We keep getting divorced

In the interweaving of gratitude and resentment, we are all abusing our hearts

Love, in the tangle of each other's hearts and the conflict on the surface, is swaying; In the deep attraction to each other, in the ensuing disputes, struggle, retain the last trace of stubbornness, stand up!

I was completely moved. Once again, the familiar confession came to my trembling lips: fawn, i... love you!

But before he could say it, the tears in Lu Jinyu's eyes retreated and rage swept through

Lu Jinyu narrowed her cold eyes, gnashed her teeth and said to me, "therefore, only by making love and doing it all her life... Can you make atonement!! If you die, Ning can, you can pay off! "

Suddenly woke me up!

He not only loves me, but also hates me

But I can't figure out where this hate comes from?

Just last night I smashed his dignity, and today I "have an affair" with Xu Wei? Not necessarily! Maybe

Enigmatic video!!

How many videos did Lu Yifan send to Lu Jinyu? What is it?

Lu Jinyu said that the man's dignity was shattered. It should be more than the push I gave him to Chen Yan last night

Otherwise, how to explain that he is so out of control today? And with full hatred, you want me to use that way?

I think I'm beginning to understand

But I dare not think about it!!

I can't imagine how Lu Jinyu would collapse when Ning can saw that she once enjoyed Lu Yifan's "tenderness" in Xishan villa and took the initiative to follow Lu Yifan in that way?

Although I know very well that with Lu Yifan's city government and the skill of provoking discord, it is very possible to send such a video to Lu Jinyu!

At the same time, I also know that Lu Jinyu can't guess the reason why Ning can did that at that time. He may even know when the scene in the video happened. It is very likely that he misunderstood that it was the first snow night before he was sentenced to death

He could not have guessed that I was crying for Lu Yifan. In that way, it was heartache, remorse, pity and Atonement!

Ning can is desperately trying to find the capital to be a man for song Xiaobao

*

Privacy, secrets

Let the misunderstanding ferment and explode!

I am powerless to ask and clarify what, everything is life!

Lying on the grass like a dead body, Lu Jinyu said in my dream:

"If love is hell, you can't escape if I'm here!"

*

That day, in the deserted poplar forest, we had an accident.

The process is not described. It only shows that I can feel Lu Jinyu's abusive heart. Because his way is sometimes fierce, regardless of my feelings, and sometimes gentle care, just like a treasure

Many years later, we took our children back to our hometown. When we came to this poplar forest again, we all lamented: this time, perhaps the most cruel sex in our life!

Because I can't tell whether he's raping or I'm "atoning"?

Because in the process, we have no real physical and mental integration!

Because, after he finished, he no longer had tenderness and emotion. He dressed himself neatly and did not look at me for a moment, leaving me a cold and heartless figure. Leave me where I am and walk alone to the place where the horse is tied at the end of the forest.

Looking at his back drifting away, I suddenly felt that I was just his article, a bedding, which was discarded at any time after being used up at any time?

There will be no more stabbing of self-esteem. I just suddenly have a hunch: I may be more and more indifferent to him, they will no longer quarrel, and there will be less and less words.

In the future, if you want to communicate, perhaps the only way is: sex!

Silent sex!

……

Back at the end of the forest, Lu Jinyu and his horse had long disappeared.

With a heavy sigh, I got on my horse powerlessly. Strive to empty your mind and stop thinking about what will happen with him. The rest of your life depends on yourself!

"Go back!"

With a long sigh, I said to myself, kick my feet and drive the horse back.

After a short walk, Lu Jinyu's horse chased me up from behind, and a detour blocked my way

Four eyes looked at each other, in each other's empty and powerless black eyes, there was no longer sadness and anger, but there was no tenderness!

Only helpless, sigh!

He didn't speak for a long time. I couldn't be stubborn and take a detour

We are so silent confrontation, like both sides of the war are waiting for each other to attack first, and then attack later. Although the atmosphere at the moment is not like before the war, but like after the war

Because the air is so weak, there is no tension on the string.

Finally, Lu Jinyu broke the silence

"Reese beach, the place where polomir fought fiercely with the orcs in the Lord of the rings, ride a horse together?" His expressionless proposal.

I drooped my eyes, exhausted both physically and mentally, and instinctively wanted to refuse, "no, I..."

He interrupted: "let's walk together and turn back to the gambling game, even if you win! Three requests, I promise you! "

"..." I was stunned and looked at him in amazement, trying to read some information from his pupils.

However, there is nothing but helplessness!

"Ning can, your comrades in arms are more than Xu Wei. So, three requirements are very important to you! "

After Lu Jinyu reluctantly left this sentence, she drove her horse alone to the Rhys river beach behind me. She seemed very confident that I would follow.

Facts have proved that he is right!

Because the last sentence contained too many overtones, I heard it

He listened to Xu Wei's words. He knew what Ning can was going to do next. It was clear that Xu Wei and I were acting and were comrades in arms;

Ning can's next revenge is hard to go. My comrades in arms should not only have Xu Wei, but also have Lu Jinyu;

And he is willing to help me!

The three requirements are commitment!

I guess he wants to take advantage of the opportunity to walk along the Reese beach, talk to me and calmly discuss what to do after returning home?

There was a little surprise in my heart. I didn't hesitate. I kicked my legs and drove my horse up!

But it ignores one point: This is a win-win situation. He changed it to let me win. What does it mean?

The three requirements only belong to Ning can!

And he, Lu Jinyu, has never asked me again

He is discouraged and has no expectations for Ning can!

……

The pace of the two horses was very slow. Lu Jinyu kept staring at the front with grief and indignation. He didn't look at me for a moment, and didn't take the initiative to say anything.

Finally, I couldn't help it. Weakly looked at his expression and asked tentatively, "do you... Really support me?"

Although the words didn't explain, I guess he should understand.

But he sneered at himself and looked at me sarcastically: "what do you support? Hook up with Xu Wei? Do you want me to wish you marry into the Xu family as soon as possible? "

I was stunned and glared at him.

At this time, I want to say "yes" firmly and go back. But unwilling to lose the tacit understanding between each other? If you don't believe him, Lu Jinyu can't understand what I mean.

"Lu Jinyu, stop pretending. You know I'm not talking about this." I speak with righteousness.

He sighed helplessly and finally stopped pestering the problem of no nutrition, although he was very uneasy because of Xu Wei's words.

He didn't know that Xu Wei secretly loved Ye Zhiqiu, but he was still worried that Xu Wei would pretend to be true and win love with a knife, just because "beauty is in the eye of the beholder"!

In Lu Jinyu's eyes, Ning can is much more charming than ye Zhiqiu

And facts have proved that his sixth sense is very accurate!

In the days after fighting side by side, Xu Wei really moved his heart. But Ning can was already mature at that time. He was not only an idiot, but also quite intelligent. He was good at dealing with emotional problems. He straightened out his relationship with Xu Wei at the first time: Lanyan confidant!

It is precisely because of the emergence of Ning can that Xu Wei's happiness has been achieved!

At this moment, Lu Jinyu seemed to foresee the future

Finally he opened his mouth, looked directly at me and asked tentatively, "do you... Trust me?"

Seriously, I hesitated at this moment, but I replied half against my heart: "... Yes."

"Well, tell me everything Su Yue told you." Lu Jinyu immediately joined us.

"..." I was speechless, not that I didn't want to say, but that I didn't know where to start.

Su Yue told too much information. In addition to the fire case, the truth of Damei's plastic surgery bankruptcy, Skye's death, the white wolf with empty hands and the "fake blood" of the deer family!

It left me a big puzzle that I couldn't solve

Seeing my words, Lu Jinyu tried to hide her disappointment and continued to our army: "if it's hard to say, you and Xu Wei will report and communicate with me at any time about any progress in the investigation of the truth in the future. Ning can, can you do it? "

"...." I was still silent and didn't want to cheat any more. I knew I couldn't do it.

"I can't do it, can I?" Lu Jinyu laughed at herself with a bitter laugh and sighed, "so you shouldn't think too much. In the future, you and I have only 'three requirements', and we can't have trust! What hair is the love between husband and wife... Hum, it's pure nonsense! "