Who Isn’t A Cultivator?

2022-04-17

Chapter 285 Memories are medicine

Weekends, small courtyard.

Peach roams around the yard, sometimes dodging invisible enemies, and sometimes running frantically.

Chen Shu and Qingqing sat side by side on the swing, the swing made a sour sound, Chen Shu looked up and saw that one of the moving parts was rusted, so he asked Qingqing beside him. Say: “The swing you bought is of poor quality.”

“…”

“You ignored me in the past few days.”

“I’ve dealt with it.”

“You didn’t pay much attention to me in the past few days.”

“During the joyless Cultivation, I was in a bad state, and I didn’t want you to find out. “

“How bad?” Chen Shu tilted his head and asked, “Was it bad when you were a child?”

“When was a child?”

“Five Years old, when I first met you.”

“I don’t know which time was worse.”

“How bad?”

“technique of cultivation blocking My perception of joy, perception in any sense, so I can’t feel happy, and I can’t perceive beauty, and the originally interesting things in life have become boring and uninteresting now.” Ning Qing paused, leaning diagonally. Glancing at him, “Even with you by my side, I know that I love you very much and that you are the most important person to me, but I still can’t be happy. I’m afraid it will bring you a bad communication experience.”

After listening to it, Chen Shu thought for a while before saying, “Isn’t that the same as when you were a child?”

The swing lost its swaying force, and the amplitude gradually became smaller.

Ning Qing was startled.

She was swinging the swing just now, and Chen Shu asked her to swing it.

Yeah—

Wasn’t she like this before and when she met Chen Shu?

Ning Qing continued to rock the swing.

Although she felt that sitting on the swing was very boring at this time, and shaking couldn’t bring any fun, but she thought that Chen Shu wanted to do it, so she did it, and she found that she was not impatient. rising.

As far as the perceptions from the previous two days are concerned——

The major emotions are the same.

Emotions, anger, sadness, fear, fear, and fear are all the same.

Rejoices and disappointments seem to only affect the emotions of joy. In fact, when she rejoices, she will be less likely to be angry or worried, and she often thinks of Chen Shu and those beautiful things when she misses , not easy to be sad and afraid, always feel pleasantly surprised, not frightened.

But when I was disappointed, it was the other way around.

Chen Shu has the ability to calm her mind.

Just like in my formative years.

“Squeak…”

Chen Shu raised his head again: “Is there any lard at home, I have to grease it later.”

“Yes.”

“Good!”

“…”

“Look!”

Ning Qing Look in the direction of his fingers.

Peach is beside a flower, vomiting.

Chen Shu explained to her: “As soon as I lowered my head, I saw your stupid cat digging the soil and digging out the sheep dung you buried…”

“The fermented sheep dung doesn’t stink. It smells cat feces pulled by wild cats in the community.”

Ning Qing’s expression was indifferent, neither sad nor happy.

In this peace of mind that she can do nothing and think about nothing, she has a more wonderful feeling, that is, the brain obviously does not perceive any pleasant emotions, but deep in one’s heart Reason made her feel that the picture of sitting here and chatting with him should be beautiful.

This cognition is divorced from emotion.

“How many more days do you have to do it?”

“A few more days.”

“And then?”

“ Digest for a while, and then think about Cultivation for the next item.” Ning Qing pursed his lips, “If you have nothing to do, go and help me clean up the new rose shoots, only the bushes.”

” Are you not afraid that I will make you bad?”

“Not afraid.”

“You won’t hit me when you’re angry, right?”

“We’ll talk about it later.”

“Also…”

Chen Shu got off the swing, stretched out, and started busy.

Peach is very curious, so she has to come over and follow him closely, tilting her head to see what he is doing.

Qingqing’s swing is still shaking, she has no expression, and her heart is not disturbed, her eyes follow Chen Shu’s silhouette. Not far away, the little girl was sitting on the ground against the door frame of the living room, with her hands folded on her knees, watching them silently.

Heaven and man are naturally indifferent, and night man is naturally violent.

The elder sister has a bloodline of night people. Once she can’t feel happy, when she is depressed, the past few days she has been extremely impatient and irritable.

But today she didn’t.

The little girl scratched her face, and after realizing that this was a common move by Zhang Yogurt, she quickly put down her hand.

Time flies by.

Peach accompanied Chen Shu, walking from the left side of the yard to the right side of the yard, from the inside of the yard to the outside of the yard, Chen Shu’s hands gradually accumulated a bunch of sprouts.

“It’s a pity to lose so many, I’ll just fry a plate for you at noon, do you want to eat it?”

“woof~”

“No Eat and beg.”

Chen Shu walked out of the yard and threw it into the trash can, Taozi also took small happy steps, followed him out, and followed him back.

The morning hours are slowly passing by.

Ning Qing didn’t have any dishes she wanted to eat, so when Chen Shu asked her what she wanted for lunch, she replied that it didn’t matter, but when he was cooking, she still saw him preparing the food that she always loved. For a moment, she even felt that she was freed from the shackles of her heartbreak.

Maybe like Chen Shu said, you can’t be happy, but you can be comforted.

In retrospect, it will be sweet in the future, right?

Ning Qing sat on the swing, thinking quietly.

A white cat came up in front of her, looked up at her, approached tentatively, and finally got the chance and jumped on the swing.

“wu woof ~”

Ning Qing didn’t respond and didn’t chase him down.

As she looked at the white cat, she heard the sound of cooking vegetables in the kitchen. When she turned to look, she saw her younger sister standing at the door of the kitchen, looking in. She remembered that when she was a teenager. I stood at the kitchen door of Chen Shu’s house and looked in, but it wasn’t for his feeding, I just thought this scene was really beautiful, and I couldn’t help but want to take a look.

In retrospect, some memories gradually emerged.

She just went to children’s school when she was five years old. Mother told her that she would not pick her up from school and let her walk back by herself. But didn’t expect the school has regulations. In the first year of children’s school, parents must pick them up after school, and the teacher will release them.

On the first day of school, all the students were picked up by their parents, and there were only two students left, one bowed his head and remained silent, there was no other way, the other was naughty and had a theory with the teacher.

“Oh my mother! Why did you come here! Hurry up and tell the teacher, I will be an exception in the future, and I don’t need parents to pick it up. If she doesn’t agree, you will sue her! It’s really annoying. , she didn’t leave me, I’ve been eating ice cream at home! Eh? This seems to be the neighbor’s girl, her mother seems to be unavailable today, the teacher calls her mother and no one answers it, she looks pitiful, let’s take her Would you like to take it back?”

“Qingqing, your mother is busy and has no time to pick you up to and from school. In the future, you will go to school with Aunt and big brother, do you understand?”

“You are so beautiful, what’s your name? Don’t talk? You look amazing? Tell you, according to my observations, those who were good-looking when they were young will become dinosaurs when they grow up. Only me like this. , when I was a child, I was average and good-looking, but when I grew up, I was even more handsome.”

“Why don’t you talk? tsk tsk, it’s a pity, it looks so good, but it turns out to be a mute.”

“Of course, everyone has a little chirp, you show me yours, and I’ll show you mine…why not? You don’t have them, do you?”

“Why didn’t you bring your school badge? You’ll be scolded. Nasha has a lot more to do than Principal. Sooner or later, I’ll ask my mother to send him in.”

“Candied fruit stick? It’s sour.”

“Why do you eat in the cafeteria every day at noon? It’s unpalatable, let’s go, I’ll take you out to the restaurant, you pay.”

“You play Don’t play marbles? I won all of them, but it looks good. I sell them to you at a low price, and you make a lot of money. I mainly want to play games, otherwise I won’t sell them.”

” Lend me five dollars, and I’ll play games.”

“You are getting more and more beautiful, and you will be my wife when you grow up.”

“Your family is in Buying a yard in the suburbs? That’s a good thing! Well, you seem very sad, tsk tsk, this is like a little child! Come on, lend me ten dollars first, and I’ll play games.”

“Be nice to the younger sister, and be more concerned about the younger sister. No one cares about the poor. Don’t let the younger sister do the same.”

“You are too cold, maybe because of loneliness. Sincerely, try to have a pet, maybe it can warm your heart, a cat is good.”

“There is a lot of fun in the world, so be patient and meditate to find it.”

“There are no nerve cells in your hair. What’s wrong with letting me play? And you have so many hairs, what if I pull two of them? After all, your hair should almost be cut, and it’s a pity to lose it. better to sell Money, sell it to me to play games. ”

“…”

Unconsciously, Ning Qing’s mouth curled into a smile.

world regained its color in her eyes.

I thought it would be a pity not to feel happiness, but didn’t expect that being unable to be happy is a disease, a disease equivalent to pain.

Fortunately, there is a cure for it.

“Open…”

Chen Shu, who came out with the dishes, was stunned and said in surprise, “What’s wrong? Failed again? Or is it over? “

“Interrupted. “

“So what? Can you still take it? Or rebuild? “

“No need. “

“No more? “

“I achieved Cultivation its purpose in another way. “

“In what way? “

“I won’t tell you.” “

Ning Qing’s mouth twitched into a smile.

……

February, Xingyue.

With Yujing The weather is getting warmer, and the Jacarandas in the university town are about to bloom again. The originally bare branches of the rose in the Ning Qing small courtyard are also covered with leaves, and some fast-growing varieties can already see tiny flower buds, clustered in clusters. Yes, it seems that there will be another wave of flowers this spring.

The group owner has not woken up yet.

These days, Brother Meng seems to be a different person, from studying all day long. Poetry has turned into an obsession with Cultivation and study of spell all day long, and Brother Jiang has always been addicted to beatings, unable to extricate himself, so that Chen Shu was infected by them when he stayed in the dormitory, and had to work harder to practice his spiritual body.

These two scroll kings.

After some time, the spiritual body has also made breakthrough progress.

(End of this chapter)