We seems to have met in our dream

Shen Siyu shrugged, "if you are under the eaves, don't eat until you bow your head. What are you here and order?"

Shen Haosong chuckled and looked at Shen Siyu with his head tilted. "Are you looking for a fight?"

He spoke seriously, but he smiled at the corners of his mouth.

While Shen Haosong was talking, he got up across the table and fished for Shen Siyu.

Shen Siyu shrunk his shoulders and took a half step back. Shen Haosong's arm caught the air and hung down.

"You!"

==

At this moment, Shen Haosong seemed to return to the past, and his heart was painful.

Shen Siyu straightened up and looked at Shen Haosong's frozen face. She walked aside.

"That..."

"You..."

With one voice and silence at the same time, Shen Haosong turned and went back to the table. What tomatoes and eggs were sour, bowed his head, buckled the rice bowl into the plate, and picked up the rice.

Shen Siyu watched quietly. The happy scenes of the two people poured into her heart again. She believed that Shen Haosong's heart was full of the past, but could he go back?

Clearly their hearts are broken.

Shen Haosong didn't want to, but didn't dare.

In the past, he could open his teeth and claws in front of Shen Siyu. He was her God.

But now, Shen Haosong has to think about every word, hold the scale and try to move forward, especially after he was rejected by Shen Siyu last time.

But his heart is still like grass, uncontrollable.

Women with a little dignity will shut themselves out, and it's enough for Shen Siyu to call him big brother.

Shen Siyu moved a stool and looked at Shen Haosong with his hands on his chin. "Don't you feel sour?"

Shen Haosong put down the plate and wiped the corners of his mouth with his thumb. "It doesn't matter if you're too hungry."

Shen Siyu nodded and said nothing.

"You and Ruan hang are already together?" Shen Haosong asked.

Shen Siyu shook his head slowly, "but I'm thinking about it. You know, I'll have to get married again. Ruan hang has counted me lucky."

Shen Siyu's eyes sank when she said this. She is only 23 this year. How many peers are spreading their wings and want to fly, but Shen Siyu is so pessimistic.

Although she didn't complain, it made him feel worse than the complaint. The reason why Shen Siyu is like this is that a relationship destroys his life. Shen Haosong didn't believe it before.

After opening his mouth, Shen Haosong still didn't say a word.

"Ruan Hang is very kind to me, you see." Shen Siyu smiled warmly. "He doesn't dislike me, and his silly character is more suitable for me. I can't hurt anymore. I'd rather not have feelings."

Shen Siyu bent his smiling eyes and Shen Haosong was a little afraid to look.

Seeing Shen Haosong hiding, Shen Siyu raised his mouth, put his hands on the table and got up, "it's getting late, brother."

Shen Haosong stretched out his hand and pulled her arm. He stared at Shen Siyu with persistent eyes. Shen Siyu knew what he wanted to say.

"Well, we've all started again. You have your life and I have my way. The past has passed. Cherish the brotherhood in front of you."

Shen Siyu wants to break away from his arm, but Shen Haosong pulls him tighter. He still doesn't speak. Some things burn in silence.

Shen Siyu was afraid that he would lose himself again. Don't turn your head and his face became gloomy. "Do you want me to be like this all my life?"

Shen Siyu's words softened Shen Haosong.

"It's true that I loved you."

Shen Siyu smiled and held back the tears in her eyes. She turned her head with a big smile, "I know."

Shen Siyu estimated that she would collapse the next second. She hurried to the door. With such a push, a cool wind rushed into the cabin, which made her wake up a lot.

Shen Haosong left slowly. No more.

Fortunately, she held on.

Dark alleys, black cars.

Shen Haosong silently took out the small album from his bag.

It's really small, just enough to put in the palm of your hand. It's a reduced version of that picture. Shen Haosong forced his hands, and the album broke with a rattle.

Two people laugh brightly, heartless, of course, there is no estrangement.

Shen Haosong took out his wallet from his inner pocket, stuffed the photo in, and looked at it again and again.

When the car started, Shen Haosong thought of Shen Siyu and said that when he was tired, he should listen to some soothing music and press the radio.

Here comes the music:

I don't contact you anymore. I hope you don't mind

Blame it on not being together

And you are more satisfied now

So it makes no sense for me to stay

Just because I cut off contact with you doesn't mean I don't want you

Where do you go, you will still think about it

And I began to try to forget

Erase all the intersection of our past abandonment

As soon as he stepped on the brake, the black car stopped obliquely on the road. Shen Haosong leaned over and hit the steering wheel with his forehead, breaking his heart.

Someone, can't hate, because once loved so deeply. But I can no longer love, because I was hurt so deeply.

Shen Siyu did this, but he was not willing to be a grain of dust.

7. In 8 years, it should be her best youth, but her life has become a bubble, a bubble that won't be noticed even if she wants to cry wrongly.

If it's such a chaotic past, Shen Siyu feels sorry for herself. Even if her youth is humble, there is only one time for her. She has to explain to herself, otherwise how can she live in the future?

She didn't want to be with Shen Haosong again, but he Xueying's woman, of course not. Because she doesn't deserve it.

………………

"Hello, is Miss Shen Siyu there?"

Shen Siyu straightened up, put his gloved hands forward, and wiped the sweat on his face with his elbow. Pedaling, Ruan hang ran out of the antique store with a mop in his hand, "who?"

Shen Siyu raised his chin towards the door.

"Express." the express boy turned back and held a bunch of flowers from the tricycle, "please sign for it."

Shen Siyu and Ruan hang looked at each other. Ruan hang threw down his mop and walked over. He was still a little natural and unrestrained. When he looked down, he glanced at the express brother, and then took his name from the middle of the bouquet and took a look.

"OK, thank you."

Shen Siyu didn't seem to see it at all. She still squatted on the ground and carefully wiped a dirty bottle with a cotton swab. This is her first time to recycle things from outside, so she cherished it.

"Where to put it?" Ruan hang asked, his tone no longer Huan Tuo.

"Isn't there a trash can over there?" Shen Siyu said without looking up.

Ruan hang certainly didn't do that. "Siyu, sometimes I really can't figure you out. Don't you want to catch him back now? Why refuse? It's because I ran into him? Don't do this. Let's fork it out."

Shen Siyu said, "it's been eight years. He doesn't know what flowers I like."