Use My Life For Your Happiness

Ji Xiaoyi came to the hotel to visit Ji Xiaobei. It was embarrassing to meet me, but it could only be regarded as not knowing me.

She is much older. Ji Dabei's fierce pursuit of the Ji family makes them tired of running.

I put the breakfast on the table. Ji Xiaobei took a sip of coffee and said, "go out."

I closed the door gently and went back to my position.

After a while, Ji Xiaoyi came out, stopped for a while and left. I received her short message in three words: sorry.

Sorry, what? It's OK. It's over.

The light in room 10 is on. I press the button to turn it off. I go there quickly, knock on the door and go in with a response.

He said respectfully, "what can I do for you, Mr. Ji?"

"The one just now is my second sister." Suddenly, I said that the lookout sentence is not related to the wind, horse and cattle.

I was a little stunned. He felt the cigarette in his hand and then said, "she pretended not to know you on purpose, but the first time she saw you, she was surprised. It proved that she pretended not to know you on purpose and said, do you know you? Do we know each other? "

Xiaobei, why are you so persistent?

"I have an inexplicable sense of familiarity with you. I lost a lot of things, a lot of precious things, and I desperately want to get them back." He said in a low voice, "maybe you don't know how sad it is when a person's heart is full of pain. In any case, you have to pick up the precious things and put them in your heart."

I don't know what kind of feeling it would be and how uncomfortable it would be to lose something precious. He must try very hard to find it.

Just as he said, we met in konghu, but I have no impression at all. I also want to find it back. I called Dongzi and asked him about it seriously. Dongzi began to blur: "it seems that I have been there before, and it seems that I haven't been there again."

When we ask other children, we are totally at a loss. After all, when we were young, we were not afraid of everything and went everywhere.

But in my heart, but incomparable regret, why is not remember it, he said there met me.

In private, I still called Ji Zhixian, and she didn't answer until she rang for a long time.

He sighed deeply: "Qianxun, alas."

The voice pulls old elder long, I faint smile: "Zhi Xian, you know I will call you." You are my friend.

"You must know, too."

"Well."

"I'm still in Guizhou now. I just know that it's not long ago. I still have a chaotic relationship. I don't want to go back to Beijing. I don't want to face too many things. I really don't know how to face you and tell you."

"It doesn't matter. I don't want to worry too much about the past. After all, it's all in the past. Zhixian, I just want you to tell me that the living one is really Ji Xiaobei." Always feel like a dream, unable to determine too many things.

I'm always afraid of coming to work. In fact, what I see is my dream last night. It's not Ji Xiaobei living in this VIP room at all. After all, I've had many dreams. I also dream that when it's daybreak, it's gone.

"It's Xiaobei." Ji Zhixian told me with certainty.

Then he said sincerely, "Chihiro, I'm sorry."

"It doesn't matter. He didn't die. I'm very happy. I don't even have time to be happy. Zhixian, you don't have to tell me I'm sorry. It has nothing to do with you. He and I don't have a very deep fate. That's why we are like this. He doesn't seem to know me. Don't tell him. I don't think he remembers me. That's the best. "

Now I am the wife of others and the mother of children.

With a long sigh or a sigh, we hung up without knowing what to say.

Looking at the abstract paintings hanging on the wall, sometimes I just feel that I am also very abstract, like a mess of lines. I can't sort them out clearly at all.

My home, very complete.

But my heart will still move for Xiaobei. I long to see him, and I'm even more afraid to see him. With a kind of temptation, he will make me burn my heart and corrode my bones, but I can be willing to do the same.

Every time I make such a stupid move, I look down at the ring on my ring finger.

What is marriage? It's loyalty, it's guardian.

Even if you get married, you can't be half hearted, just treat each other well.

He went out. When I went to change the flowers, he was already gone. The quilt was cleaned up well by the waiter. In the bedroom, there was still his smell and some magazines.

The page opened on the desk cabinet is about the historic sites of Xi'an.

Xi'an food, Xi'an tourism strategy.

He has some impression of the past. I love him, but I don't want him to remember. Remember me, will only let you hurt, Xiaobei, why you still so persistent.

"Mo Qianxun." The manager's voice came from the intercom.

I answered, "manager."

"Please go to the administration."

"Yes."

When it comes to administrative departments, the only quiet environment is the sound of air-conditioning. Although it is cool in autumn in Beijing, the office environment is constantly transported by air conditioning from end to end. Several pots of green potted plants are quiet and lovely.

The manager himself is waiting for me: "Chihiro, you come with me."

"Manager, what's the matter?"

She shook her head: "I don't know. The general manager of our hotel asked you to go. Please come in and wait for you."

I don't feel uneasy. I work with a clear conscience and do everything well in the hotel.

I knocked on the door and went in. The manager sat chatting with a lady who I knew, jixiaobei's mother.

Smile: "manager, you have something to do with me."

He stood up: "Chihiro, let me introduce you. This is Mrs. Ji, Ji..."

"Manager, I know Mrs. Ji." He said hello indifferently.

Before, I didn't know why I would be like that. It was like being possessed. I thought that if I really couldn't, my heart could be donated to her.

Although she is gentle, noble and kind, it is only for outsiders and for people of the same status.

"Well, let's talk. I'll go out first."

The door closed and the luxurious office was just me and Mrs. Ji.

I said with a smile, "it's an honor for Mrs. Ji to come to our Jinbi hotel."

With her eyes down, she took a sip of tea and put it back.

Then he said, "Dahongpao is good, but it's also a rare good tea, but it doesn't taste good to me. Many good things may not be suitable for our Ji family."

There is something else in her words, and I will not interrupt her, just listen to her.

"Chihiro, how long have you been married?"

"Nearly two years."

"That's fast. Your children are not young either."

"Three years old."

"It must be lovely. I don't know if I'm more like my father or my mother. Xiaobei is like me, but he has a temper like our Ji family."

"Fortunately, both of them have similarities."

She sighed: "it's so good that time really flies. In a flash, years have passed. I'm also very impressed by Lin Xia. He's an outstanding young man. I've heard that he has a famous love for his wife in the circle."

"Yes, Mrs. Ji." What are you trying to say? Can you stop beating around the Bush.

I also know about Ji Xiaobei. You just want to talk to me when you come here. And Xiaobei lives in the Jinbi Hotel, so she must also be harmonious.

"Look, you are also a happy person. It's so good. When a woman is happiest in her life, she just has a good husband to cherish herself."

I couldn't help it, sighed and said: "Mrs. Ji, you want to tell me about Xiaobei. I see him. He's alive. It's good."

"We didn't expect him to wake up either." She gave a bitter smile: "as a child, I haven't suffered from it since I was a child. I grew up in a honeypot all the time. I've been in pain. I grew up in peace. I've only started to suffer from it now, and I've fallen into a big trouble. The past is not a good thing. Let's not mention it. "

Yes, Ji Xiaobei is suffering a lot now.

"He woke up after a long coma in Switzerland. After I went to Hong Kong for treatment, I had forgotten a lot of people and things. The intensive care unit kept telling him what we had to tell him. It was not easy for Xiaobei to recover, but he was very persistent. He only came back to Beijing this year. Even his sisters didn't know. The reason why Xiaobei was secretly injured was that we protected him, You don't understand. Everything we do is for the good of Xiaobei. "

"Is it because of Ji Dabei?"

When she was stunned, she didn't seem to think that I would suddenly ask this sentence.

It took me a long time to say, "yes."

You think I don't know, why do you think I married Lin Xia? If I don't marry him, I'm afraid many people will point at my spine and scold me.

There are always too many helplessness between love and kindness.

But I didn't regret doing that at that time. There were too many things that Ji family never knew. My love was too heavy to continue. It would only hurt a lot of people.

I don't blame anyone. I don't blame anyone. That's life.

"Xiaobei, he doesn't remember you. He can remember all kinds of things when he was a child, and he knows where he was born and washed. We didn't mention a word about you, and we don't want him to know, because Miss Mo, you are married, you have your family, love your husband and lovely son. If Xiaobei remembers, I'm afraid it will cause you a lot of trouble."

"So you come to me now to let me cooperate with you and not say a word about the past?"

She nodded, "you are a smart man, Mrs. Lin."

I really have many identities. One moment you call me Qianxun, one moment you call me Miss Mo, and one moment you remind me that I am Mrs. Lin's identity.

I take a breath, heart when a lot of Yang Yu.

"Mrs. Ji, do you always think I'm a burden?"

"I don't think so. Your home is very happy now. I'm worried that Xiaobei will be destroyed, causing me a lot of worries."

"Mrs. Ji is always so beautiful when she speaks. She always speaks for my good. You know how much Lin Xia has done to prevent Ji Dabei's revenge on the Ji family. He is not sorry for Ji Xiaoyi, but because I still love Ji Xiaobei. I love him, and I will help him. He loves me, so he helps you. I don't want to hear you say it's good for me, Mrs. Ji. From the beginning to the end, you always look down on me and think that I can't get into your Ji family. You have made a lot of things to separate me from Ji Xiaobei. Why does Xiaobei go to Switzerland and stay away from Beijing? No one knows better than you. Now he is desperately trying to find back his memories. I know what you mean. I've been through a lot, and I know the meaning of marriage. I won't take the initiative to tell him. Don't worry. I also want Xiaobei to be free and live better. "

While talking, I feel pain in my heart.

They all think that I am now very happy, I am now through to maintain their own marriage, is the best.

But they all forget that I am a person, not a thing, not what you think, I will do, I have always been so rebellious.

If not through life and death, Lin Xia is nothing, even if I lock, I will turn the window out, but I have grown up, a lot of things learned how not to hurt.

She was silent, I said softly: "if Mrs. Ji has nothing to do, then I will go out first."

"Good."

She answered the voice before I went out, closed the door, the manager came up, said with a smile: "Chihiro, I really can't imagine that ladies and celebrities are also your friends, do well, young people should work hard."

"Yes, manager, I'll go down first."

"Go ahead, go ahead."

The whole body's strength, if drained, is too uncomfortable to stand, too uncomfortable to find a place to sit down.

The flowers are still fresh and beautiful.

I sit on the sofa, maybe he used to sit like this last night. I sit where he used to sit, and I try to feel a little bit of his warmth.

Xiaobei, we have missed it. Why bother to look for it again.

You see, I have no chance to look back. You are also under a lot of pressure.