Use My Life For Your Happiness

Back home, no one wants to eat, then let he Ma go back to rest, some things would rather less people know, less people know.

I look at my lonely home. Xiaoyu always eats noodles at this time. But now, if he is not here, who will take good care of him? If he wants to be daddy and Mommy, what should he do.

"Lin Xia, I'll go out for a walk."

Lin Xia grabbed my hand: "no, you can't find it."

"But I don't want to stay at home. I want to go out for a walk. I want to drive anywhere."

"But I'm worried about you, Chihiro. Now Xiaoyu has been kidnapped. We're all worried. Chihiro, don't let me worry. I'm afraid that some people want to take you and Xiaoyu away from me." He looked up at me in a way that had never been so fragile.

I hugged his neck: "Lin Xia, don't worry, Xiao Yu will be OK."

I twisted a hot towel in the bathroom and came out to wipe his face. I just sat in the hall waiting for the phone. I didn't get it until after nine o'clock in the evening.

The wind is getting stronger and colder.

My heart is burning and aching.

Xiao Yu is so afraid of the cold. Who will give him more clothes now? If his pants are wet, who will change them for him? You want to find mommy at night. You are afraid of the dark. What should you do?

Xiaoyu, if I get you back, I don't want to be independent. I want to be with you, even if I want to live in France.

As long as you're safe, I'm uncomfortable, walking around the hall.

Lin Xia came and hugged me: "wife, don't do this. Go to take a bath. If there is a phone later, I will call you."

I took a bath out, Lin Xia fried eggs fried rice on the table: "wife, eat some rice."

"I don't want to eat it."

"If you don't want to eat, you have to eat a little. Otherwise, how can you support it? It's a painful and uncomfortable battle. If you don't have physical strength, how can you persist? Come on, be good." He put his rice bowl into my hand: "you like to eat local eggs, red onion fried rice."

I looked up at him, he squeezed out a smile: "eat, I eat with you, we parents, don't be as headstrong as children, now this time, we must be more calm, more rational, understand?

I nodded, "OK."

While eating, but tears.

Xiaoyu, are you eating now? Xiaoyu, do you miss Mommy now.

By 2 a.m., there was still no phone.

Lin Xia turned off the light: "let's go to sleep. There should be no more news today."

"I don't want to sleep."

"Good boy." He gently hugged me: "to sleep, there is spirit."

"Lin Xia, I'm afraid I'll fall asleep. I'll dream about Xiao Yu."

He gently stroked my hair and hugged me: "then you have to tell him that we all love him."

Heart sour, Lin Xia is now also hard enough, I no longer say what with him into the bedroom to sleep.

In the dream, Xiaoyu called Mommy. His eyes were scared, and his hands were dripping with blood. I wanted to catch him, but he let the man in black hold him and run very fast.

Heart pain a little suffocated, opened his eyes, eyes or a dark ball.

Tears, quietly flow, hand gently clenched into a fist.

Next to Lin Xia is still sleeping, I can't wake him up, but I feel really bad.

The next morning, someone sent the video tape, all of which happened there that day. There was no van license plate, and nothing could be seen in the black mirror.

Out of the center of interest is the main road. Xiaoyu comes out with the nanny. They are still happy. They don't have any vigilance. The unlicensed black van rushes to them and stops. As soon as the car door pulls, several tall men come down, dressed in black clothes and black hoods, and two of them have guns in their hands.

A man picked up Xiaoyu and threw it inside. The nanny called back to rush up. A man with a baseball bat hit her hard on the back of the neck and she fell to the ground.

These things happened very quickly, very urgent, some onlookers reacted and called quickly, but by this time the black van had already washed away without a trace.

I bit my finger, quietly watching, looking back, forward, every time I look, I still feel a pain in my heart.

But I don't know any of those people. It's not that I don't believe in the police. They are more professional than me. It's just that they are my children. I'm more worried than anyone else. I wish I could find clues from the details.

Play the second one. That's the monitor at the other intersection.

The news of the black van stopped at the intersection where the monitor was broken. Now the car is in the police station, but nothing is found. The owner reported the loss several months ago, and it is a black car transferred from other places to Beijing.

"Wife." Lin Xia rubbed my shoulder: "what do you find?"

"I didn't see it, did you?"

He sighed: "nothing. It doesn't matter. After a while, the traffic pictures of the whole Beijing city will switch in. I'll watch it carefully. I'm going to have a rest now. I'll finish it in the evening."

"Lin Xia, go ahead. I'll give you a glass of milk and have a good sleep. Now I'm watching."

Looking back and forth, disappointed back and forth.

After watching it for three days, we got nothing. This is an elaborate kidnapping case.

It didn't take a few days for that monitor to break down, and it could be said that it was broken on purpose.

Guns, though strictly controlled in China, are still available as long as you have money.

In my heart, day by day more and more uncomfortable.

After so many days, I almost went crazy. I don't know how Xiaoyu is going. I don't know what he will be like. Such a ignorance can make my heart beat to death.

Smoke fierce, a day to smoke several packages, still can't let mood calm up.

I don't want to be at home any more. I'd rather be tied up by the kidnappers. At least let me see Xiaoyu, then I can be satisfied.

I'm driving around. I'd like to find something strange on the street, or in a very low place, and then I'll follow.

When Qiao Dongcheng called me, I drove to the cemetery.

"Chihiro, why don't you call us when these things happen?"

"I'm looking, I'm looking." I said weakly.

He gave a long sigh and then asked me, "where are you now?"

"It's almost the ZZ cemetery."

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know. The more backward and unattended the place is, the more I want to go. It's always like this on TV. The kidnappers will take people to those places that are not strictly controlled. They should not be far away from Beijing, because they want us to pay them."

"Stop, I order you not to go. It's very dangerous that you are a woman outside so late. Do you know that you watch too much TV and don't know how cruel the truth is? "

"I don't want to stop."

"Mo Qianxun." He yelled at me angrily, "I order you to stop."

"No, no, I'm not your soldier."

"Do you think you can find it that way? Even if you are lucky enough to find such a huge amount of money, if you see them, your life will be lost. "

"It doesn't matter, as long as I can find Xiaoyu."

"You idiot." He couldn't help but scold me: "you think you can't keep it, your Xiaoyu can keep it. What about Lin Xia?"

He watched the video at home and kept watching it.

I hung up and left the phone. I didn't want to answer if he called again.

Autumn dusk goes quickly, and it becomes dark. The cemetery in the suburb is more and more gloomy, and it is full of few people's. The street lamp is like a dragon. The black wind roars on both sides. In the boundless darkness, you can see the lights in some houses. They are so small and dark.

Maybe, my Xiaoyu may be in one of the corners.

I think I'm going crazy if I don't see him again.

I would rather I suffer all the sins of the world than let him suffer.

God is always in my most important moment opened en, let me live, but this time, give me open en again, with the rest of my life in exchange for Xiaoyu, in exchange for his safe return.

I don't care what I give.

Lin Xia called me and I told him that I didn't want to go home so fast. He was silent for a while and sighed: "you're out, you're going to eat, remember."

"Well, I'll remember, husband, you have to eat, and you have to take care of yourself."

He said with a low smile: "Chihiro, when you call me like this, it's really rare. If you call me one more time, I won't be tired."

"Husband." I gave a little cry.

"Well, wife, please don't worry. When the sky falls down, your husband will block it for you. You don't have to be afraid or worry about anything, OK?"

I bite my lips and don't speak, but in my heart, I am really moved.

"Wife, eat more, eat more vegetables, life still has to go on."

"I see."

Tonight, it happened that it rained. The more it rained, the bigger it was. It made me confused in front of the window.

It's not a highway. The weather is so bad that there is very little traffic.

The car is running out of gas. I'm still driving on, but I hope I can get to the gas station.

But when I ran out of gas, the gas station didn't see it, and the battery of my mobile phone went out. I had to stay in the car like this, and the wind and rain and darkness screaming everywhere were going to annihilate me.

I dare not turn on the lights. If I turn on the lights in this dark place, I'm afraid it will cause something.

The rain is so heavy, and it's so dark here that I can't walk back.

A few cars came from afar, some light, I turned on the lights, echoed, and then also roared by, did not stay much. This is the road at the foot of the cemetery. No matter who drives here, he will not want to stop to see what happens.

I'm afraid to a certain extent, but I'm afraid of nothing. I'm Xiaoyu's mom. How can I be afraid? I have to go to Xiaoyu?

After more than an hour, I stopped at the same place and lost heart to some traffic. No one would stop to help. Maybe I had to sit until dawn to find a place to call.

I'm just a little worried that Lin Xia will come to me in a hurry.

Another car ran by, but it was in front of me. It slowly stopped and then turned. The lights were so bright that I couldn't open my eyes.

With one hand in the way, the car opposite turned its light into a small light and drove slowly to the side of my car. Then I saw that Qiao Dongcheng was driving.

They all came out with umbrellas to keep out the rain, all the way to my side.

I took my bag, pushed the door open, got under the umbrella and followed him to his car.

He put on a face: "you are so headstrong."

"Yes. If the car still has fuel, it will continue to go. I really want to do this, and then I can run into Xiaoyu with good luck. Although a little silly joke, but this is the mood of being a mother. No matter how stupid the method is, we still want to do it. We don't want to wait for death. "

"The next few days." He asked me.

"Xiao Yu is missing for the fifth day."

"On the fifth day, you will collapse. This is a psychological tactic. I will call you in the next day. That's a time when you can't bear it. At this time, even if you want stars, you want to climb up and pick them."

I bitterly said: "where need to wait for five days ah, that day, to stars I will find a way to climb up to pick."

He sighed: "don't worry, if you want money, you won't hurt the child. You will take good care of him."

But I hope so. My Xiao Yu, I've really suffered a lot this time.

"It's not the way to find it. Let alone not find it, there may be some accidents. What will happen then? On the one hand, we need to save Xiaoyu, on the other hand, who will take care of you?"

"You are all my friends."

"Go back. I've been keeping an eye on it for you all the time. Beijing says big or small. This time, though it's bold and meticulous, there are always clues. But you can't act rashly now, or you will hurt Xiaoyu. "

"Yes." That's it. I'm afraid that something will happen to Xiaoyu.

Qiao Dongcheng sent me home and patted me on the shoulder: "now that you are a mother, you also have a responsibility. You should be responsible for your children, and you should also be responsible for yourself. Don't run to those places any more. Tomorrow I will ask someone to drive your car back."

"Thank you."

There was some gray in his eyes: "you and I, what are you talking about?"

Lin Xia is still watching. It's past twelve o'clock.

I went to the kitchen to have a look, and some food was heated up for him. I turned off the computer: "husband, don't look, it's important to be healthy. There will be a phone in the next day."

His Hu Zhezi also came out, Lin Xia is a clean man.