Vengeful Angel：Looper's lover

"I just want to make a midnight snack for you, can't I?" Song Zhiran suddenly felt that she wanted to be coquettish. In her opinion, all this happiness was too simple and too sudden. It seemed that she was dreaming. She just wanted to wake up. Song Zhiran didn't know whether all this was true or false. He would just dream and then come out of the dream, Song Zhiran didn't want such an ending. Sometimes, he would rather never get it than lose it. This feeling of gain and loss is cruel to anyone.

"Am I dreaming? Minjia, why are you so nice to me all of a sudden? " Song Zhiran has to say his doubts. It seems that all this is false, but it's best to ask clearly.

"Yes? I don't think so! Some things are mutual. Let it be. "

Lin Minjia has been evasive, as if he was evading the problem of song Zhiran, which made song Zhiran very uncomfortable. He always felt that he had not been treated fairly. Now that his actions have been put on the table, why should he cover up like this? Men should say one is one. There is nothing to hide, only such men, He is the man song Zhiran likes. Such indecision will only make song Zhiran feel that Lin Minjia has no himself in his heart, but only Wu Qingluo, the woman Lin Minjia cares about most.

At this moment, Lin Minjia's heart is struggling. It seems that all this is a decision. Once it's settled, it can't be changed. Lin Minjia seems to be thinking, in the face of his own road, whether he wants to go on like this. He just chose this road before, but now he is determined to go on this road. This time, he has gone on, Lin Minjia weighs whether she really wants to lose her happiness, just for a dream many years ago, just because of some people. But even if she holds fast to it, it may not be a good ending, maybe a dark person like herself, It is doomed to be nonexistent many years ago. Living is just for such a belief. No one can say clearly what the future will be like. The past may be able to know, but no one can say clearly about the future. Every tomorrow is brand new.

However, song Zhiran is not happy. Looking at Lin Minjia, she seems to understand that Lin Minjia is not her own after all. Things and people that don't belong to her may be forced in her hand. Maybe the twisted melon is not sweet all the time.

"Forget it."

Song Zhiran throws away Lin Minjia's arms and goes out to the kitchen door. It seems that he has thrown out the temper of a young lady. But only song Zhiran understands that this is just to let himself have a step down. Only he understands the sufferings. Some feelings can never be told to others. What can he do if he speaks out? In the end, nothing has changed and nothing has been solved. It's just a chance and topic for people to laugh. It can't be put in their own heart. Let them put it in their own heart to become a secret and fester in the dark.

Song Zhiran understood that maybe it's not the best way to seek truth. If you get it, what can you do? Maybe nothing can be kept forever. After you get it, there must be endless emptiness and disappointment. If you can't get it, you will be the most reserved and noble.

Wu Qingluo felt more and more depressed when he was facing the empty room. All day long, Lin Minjia didn't show up and didn't make a phone call. When he went to the company early in the morning, there was no more news. At first, Wu Qingluo didn't want to do anything. He thought that maybe he would bear with it and everything would pass. Maybe it was just a misunderstanding and a friendly way to lead the way. There was no discomfort. After all, he thought too much, but he thought too much about everything. Song Zhiran was not only his good friend, but also his alumni with Lin Minjia, Even if song Zhiran once liked Lin Minjia, what can that prove? What happened in the past is always in the past. Nothing can happen in the past. Can there be any turning point after many years. Wu Qingluo constantly comforts himself, persuades himself, and tries to calm his heart. However, the more he does, the more he seems to feel that all these truths are just for himself, but even for himself, they can be full of holes. Then, who can believe these so-called truths? Wu Qingluo knows that he needs to calm down at this moment, but after he calms down, it's a kind of calm and terrible. This kind of terrible is beyond ordinary people's understanding. Just because he and Lin Minjia have been together for so many years, there is always a kind of intuition that ordinary people don't have. This may be the habit. This is the so-called understanding. Women's sensitivity is innate, It's not unreasonable. Usually, even if there are some things, men always think that women are too sensitive and unreasonable. It's just that men are too "magnanimous". Such magnanimous makes women look so sensitive.

As time goes by, Wu Qingluo's heart is sinking bit by bit, but he always wants to give himself a hope and tell himself that Lin Minjia will come back.

Lin Minjia looks at Song Zhiran's back and the way she turns away. Suddenly, she makes a decision in her heart. Maybe, it's always necessary to calculate clearly. Some things are doomed.

"Let's get married!" Lin Minjia's mouth suddenly said such five words, like sounds of nature, so far away, but it really exists.

Song Zhiran's walking back suddenly stops, as if it is stiff. It seems that he wants to stop, listen clearly, and then make sure that this is true or false. When song Zhiran still wants to explore clearly, he also wants to remember whether he really heard such a voice, or just because he had hallucinations and hallucinations, That's how hearing happens.

"Let's get married!" Lin Minjia said it again. This time, song Zhiran felt that it was so real, so true, and there was no feeling of floating. Such a sentence came from Lin Minjia's mouth. At this moment, song Zhiran felt that the distance between himself and Lin Minjia seemed so far away, but it was a short distance, He couldn't tell clearly what was going on in his heart and what was he thinking about?

What prompted Lin Minjia to make such a decision? Song Zhiran really didn't dare to be sure. It seemed that everything was so sudden and happiness was so self-evident. It seemed that God was playing a big joke on himself. What happened? What's going on, what's the rhythm.

"Lin Minjia, are you ok?" Song Zhiran longed for this marriage, but according to the normal plot, it seems that Lin Minjia should not say it. It seems that he should say it by himself, because he likes Lin Minjia too much. Song Zhiran always thinks that Lin Minjia never cares about himself. Lin Minjia only likes Wu Qingluo, but he just likes Wu Qingluo, Lin Minjia has always been a dispensable shadow around her. Lin Minjia never looks at herself for such a shadow. Maybe talking to herself is just because she is Wu Qingluo's good friend, that's all.

"I'm fine!" Lin Minjia finally explained again.

"Ranran, I just want you to know, I know everything you do for me, really, I know everything, do you know? I want to marry you. "

Although Lin Minjia said it plainly, song Zhiran could feel the atmosphere and heartbeat. No one knows how much courage and strength these words need.

"Lin Minjia, I want you to make it clear that love has nothing to do with being moved. What song Zhiran did for you, Lin Minjia, is just because I love you. But being moved doesn't mean you love me. It's two different things. I don't want you to regret it. I don't want you to be sad. Don't say that you get married because you are moved. It's wrong. It's fallacy. Lin Minjia, I do this, It's not to ask you to repay me, or to say something against your will to comfort me. I don't really need it. I don't want you to pity me, really. Lin Minjia, I just hope that every word you say comes from your heart, not an impulse. In that case, it's unfair to you and me. "

It seems that song Zhiran is not confused by Lin Minjia's words. Instead, he is so sober. Maybe when two people are together, one is floating and the other is responsible for grounding. Otherwise, both of them are floating, which becomes a false dream.

"Ranran, maybe I'm partly moved, but I understand that there are feelings in it after all. When I'm with you, I'm always relaxed and never need to disguise. It seems that only when I'm with you, I'm the real me. Maybe you will say that marriage is a lifelong thing, just because of a lifetime thing, I don't want to be so tired to pretend that I'm not myself. It's too tired. What I need is to express my true self, so that you can see all my fatigue and unbearable, not all my perfection. This is the real meaning of emotion, isn't it? "

Finally, Lin Minjia's theory convinces song Zhiran, and she doesn't argue any more.

"Well, what about Wu Qingluo?" Song Zhiran is always concerned about Wu Qingluo. The friendship over the years is not his own free effort. Song Zhiran always thinks that he is not a cold-blooded animal. What he considers must be considered after all.

"Leave it to me. I don't want you to bother

By this time, Lin Minjia and song Zhiran had already sat in the sofa together.

"Don't go back tonight. I'm afraid you will become a dream as soon as you leave. "

Song Zhiran suddenly doesn't want to leave Lin Minjia. He seems to be afraid that as soon as he leaves, he will find that all this is a dream.