Use My Life For Your Happiness

Even if I go to dinner, it's still a little bitter. I shake my head and smile bitterly. I'll cheer up. Don't let Qin Rui worry about me any more.

Those past things, let them go forever, don't mention, don't think, think again, it's just fantasy.

Qin Rui came back from the bathroom and looked at me with a smile: "the nutritious meal for pregnant women is really rich. I told the chef just now, I'll make it specially for you."

"Why bother? In fact, I eat what you eat. After pregnancy, many things I don't eat also begin to eat. Many things I like to eat also gradually quit eating."

"Only when you are pregnant can you pamper yourself, silly girl."

"Ha ha, you don't know what I like to eat. In your eyes, it's junk food."

"Being is reason. How are you doing in France?"

I want to shrug a smile: "fortunately, I think I'm still a lazy person, I don't have ambition, I don't want to be a strong woman, I don't want to do anything big, just like that flat light life, is also a good choice, leisurely, comfortable."

"I'll give birth to a daughter in the future and see if you can relax."

"It doesn't matter. If I'm tired of it, I'll send you to France and throw her to you."

When Dongzi called in, Qin Rui said, "I brought Chihiro for dinner. I came back yesterday and I have to go shopping today."

"Brother, it's wrong. She has to buy it. Can I hold her? Can I beg her? You can let her alone. It's also her intention. "

"Well, well, I know. I'll take good care of her. Tomorrow you'll have a full moon banquet. I'll send you Chihiro's birthday. Brother Dongzi, the gift Chihiro wants to give you is a surprise... I don't want to say it. It's useless for you to tempt me. Don't say it if you don't say it."

A surprise gift, mostly my daughter.

I laugh happily, the dish begins to come up, then use slowly.

Love can not last forever, but friends, it is a lifetime, but forever.

I hope that when I leave Beijing, I will never meet Ji Xiaobei again. Anyway, their respective lines have long been parallel and can no longer cross.

The next day, Dongzi's full moon banquet started at noon. The wedding was low-key, and the full moon banquet began to be high-key.

Qin Rui took me with him. He drove the car directly to the parking lot and took the elevator from there to save the pain of blowing.

As it happens, the car from Jotun city is driving nearby.

As soon as I came out to see me, I would smile with joy, and my sight fell on my stomach, which made me feel lonely.

I said with a smile, "Hello, chief Joe."

"Well."

"Chief Joe is free, too?"

He couldn't bear me to say that to him. He frowned and frowned: "Chihiro, I'll discuss with you. We won't call it that in the future, OK?"

"Ha ha, on purpose, why don't you wear the clothes of the armed police? It's very handsome."

He was speechless. Qin Rui couldn't help laughing: "Qianxun, Dongzi, this is a full moon banquet. If the chief appears in other clothes, can people have enough to eat?"

"Ha ha." I laugh wildly.

Qiao Dongcheng glared at us and said helplessly, "you, you."

"Well, you're kidding. Let's go. Let's go up together."

"When did you come back?" he asked in a low voice

"I didn't come back until the evening before yesterday. I'll fly to France again in the next day."

He sighed helplessly, with a touch of sadness in his eyes: "I think you like living in France?"

"Yes, I'll probably settle down there in the future. Let's go up. Here's the elevator."

"Chihiro, Lin Xia will come." Qin Rui reminded me in a low voice.

I can also think of this. Lin Xia knows how much I care about my friends.

How can I not come back to Dongzi's full moon banquet? I think he will come. If he knows, he knows. It's easy for him to check me.

On the top, it was hot and full of people. The full moon banquet was even more decent than the wedding wine.

Lin Xia seems to have come very early. Sitting with Ruan Li and Jing Zhi, they look very lonely with a light gray suit on their face.

Seeing him, I'm always sorry and painful. If you don't fall in love with me, how nice. Lin Xia, you are as clean as ink painting, and your party spirit is pleasing to the eyes.

I'm really not a good person. I always hurt you.

He saw me and stood up to meet me.

Qin Rui held my hand tightly and said softly, "don't be afraid."

He walked up to us with a smile in his eyes: "Chihiro, you're back."

I nodded, and he laughed softly: "just come back."

"I expect to leave in a few days."

"I miss you a lot." He said.

In the heart sentimental, all surged up, astringent.

"Lin Xia..."

"Can we talk about it?" He asked mildly.

Qin Rui said: "Qianxun is here to drink the full moon wine, brother Lin Xia."

"Qin Rui, you and chief Qiao should go and sit down first. Don't neglect chief Qiao, who has a bad temper."

Qiao Dongcheng gave me a blank look and left first.

Lin Xia slowed down and walked with me to the corner of the stairs. It was quiet, but it was a little cold. He stood in the windward place to block the wind for me.

Jugaolin looked at me with heartache on his face.

I called softly: "Lin Xia."

"Chihiro, want to go back to Beijing, want to go home?"

Home, do we still have a home?

Can we go back to our home again?

"Chihiro, I spend the Chinese new year alone. It's more painful than any other year. I bought a lot of jasmine flowers, but I'm the only one to appreciate them. Chihiro, come home. Your child is my child."

I really want to be moved, but Lin Xia's heart is too light.

My silence made him feel bad.

Frowning: "still can't do it, right?"

"I'm sorry."

"I never want to hear you say that to me." He said word by word, holding the handrail tightly, and his veins leaping on it.

I looked up at him, biting his lips or whispered: "sorry, Lin Xia, you let go of yourself, you so wronged love, not love."

It's crazy, it's persistent.

One more step, you can't go back, it's the abyss.

Why do you still refuse to withdraw?

"Why do I love you so much?" He closed his eyes in pain and said, "I tried to forget you, but I can't do it."

I hold his hand, so cold, tightly hold: "Lin Xia."

"I don't want to listen. I'm sorry."

Has the final say that you are not living in your world, you do not always think that I am the best, I am really not good, not at all good, and match and match, not that I am the one who has the final say, nor is it your own personal say, I have tried to love you very carefully, and love you well, Lin sleep, I find that I am happier than two people in my life. So forgive me for being selfish. "

The child is not yours, you say you love me, you can accept it, but Ji Xiaobei's, can you really accept it?

Besides, I really don't want to go back. Let alone, I will cherish what I have now. In your eyes, I am the one you love most, but in my eyes, I always regard you as my brother.

He grasped my hand, bitter and painful.

I sighed and pulled out my hand: "Lin Xia, don't be so stubborn any more. People like me, many, many, many better than me, are more and more. You have to go out of the world you used to be. I don't love the book of songs at all. My mother forced me to learn it. I just memorized the first few sentences. In the middle is the comic book. My peony is used to chase Lin Duan. "

"Without Ji Xiaobei, would you change your mind now?"

The sigh in my heart, deep.

"Lin Xia, get out of the prison you built." Stop guarding, squatting and being stubborn.

As I walked down, there were still so many people on the first floor.

When you use it for many years, you stubbornly use it to love me. Lin Xia, one year is not enough, just two years. You can always slowly forget me. In the future, I think I will have fewer opportunities to return to Beijing.

When you go back to France, you should prepare well for all kinds of affairs and prepare for the arrival of a new life.

Time is a knife, which makes many things cruel and beyond recognition. I hope it can also let time sneak into your heart and dig out all your past stubbornness.

Sorry, I can't go home with you.

Lin Duan also came. He gave me a smile and then looked at Lin Xia behind me. He didn't say anything. He took the things from the side: "Qianxun, sit here. I haven't seen you for a long time. Let's have a good chat."

"Good." So you don't have to sit face to face with Lin Xia.

Dongzi was the host, but he was really busy. He just came to say hello and saw me smile. He squeezed his eyes and ran to be busy.

At the beginning, he complained to Qin Rui and me. Now, he's still a father, carrying his fat boy all over the place.

Father's love, needless to say, can be seen.

When I went back, Lin Duan said that he must take me back, so I took his car and asked him with a smile, "do you have anything to tell me?"

"I know."

I don't know. I used to love you so madly.

But like this, can't be a lover, can also be a friend, like Lin Xia, it really makes me a little afraid.

"Lin Xia seems to be following Ji Xiaobei, and in business, he also fights with Ji."

"Alas." I sighed and rubbed my brow: "I don't know what he wants to do. He won't divorce. Anyway, I don't want to marry anyone. After I come to France, I will still live alone and bring up my children by myself. He told me to go out and talk about it as if nothing had happened. He told me to go home."

"I can't guess that he is too persistent and crazy."

"Yes." It's crazy. It's a little scary.

If you don't step back, I'm really afraid.

"Watch out for him."

"I'll be back in France in a few days."

"Chihiro... Can you really get used to it there?"

I nodded hard: "yes, I'm familiar with the words there. The living conditions there are also very good. I've been miserable there, like living in hell. It's so dark that there's no sunshine and no name, but it's nothing to face. Lin Duan, I can face that place. It's good to think about it. That is to say, it happened in France and I was pregnant. I lost it there and I had it there. Is it a kind of fate? "

"Well, congratulations."

"Oh, thank you."

"It's better to go back early. When it's about to be born, send me an email and I'll see you."

"I don't have to come if I'm busy with business. I'll invite all the people there. Don't worry. I'm not a child anymore. I'll deal with a lot of things. I'll be careful and try to be perfect."

"Business is not very busy. In the first half of the year, many industries will be relatively weak. It's reasonable for our company to take some vacation after years of hard work."

I know that Lin Duan has the ability to come out and do it by himself. Without relying on the Lin family or relying on Lin Xia, Lin Duan lives well without him.

I think so do I.