Where Our Marriage Goes

When Yingxue gets home, she plunges into her room and falls on the bed. Dealing with Zhang Jiahe's aunts, cousins and cousins on this day is really more tired than fighting with the enemy on the battlefield. After suddenly calming down, Yingxue wants to cry. She wants to cry happily. She feels so wronged and tired. She has been unable to give birth to children. It is God's will to make people, not Lu Yingxue's fault. Why should she bear so many embarrassments and grievances? Just because you're a woman? Mother's milk; What is this?

Similarly, men who can't have children will be sympathized and tolerated, but women seem to have an unforgivable sin.

It's getting dark. It's time for dinner.

Zhang Jiahe pushes the door and enters. He goes to the bed and sits down. When he sees Yingxue burying her head in the pillow, he hesitates for a moment, and then taps Yingxue on the back; "Xiaoxue; it's time for dinner. Mom has prepared the food. Get up and eat."

"I'm not hungry, you eat." Yingxue said faintly. During this period, her head has been buried in a soft needle.

Zhang Jiahe knows that Yingxue feels bad, and the news of her infertility makes her relatives know that nine times out of ten it is Chen Ling's "credit". He knows what Chen Ling is doing.

"I'll bring you the food later. When you want to eat, when you want to eat." Zhang Jiahe patted Yingxue on the back again, and then got up and left.

Yingxue feels very tired. She wants to have a good sleep. She hopes that everything can turn around after waking up.

Yingxue fell asleep unconsciously. In her dream, she saw the long lost blue sky, white clouds, green mountains and green waters. She dreamed of walking hand in hand with a man in a picturesque village, but the face was not Zhang Jiahe, but a strange and familiar face. In the dream, the man was affectionately reading poetry to Yingxue - you are the flowers blooming tree by tree, you are the whispering of swallows between the beams, you are love, warmth, hope, and you are the April day on earth.

The standard Mandarin, the low and magnetic sound, everything must be so familiar to Yingxue. Just as she was about to shout the man's name, she woke up from her dream and grasped the coat she had put aside.

Yingxue picks up her mobile phone and looks at it. It's already more than ten o'clock in the evening. Zhang Jiahe doesn't come to sleep. Yingxue feels thirsty and goes out to find water. She slowly opens the door of her bedroom and just hears the voice of her mother-in-law and Zhang Jiahe in the bedroom diagonally opposite. Although their voice is small, Yingxue is still very clear.

"Son, I'll give you another year. If Yingxue can't have children, you must leave her, or you won't recognize me and your father." her mother-in-law's tone is very strong, and every word is dignified.

Just listen to your father-in-law; "Don't divorce unless you have to. Yingxue has been in our family for so many years. At the beginning, we climbed up to others."

As soon as the old man's voice fell, he was pushed back by the old lady; "Bah! Gaopan was a thing of the past. Now our son is promising. Our son's monthly salary is as high as that of Yingxue's parents for one year. They are the ones who gaopan us. Besides, our daughter-in-law is passed down from generation to generation, not a Bodhisattva. In short, I'll give her a year. If she can't conceive, we'll leave the next year."

Seeing his mother's tough attitude, Zhang Jiahe looked helpless; "Mom, I won't divorce Xiaoxue, but I will ask you to report your grandson."

The old lady snorted; "If Lu Yingxue can't have a baby, how do you want me to have a grandson? Can you find a woman to have a baby from outside? Bring him back to me when the baby is born. If Lu Yingxue doesn't have a baby, I'll help you."

Yingxue can't listen anymore. Her hands have been clenched into fists. She wants to kill everyone in the room.

Yingxue reluctantly suppresses her anger, then goes to the kitchen to have a drink, and then returns to the bedroom again. She began to pack her clothes. She was supposed to leave on the fifth day of the new year, but she wanted to leave here immediately.

Liang Bo of her husband's family and Zhang Jiahe's not clear enough to Yingxue. Yingxue is a little cold, and tears fall unconsciously.

The warm tears accidentally drop into Yingxue's mouth. The taste of the tears is bitter and makes her frown.

Just as Yingxue was packing, Zhang Jiahe came back.

"Xiaoxue; what suitcase do you pack at night?" Zhang Jiahe obviously doesn't know that Yingxue has listened to the conversation of the three of them.

Yingxue tries to calm her mood, and then says coldly; "I'll go back to my parents early tomorrow morning."

Zhang Jiahe frowned; "We agreed to go back on the fifth day of the new year. I have to attend some more parties, darling; let's wait for the fifth day of the new year."

Zhang Jiahe thinks Yingxue is still uncomfortable because of all kinds of dealings with her relatives at Chen Ling's house.

"If you want to stay, you stay. Anyway, I'll go back tomorrow." Yingxue's attitude is still firm, which insists that Qingshan will not relax.

Zhang Jiahe frowned helplessly; "Well, well, my little aunts and grandmothers, I depend on you. We'll go to Qingdao tomorrow."

In half a month, Zhang Jiahe will go to the hospital to make a test tube. Zhang Jiahe is afraid that Yingxue is in a bad mood, which affects her endocrine and loses the best ovulation period. He has to be more obedient to Yingxue, hoping that her mood can be stable as usual. Yingxue hasn't been able to get pregnant and test tube these years, which is because her ovulation is abnormal. In recent months, her ovulation period is slightly better than in the past. The eggs inside can be selected as test tube babies. Naturally, Zhang Jiahe hopes to seize this hard won opportunity. As long as Yingxue has a child, her mother will not force herself to divorce her, and the child will completely tie Yingxue into marriage, Then he would not be so afraid of the incident between himself and Chen Ling. As for women, as long as they have children, even if they seize all kinds of evidence from their husband outside, they will not completely decide to divorce, because they want to give their children a complete family, and years of marriage have made women dependent on their husband, which is an inherent traditional concept in China.

The next morning, Zhang Jiahe and Yingxue had breakfast and set off with their luggage. Although his mother-in-law was dissatisfied that they left early, there was no way.

The couple arrived in Qingdao at about 3 p.m.

Lu Yingxue's family lives in a community next to the government. The house here is divided by the government, because Yingxue's mother is a bureau level cadre in an organ, and this house was assigned by her when she was a small clerk. It has three bedrooms and one living room, more than 90 meters, which is enough to live. Lu Yingxue's father also has a house in his unit, but it is not as large as this one, so it has been idle.

When the daughter and son-in-law came back, the old couple of the Lu family were naturally very happy.

"You said you didn't come back until the fifth day. Why did you come in advance? Their in laws won't have a problem." mother Lu said softly.

Judge Lu snorted before the couple responded; "What if you have an opinion?"

Mother Lu gave her husband a white look; "You are such an elder. You have to get used to Xiaoxue if you go on like this."

In the face of his wife's criticism, justice Lu did not agree at all; "I have no other hobbies, so I love my daughter. If anyone dares to wrong my daughter, I can't spare him." judge Lu's eyes drifted on Zhang Jiahe's face intentionally or unintentionally for a moment, and his father-in-law's fierce eyes made Zhang Jiahe beat a drum in his heart. He was afraid of judge Lu from his first visit. At that time, he was a poor boy without anything. Now, even if he was a gold collar with an annual salary of millions, he still couldn't turn over the serf and sing in front of judge Lu. The Lu family have been born to eat imperial food for generations. They have a noble and arrogant spirit that ordinary people can't compare with. Zhang Jiahe has been ordinary people for generations. Even if he is a man of certain value now, the inferiority of the lower class in his bones still lingers. It's OK elsewhere, Especially in the face of Lu's family of good origin, Zhang Jiahe can't control his inferiority complex, which makes him always tremble and walk on thin ice in front of his father-in-law and mother-in-law.

"Dad, mom; don't argue. I'm starving. Get me something to eat." when I get home, Yingxue becomes a princess with clothes and food. The director's mother and the judge's father are her "slaves" at any time.

Lu's mother hurried to the kitchen to bring out the already prepared meals.

Yingxue is really hungry. After she picked up her chopsticks, she began to wind up.

After dinner, Yingxue goes down for a walk. Lu's mother sees that her clothes are too thin and is afraid of freezing, so she picks up a windbreaker and follows.

"Xiaoxue; it's cold outside, put on your clothes quickly." whether Yingxue is willing or not, her mother put her clothes on her, and then the two women walked side by side in the community palace.

"Xiaoxue, I don't think there's something wrong between you and Jiahe. Did you quarrel?" Lu's mother asked with concern on her face.

Yingxue twists her clothes and ponders for a long time before answering; "There is no quarrel between husband and wife. You don't have to make a fuss."

Lu's mother pulled Yingxue to sit on a row of benches before she spoke; "I know you are a child who reports good news but not bad news, but mother Xiaoxue doesn't want you to always report good news but not bad news. There are some things you must want me and your father to know so that we can help you make decisions."

From the moment she entered the door, her mother saw that Yingxue was very wrong. In addition, the little couple came back early. There must be a reason. As a passer-by, Lu's mother is well aware of Yingxue's situation in her mother-in-law's family. Even though Yingxue has never said anything wrong about her mother-in-law's family from beginning to end.

"Mom, if Zhang Jiahe can't have children and I'm normal, will you and my father encourage me to divorce him?" Yingxue asked Lu's mother a difficult multiple-choice question without opening her mouth.

Mother Lu pondered for a while before she opened her mouth; "Xiaoxue; there are not so many ifs in the world. We have to face the reality. Xiaoxue; remember mom's words, don't be too persistent in everything, and don't make yourself too passive."