We keep getting divorced

Now I'm back to this kind of happiness, eating instant noodles in a person's world and fantasizing about my brother Xiaobao.

"Xiaobao, you're not good these days. You don't go home after school and do your homework well? Why did you come to help sister cancan wash the dishes? "

"Is it a man's job to wash the dishes? Your task is to study hard and get ahead in college in the future. Do you understand? "

"Sister cancan is stupid and is destined to be a scum. But Xiaobao is different. Which exam is not the top? "

"So, don't worry, Xiaobao. Song Siyuan doesn't care about sister cancan! Sister won't let you be hungry and cold. Don't worry! "

"Be obedient! Put on your cotton padded jacket. Don't catch a cold when it snows. Sister, I'm not cold. I'm wearing two sweaters! "

"Who says sweaters don't keep out the wind? Hei hei, sister, I have thick skin and am not afraid of the wind! "

While talking to myself, I ate delicious instant noodles, watched my tears drop into the noodle soup, drank the soup dry and drank my tears.

When Lu Jinyu came back in the evening, I was just "full of wine and food" and was tidying up the dishes and chopsticks.

"Why not take out? Do you deserve the farmer's uncle for spoiling food? " He pointed to the mountains of takeout garbage at the door and asked sternly.

"Oh, that's the wrong delivery. I put it at the door and waited for the owner to pick it up. They can't help it if they don't want me. " I answered calmly as I washed the dishes.

Lu Jinyu went to the garbage can in the kitchen, turned it over, pointed to the full package of instant noodles and asked, "are you going to eat this these days?"

"Yes!"

"Ning can, just die!" He was angry.

"... well!" I'm plain.

"What the hell are you doing?!" His anger was hard to calm.

"Sorry, I have to go out and make an appointment with a friend."

"Chen Yan is on a business trip. Where do you have friends?! After living in Ancheng for three years, how many friends have you made? "

This sentence makes my footsteps stop

He took me to Ancheng for three years. I had few friends and only opponents. Apart from Chen Yan, the only one who can speak is aunt Yang, the nanny. Now she has returned to the countryside, and I don't know when she can return. Her work was directly reported to Lu Jinyu. Even if I asked her occasionally, she was silent and avoided.

"I... I have many friends. They only come out at night. You don't understand."

"I don't know what?!" Lu Jinyu suddenly rushed over, grabbed my shoulders, flushed her eyes and said excitedly, "you've been talking to yourself on Guang'an road every night these days! There's no one on the road. Have you never thought about why? Cancan, you... You can't go on like this. I can't wrap up the road every night to let you talk to your imaginary friends and indulge it again, lest your autism come back! "

I smiled and comforted: "will autistic people still laugh like me? Lu Jinyu, you are too worried. "

"Don't call Lu Jinyu!" He interrupted angrily, saying that his eyes overflowed with affection, "call me fawn, I want to hear you call me fawn again."

Once I loved him so much that it poisoned my bone marrow. He called me can chick and I called him fawn; Finally, when I love to be young and blue, I stay alone in the empty boudoir every night, holding my pillow and softly shouting "Little Deer..."

"Who is the deer? I don't know! "

After I calmly left this sentence, I wiped my shoulders with him again and walked outside the door.

Leaving Lu Jinyu in the distance, her heart was broken.

……

This night, I went home at midnight as usual. Before I opened the door and turned on the light, I saw a slender figure by the window. Against the moonlight, my body was surrounded by a hazy halo. It was very beautiful.

It's Lu Jinyu!

His smoking back is very lonely, which makes me feel some pity.

Unconsciously, an instinct made me go downstairs to make a cup of "cardamom years" and pass it to him.

He was a little surprised. There was a trace of surprise in his eyes, but he passed away.

"Cardamom years, do you remember?" His tone was heavy and helpless.

I shook my head, frowned and said, "I only know that this is cardamom coffee. The accessories are cognac brandy, sweet orange wine and cardamom powder. Can't remember who taught me to make it, why it's called cardamom time, and who's favorite coffee? Alas... I'm a little confused these days. I don't remember many things. I may be old! "

With that, I turned and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the moonlight outside the window like a purdah complaining woman. This scene reminds me of an ancient song I liked to listen to when I was writing cat spirit entanglement. I was so dull that I read the lyrics to myself.

"Long sleeves fluttering, neon dancing, looking forward day and night, thrashing and dressing for you, but you don't come and go... The pipa sounds softly, the lingering sound is lingering, and the beauty is getting old, lonely and hopeless; The deep palace is locked, leaving only lonely clothes... "

Lu Jinyu put down her coffee cup, rushed over and hugged me in her arms, stroked my hair and choked excitedly: "wife, don't do this, you have me in your heart, i... I know; Do you remember the cardamom years that fawn likes to drink most, I know; The deer's can chick is always there, always... "

I was silly and speechless, humming this song in despair, immersed in my own world, drinking that ladle of bitter sadness alone. His ears are full of what he once said

"Look, little fool has put too much cardamom powder again? Do you mix fancy coffee or make powdery paste? "

Once in love, he put one hand around my waist from behind, held my little hand in the palm of his hand, and called me to modulate "cardamom years".

After entering a helpless marriage, this sweet scene will disappear automatically. Instead, when he came home with a frown and career troubles instead of a no three no four woman, I gave him a cup of "cardamom years" with a wink.

Over time, he got used to the first thing he said when he got home

"Wife, give me a cup of cardamom!"

"Ning can, make a cup of cardamom and bring it to me!"

"Yellow faced woman, what about my cardamom years? Do you have a wink? "

……