Why Are You Becoming a Villain Again?

Origin(2)

“…..”

Seeing Kirsi who was silent at my question, I was so excited that I wanted to come here.

If you keep talking to me, do you think you can’t believe what I’m doing now?

But I knew she would cry if she continued the story she wanted through Kirsi’s voice and excitement.

It’s better to just be pissed off.

“look. They say Judy looks like an insect bite. Or something happened to the skin.”

I laid the iron plate and put my head on Kirsi. But at the same time, she turns her head, blushing with resentment.

In response to something different from what I expected, it was decided that she wasn’t doing this out of excitement.

She just put her hand on my body and held it tight.

Just as she was doing this, Asena called me from afar.

“….brother.”

“yes?”

“…Follow.”

She turned around without saying any more. I almost forgot for a moment, but now I’m escorting Asena. I had no choice but to follow her instructions.

I thought it would be a good subject matter again, so I told Kirsi.

“ruler. Let’s go, Kirsty. Asena, come with me.”

She nods her head. I wondered what was the cause of it being so obedient and submissive in one shot.

Before I left, as usual, I looked for Daisy.

Her blonde hair was so striking that it wasn’t difficult to find.

When our eyes met, Daisy looked at me for a while, then turned her head away without waving her hand, saying hello to her eyes, or saying hello with a quiet mouth.

He certainly looked angry. I know that Asena’s breath in the change of escort was a big deal, but Daisy was also angry with me, so did she accept it easily?

She knows that I sometimes feel uncomfortable with Asena, so she probably would have asked me and decided.

If she likes me and it upsets me that this situation with Judy is upsetting, I can’t really say much about it.

I gave her flowers, offered her an escort, and sent her food. I used to show my interest. If you suddenly start dating someone else, you can get angry even if you don’t like me.

are you arguing with me? will be questioned.

Of course it wasn’t. At that time, my actions were all sincere.

Of course, I admit the thought was brief. To be honest, I thought it wouldn’t be bad to be with Daisy until my grandmother pushed me to marry Judy like this.

My grandmother told me to try if I had a child I liked.

There was no intense courtship, but it was a sign of his liking, and I didn’t know if that would lead to such a result.

It’s all a thing of the past, but… I think I’ll have to apologize someday.

Kirsi looked up the day she saw Daisy, grabbed my wrist and started dragging me.

I was dragged for a while, then stood up.

“Oh, Kirsy, wait a minute.”

Then he looked at Judy.

We were holding hands until the other day, but it seemed too rude to leave without saying or doing anything.

Is it because holding hands makes me excited? Or was it because he wanted to tease Judy a little more? Was it because he wanted to be a little more courageous as a man?

I said, pinching Judy’s cheek slightly.

“I’ll go, Judy.”

Judy’s visibly reddened figure, startled by my touch, put a smile on my lips.

She, who was not anyone else, and always tried to pretend to be strong, was just cute when she showed such a girlish reaction because she was the same height as me and had pretty muscles here and there, unlike other women.

Judy didn’t say anything, wandered around and turned to Daisy.

Several nobles who saw our actions around us began to talk.

‘You said that you were close friends on the podium…you seem closer than that?’

‘Really…Ice and Fryster can become friends…’

‘But you get along well. I’m envious of Judy.’

‘The illegitimate daughter and the adopted child…and the same knight…it seems like fate.’

It’s been a long time since their gossip made me happy.

Until a few months ago, all I could do was curse.

As I was also suppressing my pounding emotions, I suddenly realized that Kirsi was quiet.

Is she starting to accept it now?

But Kirsi looked down and his hands were trembling.

“…Gosh.”

Looking at her face, it was a bit daunting, but… you’ll get used to it slowly. She just needs time.

Because there were other people’s gazes, I patted my shoulder with a loving hand so that only her could know, and led Kirsi, who was holding my wrist, to Asena.

****

Even after Kirsi was left alone in the room, that image kept lingering in her head.

Cayden was holding hands with Judy.

Holding and pinching the cheek that he had only done to himself.

If that were the case, Kirsey would have been able to shake it off somehow.

Somehow, I forgot these things and thought about the next one.

But what hurt her most, though, was that Cayden’s actions in the future were more, not less.

If the relationship between the two progresses like this, it will be funny to hold hands. Not only that, but also hugs. arms too. date too. …and kisses. even after that.

He could only find traces of it when he fell asleep, but Judy would do all of that, establishing a rapport with him who was conscious.

That was what bothered her the most.

Jealousy prevented her from closing her eyes.

It was also funny that Kirsi had only just realized this kind of heart. He had such a deep and dirty heart, and he only acts after it is taken away.

If you look at it, your older sister has acted from a long time ago. The plan to expel him from the family, I found out later, but the fact that he revealed his heart to his grandmother…

If it wasn’t for Asena, I would have only lost him more. Kirsi couldn’t have been more fortunate that he shared his feelings with his grandmother.

At least it was surprising that Asena acted like this. Of course, there must have been some acceleration of Cayden’s marriage by opening her mind, but as Kaden said, it would come one day.

One day he will leave him… and all the expressions of affection he gives will disappear…

– Dude.

Kirsey grabbed the pillow she was holding.

I thought about it many times, but it was a future I could never stand. It is a future that he has never thought about since he came to the family.

She recalls the look Kaden had on Judy.

I saw it for the first time. Kayden looks so shy and excited.

Looking at that expression, I clearly realized what it means to have a different grain of love.

He loves himself the most…but as a woman he doesn’t like him at all.

Obviously, it’s because Kaden never thought of himself that way.

The emptiness of that fact made it difficult to breathe.

Just thinking about the smile he showed Judy, Kirsey could well guess what was right.

It is right to let him go and pray for his happiness.

There will be no twists in their relationship as siblings, and Cayden and Judy will be happy.

But Kirsi couldn’t do that, even though he knew he was selfish.

He was very afraid of his future left behind.

There were days when I couldn’t sleep because of jealousy or sadness.

She knew that to change this situation, something big had to happen.

Perhaps because he was feeling it subconsciously, he left a kiss mark on his neck.

A big event to inform your heart.

But even if she made up her mind to confess, it wasn’t as easy as she thought.

No matter how much she did, I knew that if I confessed without any process, I would be rejected.

Like I read somewhere, confession is an act of confirming one’s heart.

After we were convinced that we loved each other, the act of establishing rapport was called confession.

So, even if he suddenly reveals his heart to Kayden, this is a nuisance, and it’s just a struggle to take advantage of his mind, nothing more or less.

At the very least, as Judy and he showed, I’d open up my mind if there was even a little bit of excitement.

He knew better than anyone that such an opportunity would never come to him.

So, everything they did was just ugly, rough, crude, and mean.

She also had the same heart, so she only wanted to show him a pretty side, to show shameful aegyo that only he could show, and to connect with him softly and naturally.

Who in the world wants to fight with the one he loves?

But she did it because there was no other way.

…But, she was feeling it more and more now.

As long as there is no chance to reveal my heart, time itself is disappearing.

At this rate, just waiting for a chance, he would leave.

somehow. somehow create a chance…

…I felt like I had to open my heart to him.

It’s soggy and deep.

old hearts at the same time.

****

The next day, I missed class with the twins again.

But this time he wasn’t alone.

I adjusted my clothes and asked the twins in the same room as me.

“What do you think?”

Liana Grandma smiles kindly and says it next to her.

“That’s great, Kayden.”

“Oh, thank you.”

I smiled the same at her and asked the twins again.

“Kids, how are you?”

“……”

“…..”

The twins were also wearing neat but pretty clothes, not academy uniforms today.

Asena wore a light dress with short fur that softly covered her shoulders, and Kirsi wore an elegant two-piece.

Asena didn’t reply if she didn’t like what I’m wearing now. Her dissatisfaction was passed on.

It was Kirsi who spoke.

“…that’s cool, brother.”

I needed an answer, so I snapped at her reaction,

“okay? Thank you, Kirsi.”

“…that is why I am dissatisfied.”

, made me speechless again.

In this awkward atmosphere, I only showed a complicated smile when I looked at Liana Grandma.

In the end, what they want… is that they should put down their name as Freister and just be by their side as commoners… They don’t want to live that kind of life.

So I organized my clothes once more.

Today, Judy’s family.

So, it was a day to meet with the Ice family.