When I'm With You

Asher POV:

What... I'm in the same place again... Nothing but darkness. I couldn't move at all. What was happening to me? Did I..... Die...?

Clouds were colored grey and surrounded me. Thunder boomed and lightning zapped the surrounding space. It was so loud my ears were pulsing with pain. The freezing air made it hard to breath.

It was torture. Just to be there.

Then I see a shillouette of someone that looked fairly similar to someone else I know so well. Wait... I do know that figure. It's Hans...! I couldn't move so I couldn't run up to him.

The figure started walking up to me, and when he reached me it showed it's true self. I was right. It was Hans. "Hans-" he shut my mouth with his hands.

"Shhhh.... Just listen Asher. Remember what I said? To promise me that you'll still be you even after reading that note, so... So what's going on?! Where's the real Asher! The one that... Th- that.... That always made me smile and feel like life is worth living huh?! Where is he?!?!" Hans got on his knees and hands and began crying. The sounds of his voice yelling at me and crying... They had sadness engraved into them.

I began to cry myself. I couldn't even move... I wanted to hug Hans and tell him sorry... And wipe his tears away. I- I wanted to do that so bad!! But I CAN'T! "H- Hans... What's going to happen to us-" I could feel pain of sorrow from my throat to the top of my head. I bursted out coughing and tears.

"...! No Asher... I don't want you crying... Please... Don't cry." Hans got up slowly and wiped my tears away with his whole hand.

His hands were warm... I always wondered how they'd feel on my cheek... "I really screwed up. I screwed all of us up... If I was there for you more and helped you even knowing that those boys were hurting you like this... You wouldn't have killed yourse-"

"Stop! It's not your fault-"

"Yes it is Hans!! You just don't want to admit it! You're just afraid you'll break my heart, but... Don't worry about that cuz... You already broke my heart by killing yourself...." I looked away from Hans.

".... Asher... I'm so sorry." Hans leaned in and started kissing me. I was shocked again...

"Asher... When I'm with you... You make me feel like I'm the most happiest guy in the universe, I really mean that. So please don't go hurting yourself because I'm gone... Please be yourself again. I love you.

Hans started to drift away slowly. He had the same expression on his face the whole time. He was... Smiling at me.

"HANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled my heart out and soon after that... Hans was nowhere to be seen.

"... Hans-" a bright light engulfed the darkness that was in this abyss. All the clouds formed into dust and the air became warmer. I felt safe... Like I was being protected by a..... Mom... Soon there was nothing but white, so I closed my eyes, and let the space carry me away...