Waiting for you to fall a flower

Not daring to think further, perhaps she needed to use an extremely calm method to dispel these thoughts and force herself not to think too much.

She groped her way out of the room in the dark and came alone to the stern of the boat. The rain was much lighter by now, but if she stood alone for a long time, she would still be drenched.

Shower, this is an extreme way to calm down, let the cold rain restrain his messy thoughts, let himself calm down as soon as possible, as soon as possible out of the suffering predicament.

She stood for a long time, her heart getting colder and colder, not because of the wind and rain, but because Ye Beicheng was still with Yang Qianxue. If he wasn't there, he would definitely find her missing. Then he would definitely come out to find her, so she wouldn't have to stand here for so long.

Her legs were already numb and her body was slowly stiff. At this time, an umbrella was blocking her head. She turned around in surprise and surprise, but when she saw the person behind her, she fell into the cold world again.

"Shaocheng, why are you still awake?"

She asked in a hoarse voice, then turned around and continued to face the sea.

"How can I sleep if you stand here?"

He casually said, seeing jingya look at him in confusion, and then changed his cynical expression, saying, "I'm kidding."

"Quarreled with Brother bei?"

Fei Shaocheng stood beside her and asked knowingly.

"No."

"Actually... I saw it all."

Jing Ya bit his lip, "What do you see?"

"Why are you sad? I saw it all."

"So, Ouyang Feng saw it too?" Her lips were bleeding from biting.

"Well, I wanted to see Qianxue, but..."

Fei Shaocheng was so embarrassed that he couldn't open his mouth. In fact, if he didn't, Jing Ya knew.

"It doesn't matter. I already knew that your rooms were close to hers, but only Ye Beicheng ran away alone. This only shows that you didn't hear it, but refused to go."

"It's not that I won't go, Jing Ya. Don't get me wrong. I really didn't want to hurt you!"

This was the first time Fei Shaocheng didn't call her sister-in-law, but Jing Ya.

"It's okay. I understand. It's not your fault, nor Ouyang's."

She stared at the sea in the distance, "If he wants to go, no one can stop him. If he doesn't stay, no one can."

"Don't be angry. Ouyang has no bad intentions. He's just too stubborn. He always thinks that you have a purpose in marrying Brother bei. He's such a person..."

Fei Shaocheng explained for Ouyang Feng, but jingya interrupted him, "I know, so I don't blame Ouyang. He did it on purpose, just let us see some facts. If love is strong enough, no one can destroy it."

Jingya wiped the rain off her face with her hands, and her body could not help shivering from the cold. Fei Shaocheng quickly took off her coat and draped it over her body. She said with concern, "Your clothes are wet. Go back to your room."

"It's okay. I want to be quiet. Go to sleep. Don't worry about me."

Fei Shaocheng didn't leave because of what she said. He held an umbrella to protect her from the drizzle and looked at the woman beside him from time to time with the corner of his eye.

She lowered her head and looked down at the sea beneath her eyes. Even without the moonlight and the light, her pale face could still make one's heart beat. Fei Shaocheng stared at her, gradually losing his mind.

"You don't have to stare at me like that. I won't let it go."

Jingya turned her head and saw that he was looking at her. She immediately handed him the clothes she was wearing.

"You're wearing it. It's too cold."

Fei Shaocheng stubbornly draped his clothes over her again and said casually, "You look smart on the surface, but you're stupid to death. Do you think it's right to ruin yourself like this? You have to learn to love yourself before you can be loved by others. If you don't even cherish yourself, how can you expect others to cherish you?"

Jing Ya almost burst into tears when he said that. Her nose ached and she choked, "Shaocheng, thank you. Very few people say that to me."

Fei Shaocheng smiled and said meaningfully, "I'm not going to say these words to any woman, so since I told you, you have to remember."

Jing Ya nodded, sniffed and asked faintly, "Ouyang Feng hates me, don't you?"

In her memory, there were far more people who hated her than liked her...

"Why should I hate you? You're such a good woman. You're a fool to hate you."

"Do you think I'm good?" She was surprised.

"Yeah, the best woman I've ever met..."

Jing Ya smiled awkwardly, "Stop joking. How do you know I'm good? Only two people who live together know each other well."

"There are many aspects of a person's good qualities that can be reflected in. You don't have to live together to find out. Some people live their whole lives and don't necessarily see each other's good qualities. I think you are good because you have your own opinions, personality, and unique love views. You may be poor, but you are mentally rich. You can always find a way out for yourself in the face of other's provocations or prejudices. You turn around proudly. This kind of pride, Not every woman has it, and not every woman can understand what she wants, what she doesn't want, what she can and can't..."

"Enough." Jing Ya interrupted in panic. She suddenly felt that Fei Shaocheng knew too much about her.

"You dare to love and hate. You are not hypocritical or pretentious in front of love. You treat the people who are good to you twice as well as those who are bad to you. You never try to please them on purpose..."

"Stop talking!"

Jing Ya quickly hid under his umbrella. She stared at Fei Shaocheng coldly and said softly, "You don't need to analyze me so thoroughly. I'm just an ordinary woman. I'm not as different as you say."

"Yes, you are ordinary, but I like ordinary women like you."

This sentence sounded like a thunderbolt in the air. Jing Ya was stunned by the explosion. She could not believe her ears to hear something so wrong.

To prove that it was just an illusion, she quickly turned around and prepared to leave the deck, but Fei Shaocheng grabbed her wrist and said, "What I said is true."

"Don't say such rubbish again!" Jing Ya angrily shook off his hand, "Do you know what you're talking about? I'm your brother's wife. How can you say such things to me? A friend's wife can't be deceived. Do you understand?"

She ran back to her room without waiting for fei Shaocheng's answer. At this time, she should let him wake up properly. Perhaps when the sun comes out tomorrow, all the unpleasant things will go with the wind...

It was getting brighter and whiter in the east. Jing Ya curled up on the sofa all night. Ye Beicheng didn't come back that night. She wanted to see what they were doing, but she was afraid to see what would make her break down.

The door creaked open, and then she heard a tired footstep. She lowered her head and watched the slippers approach her.

The cold body was embraced by a pair of strong arms. It felt very warm, but that kind of warmth, warm body but not heart, just a woman had just left this embrace, the remaining heat in his arms was like a kind of charity, making up for the loneliness that she had been neglected all night.

"Sleepless all night? Or just got up?" Ye Beicheng hugged her tightly and asked sadly.

"What do you think?" Jing ya didn't even move her eyelids, so she answered mechanically.

"Your body is so cold. You must have stayed up all night."

"Even if you know why."

Ye Beicheng lifted her chin, rubbed it on her lips and said, "Don't be angry. There's nothing between us."

"Did I say you have anything?"

"I didn't sleep all night. I was just worried about what we would have..."

Jing Ya smiled self-deprecatingly, "What does that mean? What's the point of having sex? Not even a hug?"

"I only hugged her because she was too insecure. As you can see, she was so scared, and I wasn't a cold-blooded animal."

"Yeah, she's insecure. She needs you. You're not a cold-blooded animal. You should spend the night with her, because she's the woman you love."

Ye Beicheng frowned and said, "Jing Ya, can you stop saying that? I feel like I've done something wrong to you."

"What should I say? If you want me to say it's okay, I don't mind who you're with, even if that woman was once your lover."

Jing Ya broke free from his arms. Although it was warm, she didn't care.

"If I made you unhappy last night with Qianxue, I apologize. I just thought you had enough confidence in me. Even if you weren't worried about me, I wouldn't have done anything to hurt you."

Ye Beicheng stared at her with a tinge of heartache.

"You think? What do you think love is? There's no such thing as greatness in front of love. If I don't mind, it just means that I don't care about you. I don't care who you are with or what you do. I don't mind at all, as long as I don't care about you!"

But doesn't she care? The answer was no. She cared about Ye Beicheng because she loved him so much.

"Jing Ya, I'm sorry. If I didn't take your feelings into account, I apologize to you..."

Ye Beicheng stepped forward and hugged her. He took her hand and placed it on his chest. He said firmly, "Do you feel it? That place only beats for you."

"I can feel it, but I can feel it, and so can others. Dare you say that when you hold Qianxue, your heart stops?"

"It didn't stop, but at least it didn't beat so hard when I held you."

Jing Ya was not a stupid woman. She knew when to stop. No matter how uncomfortable her heart was, she could leave calmly last night. Now there was no need to make a scene.

In fact, most of the time, she was willing to believe Ye Beicheng. She just wanted him to understand that no matter how much he was reluctant to part with Qianxue, he had to worry about her feelings.

"North city, Qianxue isn't the only one who doesn't feel safe. I won't either. No matter how strong I am, I'm just someone who wants to be hugged by you."