courtyard, he fell down and looked up again to see what Lin Xia looked like when he grew up.

So, I'm having a nightmare again.

"Chihiro." Lin Xia took my hand: "please don't sleep in the past, I'm afraid."

"Lin Xia." I whispered: "just now I had a dream, strange, I dream of my parents, my mother hit me, hum, head pain."

It is said that the man does not have tears lightly, his tears in the corner of his eyes, quietly wet.

"Lin Xia, why can't I move?"

He gave me a kiss on the hand and told me, "fool, you haven't returned the anesthetic yet."

"What's the matter? Lin Xia, my child, please don't tell me, the child let you decide in private to... "

"Don't get excited, child. It's just less than a month. It's in the incubator. You see, this is what I recorded. Our child is in this box."

A camera was in front of me, and he pressed down to let me watch.

In a small box, a man as small as a cat.

"I bet this one, I won Chihiro, we won the day, you can't wait when you are most dangerous, let the doctor immediately carry out the operation, the child's body is weak, umbilical cord blood is very successful in your body fusion."

"Lin Xia, how many days have I been sleeping?"

"Not much, just ten days."

Ten days is not much. Many things can happen in ten days. I don't know when I fell asleep.

He smiles gently, just like that, as if it could last forever.

"Chihiro, forgive me for making my own decision and signing down the child. I'm afraid it's too late. I'm afraid you won't wake up again."

I want to raise my hand to sweep away the wisp of his hair that fell on his forehead, but I can't raise my hand. I can only say in a soft voice: "Lin Xia, you are so ugly now. It's too ugly."

Black and not to mention, like the panda's eyes, but also Hu dregs are.

He took my hand, put it on his chin, and tied it with his beard: "does it hurt?"

"No feeling."

He laughed, hot and humid kiss fell on the back of my hand: "Chihiro, Chihiro."

I also gently smile: "Lin Xia, you should go to sleep, and then clean up your own."

Qin Rui came in with flowers in his arms. I looked at him and laughed.

He put the flowers in the vase and let out the changed ones.

Lin Xiacai said: "Qianxun, Qin Rui is here. When you wake up, I'll rest assured for a while, or I'm afraid I won't be able to take care of you at that time."

"Brother Lin Xia, go to have a rest." Qin Rui sat down and said, "I'll take a good look at Qianxun."

"It's still a dangerous time. You have to be careful. If there's anything wrong, inform the doctor immediately. I'm next door, and you can come and call me."

"I know." Qin Rui answered.

When Lin Xia left, Qin ruicai said to me in a low voice: "brother Lin Xia is now a hospital for his family. After a brief calculation, he has lived for several months, but he always feels like he has lived for several years."

I blinked and laughed: "Qin Rui, Qin Rui."

"What's the matter?" He leaned down and listened to me carefully.

"Now I feel very comfortable, like the weather after the rain, so bright, so fresh, looking at you, it's very good."

He also laughed, reached out to touch my hair: "when you are better, we can go out to play together. I really miss the days when we went out to play together."

"Yes, I miss it, too."

To know you is my blessing. The word "friend" is worth more than a thousand dollars? It's you who are worried about me. It's you who are running around looking for bone marrow for me.

I feel like I'm full of sleep, very comfortable, like a tree full of water, trying to stretch its branches and leaves.

I look out of the window, blue sky and white clouds, so clear, across the glass window, I seem to be able to touch their brilliance.

"Qin Rui."

"What's the matter?"

"Open the window."

Qin Rui, who listened to me most, refused with a smile: "it's not so good. You just transferred from the sterile ward here. If you have any infection, it won't work. I'll tell you something quietly. When you had complications, the hospital said that if you don't wake up, you'll have no chance. Lin Xiage fell down at that time, but he insisted that he didn't stand firm."

Lin Xia's kindness to me, I know.

If it had not been for him, I would have been dead for several years.

My sober, let the partners are very happy, have come to see me.

After living in the hospital for two months, the wind in November was already raging. The doctor said that I could be discharged. Lin Xia was relieved.

When I came out of the ward, Lin Xia said that I would go to my new home. Everything is a new beginning. The baby is being taken care of by Lin's family now.

He decided to take back a house on the outskirts of the country for me and then decorate it.

When he was discharged from hospital, he even dared to set off firecrackers. In today's Beijing, however, the control is not generally strict, but Dongzi is still a cow. He smokes and lights firecrackers and hugs them on the ground.

With a crackling sound, I closed my coat, and Lin Xia half hugged and half supported the firecrackers. The cleaners swept away the residual red on the ground, and the Lamborghini color car. It pulled the patient out of hospital, and made him very prestigious.