Why Are You Becoming a Villain Again?

Third Prom (2)

a few days later.

Every time Kirsi was alone and idly spending time, the book kept coming to his mind.

body trembled. My chest was tickled, and at times I felt stuffy.

Curiosity couldn’t stop, so the thought bit its tail.

As soon as I was able to hug him again, the momentum grew.

While kissing on the cheek, his eyes follow his lips.

I imagined kissing Kaden… hundreds of times.

What would he do if he knew he was thinking like this?

would you despise yourself?

would you say it’s dirty?

Either way, I thought he would be very upset.

I knew I shouldn’t even let Asena know this feeling. only you had to know Instinctively, I knew this was something I shouldn’t have done with my brother Kaden yet.

….However. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to.

Rather, it was at a level that I wanted to try right away when the opportunity came up.

If only Kaden would know. only if you allow it

Without knowing Asena, she was confident that she would stick her tongue in his mouth without even breathing.

Rather, it seemed that there was a sense of pleasure that I felt by doing something I shouldn’t have done.

Kirsi didn’t even know that he had this kind of confidence inside. She struggled with the thought of whether she was such a bad person.

I shouldn’t, but I want to.

That gap tormented her.

“Kirsi!!”

Someone shook her shoulder and woke her up.

“….uh?”

It was her friend, Mary Bones.

“Kirsi, why are you so restless?”

“…Oh, sorry. What did you say?”

“Wake up. We have to move the classroom.”

Kirsey looks around. A cluttered classroom. Mostly young children were waking up from their seats. Looking to the side, Asena was the same.

“…Where are we going?”

Kirsey asked.

“You said the professor..! Today is sex education class. Only women need to move to the next class.”

“….uh?”

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The professor spit out the lecture enthusiastically.

“…Now, young girls understand the importance of premarital chastity, right?”

Kirsey’s face was hot.

This was the first time I had heard so much about the process of making a child.

“After all, the moment you start a relationship, no matter how careful you are, you can have children. And once you have a child, you can’t go back.”

When the classroom was quiet as if dead, the professor continued.

“Some of you may be shocked by today’s lecture. I didn’t know that a child could be made this way. Of course. It’s something you shouldn’t be curious about. The results can be too daunting to handle with the curiosity of a young age. But now you are adults. It’s important to have the right sexual knowledge.”

Only the professor’s voice is clear and resonant.

“So don’t forget today’s class. That’s right, you.”

The professor raised his hand and pointed to a student who was about to ask a question.

A student with permission asks.

“…Professor, as you said, it’s so shocking.. At first, it’s scary that it’s accompanied by pain. To have a child…do you have to do something that…looks disgusting and barbaric? Is there no way?”

“No. It’s the only way.”

“…if I sleep with the person I love, only that the fairy will bring me a child…”

Some laughed, and some shook their heads.

The professor smiled and said.

“… Everyone. You must be mistaken. I know you’ve become repulsive because I showed you naked pictures and photos, but in fact, there’s a tremendous sense of euphoria.”

“yes?”

The student who asked the question expresses a question.

“Of all the affections you can have with the person you love, there’s nothing like this love affair. Everyone… someday you’ll understand what I mean.”

Kirsi swallowed again.

****

“I was so shocked, sister.”

Kirsi was still holding the red ball.

Asena wore a black student council uniform and only listened to the story with a stiff face.

Unlike herself, Asena didn’t look any different from usual. I am just quietly continuing my studies.

I wondered about that, Kirsi asked.

“…does your sister know about this?”

Asena looked at Kirsi for a moment and then nodded. it looked chilly

“Wow… did you know that?”

“…..”

Is this a difference in the amount of study or a difference in interests? Kirsi couldn’t make a decision.

“…does my brother know?”

At that moment, Asena shut the book.

Kirsi, who was silently talking to herself, looked at her sister in surprise.

Asena said.

“…Why is my brother’s story here?”

“…uh??”

Kirsey was visibly embarrassed. It was as if he had been caught vaguely thinking of Cayden as the subject, unknowingly.

“…Kirsi. Don’t think about it strangely. It’s disgusting.”

“…no…that…”

As Kirsi hesitated, Asena couldn’t let it go.

“Do you have anything to say?”

“So… is that… disgusting?”

Asena sighed deeply. I expected it at first glance…but it hurt my head. It’s already overwhelming for the other women in the academy, but Kirsi is now like this…

“Calm down. Haven’t you heard that it’s something you do with a couple or a lover?”

He spit out harsh words and suppressed her. Even Kirsi couldn’t let him be greedy for Cayden. He was the owner’s own.

“……”

Kirsi tilted her head and tapped her chest.

“…?”

“Why are you feeling frustrated here again…”

“What?”

“…No. But then, there’s no way you’re going to do that.”

“What are you talking about?”

“…? My brother won’t get married.”

Asena waited silently for Kirshi’s words.

“You said that before. You say you’ll be with us for the rest of your life. They always say that you like us the most. Where are you going, leaving me alone?”

Asena looked at Kirsi with a longing, and opened the book again without saying anything.

****

“brother. That’s great.”

Eric Endra, the protagonist of the novel I possessed, praised me with a thumbs up.

We got to know a lot.

He didn’t have any corners, so it wasn’t difficult to match him.

I had no intention of using it either, so Eric opened his heart to me.

I was looking at myself in a tailcoat. As if to show the status of the family, the quality was definitely good.

It fits the body perfectly and the quality of the finish is good. Both the material and the family crest pattern engraved on the shoulder are of high quality.

It’s comparable, but it was quite different from Eric’s tailcoat, a small frontier aristocrat.

I also complimented Eric when he saw him dressed up for the prom.

“You look good together, Eric. Are you ready?”

“sure.”

“Eric, I think I’ll be leaving after a while. It’s burdensome to show up from the beginning because it’s from my family.”

“I thought it would. Well then, I’ll go first.”

I sat on the sofa and waved to him.

-thud.

After he left and pondered for a moment, I stood in front of the mirror.

After all, it’s like this, I’m going to raise my head up.

****

At the promised time, as promised, we gathered in front of my garden.

I said I was going to visit the twins’ dormitory, but they refused.

It’s a little odd Sometimes I wonder why I feel.

It’s like reliving the feeling of a jousting match. Even then, Asena refused to let me go to the match.

As if trying not to stand in front of other people.

It was the same today. It is said that the goal is to quietly go to a ballroom, a social church, and then come out quietly.

Although I was convinced by Asena’s explanation that followed… Immediately after that, another question mark appeared in my head when they told me not to leave them.

….as usual, I don’t know.

If it was normal, I would have thought that we just wanted to spend time together without thinking about anything.

But after several events.

These behaviors only make me uncomfortable since I suspect that the twins hate me.

I don’t know how I should take this.

At this prom, I thought that the goal was to hide myself.

Maybe they see me as a family blemish.

Considering that he was trying to expel me from the family after that, it didn’t seem like a completely non-existent story.

Was I even ashamed?

As a human being, he likes me, but when he thinks about his family, he seems shy. Just like young elementary school students who are not mature enough to be ashamed of their elderly mother.

So, only insulting me in front of others.

If that’s true… it felt like my heart was hurting a little.

Other than being born, I’ve been working hard to look like I’m not ashamed.

In fact, even if everyone points at me, my honest heart is that I don’t want the twins to feel ashamed of me. If only they were watching my efforts.

Believing that you would love me, I endured.

once. Asena’s expulsion and gossip.

twice. Kirsi’s backstory.

….there will be no more.

I asked please love me

All meanings are implied.

My suspicions may be misunderstood.

“…brother.”

The calm voice of Kirsi, who was cautious today, called me.

As I was looking at the flowers, I stood up and turned around, and twins were waiting for me.

“…”

but my brothers

It just sounded really beautiful.

Asena wore a plain black dress.

Kirsi wore a gray dress similar to her own silver hair.

Even wearing accessories, and wearing makeup that I normally wouldn’t do, she shone.

Asena’s rough and alluring beauty was attractive enough to steal the heart of any man who looked at it, but to me it was just cute.

Kirsi was full of freshness like a fruit.

I was speechless for a moment and only blinked.

I haven’t found the right words to describe them yet.

“…..”

The twins looked at me and didn’t say anything.

This situation was funny, and I smiled a little.

Then he squeezes praise from his stiff mouth.

“…I was surprised. Because my sisters are so pretty.”

“…..”

The two still looked at me, but didn’t reply.

As the silence grew awkwardly long, I called them out with a sly smile.

“…Asena?…Kirsi?”

The two blinked their eyes at that moment and moved like ice breaking.

“Ah… my brother… is cool too.”

Kirsi slowly approaches me and puts her arms firmly around her left arm. After that, just look down at the floor.

Asena also approached me slowly, reaching out for my head.

Having everything sorted out, I blocked her hand defensively.

“uh. you touched it Do not touch.”

“…Can’t you lower your head?”

Asena tells me what else she is dissatisfied with.

“…why again?”

“…that’s way too conspicuous.”

“…how are you? Just because we don’t want to be seen doesn’t mean we don’t get noticed. I will decorate at a time like this or any other time.”

“…..”

I put my arm around Asena’s shoulder.

She took a breath and followed me helplessly.

“Come on, let’s go. We should go to the prom, too.”