When I'm With You

Asher POV:

"Hans! Where are you Hans- Gah!!!"

I tripped and fell on the ground. Running with no thought of where he could be is not safe... I could get myself lost...

While walking I sense a weird smell. Like something was burning. I look around and I spot a light orange glow. Then I finally realized that it was a house fire!

I quickly ran towards it. As I was running there was a black butterfly. It looked like it was guiding me. I kept following it and following it....... Eventually I came across a letter. Hans' book bag was there next to it.

I picked up the letter and read it...

Asher, by the time you read this I won't be around anymore. I've decided how that I am going to set myself free now. I am no longer going to have to deal with pain of being... Gay. And guess what, I liked you. I liked you so much that I could never stop thinking of you everyday. The first thing that pops into my head is "I can't wait to see Asher today" I know it was wrong for me to keep it a secret. But might as well tell you everything... I always had dreams of us growing up and living together. And that we'd be together forever... But those dreams were stopped. Because of people who don't accept people like me... I don't know how you think because I know we're childhood friends, but I'm so sorry that I had to do this... I just can't handle living with the pain of those people who hate others like me. I can tell you where I went, but trust me... You won't ever find me. I went to that secret place me you and Kate used to go to as a child. We always loved that cliff... I left a gift for you there... But only get it if you want to, But I'm running out of room to write so I just wanna say, I love you Asher. Don't ever stop being you. Even after reading this, promise me..... Please.

"..." My hands were trembling. "Uh....." My head was shaking... My whole body was shaking. "I uh... Uh... Guh huh... H-hans..." I couldn't breath what was this... Why...

I struggled to stand up. I could barely see with all the tears blurring my vision. I knew what cliff he was talkimg about... The cliff I took Alex to when he was still alive... I need to go there.

(The Cliff)

There was a box right on the edge of the cliff.

I walked towards it and opened it... It was... A yo-yo.

I couldn't believe this.... This was the yo-yo we used to play with when we were kids.... How could he have still had it... Oh Hans... "...Hans.... HANS!!!" I let out the loudest cry ever in my entire life. I've never sobbed this much before... I couldn't stop... The tears were just over flowing it was too much.

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