We keep getting divorced

I was a little at a loss to see what Lin Lu had been thinking.

Just wanted to take the opportunity to boast about him and talk about hackers, Lin Lu suddenly raised his head, put his arms around my shoulder and asked seriously, "dare you play a game with me?"

I was confused, "what game?"

"Crossing!"

"Crossing? New online games? "

Lin Lu shook his head, his eyes gradually dignified.

I am very confused, not online games, is it really through? He has high technology?

"What... What do you mean?"

"I can take you back to the past, or directly to the future. Which do you choose?" Lin Lu's eyes became infatuated and affectionate.

This sentence suddenly reminds me of my sadness. I have no memory of the past. Now I have been drugged and become half a mental patient. I can't see where the future is in the world.

"I have no past, and I dare not look forward to the future." I turned around and looked out of the Xiangyang platform and said sadly.

Lin Lu leaned over, gently hugged my waist from behind, put his jaw on my shoulder and said softly, "then... Cherish now!"

His chest is not broad and strong, but it is very warm.

This scene is what I long for. But somehow, I felt extremely heavy, as if I had been wronged by heaven, and tears burst out of my eyes.

"How should I cherish it?" I lowered my head and choked.

Lin Lu held me tight, gently held my hand, put his lips on my cheek, and choked, "take my hand, don't loosen it, don't lose me again!"

I was shocked!

Why did he say that?

Did I know him in the past?

Ning can, is it really me? And he is Lu Jinyu?

I don't know why, when I think of this, my body becomes more and more stiff and infinite panic, like I dare not accept that I am Ning can in my heart

Lin Lu was even more disappointed and flustered to find an excuse to explain: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, but... I just miss it too much. I shouldn't be in such a hurry."

I turned around, stared into his eyes and asked, "who are you missing? Ning can? "

Lin LuChen nodded.

"Who is Ning can?" My eyes gradually sharpened.

"The only woman I've ever loved in my life!"

His answer was very firm, but I was inexplicably unwilling. Maybe the only two words stimulated me, and an angry word came out:

"Who am I?"

The words fell, and the hearts of the two people were pounding.

Lin Lu's lips were trembling. He blinked desperately to keep his tears from flowing. He turned his back to me and couldn't help but answer: "you are... Su Xiaowan!"

I can't feel his division at the moment. I'm eager to renew the front edge with me and worry that Ning can's identity will hurt me again; More afraid that after I find my memory, I can't go with him

And this answer, let me disappointed, but also deeply relieved.

I don't know what kind of Psychology I am. I hope to be his lover, but I dare not accept that I am Ning can

For a long time, there was only silence between us. Lin Lu kept his back to me, perhaps trying to calm his emotions.

I really want to continue to ask if he is Lu Jinyu and everything about Ning can. But somehow, I just didn't have the courage to speak.

Maybe in my subconscious mind, I expect him to be just an ordinary Lin Lu, and I just have no past Su Xiaowan. We have nothing to do with the gratitude and resentment of those rich and powerful families. We are so simple and ordinary happy!

Finally, he turned around, forced to smile and said, "don't talk about me. Tell me about you. How did Tian Rongjun break into your bedroom last night?"

I didn't have the desire to talk to him about those bad things. I sighed and said perfunctorily, "if you don't say these, I'll handle my own things. Don't worry."

At this time, someone opened the door with a key. It was mother Wang who came back with Xiao sining.

As soon as he entered the door, Xiao sining glared at me, ran over, held Lin Lu's thigh and said, "Dad, don't let her be my mother!"

I was stunned and suddenly remembered that day on the balcony, Xiao sining said to him that I didn't want it. Was Lin Lu telling him that he wanted me to be his stepmother?

Lin Lu hugged his son and forced him to play in the children's bedroom with his mother Wang.

After coming out of the children's room, he took the door with him and explained to me with an embarrassed smile: "children's words are taboo. Don't mind!"

"Xiao sining is waiting for his mother to come back, isn't he?" My tone is very helpless and sad.

Lin Lu looked blankly, shook his head and sighed deeply, "I don't know..."

I'm confused. What does that mean?

Perhaps after reading my doubts and sadness, Lin Lu pretended to smile and explained: "Xiao sining doesn't like aunt and rejects all young women. Besides me, he sticks to Wang ma. The boy will go to kindergarten in a few months. Oh, I'm worried. "

"Maybe kindergarten will change, maybe?" I shrugged, pretending to be relaxed.

"There must be changes, just the beginning of the adaptation process... This is still very worrying." Lin Lu put his hands in his trouser pockets and lowered his head. It seemed that he had something to say.

I guess he's waiting for me to take the initiative to say something. At this time, he also wants to say that it's better for me to get along with Xiao sining. Maybe he can change something before he goes to kindergarten.

But somehow I didn't have the courage to speak.

Is it Xiao sining or Lin Lu or Ning can who defeated my confidence? hear nothing of.

Finally, a thick disappointment brushed Lin Lu's face.

I panicked and was about to say that I was willing to get along with Xiao sining. At this time, the door behind him opened a crack. Xiao sining leaned out his head, blinked and said to Lin Lu,

"Dad, you lie! I like aunt Xiaoqian. Will you let her be my mother? "

My heart is cold

Who's Xiaoqian? His female ticket?

"How many times have you seen Fang Xiaoqian? Just like others? " Lin Lubai glanced at his son and said angrily.

I'm surprised!

Fang Xiaoqian? The woman who scolded Chen Zhiyan on the microblog?

"Twice! She invited me to Haagen Dazs and said she would take me to Disney! " Xiao sining looked naive.

"Haven't you been to Disney? Besides, a Haagen Dazs will buy you off? Is there any principle? Don't you know you have a bad stomach and can't eat ice cream? " Lin Lu Chong flicked his forehead and scolded.

Xiao sining glanced at me, put out his tongue and made a face at Lin Lu, and said proudly, "anyway, I just don't like her! She killed the cat's baby, and the cat didn't like her! Dad, you can't like her! "

Then he retracted his head and slammed the door.

Suddenly, I was like a deflated ball

Super embarrassed, I had to panic and find an excuse to leave, "that... It's getting late, i... I have to go home."

Then he bowed his head and left in a hurry.

Lin Lu didn't keep it anymore

After I came out of his house, I was very frustrated. I didn't want to go home and face Shi Dai. I suddenly felt homeless.

Out of my mind, I came to the pedestrian street at the door of the community, a Chinese noodle restaurant.

Knowing that you can't eat spicy food during miscarriage, you still don't hesitate to order a bowl of your favorite volcanic ramen. You think you're angry, but you don't know who you're angry with.

The service in the Chinese restaurant was slow. It took more than ten minutes for the waiter to deliver it, but it was not the volcanic Ramen I ordered, but the noodles in pig cartilage soup.

"Wrong delivery! I want volcanic Ramen! " I was angry and scolded the waiter.

"Miss, your list has changed. A gentleman said you were sick and couldn't eat spicy food, so he changed you into pig cartilage ramen. " The waiter explained patiently.

I was stunned!

Don't guess, sir, it can't be Li alkai. His flight won't arrive until tomorrow, so it will only be Lin Lu!

Look around and see where this guy is hiding?

Glancing across the pizza shop across the street, there were three people around the table by the window: Lin Lu, Wang Ma and Xiao sining.

Mrs. Wang was taking care of Xiao sining to enjoy the delicious pizza. Lin Lu shook the pizza in her hand at me, raised her jaw and gave me a brilliant smile.

It seems to say: pizza is much more delicious than ramen. Would you like to come and eat together?

I rolled my eyes at him, rolled up a large mouthful of noodles with chopsticks, showed off to him, and then wolfed down a large bowl of pig cartilage ramen.

In fact, this bowl of noodles tastes more and more delicious, driving away the loss in my heart.

Thinking of his kindness and warmth in the past two days, the loss in my heart dissipated and ripples slowly appeared. It's so sweet. It's like a green girl in love. It feels very beautiful.

Just thinking, his wechat came.

He: little fool, eat slowly and don't choke.

Me: take care of yourself. Why are you staring at me?

He: I'm a hacker. I only stare at others, so you can't escape, ha ha.

Me: hacker, please accept me!

He: don't say goodbye. Be serious. Through the game, the future or the past, how do you choose?

Me: I want to go back to the Three Kingdoms and marry Zhou Yu. Can you do it?

He: what's good about marrying Zhou Yu? This guy died at the age of 35. Don't you want to be a widow?

Me:

He: regardless of the past, can I take you directly to the future?

Me: what is my future? If it's worse than now, I won't go.

He: a villa at the foot of the Alps, a private ranch, a sports car, a cross-country, a yacht, a plane, your own studio, a husband who loves you, a pair of lovely children... Do you want it?

I'm stunned!!

Is he... Making a promise to me? And, this thing has a daughter?