Why Did I Become the Villainess?

I am still crying my heart out when I notice a light. I look up, and I am immediately frightened when I saw a lightning strike in front of me. Probably ten meters away from me.

I am about to run towards the church but another lightning strikes, and it is where I am standing. I close my eyes, waiting for the pain to seep through me. 

My body jolted when I felt the strike and when I open my eyes, I see myself sitting inside the carriage. I sigh in relief.

Thank goodness. I thought Csille really died because of the lightning. Thank goodness it's just a dream. I look around, and I frowned when I realized there's no one inside the carriage but me. 

Where are the other people? I open the carriage door, but my steps halted when I couldn't feel my body. What is happening?

My feet move on its own, and walk outside the carriage. Is it the scene I have written? Is that the reason why I couldn't control my body again? 

My feet walk towards the group of maids who are currently talking. "Hey, you do you know where Prince Fraser could be?" My mouth asks on its own.

The maids immediately stop talking and bow their heads at me. "Lady Lauretré. His highness, Prince Fraser, is checking on the soldiers in the perimeter."

My head nods at them and starts to walk towards the perimeter. However, I am immediately stops by the soldiers. "Lady Lauretré, where are you going? Your highness, Prince Fraser, instructs us not to let you out of the campsite. I'm sorry, but please go back Lady Lauretré."

My face immediately frowns. Csille crossed her arms and raised her eyebrow at the soldiers. "I am the fiancée of the Vrawyth Kingdom, and you dare to obstruct me?" I feel my lips smirk. "Do you want your title as a soldier to be taken from you?"

The two soldiers bow their heads at Csille's remarks. I want to roll my eyes at her attitude. Can she be nice to people even once? Why does she always put up an attitude with anyone? It's the reason why Prince Fraser would fall out of love with us. 

"Lady Lauretré, we were only doing the task his majesty, Prince Fraser, gave us. Please, don't make it difficult for us."

I feel my hand starting to clench. This. Isn't the original Csille had the same attitude as Prince Fraser? They both have anger management issues. 

The other soldier nods his head. "Lady Lauretré, we cannot let you pass as per Prince Fraser's order and if you want to remove us from being a soldier. We will gladly accept that. However, no matter what happens, we cannot let you get out of the camp. If you want to talk to Prince Fraser, please wait for his return. I'm sure his highness is already on the way back."

I could feel my eyes roll on its own. "Hmph. You two. I will definitely remember your name and when we return to the Vrawyth Kingdom. I will ask my father, the Count, to remove you from your posts," Csille then starts to walk to the Illorian carriage where I am staying.

But even after I went inside, I still couldn't move my own body. So, I really need to bear with the real Csille's attitude? Great!

I don't understand how Prince Fraser develop feelings for Csille. She's just too much. Quite selfish and immature. Although she is still young but I couldn't see any improvement in her attitude and personality. It's like she is born to be like this. 

Csille starts to rummage at the things inside the carriage. She found a book and read it, but after reading it for quite some time, she immediately put it down. 

"It's so boring. This book isn't much help. I know everything inside of it. Do they really think we could win if I read this?" I feel my eyes roll, and I let out a groan. 

This is probably the only thing I like about Csille. She is innate smart. She is always at the top of the class, and she is known for being intelligent. It's also why Csille was chosen to represent the Vrawyth Kingdom in the Grand Exemplary Competition. 

Although she didn't have the best attitude, at least she's smart. This intelligence will also be used by her in the future. She will use this to make her way between Prince Fraser and Princess Paislee's relationship. But she didn't know that it's also the same reason why Prince Fraser will get sick of her.

I feel my body slump on the chair. My arms are dangling on my side. I could feel my brows furrows when my arms accidentally touch my pocket. 

My body sits up straight, and my eyes look at my pocket. "Hmm. What's inside my pocket? I don't remember putting anything inside of it." 

My hands went inside my pocket to get the necklace that Prince Fraser gave me. No! Csille cannot see that necklace. However, no matter how much I tried to stop my hand from getting the necklace, it was still useless. 

Csille is no staring at the necklace. "I didn't remember having this necklace. It looks so old. How did it even get inside my pocket?" I feel my body shivered with disgust, and my hand aims to throw the necklace outside the window.

No! Please, Csille no! Don't throw that necklace. That is an important thing. Prince Fraser is supposed to give it to Princess Paislee. Please, don't throw it. I beg of you. 

But no matter how much I talk my way out o Csille, she still couldn't hear me. Just like those times where I tried to talk to her. Is it really impossible for me to talk to her?

Csille throws the necklace outside the window like she's throwing garbage. She then leans on the chair like she didn't do anything.

I could feel my own heart breaking. Although I originally doesn't have a physical body in the fictional world, I could still feel emotion when the real Csille takes over the body. I could still feel pain. I still got angry, sad, or disappointed. 

That necklace is given to me by Prince Fraser. I know he will be disappointed if he knows that I just throw one of the important things for the Astalieu. How dare you throw it like it's just an old jewelry? Csille, why? 

However, no matter how much I try to move Csille's body, I couldn't move it. Not even an inch. It remains in control by Csille, the real owner of this body. 

I will definitely find your necklace. I promise you. I will find you. I already hurt Prince Fraser too much, and I will hurt him furthermore in the future. I cannot lose this necklace because he would offer it to Princess Paislee as a sign of his love. How can Princess Paislee believe in him if he couldn't give this necklace?

Csille remains leaning on the chair and looking around the surrounding. Her eyes immediately widen when Prince Fraser suddenly walks out of the forest. Beside him is Princess Paislee. They probably finish checking the situation on the perimeter. They also probably check the traps that the Elders of the Illorian City set up and the poison that the Doctors of the Vrawyth Kingdom concocted.

My feet are about to move outside the carriage, but my steps were halted when my eyes landed on Prince Fraser and Princess Paislee.

A tent that is standing tall and proud a while ago suddenly collapsed. Prince Fraser, who instantly saw what is happening behind them run towards Princess Paislee and pulled her close to him. They both fall to the ground. 

Prince Fraser is lying on the ground while Princess Paislee is on top of him. I feel my hands shake on its own. It's shaking not because of excitement for the bl scene but because of Csille's anger and jealousy. 

This is one thing I don't understand at all. How can she get jealous of Sir Farren? Princess Paislee definitely looks like a real man. Why is she jealous of a man? Does she think Prince Fraser works both ways? Or does she knows about Princess Paislee's disguise? But it's impossible. Csille will only know it after the middle of the story. It is the climax of the story. 

Because of Csille, Princess Paislee will be endangered, and that's when Prince Fraser will realize his feelings for Princess Paislee. So, it's really impossible. 

My feet move on its own, and it gets off the carriage. My eyes landed on Prince Fraser and Princess Paislee, who have a staring competition with each other that they forgot that they were in an awkward position.

Csille walks to the two casually. My arms are cross in front of me, and I could feel my lips smirking on its own. "Aren't the two of you getting too comfortable with each other?" My mouth said on its own. It's Csille's words. I could hear an edge in my voice. She is really jealous right now. 

Prince Fraser and Princess Paislee look at me for a few seconds before they immediately stand up like nothing happened. I could see that both their faces are red because of what happened. 

It's already starting. This small interaction today will add up until they started to realize that they are in love with each other. 

Prince Fraser looks at me with a frowning face. "What are you doing in here, Csille?"

I could feel my eyebrow raise on its own. "Oh, am I interrupting something? I just want to go out and appreciate nature, and then I saw the two of you enjoying the time of your life. Should I go back, your highness?" Csille puts emphasis on your highness. She is trying to irritate Prince Fraser.

If I could clap my hands, I would clap my hands at her. How can she go against the mad Prince Fraser? She is really a villainess. She isn't scared, even if Prince Fraser got mad at her. You go, girl! 

I just hope this won't backfire on me if I could control Csille's body again. Oh dear, I really hope not. I don't have the courage Csille has. 

Prince Fraser frowns even more. "What are you trying to imply, Lady Lauretré?" I could hear that he is trying his best to control his anger.

But it seems like Csille didn't care about Prince Fraser's anger. She just smirks at him. "What do you think I am trying to imply, your highness?" 

"Csille Lauretré! Don't get ahead of yourself! Just because I am tolerating your antics, it doesn't mean I will let this pass." He snaps at Csille. His face is starting to color red now because of his anger. "Stop being a spoiled brat! You're not a child anymore, so grow the fcked up!" He yelled at Csille. He yells too loud that some of the maids and the soldiers who are resting step outside their tents.

Csille just stares at Prince Fraser dumbfoundedly. Like she couldn't believe Prince Fraser could do this to her. Embarrassed her in front of many people. I could feel my eyes started to water. 

Csille scoffs at Prince Fraser. "Oh, yeah, I forgot. Sorry, your highness, if you think I'm being immature here. How can I forget my place? Sorry for interrupting you and Sir Farren." Csille said at Prince Fraser while her tears are falling from her eyes. 

She immediately turns back, and my feet started to walk towards the carriage of the Illorian city. 

I actually understand why Prince Fraser got mad at Csille. It's actually not a good question to ask Prince Fraser like that. It's like she is questioning Prince Fraser's sexuality. So, I really don't blame Prince Fraser if he got mad at Csille.

However, I don't think it's right for Prince Fraser to shout and embarrass Csille, his own fiancée, in front of everyone. No matter what she did, he could have at least take the upper hand and talk about it privately.

But it's inevitable, Ysa, this scene is supposed to happen. It's the continuation of their argument. Csille being mad at Prince Fraser for always spending his time with Sir Farren while she is left on the sideline. And Prince Fraser being mad at Csille for making an issue between him and Princess Paislee.

The story is starting to progress. However, can I bear to do what the villainess will do in the future?