Use My Life For Your Happiness

Dad likes to hold me up on his shoulder and ride me as a horse. I'm a princess, his unique princess.

Dad has endless kindness and patience for me. No matter what he does wrong, he will touch my face and say to my mother, "Chihiro is still young. Children are used to spoil him. It doesn't matter. The broken things are just things. If you don't have them, you can buy them again. Don't scare Chihiro."

I'm a spoiled child. Who doesn't know that my father is a child slave. He will hold me to his knees and coax me to eat at the dinner of many high-ranking officials.

I roll in the clouds every day and enjoy my father's love wantonly.

Once I thought, his love for me, is forever, is the destruction of the earth, will be in. I kiss my father. It's not the same as my mother.

It's my dad and my mom fighting, cold war. When he lived elsewhere, I packed my suitcase, put on my little red shoes, stomped several feet in front of my mother, and then went to live with my father.

My dad is in a bad mood and keeps smoking.

I went to his side and gently rubbed his eyebrow: "Dad, don't be sad, Chihiro will accompany you."

He laughed and pulled down my hand: "Chihiro, Dad loves you very much. You are Dad's baby daughter. Chihiro, can you promise dad one thing? "

"Yes." I answered so loud: "promise ten things, as long as dad is not sad."

"Here's the key. Put it in Jinsheng's safe. If Dad leaves you one day, you'll take it out and do as it says. That's all dad can do for you."

I stamped my foot and said, "Dad, what are you talking about?"

He just laughed: "baby daughter, you promise dad."

"Moqianxun will follow my father's edict."

I've long wanted to open the safe. Dad won't be tired of vulgarity. Give me gold, silver and jewelry! But that night my mother came and had a big fight with my father. Then I knew that my father, whom I respected most, loved most and loved most, had a lover outside, and I had a sister who was my father and mother.

At that moment, I felt extremely hurt and angry about being cheated. My father opened the door and looked at me in amazement. I hated him very much and glared at him with hatred. Then he turned and ran away.

Like what makes me breathless, I pull my chest clothes, struggling to get rid of the heavy shackles.

Head hit wooden bedside, pain to the senses, this just wake up, it is a dream.

The past, has been far away from me.

After Dad's accident, I opened the safe with the key he gave me. In the safe, there was only one contract, the engagement contract between the stranger's family and Qiao's family.

He said that what he can do for me is to find a place for me to rely on for life.

My father trusted uncle Qiao very much. Even though he was corrupt and confessed a lot, he drew a clear line with Uncle Qiao. Uncle Qiao was his comrade in arms, and aunt Qiao was my mother's classmate. When I was a child, I used to go to Qiao's house for dinner, and I was also the most beloved and cared for princess. He thought that the Qiao family would always love me, but dad didn't know that there was a kind of relationship between people and tea.

Look at the time, it's five o'clock in the morning, turn on the lights to the brightest, turn on the air conditioner to 30 degrees, and wrap yourself in a quilt. How cold it is to be alone.

I miss the warmth of Ji Xiaobei. Every time I wake up, he will hold me.

At five o'clock in the morning, when the flesh and blood are blurred, the sharp police siren cuts through the silence of the morning. I shrink in the corner and dare not dig a hole in the mud of the garden with my fingers to bury myself. The sadness at that moment is superfluous.