Usotsuki Senki, Meikyu wo Yuku

Colo has been on The Path of Glory (Gloria Road) for less than a week.

Lil didn't even try to get out of a room with a bed yet.

Even when I was expelled from school and abandoned by my parents, this didn't happen.

I guess that's all my heart depended on Colo. That's what's missing. The recoil is now Lil.

Dive into the bed for a day when the sun is shining, and the three meals that are carried to the beak room are flat with pepper, and the hot tub is indispensable because they don't like being unclean. Seeing her own employer like that, Alicia didn't feel sorry for her.

Alicia doesn't have to wonder if this is something else.

Because if it stays like this, Lil won't have any more adventures.

Then I think there will be no problem.

In front of the colon, Lil disciplines himself as if he were strong. It would be like this if I were gone, but it's one of the essence of the lil now.

Alicia knows.

Lil is a weak person. Now it's time to be strong, encourage yourself to be unknowingly strong, but she's really a weak girl.

It's not like a natural, purely mind-strong colo, or a heeko who was born and raised to be responsive and physically and mentally strengthened.

There was no element to make Lil stronger, neither in his birth as a nobleman nor in his upbringing as a lady.

So at the same time I prefer Lil, who strengthens to be strong, I get anxious at times.

Wouldn't one day be smashed to pieces of wood?

There's so much hiccups in Lil right now that I'm so afraid of watching it on the side.

Alicia is an ordinary person. Though he is sticking one foot in the aristocratic society, he is only a servant in one place. Just a very normal social worker working for daily food and future storage.

So Alicia doesn't know the pride of an adventurer.

I find it barbaric to dawn into a struggle, and I didn't want anyone I knew to go to a labyrinth where my life would be in danger no matter how much better I earned.

Still, Lil headed to the labyrinth.

At first I thought I would stop immediately. I thought I'd be stuck one of these days. Finally, I petitioned Lil only once to stop the adventure.

Lil categorically refused to give in and continued his adventure.

It's such a lil, so I guess I'll be allowed to stop and rest a little bit. Or even if she stops like this, Alicia won't blame Lil. I'd rather be a little happy.

You've gotten sweeter, and I'm aware of that myself.

When did you get into this against a lady you couldn't help but get your hands on?

But you can make yourself a little sweeter to Lil, who is pushing you everywhere in front of the Colo.

Well, I'd like you to stop making your own weird dolls.

And I am worried about how to stop it because there are signs that I will start using it for deception.

Besides, when Alicia thinks about it, the doorbell rings.

Is it the Heekos again? Alicia responds with a little annoyance at their visit, which makes a fuss about returning to the adventurer.

I want you to stay calm for a while, if possible. But it is beyond the servants' share to drive back visitors in Alicia's presence.

So she answered the visitor and looked at the unexpected and Alicia opened her eyes.

"Hello, Mr. Lildor, may I have your attention?"

Beyond forty, gentle lady.

Oz's mother visited Lil's house.

Hearing the visitor's name, Lil also decided to get out of bed.

It wasn't a very public situation, so let Alicia get herself together quickly.

Lil, who had not gotten out of bed properly in such a long time, met Oz's mother face-to-face.

"It's been a while."

"Yeah, hello"

I didn't even come to pull you out on an adventure. Lil also got up to speed with someone who just wanted to talk to Lil.

Even so, my hair is not curly.

Lil's hair is lightly rinsed and folded in two. If you grate it while you do nothing, your hair rubs it over your ankles to the floor. Mop, be human.

Even if I fold it into two pieces, my hair is growing beyond my waist, so I know how long it is.

I first glanced at Lil's hair.

"Have you changed your hair?"

"I'm not in the mood."

No matter how bad the hairstyle is, Lil's biggest feature. It's a topic I don't want to be touched on for Lil right now, but it would also be natural for that to cut the tone of conversation.

I still have a little bit of habit left, but my rushed hair is not so much a walrus. It's better than when I was dealing with the Heekos.

Besides, this hairstyle Lil has a beauty that even looks mysterious with her attitude now that she's getting groovy. If you don't have extra words and actions and vertical rolls, you're beautiful enough to fall in love with them by accident.

"Really? Beautiful hairstyle, but I think I'd rather be in front."

……

Lil's chest was hurt by the words of a casual lady.

My own hair. The girl whose vertical roll told me I admired her is not here right now.

Of course the lady can't miss such a lil 'mood.

"Did something sad happen?

"……… Huh?

The lady replies with a smile to Lil, who raised her face.

"When a girl suddenly changes her hair, it's when something happens."

There are exceptions, of course, but the lil is typical of easy to understand right now. Nevertheless, the lady's inquiry earlier captured the obvious lil 'reaction. It's not that I read that look, but that I dared to say such a routine phrase because I drew Lil's mood.

Lil can't see anyone else's timing, but she opens her mouth to talk to the lady about her care.

But I don't want to talk about any specific circumstances.

Even now Lil had a shard of pride left that he didn't want to tell this lady about her stupidity.

"Someone who believed... maybe he was betrayed."

"Well."

The fact that no pride came out halfway through the mix. The lady who hears it returns a quiet reaction to the way she was surprised.

"So I was a little blocked."

"Fair enough. That would have been a surprise visit, but it would have been just fine. Something that could be a distraction even if it's just a chat."

"Well, I guess so."

Lil unknowingly releases herself to the woman's words, which she does not say, and the end of her mouth lifts.

The lady softened her eyes to such Lil's reaction, but Lil herself does not aim enough to notice there.

So, what can I do for you today?

"Oh, that's no big deal. It's just that I'm talking about sympathy money..."

With this, Leo will be able to establish himself as the fourth faction in the current three-ways succession war.

Lil also comes to mind when he says it.

Bounty out on the Kanyel crusade. About half of it, Lil proceeded to pay me a visit to the family of the Kingdom Platoon scattered in that battle.

"Please accept it. I don't know if I can apologize... but if I don't give it to you, I'm sorry."

"…… right. You're gonna love this."

It is not a wound that can be healed with money. Or some people will hate the money they've been rolling around losing their families.

It's not just that kind of problem, but the lady who read that one of the expressions of Lil's heart, who is also a nobleman, is the giving of money, decided to take it without aversion.

"Hehe. You ran out of talking fast. Because of this, can I talk to you for a second?

"Earlier..."

"Yes. He said he might have been betrayed and blocked, but I wonder what Mr. Lildor wants to do. If it could be, of course it could be a mistake, right?

"That may be true... but I don't know."

"Oh, why?

Why.

Asked, the reason I didn't even try to think about it comes out of my mouth as a word.

"That is…….. scared"

Be a letter, put into words, and realize for the first time why I'm depressed myself.

Yes, Lil is not sad because he may have been betrayed right now, he is afraid of the work he has done to move on from now on.

Scared himself dived into the bed and stopped.

'Cause if you check, you might confirm that Colo is really having a change of heart. There is only a slight chance that that possibility will become a reality.

But if I don't find out about it, I won't be sure of the facts forever. I was trying to assume that if we just stopped, it shouldn't be any worse than it is now.

That's why I don't.

"Right? Right. It's always scary to check people's minds."

The lady tells me to be in tune, but Lil mocks herself that it's not such a problem.

I'm just saying that I'm a coward.

I just don't have the courage to believe anyone. If I stopped, I just kept running away saying that if I didn't look straight at it, it would be the same as there would be no reality.

You should have thought you'd believe Colo, but he's just wandering around so much because Colo didn't act the way he wanted.

"How do I..."

I should have sworn I'd be strong, but I'd just lose sight of the light I was aiming for and expose myself to something unusual.

I lose my son and still don't cry and ask her how she behaves without being blocked.

"How can I be as strong as you?

"Aunties like me aren't getting stronger. It's just getting dull. Sorrow, joy, resentment, everything, my heart just gets used to rubbing off."

The lady does not mourn her own heart, but gently just speaks as a fact.

"Daughters your age can swing by their emotions as much as they want. Though I may think that's boring, I've been through everything. They'll feed you one day."

Is that so?

If so, has something happened to me or to me in school that I don't want to remember anymore?

I could bark only weakly, and I was just a little girl scratching at my accessories other than myself.

Afraid of knowing the reality, I stopped and consumed my time for no reason, myself that I should be left around.

Is it also worth something in the past that I want to throw away?

"Mr. Lildor. For one thing, let me tell you an old man's story."

To clear Lil's heart with a dark face, or the lady grins.

"Whenever and wherever you run and hide. That's where we are now."

The sincerity of the word cannot be conveyed to a lil who is not even half of the lady alive. Or off target, or seems obvious.

I just thought one thing for sure.

Someday I want to be able to understand that word in its true sense.

I felt strongly that I wanted to be that kind of person.

"From your perspective, what kind of me am I?

I am.

Lil dares to leave the answer to someone else.

The woman questioned smiled prankily as if she were a young girl.

"You're a lovely lady, aren't you? If you wish, yes. Maybe he wanted a wife like you."

The smile of a young, laughing woman.

I couldn't see myself in the mirror, and I could see myself in it.

At the end of the day, leaving only a slight sense of loneliness, she went home.

Alicia, who was holding back in the reception room, looks softly at Lil.

At the time of the last interview, Lil was in tears. I was getting something in my fist that I gripped in tears.

And this time, you must have gotten a different strength.

"Alicia."

"What is it?

Even as I inquired. I know the answer.

I laughed bitterly at Lil's resolute voice that this would end up happening.

Because Lil is a strong man.

Maybe Alicia wanted Lil to stop for a little while because she was sure she would eventually move on.

You don't even know what you mean, Alicia herself.

There's just one thing for sure.

"Curl your hair."

"Yes, ma'am"

One day the lady will shine in the world.

Alicia accepted the life of Lil.