We keep getting divorced

I was too lazy to guess. I was a little anxious. I looked at Skye's portrait on the tombstone and asked directly, "do you love him?"

"Who?" Su Xiaowan suddenly recovered.

"Who else? You are the one who sweeps his grave! "

I don't want to hide the sarcasm in my tone, because suddenly there is an intuition that the woman in front of me is not so simple and has an abnormal desire for possession. She wants to occupy the love of Su Yue and Skye.

"Love!" Su Xiaowan's eyes fell on Skye's portrait, with a trace of self mockery and reluctance, and firmly said, "he has proved with his life that the person I should cherish most in my life is him. Shouldn't I love such a man?"

I was a little confused. Although her tone was firm, I clearly felt a trace of irony in her desperately repressed mood. I don't know whether she is satirizing herself or Skye. I wanted to ask, what about Su Yue? Do you love him?

But I think it's unkind to make such forced sarcasm step by step. After all, it's the three of them. It doesn't have much to do with my mother.

Then he followed her words and asked, "can you tell me how Skye died?"

When the words fell, Su Xiaowan's facial muscles began to twitch slightly, a wave of tears filled his eyes, and his lips trembled to say the confession from his choking throat

"Greed is! My greed killed him! "

Her mood was out of control, and there were two lines of repentant tears on her face.

I took a deep breath. It seems that I guessed right. To a certain extent, this woman has harmed two men!

"I don't know if I'm qualified to atone. Hiding here is both timid and repentant. Because I can't find a better way to atone. If I live like this, can he forgive me, and can the Lord forgive me? "

Su Xiaowan said with tears on his face and began to recall

Lu Jinyu once said that there are three angels in his life, so is Su Xiaowan. The three angels in her life are Su Yue, Skye and Li alkai!

If Su Yue gave her love and Li Enkai gave her rebirth, then Skye gave her... Courage!

"Which woman in the world doesn't want the care of her brother? What's more, people like me who lack fatherly love and a sense of security since childhood! " Su Xiaowan looked at the photos on the tombstone with tearful eyes and confessed, "it's false to say that I don't love ah Yue! Only Xiao Kai knows this... "

I'm a little surprised. Skye knows she loves Sue? Is there any real love between her and Skye?

"I must have told you my life experience, right?"

"Yes."

I responded softly, although I was not sure whether Su Yue's story of my life belonged to Su Xiaowan or me ningcan? But at this time, I don't intend to get to the bottom of it. It's better to wait for her to say it quietly.

But she asked, "do you think my mother Su Meifeng is stupid, my father abandoned her, and she went to Dongguan to stick to him?"

I was even more surprised. It seems that her life experience is hers. Su Meifeng is her mother. She has nothing to do with me?

"Oh no, I think she... She's great!" Although a little flustered, I'm telling the truth.

No matter whose mother Su Meifeng is, she deserves my admiration!

"No, you're wrong. She's not that great!" Su Xiaowan flatly denied it, and then sighed, "she's just... Just completely frustrated with men. She's punishing herself..."

I was stunned, "what do you say?"

Su Xiaowan looked sadly into the distance and said slowly, "I remember I often asked my mother at that time, is a person like my father worth cherishing? Guess what she said? "

I looked confused and shook my head.

Su Xiaowan slowly turned to face me and said sadly, "my mother said that no man in the world is worth cherishing. Because between women and money, they are the same and will always choose the latter! What my father is more valuable than other men is that he doesn't hide his greedy face and hypocrisy. Even if he is down, even if he is sorry for our mother and daughter, after the family reunion, he still scolds my mother if he wants to, and beat if he wants to... "

I was stunned. What's the logic?

Can it be said that the evil doers who do evil without covering up are more forgivable than hypocrites? Just be noble?

For the first time, I questioned nurse Su Meifeng! Strongly doubt her IQ and values!

"But even if she was raped, my mother wouldn't go back to Hong Kong! Miss Ning, do you know why? " Su Xiaowan looked at me and asked seriously, "did Su Yue tell you the reason?"

I shook my head stupidly and couldn't react at all.

Su Xiaowan sneered, as if mocking Su Yue. Then he became angry and said, "in her opinion, the man in Hong Kong is more hateful! He is not only ungrateful, but also hypocritical. He keeps saying that he wants to leave our mother and daughter, but Hong Kong and Guangdong are only separated by a Shenzhen River, but he has no time to cross over... "

It suddenly dawned on me that nurse Su's resentment against Su Yue arose.

Su Xiaowan said with a tearful smile, looked at me, turned the conversation and said, "but... Is that really the case? What my mother cares about is the Shenzhen river? Isn't it the Norwegian Forest in her heart? That ethical gap that can't be crossed? "

I'm surprised!!!!

what? Norwegian forest? Ethics?

Nurse Su has... That idea about Su Yue?

My God!!!

Su Xiaowan's words simply changed my view of nurse Su!!

But is that really the case?

Who can guarantee that Su Xiaowan is not making excuses for her negative reading? Who can guarantee that she is not talking nonsense and slandering her mother?

Of course, this kind of doubt just flashed through my mind, because I thought of Su Yue's reason why Su Xiaowan refused his proposal... Stepfather!

I want to ask her hypocritically, did you make a mistake and guess? Nurse Su shouldn't have any crazy thoughts about the dead man, right?

I can't ask when it comes to my mouth, because I don't want to be so hypocritical. The bottom of my heart has basically confirmed that she didn't lie.

I just wondered if Su Yue knew nurse Su's incest love for him at that time? Otherwise, after their mother and daughter left, with Su Yue's personality of emphasizing love and righteousness, it is impossible not to go to Guangdong to find them.

Maybe what he said about "no time, making money" is an excuse. Like nurse Su, Su Yue can't cross the Shenzhen river because of the Norwegian forest that crosses ethics in nurse Su's heart

In any case, I believe that no daughter in the world will maliciously slander her dead mother, especially with this "dirty feeling" that transcends ethics.

Nima, why should I say it's dirty? I remember Su Yue mentioned that Su Meifeng is only one round older than him. This age gap is nothing. Even Faye Wong and Nicholas Tse can be together. Nurse Su can't be Mao?

So I changed the subject and asked, "what do you think of Su Yue? What kind of emotion is it? "

"It's hazy, I can't tell..." Su Xiaowan frowned and said frankly, "sometimes he even felt that he had covered all the male roles in my life! Father, brother, lover, no matter which role, it's him! "

She looked into the distance thoughtfully and recalled, "I remember when I first went to Dongguan, I was only 12 years old. I couldn't stand my father's violence. I often advised my mother to go back to Hong Kong to find ah Yue, but my mother strongly opposed and banned me from writing to ah Yue. Until I met Xiao Kai later... "

Suddenly I became interested. She said so much about nurse Su and Su Yue. The male owner, Skye, was finally going to play.

"Xiao Kai is an angel. Knowing my missing for ah Yue, he volunteered to post the letter for me. But many, many letters were sent, and there was no reply. In those two years, my heart only told him that he didn't want to go home after school. He was with him when he was lonely. "

After listening, I was very confused. In Su's version, he had no news of Su Xiaowan in those two years! If neither of them lied, where did the letter go? Didn't Skye send it at all?

Su Xiaowan is still remembering sadly

"Gradually, my longing for ah Yue faded, and Xiao Kai became my only spiritual support. After my mother died, the usurers forced me to play that kind of film when they saw that I had no money to pay back... "Speaking of this, Su Xiaowan's tears of grief and anger filled with full hatred and choked words," forcing a 14-year-old underage girl to play... Have you ever thought about what kind of hell it is in the world

I was stunned, my mouth was wide open, and I couldn't close it completely

"But it is such a hell on earth, but it has a mature black industry chain! A riot of colours, from underground usury to underground entertainment, to cosmetic surgery, to household registration, and forgery, and finally to the underground, directly to the colorful entertainment circle... "

Su Xiaowan almost poured out these words in one breath, and finally took a deep breath, smiled bitterly and mocked,

"Oh... What a perfect industrial chain! How many maggots are there? Is it not the blood and tears of thousands of young men and girls behind their bright flashiness? Isn't it true that all bones wither when you succeed? "

I heard a cold sweat. I didn't have the courage to ask any more.

Not only did she dare not imagine how a 14-year-old girl lived in such a hell on earth, but she mentioned that there was... Beauty and plastic surgery in the black industry chain!

Does Su Yue, Li enokai and even Lu Jinyu also live in this black industrial chain? They're maggots... Maggots?

I dare not think about it, dare not confirm it!

His back was full of cold sweat, and Su Xiaowan in front of him was like an impassioned martyr and a jealous youth. Let me fear, infinite fear, as if I were the object of her complaint

"Lucky, but I am!"

She suddenly turned her words, stared at Skye's portrait on the tombstone with tears, and sobbed, "just when I was pushed to the entrance of hell, God sent the angel Xiaokai to me..."

After listening, I felt deeply relieved. Fortunately, she didn't go to the hell on earth. Maybe I think too much. Su Yue and Li Enkai are not maggots, and Lu Jinyu is not.

"Skye saved you?" I asked weakly.

"To be exact, he saved me!"

I'm surprised. What do you mean to get in the way?

"He paid off your usury? Or... "

Later, I couldn't ask. I wondered whether Skye acted in a third grade film and went to hell on earth instead of her?

Because I checked Skye's background on the Internet before, the Skye brothers were born in a civilian family. They went to the bar to sing and do odd jobs in middle school. They should not be able to help her repay usury.