Use My Life For Your Happiness

Say much grievance same, this is to let you sleep on the sofa, difficult not my home, I still sleep on the sofa not.

There are better hotels to serve him like an uncle.

There are many girls in this place. They are very beautiful, but how to say, the serious people are still serious after all. Ji Xiaobei sees some girls smiling at him at the gate of the community, and he doesn't squint.

In the morning, he went out with me, and the elite girl of office workers paid special attention to him. His light face was full of smiles. Who told him that he had a beautiful face, and his noble and domineering spirit could easily attract people.

Li Hong, what an excellent woman she is, she's a big loser, but she's just too smart. She's always so arrogant. How can Ji Xiaobei like this.

I don't know what she thinks. Maybe she thinks I've experienced so much and dare to go to Aiji Xiaobei again to get close to him. I'm a fool.

But Pianpian, I am a fool.

He helped me to go to the teahouse that the manager's wife said. It was a little early. I asked him to find a place to stay first. It's inconvenient for him to be there. He always doesn't like to hear too much of my gossip.

I don't know who I'm going to hook up with, so I don't want to work on purpose.

I ordered a Babao tea and drank it slowly.

In this area, morning tea is famous, especially delicious, and the taste is really good. No matter where the Cantonese style morning tea is, it's not as enjoyable as eating it locally.

Looking at the menu, swallowing, impolitely place a lot, the manager's wife does not pay, I buy it myself, not yet, want to eat, good to yourself.

Not yet on the list, the strong Chanel perfume came from the nose, but it was overused and it was not very pleasant to smell.

The manager's wife came with my sister who was going to beat me yesterday. I looked up and continued to drink my eight treasures tea.

"Miss Mo, I'm sorry about yesterday. I'm impulsive."

The manager's wife said with a smile: "Xiaomo, I heard Lao Yang say that you haven't been in the company for long, but the younger generation is really terrible. You are also a capable person. People in the company talk nonsense, and I don't read any books, so I believe in it. The misunderstanding is really big."

With a faint smile, I took my resignation out of my bag and said, "Mrs. Yang, I'm sorry I can't work in your company any more."

She took it and put it on the table. Then take an envelope out of the bag, bulging.

Even my resignation was pushed over: "Xiaomo, what happened yesterday is really a misunderstanding. This is our sincerity. I also hope you can have a large number of people. Regardless of everything yesterday, the company really needs competent people. Recently, the company will be more standardized and set up more business and coordination departments to take charge of all this, We think it's more appropriate to promote a deputy manager. Xiaomo is a good person and can be trusted. "

"Even if you give me the whole company, I won't do it any more. Yesterday's thing, you apologize, also happened. Now, my feet are still in pain."

"We apologize to you and we've given you a lot. Let's talk about it. What's your offer?" Her sister couldn't hold her back in the first place.

If you have money, you can talk like this. Money is great.

Ji Xiaobei came over now and came to me gracefully: "Qianxun, she bullied you yesterday."

"Who are you? Oh, I'm calling for help Her sister spoke in a strange way.

Ji Xiaobei just laughed and didn't speak. He took my tea and splashed it on her face. In her surprise, he put a plate of fried rice noodles on her head and said faintly, "it's nice that you can talk like this if you have money. What about power? If you go back to check, I will not change my name. If I sit down, I will not change my surname. Ji Xiaobei is the same. I am the second generation of officials, and I will abuse you with my power. "

Help me up and walk carefully to the door.

A lot of people in the lobby drink morning tea and stare at this scene. They are afraid to miss it. Ji Xiaobei's arrogance, sometimes really deep in my heart.

The sister of the manager's wife, now she knows to scream.

"The wicked must be treated by the wicked." I can't help but sigh.

He didn't agree with the saying: "I'm a villain?"

"Does Mr. Ji think he is a good man?"

"Come on, anyway, there's no work left. Let's go back to Beijing. After all, you can't bear to leave Beijing. Qingming Festival has passed. You always have to give some incense to your parents."

Originally wanted to refuse, a listen to the following sentence, immediately no longer say anything.

There are not many things here. Even if the work and accommodation are settled, I am still like a passer-by.

Back in Beijing, he asked me to live in siheyuan. I just laughed and said nothing. He sighed, "I know."

Call the cleaner, clean up my house, stay in the hotel for two days and then go back.

All things, have not changed, small dwelling, simple, but, this is the flower, the heart can be settled here.

Here, there seems to be Lin Xia's breath.

Fingers swept those books, some are still his, the clothes in the wardrobe have been cleaned, strong let people into a large number of spring clothes, Beijing this weather, warm and cold, the sun is so bright.

I always have to come back to face it. I can escape for a while, but I can't escape for a lifetime.

We have been together for a long time. In my memory, there are many things about him.

When Ji Xiaobei comes back to Beijing, he has to be busy with his business. He has a lot of holidays and has accumulated a lot of things.

I bought mom's favorite Lily and brought dad's favorite wine.

Beside the tombstone, there are still sake bottles. There are withered lilies in my mother's place. Lin Xia has been here.

I think it's him. It's him.

Mom, I've been afraid to come to see you. I'm afraid, but now I have to go on the road. I really can't forget Ji Xiaobei. If he gives me another scar and makes my heart die, it would be good.

Lin Xia is very good. I can't accept this kind of love. Mom, I'm sorry. I'd rather be alone. I don't want to be like this. If you are alive, you will persuade me, but I still won't listen to you. Oh, look at your daughter, she's still like you, right? Mom, I'll treat myself well.

Wipe the tombstone clean before you leave.

It's still early. I stood outside and waited for half an hour before I got back to the city. I picked up some things and went back. I didn't expect Lin Xia to wait under my house.

It's just a few months. I feel that after a few years, he seems a little old. He must have not taken good care of himself.

Look at me, eyes of sadness.

I don't want to see his eyes, I can't bear all the weight in his heart.

Move the beginning and let the wrong body pass.

He sighed heavily: "do you plan to stop talking to me all your life?"

I still continued to walk, he gently called out: "Chihiro."

"What's the matter?"

"Back to Beijing, why don't you call me, I'll pick you up."

"No, I believe you have also received the divorce agreement. Lin Xia, divorce is a good thing for you and me."

"I don't know."

"It's up to you. Don't get in my way. I'm going up."

The elevator just went up. It's still a long time to wait. When I go up the stairs, I think I'd better forget it. I'm a semi disabled person. Don't abuse myself.

Ji Xiaobei called in and asked me softly, "what are you doing now?"

"I've been out for a while. I'm waiting for the elevator now."

"Have you had lunch yet?"

"No

He sighed: "it's not easy. Go up. I'll order takeout for you later. I'll go to your place for dinner in the evening."

"I don't want to cook, do you?"

"I'll take the cook," he said

"Toss it. If you want to come, bring me a Durian."

"Can't you change it?"

"Oh, the more you eat, the more you like to eat. But what can you do? Please bring it to me. The elevator will be here soon. I won't tell you

Close the phone, look at the number carefully and jump down one by one.

Lin Xia didn't speak, just looked at the reflection beside the elevator, that's what I look like.

I know that when I come back to Beijing, I will see him again, but now I have a strong psychological preparation.

"Chihiro, let's go out and have a talk."

"In fact, there's nothing to talk about. Don't say it's good for me. I don't like it. It's so simple. Sorry, the elevator is here. I'll go up first. Goodbye, Mr. Lin

I would rather treat you as a stranger than be so crazy.

In my computer, there is an email from Qiao Dongcheng, the account he found, the record of the person he found and Lin Xia.

He directed and performed a good play. I went along with the way he set. I was very hurt. I wanted to live a good life and love him.

Ji Xiaobei had lunch delivered to him. He was sleeping in the sofa. His mobile phone kept ringing. I saw it was Lin Xia's and didn't want to pick it up.

Stubbornly played several still not to answer, then sent the information in.

"Mr. Lin Xia was drunk and had a car accident. Now in our XX Hospital, he has been urging you. Please come here."

I don't think about the past at all, but I feel a little sorry.

Is Lin Xia going to relapse? Do you want to soften my heart and make me hard to leave him? One time is OK, two times is no fun.

But, after all, can't put down, regardless of indifferent, we come to today's situation, I also have the responsibility, don't blame who, just can't go on.

He was very happy when he called Billington. I'll tell him about it.

Lin Duan said quietly, "I'll go and see him. If you don't want to come out, don't come. Chihiro, just come back. Beijing is your home and your root."

"Lin Duan, I'm going out with Ji Xiaobei again. I don't know if I'm alive." I asked him with self mockery.

He kept silent for a long time, and then sighed: "Chihiro, if you want to love, love. You know your intuition best. The voice of others is just a reference. You just feel happy. Such things as drinking water and knowing the cold and warm. If you feel bad and you want to be advised, just call me. Lin Xia is there. I'll tell his parents to go. You don't have to worry about anything. "

"Well, that's good. Lin Duan, have you met Xiao Yu? "

"No, his mother took him to Xi'an."

"Well, I won't worry about your work."

Hang up the phone some lost, my beloved Xiaoyu, is no longer my Xiaoyu, he no longer remember me.

Ji Xiaobei bought Dieda wine, pressed my ankles and yelled at me: "don't move. I've told you how many times."

"It hurts." A pain can not shrink it.

"Don't shrink, bear the pain, and run around. I thought you were almost OK."

He pinched the bone in my ankle so hard that I took a breath. Want to pull a foot, but he pinches tightly: "don't move, if ache, don't concern me."

"I think it's better to go to the doctor and ask the doctor for dressing. You can't! It's killing me. "

Ji Xiaobei pick eyebrows: "you say this, good ambiguous."

I suddenly understood, and then a little speechless.

"Well, don't move. I'll wash my hands and cut something stinky for you."

"Ji Xiaobei, you can try it, too. It's good."

"I'm going to eat. What will you do for me?"

"Don't eat and pull." But also good, Ji Xiaoye really as a jade emperor came down to earth.

The stock market is falling again, and it seems to be falling very hard.

Beijing is in charge of real estate. There are a lot of houses. However, there are various restrictions on the purchase of real estate. As soon as the conditions are announced, it will be disastrous if it falls well.

Lin's shares, down 50%.

I turned off the TV. I don't understand this, but I know that Lin Xia has a way out. His account of 300 million yuan in Switzerland is unknown to me.

All the officials are human spirits. They are extremely refined and unpredictable. If Ji Xiaobei's father had been transferred, I'm afraid it would be the target of the public now. There was a riot there, and many officials were punished.

Ji Xiaobei cut durian, I see his mobile phone rang, took it in: "you call."

"Who's calling?"

"Xiao Jian."

He looked a convergence: "press it, I will give him a reply later."

Cut durian out: "you eat first, take out will be delivered later, I also have some things to go to the company."

"Well, goodbye."

"Kiss me," he said

I hooked my finger and said, "come here."

He happily put his face together, I pinched his cheek: "hurry up, you."

He pinched my nose: "it's more and more unlovable. I'll go first. Remember to call me if you have anything."

My aunt in America called me and told me to pick up the plane.

I think my current number is mostly what Lin Xia told them.

Take a taxi to go out to the airport, check the exit of the flight, and then go there.

Lin Xia came earlier than me, maybe he came much earlier than me, still a little haggard, holding black coffee.

"Chihiro." He gave me a smile.

I faint smile: "you also come to pick up."

"The one who called me last night seems to be in a bad mood. He asked for your mobile phone number and came to pick me up today."

"Thank you. I'll just wait. If you have something to do, you'll be busy. I won't worry about you any more."

His eyes were hurt and bitter.

He is always like this. He is easily injured. I can only say that. Is it difficult for me to say the same words to you as before.

Lin Xia, no feelings.

The taste of being cheated is not easy at all. Even if your starting point is for my good, I still don't want to.

"Go back and have a good rest."

He just laughed, and then said, "I'm not tired. Look, the flight is coming. It's coming out."

He gently close, I did not hide, just too close to a point, will move, he will also know, no longer close to a point.

Aunts and cousins pushed a lot of things out and wore big sunglasses.

As soon as he came out, he hugged me: "Chihiro."

The voice is choking.

"Aunt." I whispered: "you are tired, let's go, I'll take you to find a place to rest."

"This time I come back, I won't go any more." She took off her sunglasses and her eyes were red. "We're broke in America. Your uncle is missing."

be missing? What an irresponsible person.

No wonder so sad, took the luggage: "first to rest for a while, wash a face to eat something, take such a long flight, you are tired."

Take them to a fairly good hotel to stay, aunt's mood, seems to be very bad, do not want to say anything.

I didn't ask her either. Lin Xia said that he had reserved a table below and went down for lunch.

After dinner, I said quietly: "Lin Xia, your company is still busy, you go to busy."

Aunt also answered: "yes, Xiaoxia, if you have something to do, you can go to work. Don't accompany me. Career is important."

Lin Xia handed over a bunch of keys: "Chihiro, tomorrow I'll ask someone to clean up the house and let my aunt and Aiwen live in it. When I get back to Beijing, I can't stay in a hotel all the time."

I pushed the key back: "No."

Between you and me, don't get involved.

He was a little gloomy. His aunt said with a smile, "Xiao Xia, go ahead. I have something to tell Qianxun."

"Well, I'll go first. You can call me whenever you have anything."

When he left for a while, my aunt said to me, "the couple have quarreled."

"No, aunt." He and I can't quarrel basically. He is tolerant and generous. He won't care about me.

But I didn't want to argue with him.

I didn't want to fight with him before, and I don't think it's possible to quarrel with him in the future. We have a relationship. How can we just quarrel.

"Qianxun, the quarrel between husband and wife is the quarrel at the head of the bed, and the quarrel at the end of the bed. Don't be too stubborn for a moment. It's no good after all."

"Aunt." I frowned.

"Before, I was not the same as you. I was very stubborn. At that time, my business was not good and I was still struggling. I hoped to get better and pass the crisis. Even if Lin Xia transferred three million yuan to me, I still couldn't change the outcome of bankruptcy. Your uncle and I had a lot of quarrels. He began not to come home, he began to drink too much, and he began to curse, Then he said that he was so tired that he went out at night and never came back

While saying it, I still broke my heart and burst into tears.

I took out the paper towel to her, but Aiwen was very indifferent to eat dishes, it seems that there is no sentimental. I also don't know that Lin Xia turned around the money to her, in the end these things are also in the past, there is no meaningful existence.

"No matter how sorry I am, I can't help it. If he comes back, no matter how hard it is, I'll eat it with him. But when he is tired, he won't come back. He can't even find him."

"Don't be sad."

"There are too many creditors in the United States. They have borrowed some usury, and they can't stay any longer. They can only come back. Can you help Evan see if there are better universities to accept her, such as Tsinghua University and Peking University, which are good."

"Aunt, I may not have the ability to enter these schools. If you want to enter these schools, you can let Aiwen read them on the Internet. There are quite a lot of universities in Beijing."

"What you can see on the Internet, what you can get into, how many good rooms are there? The time of Aiwen is not spent on learning like these college students in China."

In other words, learning is not good.

"Aunt, I really can't help it. It doesn't matter to me."

"You don't have it. Lin Xia has it. He always comes back and says that Lin Xia is also a person with power, power and status in Beijing. Isn't that what he said?"

"Aunt, Lin Xia and I are going to divorce now. So I don't think I can help with these things. "

She was shocked: "divorce, just see you, or very good, is not a fight, or how, no matter how, also don't make a divorce ah."

"Three words and two languages, I can't finish it. It's always my choice to divorce. Aunt, I'm also very rational, so you don't have to worry about me."

"What's the matter? Do you think life is too comfortable?"

"Aunt, it's my business. I have my own sense of propriety."

"But it's your feelings, and I'm not easy to get involved, but Chihiro, your parents are gone. You're too young to plan more for yourself. If you divorce, you'll need more alimony."

"I don't want a cent, I don't want a house, I don't want cars, stocks, money, things that don't belong to me, I never want them."

I don't want to be greedy. Although he is willing to give me anything, he won't think I am greedy, and he will give me all of them, but there is no such need.

Leave the hotel to go back alone, aunt this, is really difficult to do, Aiwen is to go to university, she can't stay in the hotel for a long time, but before she didn't have a house in Beijing.

After thinking about it, I still turned on the computer and checked on the Internet about Elvin's study, and then looked at the house rental.

I don't like to trouble Qin Rui and Dongzi with everything. I pay attention to the reading. I don't know how Aiwen's grades are. I just copy down the information and let Aiwen contact me. There's also the house. I'll show them when Ivan's business settles down. I'll pay more for the hotel. I'm too small to live here, and I like independent space.

The next morning I went to have breakfast with them. My aunt said with a smile, "Elvin will go to school later."

"Why, so fast?"

"My aunt thought about it, but she called Lin Xia. The child was really good. Without saying a word, she immediately took the initiative to solve Elvin's problem. She said that there was a house nearby, and she would live with our mother and daughter first."

"Aunt, how can you trouble him? It's nothing to do with him now?"

"Didn't you get divorced? Alas, Chihiro, what are you angry about? Is that Xiaoyu is gone? Lin Xia said, "if you can live, you can regenerate. If you can't regenerate, you can adopt one in the future."

It turns out that Lin Xia told her that no matter how to maintain it, I can't go back to the dot.

"Aunt, marriage is to leave, you also don't advise me, I this person, is so stubborn, Lin Xia is willing to help you, that is you owe Lin Xia human feelings, I always put this here, some things, you see to do."

"What do you say? Do you still have my aunt in your eyes?"

She was a little angry, then looked at me, big tears fell down. While wiping his tears with a tissue, he said plaintively, "I know that. As soon as I have Aiwen back, it will become your burden. Don't worry, we won't depend on you. Even if we beg for food, we won't say that it has something to do with you, and you don't have to care about us."

"Aunt, I didn't mean that, but I can't pay for Lin Xia's love, just like that." I don't want to make anyone cry.

But I can't afford to pay Lin Xia back.

He doesn't want anything. He just wants my heart and my love to be with him.

But his love is a heavy burden on me. I know he is devoted to me. However, the feeling is not that you can treat anyone who is good to you. It's not a trade. The feeling is never a fair thing.

"Aunt, I'll go first. If Elvin decides the school, you can give me a call. I'll show you the houses nearby."

She didn't say a word, so she wiped her tears quietly.

I sent a message to Lin Xia: Lin Xia, what you do is not what I owe you.