Where Our Marriage Goes

Although Lu Yingxue doesn't earn as much as Zhang Jiahe, her background is ten times better than Zhang Jiahe.

Lu Yingxue is a daughter of a senior cadre family. His father is the chief justice of a court in Qingdao and his mother is the middle-level leader of an organ in Qingdao. Her grandparents are retired cadres, while her uncle is a Beijing official. His father is a retired old head of the Central Military Region. He participated in the war of liberation to resist US aggression and aid Korea. Now he has to shake his words.

Before marriage, Yingxue was a princess held in the palm of her parents. She can't cook noodles at the age of 20. After marriage, she learned to cook for the man she loves. Now she can do all the housework except pasta

Zhang Jiahe is now an executive of a foreign enterprise with an annual salary of nearly one million, but he does not have a prominent family background like Lu Yingxue. His parents are County workers of glucose. Now they have retired and have little pension. He needs Zhang Jiahe to supplement them on weekdays.

Yingxue and Zhang Jiahe don't start the baby plan immediately after they get married. They want to have a good life in the world of two. However, the old people on both sides have been urging.

Four years ago, Yingxue found that infertility was caused by ovulation disorder. Specifically, ovulation disorder is mainly manifested in that there is no normal and healthy egg discharge in a woman's ovary, or she basically does not ovulate. The formation of a child is that healthy eggs and sperm combine to form fertilized eggs, and then sprout a little and grow into embryos. Snowfall caused her infertility because of ovulation disorder, In the five years since the day she learned the results, she has never given up the treatment, but there has been no improvement. The doctor has already sentenced her to death for childbirth, but Yingxue is unwilling. She thinks that there will be miracles as long as she doesn't give up the treatment, but miracles are always out of touch with her. At that time, when she learned that her wife could not have children, Zhang Jiahe held her affectionately and said that even if there were no children, I would love you all my life. Yingxue still remembers that moment when she cried into tears.

With the growth of age and the gradual retreat of passion, they are eager for the arrival of a child. Yingxue always wants to adopt one, but Zhang Jiahe doesn't do it. He says to raise his own seed, or not, so they don't have to work hard to raise someone else's seed.

Today, Zhang Jiahe is an executive of a Sino foreign joint venture with an annual salary of one million. He is only in his thirties. He is not cowardly. He has a good character and temper. As long as he hooks his fingers, young girls line up to throw themselves into the arms. What about Yingxue? Over the age of 30, she is just a middle school teacher with a monthly salary of several thousand yuan. She looks beautiful but doesn't stand out. There is nothing to say about her good character, but her infertility is her fatal weakness. On this point, she gradually becomes inferior to her little noble from Xin. She is afraid that one day she will completely lose to her disheartened stomach and lose all her happiness.

It was only after midnight that Yingxue fell asleep, and then it was dawn.

As soon as the alarm rang, Yingxue opened her eyes and got up. After a simple wash, she began to make breakfast, while Zhang Jiahe didn't get up until breakfast was ready.

After breakfast, the couple went to work as usual.

There is only one car at home. Zhang Jiahe drives, while Yingxue takes the bus to work. However, most of the time, Zhang Jiahe will drive Yingxue to and from work.

Zhang Jiahe originally wanted to buy a car for Yingxue. Unfortunately, Yingxue failed to get her driver's license twice and said nothing for the third time.

Because it's not on the way and the traffic jam in Jinan is too serious, Yingxue never asks Zhang Jiahe to pick her up from work except for the wind and rain. Her home is not far from the school. It's good to take the bus

On the way to the unit, Zhang Jiahe accidentally met Chen Ling. The other party just came out of the taxi, so he drove after her.

Zhang Jiahe parked the car in front of Chen Ling, then opened the door and Chen Ling sat in directly.

"Lingling; why are you here?"

Facing the man's doubts, Chen Ling smiled, "I have to go to work, too. I forgot to tell you last night that I found a job and officially went to work today."

Zhang Jiahe was sincerely happy to hear that Chen Ling had found a job; "That's great. I wanted to help you find a suitable one. Now I don't need it. By the way, which company are you in? How about your salary?"

"It's across the street from your company. Because I have some work experience, all aspects of treatment are OK. If I feel I can't do well, please help me find a better one. If you need a secretary, please come to me."

"I don't need a secretary yet, but I still need it after work." Zhang Jiahe said vaguely.

Chen Ling gently touched Zhang Jiahe's handsome face and said softly; "I hate happiness when you need it. By the way, she didn't hurt you when you went back late last night."

Zhang Jiahe grabbed Chen Ling's hand and kissed it gently. Then he smiled and said no, but he was still more careful in the future. She was a very careful person.

"You said you didn't love her anymore. Why are you so afraid of her?"

"I'm not afraid. I just don't want to quarrel with her. I'm very tired in the unit every day."

"Brother, it's not easy for you. If ordinary men had dumped Lu Yingxue, a woman who can't have children, but you've always been so kind to her, brother; divorce her, let's marry and I'll have a son for you." Chen Ling said with Zhang Jiahe's face in her hands.

In the face of Chen Ling's direct confession, Zhang Jiahe was first moved, and then sighed deeply before opening his mouth; "Lingling; if I divorce Yingxue, I will have nothing. My property is in her name. I admit that I still can't give up my marriage with her in 1989. Divorce takes time. I don't want to delay you. If you meet the right person, don't delay your happiness because of me."

"Brother, no matter how long I wait, I'll be happy to wait for you."

After they confessed in the car, they kissed each other and reluctantly separated. As a result, they were late.

Yingxue had three classes in the morning. She was tired and had a sore back.

When she was about to get off work, Yingxue received a call from Zhang Jiahe saying that her mother was coming and I was on my way to pick her up.

Yingxue frowned unconsciously when her mother-in-law came. She was afraid that her mother-in-law would come all the way again, not to see if they were well, but to send a pile of strange medicine, saying that it was the secret recipe for giving birth to children that forced her to drink.

I'm really afraid of what comes. This time, mother Zhang came all the way to Jinan. In addition to bringing her son and daughter-in-law some food she made herself, she also had a large plastic bag of medicine.

"Xiaoxue, I got all these medicines from an old traditional Chinese medicine. After learning about your situation, people said that as long as you eat them on time to ensure pregnancy, many couples will have them after taking his medicine, and they will have twins." mother Zhang said with great interest, as if she really regarded the old traditional Chinese medicine as Hua Tuo alive, The medicine in the plastic bag is a magic pill to turn the world around. Yingxue is very indifferent to this, because it is not the first time that she has been fooled by her mother-in-law and her old man.

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004 secret recipe for giving birth to children

Although Yingxue dismisses the so-called secret recipe for giving birth to children, she still gives her mother-in-law enough face. After all, her hometown is also kind. Who wants to fail to give birth to the third generation?

For the mother-in-law family, the role of the daughter-in-law here is first to give birth to children, and then to serve their son's nanny. No matter how virtuous and gentle you are, if you can't continue the incense for the family, you are also unqualified and incompetent in the mother-in-law family. In ancient times, there were only two ways for the wife to give birth to children. Either she was divorced or she watched her husband take concubines room by room, Even today. For example, a famous male singer in Hong Kong, because his wife was infertile, he naturally found Xiaosan's son. His self-made wife could only watch Xiaosan and his illegitimate son enter the house with her husband's permission, but she could do nothing. Occasionally, I see how the famous singer gets along with his illegitimate son in the media. Who will think of his old wife who was put in the cold palace by her husband because of lack of fertility.

Because Lu Yingxue came from a good family background, although her infertility is dissatisfied with her family, her mother-in-law does not dare to express it directly in front of her. People at the bottom like Zhang Jia can marry high-ranking cadres like Lu Yingxue. It's smoke on the ancestral grave. Yingxue is infertile, but the doctor doesn't say she's dead, which proves that she still has hope. Zhang Jiahe won't force Zhang Jiahe to divorce his wife unless she has to,.

After telling her daughter-in-law, mother Zhang called her son to the bedroom.

"Mom, don't give Xiaoxue these messy drugs in the future. It's useless." Zhang Jiahe obviously didn't appreciate his mother's kindness at all.

Mother Zhang frowned, "I'm doing it for your good. I'll try it whether it's useful or not. If it's OK, even if it doesn't work, it won't do any harm. The old traditional Chinese medicine said that this medicine is taken before going to bed. After eating it, you have to have a roommate. Son, if you don't listen to me, don't call me mother."

"Well, well, I'll listen to you, mom; you can stay here a few more days."

"I have to wait until Xiaoxue finishes the medicine."

In this way, mother Zhang set up a camp at her son's daughter-in-law's house. Every night, she would make medicine for Yingxue to drink.

Looking at the black bowl of bitter medicine in front of me, Yingxue frowned.

Zhang Jiahe took a spoonful of sugar and poured it into the bowl; "It won't be so bitter."

Although white sugar is added, the medicine is still bitter. Yingxue puts the bowl on her lips and breathlessly pours the medicine into her stomach. As soon as her hand is loose, she almost falls the bowl to the ground.

Maybe the medicine is too bitter, maybe the heart is too bitter. Unconsciously, big tears draw out the corners of Yingxue's eyes, and then slide slowly on her cheeks bit by bit.

Seeing Yingxue crying, Zhang Jiahe was at a loss. Busy hand for her gently wipe tears; "Xiaoxue, why are you crying? Is it because mom wants you to take medicine? If you don't want to eat, we won't eat it."

In any case, Zhang Jiahe is sure that he loves Yingxue deeply, so when he sees the other party crying, he can't help it.

It's just too lonely to communicate with Chen Ling. He wants to find some stimulation outside his marriage. In addition, he wants a child. He won't give up his marriage with Yingxue because he wants children, but he doesn't want to have no children to support himself.

"Jiahe, we really won't have children. I'm afraid you'll leave me, but I won't blame you if you really want to leave." Yingxue said tearfully.

Zhang Jiahe gently holds Yingxue in his arms and soothes her with a soft voice; "Fool; how can I be willing to leave you? Let's let it be. I know Mom has given you a lot of pressure and grievances. I hope you can bear it for me. Everything she does is out of love for me."

Although he swore to Chen Ling outside that he would divorce Yingxue one day, Zhang Jiahe never wanted to divorce.

His love and admiration for Chen Ling remained more than ten years ago. At that time, Chen Ling was young and pure. Now she is already over 30. Although she is still charming, after all, she has divorced and had children. How can she give up her hard-working marriage for a second-hand goods, What about Yingxue who left the road where she shared joys and sorrows with herself?