Villain: Kick The Childhood Sweetheart Out Of The House At The Start
Chapter 44 Poverty Makes People Sober
After buying a few boxes of cheap instant noodles, Xu Qian walked alone on the crowded street.
Even at night, Hangcheng is very lively, but all of this has nothing to do with Xu Qian. She is like a ghost in this city.
There were people coming and going around, some in a hurry, some in a family of three enjoying themselves, and some men and women hugged each other and talked to each other, but what does this have to do with Xu Qian, she is just a little person who has to worry about tomorrow.
In this huge city, what is she worth?
In the past, getting money couldn't be easier. As long as he walked in front of a certain man and stretched out his hand, wouldn't the money come?
What a simple thing, it makes Xu Qian think that making money is such a simple thing.
But when she really wanted to earn money seriously, she realized that it was not that simple.
What kind of good job can she find as a woman with no education or resume? At the beginning, Xu Qian was still full of confidence, but at the back, the big-eared melon seeds named 'Reality' slapped Xu Qian on the face again and again.
No matter how noble you act, those interviewers won't care, no matter how capable you are, even if you drop a few questions, you have to reveal the truth, just like a clown.
All of her shortcomings were exposed to outsiders. That feeling made Xu Qian feel angry, powerless, and unable to do anything. She could only accept the other party's cold and contemptuous eyes again and again, and spit it out. The words of refusal.
That kind of gaze was like a pair of knives, cutting through Xu Qian's insignificant self-esteem again and again.
Turns out he was really nothing.
Just like... that man said.
After discovering this, Xu Qian wanted to cry, to run into the bar and get drunk, but she didn't even have the money to let her drink. Once, no matter where she was, as long as she made a phone call, she would come quickly. Men are no longer owned by their side.
I don't even have the qualifications to get drunk...
Without that man by my side, I really would be nothing.
As he said, the previous self was a parasite that was constantly parasitizing Chu Yu.
The cold night wind was blowing on Xu Qian's face, but she didn't realize it. No matter how cold the wind was, it couldn't compare to her already cold heart.
She called home again, and asked her parents for money again. Xu Qian could go back to the countryside, but she didn't want to go back like this, and Xu Qian didn't want to face her parents' disappointed eyes.
Just from the phone, Xu Qian seemed to feel that her parents hated her indisputably.
Heart, it really hurts.
Why did you come to Hangzhou in the first place?
It was for the sake of getting ahead and breaking out into the world, but the reality was cruel. After experiencing the trouble of work, Xu Qian lost her original self-confidence.
But the comparison in her heart did make her subconsciously compare with other girls.
Xu Qian hated the cruelty of this city, hated companies that only looked at diplomas, and even hated her parents who didn't give her an excellent life. The original intention has long since disappeared.
The only thing left is the woman who constantly compares and yearns for a better life but doesn't want to make any effort.
What's the difference between such a self and the parasite in Chu Yu's mouth?
What right do you have to despise him?
A poor life will make people see a lot of things. Xu Qian knows that those best friends who seem to be good sisters are all plastic sisters.
The only person in this city who treats him well has completely abandoned himself after repeated disappointments.
These days, Xu Qian wanted to cook, but found that she couldn't even cook, which made her feel ashamed that the food cooked by Chu Yu was not as good as the ones outside.
After eating instant noodles for a few days, Xu Qian now misses the villain who has been despised by her more than once, but always serves the table on time and on time.
She also wanted to make money, and she wanted to tell the man who looked down on her own, so she could do it.
In the end, he could only find a low-paying job in a retail store.
Can such a self really survive in this city?
It turns out that you are the worst woman ever! The heart is higher than the sky, and the life is thinner than the paper. I am probably talking about myself.
In the past, when I saw the various rebuttals under the poisonous chicken soup on my mobile phone, I always felt dismissive, but when the superior Life was withdrawn, I discovered that some things were true.
My heart is so cold!
When my heart is cold, I always subconsciously find a place that can warm my heart.
Xu Qian raised her head, and before she knew it, she had come here, the house where she had lived for many years, the "home" that belonged to Chu Yu.
Looking at the entrance of the community, a familiar window with a warm and soft light was projected. Xu Qian never felt that the light was so beautiful, so... so I longed for it.
It seems so close, yet so far away.
The man who used to love own has completely given up on himself, and he doesn't even want to give her the chance to apologize, but... I owe so much to myself in those years, do I really still have a face to appear in front of that man? ?
Compared with the resentment she once had against Chu Yu, after she figured out some things, Xu Qian was only grateful.
I am grateful to that man for taking me in for so many years, and I am also grateful that he has loved me for so many years.
Obviously he is the outstanding one, but he has always tolerated this... parasite...
On the other hand, he has abandoned Chu Yu's tenderness again and again, so it is no wonder that he will be disappointed in himself!
How happy I used to be, I didn't need to panic when I jumped into the middle of the night, just need a phone call, and that man will appear, he is his own backing, the most solid kind.
But this solid backing was pushed away step by step.
It's ridiculous, myself.
This woman named Xu Qian.
Do you have that qualification?
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ps: Everyone should go to bed early and get up early. Tomorrow is another day of overtime. Come on, work as a worker (myself), oh yeah! ! !
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