Use My Life For Your Happiness

I used to dislike the unknown, but now I am in such a dilemma.

I think the people who really care about me outside may be crazy now.

Chihiro baby, don't do anything stupid. Really, I'll be OK. Although it's not suitable to use the sentence of "self-cleaning of Qing Dynasty" in such a society, who is Ji Xiaobei? In the end, he has a bit of status and power in the capital.

If you are in prison, you can sigh deeply here.

There was a deep sense of powerlessness that enveloped me.

I have never suffered from such hardships in my noble life. Now I am suffering because I have always lived a happy life.

Can't sleep for a moment, the heart never stopped, this is a kind of pain, helpless pain, heavy pain.

I can't wait to tear this black prison apart. I hate life without sunshine.

I don't know how long it took to wake up in the dark and close your eyes in the dark.

Chihiro came to see me. She lost so much weight in a few days. She looked at me with a soft smile, and the deep part of her eyes was endless heartache.

Chihiro baby, I worry you.

Reach out and hold her hand, trying to hold her tightly in the palm of my hand.

I comforted her. I said it was OK.

She wanted to cry, but she took it.

I think when she turns her back to me, she will cry. Qianxun is a crying girl.

In front of you, I also put away all my anxiety, I am your support, you are your support, I should not let you worry, but Chihiro, all this, I am really sorry.

I told her not to worry. There was a tearing pain in her eyes.

Bow your head, kiss my hand gently, then raise your head and smile at me.

She just stayed for a while, I sigh a long time, the pain in my heart, pain a little numb.

Don't know what to say, will let the baby settle down, won't let her heart sorrow digestion.

I came out, but I was a little disappointed.

It was early in the morning. It was dark.

Dad, Mommy, eldest sister and second sister have come to pick me up.

The moment she came out, she wasn't there.

She didn't know that I couldn't see her. My heart was so low.

Chihiro baby, will not ignore me, will not come to pick me up.

My news, the baby will not let go.

Because, she really loves me.

When I call her, she doesn't answer.

I kept fighting, and I was more and more scared.

The second sister came to me and said softly, "Xiao Bei, get on the bus. Mommy asked someone to prepare grapefruit leaf boiling water at home to give you a bath, so as to eliminate the disaster safely. "

I asked her, "second sister, where is Chihiro?"

Second sister looked away at the light behind me and dodged: "I don't know."

You don't know. How can you not know.

"Where's the third sister?"

"I don't know."

I called the third sister and asked her anxiously, "third sister, is Qianxun with you? Where are you? I'll be right there

But you must tell me that Chihiro is with you.

You are watching me come back, just now time, you are asleep.

The third sister's sighing voice, like a knife, slowly cut my skin: "Xiaobei, Qianxun is not here."

"And where did she go?" I yelled. Tell me.

"Xiao Bei, don't ask." She hung up.

"Xiaobei, get on the bus. Don't be self willed. Don't you have enough troubles?"

What disaster, what I break into, what I do wrong.

I'm not afraid of their investigation. I'm not afraid of how to investigate. If I get dirty, I'll have to be an ox and a horse for me in my next life and let me die in slavery.

On the bus, Mommy patted me on the shoulder and looked at me softly: "Xiaobei, you suffer."

"Mommy, who did it?"

When Mommy didn't speak, I ran after her and asked, "Mommy, it's big brother, isn't it?"

A car of people, are silent.

I sighed long, as I expected.

I asked Mommy, "why?"

She just sighed: "Xiaobei, don't ask. It's our Ji family that owes him, and you owe him too."

If you want to ask something more, now the information of mobile phone rings. I see that it's Chihiro's.

She called me to room XX of XX hotel.

"Stop the car."

"Little north."

"Stop the car."

The extended car stopped, I opened the door, just as an empty taxi passed by, I stopped.

Mommy called me loudly: "Xiaobei, where are you going now, Xiaobei, come back quickly."

Mommy, please forgive my unfilial now. I'm going to find Chihiro now.

"Master, do you know where there is a 24-hour flower shop?"

"It's so late, you still buy flowers. It's not too late for you to buy flowers when it's dawn."

"Master, I want it now. You can take me. It's better to have all kinds of flowers. My little woman likes potato. Now I'm going to see her and want to bring her flowers."

Maybe seeing my sincerity, the master said with a smile, "OK, I'll take you by a detour, but it's a little far away."

"It doesn't matter."

But it's far away. It really doesn't matter. Even for the taro growing on the volcano, I'll take a bath to pick it, which will make the beauty smile.

I bought a bunch of Taros and finally got to the hotel.

Elevator layer by layer, the heart, also a little bit to be hung up.

I'm going to see her soon, I sighed deeply.

I'm really old now. How can I still look like a hairy boy?

He rang the doorbell and waited for her to come out.

I don't think about anything. I don't think about why she was in the hotel or why she called me here.

I can give her 110000 reasons. I care about her. I care about her very much.

The door opened. Chihiro only came out in her bathrobe. The door opened a little. She looked at me and said with a smile, "Xiaobei, you're out."

My smile, condensation in the face.

Because I saw Lin Xia behind her, with the same clothes, messy bed and clothes on the ground, calling what happened.

All of a sudden, I couldn't say anything.

However, she lightly raised her eyebrows: "Ji Xiaobei, you have seen it, and I will not hide it from you. What you see is the fact, everything."

Go to your everything, Chihiro. Do you know what you're doing?

She laughed and provoked Xiumei: "Ji Xiaobei, I thought you couldn't get out. They all said you were going to be sentenced to death. So, I have to find someone worthy of my support. You can see that, too. I'm so sorry. I think I found the next gold owner. "

I couldn't help it. I slapped her.

But she laughed, painfully, and panting.

How would I like to slap you in the face? It hurts in my heart.

Chihiro, tell me, why did it become like this?

The voice of taro landing, whose heart was hurt, so long sigh leisurely and not fall.

Out of the hotel, baby, baby, I think, I really lost you.

This conspiracy has achieved our separation and some people's experience.

I want to take revenge on Lin Xia. I don't have no means, and I'm not so aboveboard. I just feel powerless and don't want to do anything.

Lying in bed, I feel like I've been ill for so many days. My brain seems to burn.

The second sister cried beside me. She shook me: "Xiaobei, you can't do this."

But what can I do to satisfy you.

I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel so painful losing her.

Her phone number, I am not willing to delete from my mobile phone, her taste, I am not willing to erase from my memory.

Wake up, people lost a circle, but also finally want to understand.

When I was in Tibet, I thought, baby, if I can't give you happiness, when you meet someone who can give you happiness and love you more than me, I just want you to live better than me.

Baby, but I know that you still love me, so I'm cruel, let you give up this idea.

Well, live with someone who loves you.

OK, be better than me.

I don't care who I am when I don't have you. I don't know where I am.

When we were together, we said a lot about going here and going anywhere, but we didn't succeed.

So Chihiro, let me finish the rest of our way. On my day, I want to return to Beijing, because you put me down, because I want to see your happiness.

Everyone in my family is worried about me. I'm the only child in my family.

Big brother has become a taboo among all the people. He is also a scheming person after all. He is closely connected with everything.

I'm a man in my family. I have lost Chihiro, and I have to guard my family.

I can't. I'm going to faint any more.

Called Li Fei Er to come over, she likes me, no matter what she said or what she revealed, everything can be shown.

"Do you still like me, Phil?"

She nodded shyly, and I gave a faint smile: "well, would you like to be engaged to me? Maybe I'll be flirting outside, but if you will stay with me and be my qualified and decent fiancee within two years, then I will give you a marriage after two years, I will not marry anyone else except you, and I will be loyal to you. "

She a joy, repeatedly nodded: "small north, I would like to."

"Or, you need to think about it. You can give me the answer anytime."

She gave a shy smile: "Xiaobei, if you tell me to go east, I will never go west. If you tell me to go west, I will never go east. I know your identity and your family background are respected. Many people also want to climb up to you. Xiaobei, I'd like to be by your side and wait for you for two years. "

See, Chihiro, you don't want me. There are still many people who want me.

So, get engaged.

It's not you, so who is it? What does it matter?

Get engaged. If you get engaged, you will put me down. I provoked you first. I forced you to love me. Then, let me get rid of all this.

A moment's pain is better than a long one.

In this way, you will have real happiness.

A person, even if he loves you, but love, will also be useful, there will be tired, I have such a deep feeling, later you don't want me, you will love Linxia, so, you will be happy.

My baby, the brand of life, this road is very painful, I will go on.