Vengeful Angel：Looper's lover

"It's OK. Generally speaking, I can't die of starvation, but I went to many countries. It seems that I really lived for myself."

Lu Zhijing replied that time seems to flow.

Yes, since Luo Luo left, the last time Lu Zhijing and Lin Minjia met was just after Luo Luo's funeral. It was such a hard day, as if the sky was gloomy.

In fact, Lin Minjia went to Luo Luo's funeral, but no one knew about it, but Lu Zhijing saw it. She understood that Lin Minjia was not a cold-blooded person. After all, she was still touched by the fact that she didn't attend because she didn't have the face to say goodbye to Luo Luo. But in her heart, wouldn't Lin Minjia Miss Luo Luo, Originally, Lu Zhijing didn't know about Lin Minjia and Luo Luo, but after Luo Luo died, it was like a truth quickly came to the surface. Even in these years, Lu Zhijing and Lin Minjia had never contacted each other. However, Lu Zhijing had been receiving news about Lin Minjia intermittently. This boy, from being reckless at the beginning to being mature and steady now, Over the years, it's really changed a lot. I can't imagine that Lin Minjia looked like this ten years ago, but after ten years, it's totally different. Maybe time is a pig knife, which takes away people's appearance, but also gives people a lot of calm temperament that they didn't expect and can't see.

"What are you going to do?" Lin Minjia thinks that Lu Zhijing won't leave this time when she comes back. She wants to find her own position after all.

"I don't know, these years, outside, alone, also tired, like a tired bird homing, want to take root here."

Since Luo Luo left, Lu Zhijing left Nanze. When she saved her first pot of gold, she left China. In Southeast Asian countries, she worked and lived in the streets. No one can understand this tragedy. Lin Minjia can't, and Luo Luo doesn't know. Lu Zhijing knows that it's her choice to leave, Then, you must pay for your decision.

The hardships I have suffered in these years are just to make myself change. I am no longer a girl who is so rash and impulsive, but I know what kind of people to face and what kind of words to say. I have to think twice about everything. This is the words Luo Luo gave to Lu Zhijing, and Lu Zhijing has kept it up to now.

"Help me. I know you can do it."

Lin Minjia knows that over the years, Lu Zhijing is no longer the original Lu Zhijing, and she is no longer her former self. All this has already changed in the dark. He suddenly felt that he needed Lu Zhijing. In this way, some of his words may be able to talk to Lu Zhijing. At least he was not alone. He didn't feel lonely. Some friendships were lost and recovered. This feeling turned out to be so beautiful, just like the illusion of standing in the cloud, floating and light.

"I know what you want to do. You have to deal with song Zhiran. But, Minjia, these years, don't you think it's boring? Lolo doesn't want you to do this. Lolo wants you to stay in this world and find your own happiness. You don't have to rush and indulge in her. The past has passed, but the sea of living people needs to live. Over the years, I have understood that when is the time to repay each other's grievances? When is the end? Minjia, don't say I'm talkative. I don't want anything to happen to you. Is it worth losing such good conditions and environment? " Lu Zhijing persuades Lin Minjia, as if he is persuading himself, but it is so difficult.

Sometimes, feelings are overwhelming. It seems that you can't think about anything when you are full of water. You fall into such an abyss. From then on, you can't walk out any more. It's like Lin Minjia, who is a confused person in love.

Lin Minjia can't see the strength of her heart, but she can really see the fragility of her eyes. A lot of feelings linger in her heart, but her eyes show that she always feels powerless and weak in those bleak moments, but it's so hard to repair when her eyes close. Many times those wild thoughts trapped me in that dark corner, in a panic moment, Suddenly aroused the ripple of the soul, just for a moment, but it is so deep-rooted, enough in the vicissitudes of life, or thousands of turns, soaked in the years of the day after day, no matter how strong the reason is so unable to stand, no matter how prosperous the present are so lost.

Most of the time, Lin Minjia himself can understand that what he has done may not be meaningful, but Lin Minjia understands that if he doesn't even have the momentum to work hard, he will always feel sorry for Lolo, the woman he loves deeply. Lu Zhijing is not wrong, perhaps people always have a sense of fear, this feeling, not always appear in their own body, but at a certain moment, suddenly appeared.

Time is like this. Lu Zhijing's edges and corners have been polished. Maybe what she needs is to be able to spend the rest of her life safely, as if this is all the meaning of life.

For countless nights, Lin Minjia still likes to sit in front of the window and look up at the sky, hoping to find her own star. However, she has witnessed the sighing of the meteor, and the sad beauty of the arc that cuts through the night. In silence, she makes her heart understand the feeling of a long absence, and prays that the slightest tremor can touch the dusty heart, Hoping that the light warmth will open the call of the soul, Lin Minjia is glad that she is still so easily moved. How many feelings are hidden in her perceptual heart, interwoven into a complex network. Lin Minjia is bound to write her love and hatred in her sentimental life, even if she is so sad and happy, I still can't extricate myself.

"I've said all the things I should say. It's up to you whether to do it or not. I'm just expressing my opinion, but I can't help you make a decision. This time, after I come back, I will never leave again. I think the world is still suitable for me. My friends and relatives are here. Leaving here, I am like a lonely patient. I don't even have a speaker. "

Lu Zhijing wants to reveal her mental journey over the years, only to find that some things, once they come to her mouth, are so hard to say. It seems that she has been choked in her throat, like a huge plug, blocking the place where the sound occurs. There is no way to open it, and there is no way for the sound to flow, Sound waves have no chance to transmit.

"I understand, you are also for my good, without Lolo, we will not know each other, I know, you are Lolo's best friend."

Lin Minjia is very grateful for Lu Zhijing's kind reminding. She also understands Lu Zhijing's painstaking efforts, but she has come to such a point that there is no room for braking and a chance to turn back for some things. Even if Lin Minjia wants to stop, she has reached such a height that all she can do is to continue to walk, otherwise she will be crushed to pieces, People in the high, but also involuntarily, although the scenery, but behind the dark, who can clearly understand it? Only Lin Minjia knows the pain of these years. Others just see his beautiful works. Who can stand in his heart and say what he wants to say?

"I know what you want, and I can't stop you, but I hope you'll think about it again."

Lu Zhijing still hopes that Lin Minjia will think twice before acting. She doesn't know what's going on, but she always thinks that Lin Minjia is the man Lolo loved, and she treats Lin Minjia as her own. This may be a spontaneous feeling, a feeling like united front.

"OK, I see. By the way, when you go back to China this time, you don't want to leave. If you need any help in finding a job or life, just say it. Lolo's friend is my friend of Lin Minjia. You can rest assured. If you can help me, I will help you to the end."

Lin Minjia's heroic words let Lu Zhijing understand why Luo Luo would like such a man. It seems that such a man has an irresistible charm.