Use My Life For Your Happiness

"I'm looking for Lin Xia. Can you send a message for me?"

"Why be so polite, I'll take you up to him."

"Thank you."

Follow her up, the elevator only me and her, suddenly feel a little air is not very good.

But there's nothing wrong with Bai Lingling. Even if I don't love Lin Xia, I can't stop others from loving him. That's because I really like Lin Xia and ANN can stop these things.

It's a bit boring.

As soon as the elevator opened, several people came in and politely said, "Secretary Bai, you're back."

She answered faintly. A middle-aged man with glasses said, "Secretary Bai, are the company's layoffs coming down?"

Bai Lingling was not happy: "this is a matter of the company. When outsiders are here, don't mention it. Besides, these things are decided by the president, and I don't know."

Inappropriate timing, inappropriate problems, the final result will only make their own position more embarrassing.

The elevator reaches the top floor, which is the top secret place. It is also the President Office of Lin's real estate company.

When I was still with him, he was just a manager, unwilling to take over too many things at once, which would make him too busy to live his own life. At the beginning, he was not in the top office.

Now it's moving up, high smallpox, large pieces of landing work, a few people who walk in a hurry and dress neatly always feel a kind of pressure, a kind of pressure in a hurry.

I think I had a wonderful time in France. I had a leisurely time.

Stepping on the gray blue carpet, the president's office is very conspicuous with several large gilded characters. Outside, there are small compartments for secretaries and assistants.

Bai Lingling knocked on the door: "President Lin."

"Come in." He said.

The sound, as usual, is gentle, but without a trace of temperature.

Bai Lingling opened the door to "President Lin"

Lin Xia's hair was combed neatly, and he was looking at the information. Without looking up, he said, "ask the assistant to spare the time for the next two days. I want to go to the airport."

"Mr. Lin, what are you doing?"

"Private business." He said.

So she couldn't ask any more.

Private affairs, everyone has private affairs, to a point, do not want to reveal.

If Bai Lingling is not smart enough, Lin Xia will not appreciate her and will not use her twice or three times.

With a smile: "Mr. Lin, I know, but Mr. Lin doesn't have to arrange for the driver to drive to the airport at night. Look, Mr. Lin, who's here?"

He looked up at me like that, quiet and sour, which made me feel guilty.

From the beginning to the end, I'm really sorry for Lin Xia.

But I don't know how to avoid hurting him.

After watching for a long time, maybe enough, he just smile, then put down his pen, took off his glasses, rubbed his tired eyebrows and stood up.

I walked in and said with a smile, "Lin Xia, I'm back."

Bai Lingling closed the door. Lin Xia came over and led me to the sofa: "sit down, I'll pour you boiling water."

"Thank you."

Pour boiling water on the table, dense and steaming, looking at him, only feel that time has not been lost, so many years, always the same.

Still white and black pants, although no longer silent years that quiet as autumn clouds of Pianpian less, but the body of Shen Lian, clean gas, but it has not changed for many years.

Time is really good for him.

"Lin Xia, I'm back." I added, breaking our peace.

He looked at the watch on his wrist: "it's more than three o'clock. I always think that you usually go to Beijing in the evening. After all, you don't get up early in the morning and get busy. "

I smile: "a lot of habits, will change."

"Yes. However, a lot of things will not change, just like you and me. "

"What do you say?" I'm a little curious about that.

"Just like me, I always think that as time goes by, you are so far away, and many things are changing. Maybe when you come back, I will feel that I don't love you as I used to, but the reality is that when I see you, I will still have the same feeling as I used to, and you are also as I used to."

His words were as sad as before, which made me sigh for a long time.

Office green vine plants, green so happy, but now, but let the heart do not have a happy feeling.

He asked me to come back, he said it was a divorce, and now I can know that his heart is not willing to divorce.

"Have you eaten yet?"

"Yes."

"Plane meal?" He said with a smile: "there is a flight to Beijing at about two o'clock. You arrive here at three o'clock. You don't have time to eat. Let's go and eat first. The plane meal is too bad. How can you do it?"

"It doesn't matter."

"Let's go." He had already stood up and went to his desk to pick up his cell phone and wallet. "Let's go."

I brushed his kindness and stood up with a smile.

They didn't pull up the small box and put it on the first floor. Anyway, their security system here has been very good.

Down, Lin Xia a look at the box, but also did not ask a word, put to the parking lot.

Without the carpet, it's a little painful to walk. When I take care of my children in France, I always wear slippers. If I didn't go back to Beijing, I would not choose such shoes. It's a little hot and a little sore.

The more I walked, the more painful I felt. I just walked with him side by side and held back to the parking lot.

When I got into his car, I thought I would go out to eat, but Anzhi's car didn't stop at any one of the houses, but went directly to the place where I used to live.

That's, me and his home.

Why, you brought me back here.

The car goes directly to the garage. From there, there is an elevator. It goes straight up and opens the door. All the patterns are the same. They are clean and clean. My slippers, the brand I used to wear and the style are the same, but they are new for the time being.

He took down his slippers and put them in front of me. Then he untied his cufflinks and said, "go wash your face and pour some water. I'll cook for you right away."

"Lin Xia, don't be so troublesome. I'm not hungry either. Otherwise, it's the same to eat outside."

I feel very sorry for that.

But without saying a word, he began to be busy inside.

All the dishes in the refrigerator were taken out and washed in the kitchen sink. I changed my shoes and went in. I opened the curtain and left only a screen window. The cold air in the air conditioner slowly blew away my dryness. The bathroom was the same as before. There were even handkerchiefs and shoes Xiao Yu used.

It's well preserved, but in this way, how can we step into our own new life.

The past will always be the past. Why doesn't Lin Xia understand?

I simply found a big bag and put away all the previous things, as well as mine.

"Lin Xia, these things."

He knew that I was cleaning up, and he didn't look back or answer.

I sigh, put it at the door, and throw it away when I leave.

"Chihiro, wash the grapes and have some first."

"Thank you."

"I know that you like to eat, and let people buy it in the refrigerator every day. One day, you will come back here, even for a meal."

"Lin Xia..."

"It's time to eat. Three dishes and one soup." He interrupted me.

He doesn't want to hear it. I won't say any more.

Go inside to take out the bowl, he brought out the dish: "you like to eat fried cabbage, spicy shrimp, tomato and egg soup, beef and green pepper."

It seems that in addition to thank you, or only thank you.

With a faint smile, I tasted some of them. The craftsmanship is really good. The three dishes are delicious.

After finishing the meal, he made tea. The smell of tea was thin, and he looked at me foolishly: "Chihiro, I want to get back together with you, OK? What's wrong with me, you tell me, I'll never do it again. "

"You're good. You're really good. I'm not good."

"I don't want to hear that. It's the worst thing in the world." His voice was hoarse, and he reached over to hold my hand: "no matter how long you have gone, I know that you have always been in my heart, never far away."

Don't open your face, tears are falling.

I'm really sorry for him.

"If I don't say divorce, you won't come back, will you?"

"I'm sorry, Lin Xia, i... I used to seriously want to live with you and love you well. I thought that emotion can be cultivated slowly, but... I'm really sorry."

"If there was no Ji Xiaobei, everything would not be like this."

"I've been living a good life all these years. I've been separated from him for a long time."

"I ask you a question, can you tell me?"

I nodded and he said, "from beginning to end, there is only one person you love in your heart, isn't there?"

As if afraid of my superficial remarks, he said, "seriously answer me, OK? For me, there's no need to hide. "

"Yes." Ben is such an answer.

After Ji Xiaobei, I never loved anyone again.

He nodded bitterly, heaviest.

"Why?"

He asked me, I think for a long time, I really can't think of it.

Why love a person, will love so long, I am not a long love person, is not a special person.

He took my hand and put it on his lips.

No one mentioned divorce. He didn't want to. I didn't want to hurt him.

I want to come back, slowly, it's not so urgent.

"You stay at home, don't stay in a hotel. I have business tonight."

"No, I have a hotel reservation."

"Don't worry, I won't come back to worry about you."

"That's not what I mean."

But he has stood up: "what's the matter to call me? You've been flying for such a long time, and you're tired. Have a good sleep. Let's talk about tomorrow's business. Is that ok?"

"Good."

"Key one, it's my number." He said.

I am embarrassed to smile: "I still have no sensitivity to the number, always can't remember."

"I know."

He was sent out to close the door with a long sigh.

I took out my clothes to take a bath. I didn't go to the master bedroom to sleep. I didn't feel very good. I had jet lag and couldn't sleep at night.

At two o'clock in the morning, the telephone in the hall suddenly rings.

I went to pick it up, and the voice of Lin xiaweixun said, "jet lag?"

"A little bit."

"I'm a little hungry now. I ordered you take out. It'll be there in five minutes. I'll have a good sleep after eating."

"Thank you."

He did not say a word, I said softly: "Lin Xia, then you sleep, I don't matter, I'll go to bed later."

"Well."

"Then I'll hang up."

"Speak more, let me listen to your voice, don't want to speak, let me listen to your breath, Chihiro. Now, I miss you very much, especially in my hand. I can't get close to you. It's very painful."

If we still keep the indifferent friendship before, it would be a good thing. It would be painful now.

But life, really no if.

Five minutes, just in time, the doorbell rang.

"Lin Xia, I'm going to open the door, 88."

He hung up like a runaway, opened the door and bought it.

I brought in the food. All the dishes I used to like were exquisitely made. There was also a small ice cream with a heart-shaped strawberry jam.

If it wasn't for the phone ringing all the time, I would not wake up. I was so tired and I was sleeping soundly.

It's Lin Xia. It's so early.