Use My Life For Your Happiness

... I didn't say a word. I knew what she was going to say next.

"So I ask you to see that I am also a mother. Please leave Xiaobei. I can give you whatever you want."

"I..."

"Please don't refuse me. I really want my Xiaobei to do well. If you want my life, I will give it to you right away."

"I like Xiaobei very much, but it's not good for me and he to leave him."

"With you, Xiao Bei will die. Do you have the heart? You are not saying that you love him and like him, so why don't you dare to do something for him? " She took my hand and begged bitterly: "Qianxun, please, let Xiaobei go."

Then who will give us a beautiful tomorrow and happiness for the rest of our life.

"If there's a bullet coming at him, Mrs. Ji, it must be me in front of him."

She put down her hand, a little weak.

"I bought some flowers. I'll put in the lavender you like."

Xiaobei, this time I am really so brave, do not retreat, do not let, because I do not want to see your disappointed eyes.

Mrs. Ji was very sad and said: "you go. I'm in a bad mood. I don't want to talk or see anyone."

"Well, I'll go back first."

Go out and tell the special nurse to have a good look and ask her to call if she has anything.

She received some kindness from Ji Xiaobei, so she was very kind and polite to me.

"Don't worry, Miss mo. if anything happens, I'll call you first and let you know."

"Thank you."

"Take your time, Miss moo."

Today's car is particularly congested. It's a little late to return. I put the car away and looked up with vegetables. The lights in the room are warm. I think Mr. Ji will come back before me.

Open the door to go in, wow, my kitchen, how thick smoke rolling, how flames channeling so high.

Por of a, a water poured up, the fire did not, the smell of stink came.

Ji Xiaobei came out coughing and covering his mouth. I also covered my nose.

"This is..."

He came over and said calmly, "baby, it's OK. I'll treat you to dinner tonight."

"I want to see my kitchen."

He pressed my shoulder: "what's good, everyday is not like that."

"I'll see how much you're ruined."

"Don't look, it's very good. Let's go. Don't you like ice-cream, hot pot or Sichuan cuisine? Please take whatever you want. Why, where else do you want to go? "

I have no choice but to smile: "Mr. Ji, you have to look in the mirror. If you want to go out like this, it will affect your heroic and handsome image. Don't you know what is the general of the kitchen? You are the best portrayal. You have to wipe your face."

Almost burned my kitchen. Oh, better than me.

I don't understand. How can I have a black face? I remember that I didn't use firewood and only used natural gas. Did he use the bottom of my pot to wipe my face?

He's so handsome. He's so handsome. It makes me happy.

He cursed and pulled me to wash my face. I don't want to read my kitchen. It's just a word, miserable.

He washed his face, took me out and explained, "I know the baby is very hard, so I want to make something for you. Who knows that the food is not cooperative at all. Before I saw you do it, it's not that simple. I wanted to fry fish, but I forgot some programs. I ran to the computer and came back. The pot was red, and I put some oil in it, It turns out that... "

I couldn't close my mouth with a smile: "it's a pity if you don't play a big game. Well, you can't go into the kitchen any more. I'm afraid I can't feel it if I eat it. On the contrary, I have to go to the hospital. That's troublesome. "

He pinched my face: "how can I let you eat it? If it's a big deal, I'll show it to you. I'll eat it myself and let you eat takeout."

"Ha ha."

"What are you laughing at?"

"Just want to laugh, you care about me."

He held up his hands and despised me: "Xiao Biao, what do you laugh at? If you laugh again, I'll kiss you. I don't know how tempting it is to laugh at myself. I'm not allowed to laugh at anyone except me in the future."

"Cut."

It's really overbearing. Overbearing makes my heart sweet.

"Baby, you are thin, in the hospital is very hard work, I am really sorry, but also a little selfish, mommy loves me, I really want to let mommy see your good, let her also love you, baby, you must want to have a mother like people love you."

In my heart, I'm really moved.

Really want to, even if his mother can't really love me, but it really doesn't matter, he has such a heart, it's OK.

"Fortunately, it's not very hard. There are intensive care in the hospital, and you often come to take care of your mother."

When the elevator arrived, he pulled me out: "baby is hard at heart."

Look up at him, he is so serious, his eyes written heartache, is so calm.

Can't help but smile: "I hope you can rest assured ah, it doesn't matter, in the heart a little hard, I can endure, I hope you mommy, really can get better and better."

He hugged my waist: "come on, baby, I'll take you to a snack."

I went to Wangfujing to eat snacks, mutton kebabs, Beef Kebabs, all kinds of small kebabs. I ate them from the beginning to the end. I was hot and sweaty. I ate them heartily.

I like to squeeze with him in the busy crowd. I like to steal what he has in his hand. I like the feeling that he is holding me tightly.

In each other's palms, there is sweat, but if you don't let go, don't dislike, don't be bored, if you have such a feeling, you can live with him forever.

A cup of milk tea for two, half for you and half for me.

After eating enough, she drove home. The special nurse called to say that Mrs. Ji's condition had deteriorated again. Without saying a word, she turned around and went to the hospital.

The operation is not suitable to be carried out any more. It can only rely on drugs. When painkillers begin to become useless, the poor patient is the one.

After sitting in the hospital all night, Ji Xiaobei woke me up and looked at me with a haggard face: "baby, have some breakfast."

"What time is it?"

"It's half past eight."

I actually sleep so deep, but also think just a little squint for a while, his coat back to him: "you wash your face, I'll guard it, you want to go busy, go busy with your business."

He gave me a soft smile and gave me a kiss on the face: "no, baby is too hard. You can always put it away when you go to work. How can it be more important than your own Mommy? Baby, bean oars, Shaobing, Shaomai, dumplings and wonton? Which one do you want to eat?"

"All right. I'm not hungry."

"Breakfast is a must. Don't say you're not hungry. Even if you're not hungry, you must eat it. The plan of the day is in the morning. The most important thing for a meal is breakfast."

"How can there be so many misconceptions? I didn't say no. how's your mommy now?"

"I just woke up for a while, and I became calm again."

In his eyes, is the thick worry, I caress his hair, comfort him: "will pass, will get better."

"Baby, I don't want to deceive myself. I know that mommy really can't get up. Now even if she has a 100% right heart, it's impossible. But I can't bear to give up Mommy. People have to live and die. They always have to adapt. But sometimes they prefer to be themselves rather than see the people around them... Baby, I'm just a little sad in my heart."

I hugged him, he also sighed, tightly hugged me: "baby, you want to accompany me in the future, is it possible?"

"Well."

He hugged hard for a while, then released: "let's go to have breakfast now."

He was also keeping watch. When his sister came, it was always the same as before, and he was not idle, so he left.

"Xiaobei, why don't you call Zhixian and let Zhixian come back? You can't deprive Zhixian of her rights."

"Well, I'll call later."

The phone rang in a hurry. Ji Xiaobei pressed it out unhappily, but after a while, it rang again. The anger between his brows was more visible.

"You can pick it up from a distance. I'll watch it here."

Take the newly sent flowers in, take the flowers off the head of the bed and then replace them. Dip your hands with water and then bounce them up. It's very fresh. Slowly put the angle to make the flower arrangement look better.

Ji Xiaobei's mother just looked at me like this, which scared me. I don't know when she woke up.

"Mrs. Ji." I called softly.

"You stayed all night. I'm always like this. If I go that day, I think you know best."

I comforted and said, "don't say that to Mrs. Ji. Xiaobei will think of a way. Xiaobei was very worried last night, but Mrs. Ji is not lucky and has a big life. When you get through everything, nothing will happen."

Rare now she looks very good spirit, and the desire to speak, good voice and good spirit, with her to say some words.

She looked at the flower, her eyes were a little blurred.

I turned the flower to a beautiful angle to show her: "Mrs. Ji, do you like this flower? Carnations are specially sent by Xiao Bei. They are fresh and beautiful in several colors. "

"Not bad."

"But I know Mrs. Ji likes lavender. Xiaobei says that if she is ready, she will take her to Provence for a holiday and let her watch Lavender every day. There is a good place in Japan."

"I can see it on the other side of konghu lake. I don't think I can see it if I run so far."

"Mrs. Ji will keep it safe and see it."

She looked at me quietly for a while, and Hur said, "Chihiro, do you like flowers, too?"

"I like it, too."

"You should like taro. I still remember that time when Xiaobei had an accident, he put the taro in the car. His record was that the flower was given to his girlfriend. "

"Yes, I like taro."

"In the next day, you can also buy some sea taro to exchange, let me see the color of the flower, how beautiful duodi is."

"Well, I'll buy it in two days. Madam Ji, Zhixian is coming back."

"Well, how can I ask her to come back? She doesn't want to be wild all her life. Let her go. Zhixian is suffering."

"As a daughter, you can't come back to see your mother. If you don't tell her, it's not fair to her."

She only talked for a while and felt tired.

Ji Xiaobei came in, gently poked my shoulder and told me to go out.

Gently said to his mother: "Mommy, you are so good, look better and better."

Mrs. Ji smiles and closes her eyes: "I'm a little tired. I'm going to have a rest."

Outside, Ji Xiaobei relieved his smile: "Qianxun, you have to watch here. Now I have to go to the Angel Garden."

"What's the matter?"

"Something happened in Angel Garden. I'll be there for a while. You don't have to worry."

"Well, when you have something to do, you have to call me. If you don't call me, you won't love me." I'm going to cheat.

He laughed, reached over and gently touched my face: "look at the baby so sensible, intimate, no matter how tired, I will not say tired, what tired, not tired."

I gave him a smile: "go, go, I'll call you if there's anything."

He compared the posture of a phone, and then turned to go, I went to the end of the corridor window, where you can see the car under the shade of the tree, his car moved, out of the door of the hospital, a brush on the old fast, it must be something urgent, otherwise Xiaobei will not leave, will not be so anxious.

He didn't come back to the hospital until the evening. Ji Xiaoyi came to take over the shift, so I went back first. He was not at home, but I didn't know what happened. He didn't come back so late.

Even, I didn't come back all night.