Use My Life For Your Happiness

I asked her if we had met, and she said no.

She's lying, and I don't want to expose her.

I come back, I have plenty of time to find you, really.

I read your name to sleep every night. I know where you live and who will pick you up every day.

You don't tell me, about everything we used to be, you think I can forget, maybe it will be better.

Sometimes I think so, but you don't know, when the missing is what you want to know most, you don't think that once you come back, you will want to find it anyway.

When I see you, some things come back slowly. I know how I am with you. I know how happy I am with you. I know I bought you a ring and tried to lock you up with my whole life.

Chihiro, if you don't tell me, I'll still remember. Those feelings are too strong. They come up bit by bit.

Every day to sea taro, to her own plug, she does not understand it? There is still love in her eyes. She just hides it. She hides it.

After all, she has a husband, a son and a family.

I'm extremely bitter. The more I think about it, the more painful it is.

I failed her, I provoked her, I want her to love me, but I can't give her happiness.

Marry a person you don't love. If you don't love yourself deeply, maybe you can make do with it. But the more you love, the more tired you will be.

Just, I don't want to know. She's hiding. I know. What else can I do now? Can we turn it over? I don't think it's enough to hurt her?

No wonder she didn't want to tell me, so what?

Alas, it's OK to sigh, work and love her silently.

Also began a lot of heavy revenge, I quietly do everything, from any detail to hit Ji Dabei.

I am so busy that I can't think of a person anymore.

Only in the deep of the night, standing in the highest place to look down, lights, but no one belongs to me, I like people, also wait for is not me.

If you light a cigarette, you can let the smell of the cigarette pass slowly through your fingers.

At five o'clock in the morning, I don't know if she will wake up, or who will put half a bottle of water in a thermos at the head of her bed.

Perhaps, so many things, so many customs will really change a person, she may have forgotten to wake up at five.

I hate Lin Xia. I hate him so much.

Although I let go myself, if only you didn't force Chihiro so much. You and Ji Dabei are innocent. I'll cut off my head.

But Chihiro is your wife, and you have a son. I don't want her to know the cruel and dark things.

Sometimes, life is to muddle through, in order to be called perfect.

I found him, I came back, I warned him not to cheat Chihiro, not to hurt.

He said: "Ji Xiaobei, Qianxun is my wife. You are not qualified to say anything."

"Don't think I don't know about your deal with Ji Dabei. Lin Xia, you haven't taken drugs at all, but you've been cheating Qianxun." Otherwise Qianxun would not marry him.

He said with a smile: "Mr. Ji, I wonder if you don't know anything about China because you haven't been in China for many years. But before you say anything to others, please show me the evidence. If you say that to me, I will sue you for slander."

"Don't follow me. I want to prove that you haven't taken any poison at all. There are many ways, but it's meaningless. As long as you don't hurt Chihiro any more, don't count Chihiro any more, no matter what name you use or what flag you set off, you can't count her."

Chihiro doesn't like to be calculated by others. If he knows later, he will be hurt more.

If you dance with her, it will be the same as before.

Unfortunately, her shoes didn't hold up. I asked someone to buy them and put them in the hotel room reserved by the company director. I put them on for her personally. There was no reason why I couldn't find the idea to leave her.

I always thought that I would let her go a little bit, but every time, I couldn't help but miss her, and miss her again and again.

She's like a drug. I'm addicted to it. It's not a matter of time. It's probably a lifetime.

Sigh and watch her leave.

She still loves me in her heart. Unfortunately, she has no possibility of turning back.

Lin Xia treated her well, and I couldn't take care of her.

I've been holding back for a while, and I don't want to go to her for trouble. I heard that the people of the Lin family want to help her and her children to immigrate, probably because of my existence, so Lin Xia doesn't want Chihiro in Beijing, and I don't want to force her away.

Only a few months later, it seems that these things still exist, and Lin Xia's attitude seems to be very urgent, to send Chihiro to the United States.

Chihiro's relationship with her aunt is not good, and her relatives are not doing well in the United States. There is no convincing reason why she has to go.

However, in the official circles, the Lin family is also very popular. This is what happens in politics. If they don't stand right, they are right and wrong, and wrong is even more wrong.

Several of Lin's hotels are changing all kinds of procedures. The real estate company says that someone is checking the accounts. I think the Lin family has been in the officialdom for so many years, but they don't have to be nervous and afraid.

If you really want to be innocent, some officials are innocent. Don't make a joke.

Let people check his recent whereabouts, he and a mysterious woman is often on the phone.

When I saw that woman in the dark, I was surprised. Qianxun's child, Lin Yu was too much like this woman.

I don't think about it.

I know the bottom line of Qianxun is children. If there are no children, she will get away from everything. She won't mind what others think of her.

I think there must be something strange in this. It seems to be connected with their eagerness to leave Beijing.

I don't worry about her, just, I never put her down, how can I watch her hurt.

After I left, maybe Chihiro found that he was pregnant, so he and Lin Xia could marry each other. About these things, I really don't want to check, because it's my cowardice and the pain of memory. I don't want to sleep all night.

He gave the mysterious woman 100000 yuan and heard a shocking secret from her mouth.

Lin Yu is her child. She sold it to Lin Xia.

What about Chihiro? Does Chihiro know?

Driving to see her, she took the child to play, looking at him, full of him, can not hide the maternal love.

My Chihiro, she doesn't know.

Well, I can't tell her. I'd rather she didn't know. Lin Xia, you are such an asshole. You'd better hide it for a lifetime, or I won't let you go.

Immigrate, immigrate. Don't you spend more time flying to other places, and then quietly look at her to relieve the pain of Acacia? What's the matter? Ji Xiaobei has more money and more time. I have no pursuit now.

Only in a few days, a big thing happened.

Maybe for others, it's really not a big deal, because the pressure is tight, and not many people know it. For Chihiro, it's definitely a big deal.

Lin Yu was kidnapped and asked for only 30 million.

Thirty million is not much for Lin Xia.

If you dare to kidnap Lin Xia's son, either you are bold or you have eyes and don't know Mount Tai, but you are not a careless bandit with such a careful journey and careful calculation.

I think there may be some things unknown to outsiders. So also began to care about this matter, every day, I think she will be anxious.

Even when I came out alone in the evening, I got a call and drove on the way, saying that Chihiro had already been picked up.

Her car was all alone in that place. I got out of the car, patted her window and drove away.

Her children came back, and she accompanied them seriously and carefully.

She will go abroad at the end of the year. She has no objection to this immigration.

On that day, the drizzle, the day she wanted to leave, that day, I was upset, I want to have a look, maybe this departure, I don't know when we will meet, maybe, never see, Lin Xia is a very careful person, and if he prevents me, he won't let me see Qianxun again.

Leaving half of the meeting behind, I couldn't help driving out.

I just want to see her one side and look at her from a distance.

Slight drizzle, seems to be more and more big, I hate the rainy day, parting in the rainy day, but also the most annoying.

The knee is still slightly painful. The car is driving very fast. Seeing Lin Xia's car from a distance, he slows down and follows behind.

When she gets on the plane, I can call her wantonly. Anyway, she can't get it. Anyway, no one knows.

Their car went into the airport and brought the driver, but I didn't go to the parking lot. I walked forward slowly, looking at the man wholeheartedly.

The car in front of me is slow. I can't drive fast in this place anyway.

A white cat ran out and Chihiro ran to catch it.

I didn't think of so much. I just looked at her crazily. I didn't expect that someone came out suddenly. The emergency brake seemed a little late.

Scream, surprise.

Chihiro hissed his heart and cracked his lung. I saw the blood and slowly appeared in my sight.

I hit the Chihiro child on the ground, as if his life or death were uncertain.

I was at a loss in my mind, only Chihiro's frightened expression. Lin Xia pulled me out of the car and hit me hard.